Soul Stranger

2008-12-28T04:19:00.003+08:00

People, take note and relink me back.

I'm shifting to; http://s-errri.blogspot.com/.

Catch me there for my new and latest updates.

Goodbye 2006-2008.

And hello to 2009.

2008-12-28T03:14:00.003+08:00

Morning readers, I was having my off day earlier just now. Fine, to be specific, on Saturday. The inital plan was suppose to meet Fir, Ser, Naz and Ernie over to Town for some catch ups and chilling purpose but it was somehow cancelled and so I continue my sleep till 5pm only to receive alot of calls and messages. (I can sleep for a long time, so shut up)

Changing plans alot of time but in the end, I went to Woodlands, Cik Eton's house for some kenduri and with Father sending us (Mom, Bro and myself). Little brother will be sleeping over there for few days so yeah, the room is all mine. Heeeeh. At about 8pm, left her place and then Mom and me bused/mrted over to Orchard to meet Cik Elly and Cak Ngah together with Dewi. Meet them at Takashimaya and did some shopping as we received $200 voucher. Walk around to enjoy the scenery of the lights of Christmas decoration. After which at about 11pm, mrted back home. Bounce all the way to Marina Bay just to have a seat for ourselves.

Meet Kakak up at Haji Karim for supper since she was already at AMK for some wedding with Abg Noi in the afternoon. Had Nasi Ayam Chicken for supper and then saw Zam. After supper, bidded goodbye and headed home. Kakak is currently sleeping now and I'm waiting for Agun to call me. FYI; Agun & Galah=Dzul. :D

And tomorrow, I mean later, will be heading to work at 2:30pm. My schedule's out and I'm having two days off on Monday and Tuesday. And pay day is coming! I can't wait to get my new hair do, new mp3 and lots more. Too many things, so little money. Hahahaha! And I heard the O levels results will be out on the 8th Jan. Man, is it true?!

And I was planning to get this instead of IpodTouch. How?

2008-12-26T02:41:00.009+08:00

Back from work earlier on. Was working at 12pm shift till closing and shockingly, the restaurant wasn't busy. Lunch time was okay and dinner was a very slow one. Afterwhich, meet up with Krisstle and Reesha at Citylink. Accompanied them finish their stick and meet up with Clarence, Ernie and Rachel later at Starbucks, Citylink. Met Linda later at Marina Square and had late dinner at this Hong Kong Cafe and ate Cheese Baked Spaghetti with Chicken Chop. And I think it's worth the $9.90.

Smoking break and then boxing time at the wheel and was banned from sitting there. Walk over to Esplanade and then settled down. Took lotsa of pictures and then at about 1:30am, me and Ernie left home first and cab over to my crib. And now, am currently at home with Ernie in the room. And tomorrow will be working at 5pm.

& the fucker yesterday made me cry again with his non stop pranks. and he always does that when we're still together last time. and yes, yesterday was the third time. he told me he was sick and that he ask me to promise him to be a good girl if he is gone and that he is suffering from lungs cancer which was then i became panic and then started to cry when he was complaining that his chest was hurt when he was coughing. and when he heard that i was crying, he was laughing and then texted me saying that it was all a joke so as not to let me fell asleep while he is talking. heeee. thanks eh gun, do it more often. narbeycheebye!

& last but not least,

I miss NESHQ alot especially H.
I miss Motley guys.
I wanna go suntanning soon and get tanned!
I wanna get a new hair color and style.
I wanna go shopping!
New mp3 cause the previous ZenStone Plus is spoit.
More money please!

2008-12-25T04:30:00.009+08:00

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year.

Train over to work with Salehin since he was also working at Swensen's Suntec City, 6pm till closing and it was sucha hell for me. My tables keep double sitted with customers and worst I was the FOH. Had to count the napkins, sweep the floor, clear and check tables and take care of last minute customers if they arrived at 10:29pm. Meaning, I have to like wait for them to finish their meal, and set up the table. Yes, I know very troublesome but whatever it is, money still comes in. Heeeeh!

After which, meet up with Ernie, Reesha and Krisstle over at Suntec City's Starbucks for chilling purpose till about 2am and we took night rider home. Bought myself an iced mocha latte with whipped cream and then over to Marina Mandarin's toilet as we wanted to pee so urgently, over to Marina Square's 7/11 to change money and bought my Eclipse. Walk over to Esplanade Mall and bidded goodbye to each other. Camwhore cum bitching session and don't mind the oily and nonsencial pose. :D

And now, am currently on the phone with Agun. He's busy with his game while I'm busy here blogging. So long, and I'm working later at 12pm and I have yet not get my fucking rest cause I can't fucking sleep at this fucking point of time. Damn!

2008-12-24T03:07:00.004+08:00

I miss this blog of mine and alot of things have happened. I try not to be very wordy here so yeah, work has been great but sadly, no more kanchings coming in. Tips I mean. -.- And oh, to all those N levels candidates, congrats for your good results and good luck for the Os next year. And O levels candidates, worry much cause the result is just round the corner. Hahahaha!

It's already Wednesday morning now and I'm still not asleep. Got back from work earlier just now. Working in the morning shift at 12pm and headed for my break from 2pm to 6pm and then till closing. Saw Salehin while I was on the way back and then Fir at bus stop and over to 584 for slacking purpose till 12:45am till they catch their last bus home.

Monday, supposed to be my off day but ESQ were working. Meet up with Fad and Mimi and then Mimi and Jacko paitao and in the end, me and Fad went to Keppel Bay instead. 166ed and then had lunch cum dinner at the food court near Harbour front Station and after which walk over to Keppel Bay; a nice scenery and I swear the sea water is clearer than in Sentosa. Couples should go there, definitely!

Something happened and I rush back home by 963ed over to Woodlands and meet Kakak and Abg Noi at Causeway Point while Fad 166ed alone to AMK. Window shopping, MacDonald's and then 913ed over to Nenek house. At about 2am, Cik Elly was sick and she went over to KK with Uncle so me and Kakak accompanied Dewi in the room and we cam whore while Nenek on the bed stare at us. (Cause her cucu so mentel when we pose) Headed to work by Woodlands the next day.

Sunday, working at 2:30pm till closing and headed home with Krisstle and Ernie after slacking for awhile at Starbucks, Suntec City. Saw Fir and Ser at AMK bus stop and headed over to 584 for slacking purpose till about 1am after they board the last bus home.

Saturday, working at 5pm till closing and meet Ernie and Krisstle up at Esplanade. Saw Fuad, Farhan and Yul outside DXO and I fucking miss them alot that I went on screaming and yelling the minute I saw them. After which we went separate ways and meet up with Khalis, Nigel & Sheena over at Merlion. Slacking purpose and played cards and Linda joined us later. Night rider home at 3am.

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And today is Christmas Eve and I'm working later at 6pm, confirm pack so good luck la eh. And fuck, I can't request off on Christmas and I can't wait for my pay day! I'm so gonna shop alot and do my hair. So watch out and hang on. Till then, will blog again when I'm free. Oh, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year. I'm closing this blog soon and make a new one, so take not yeah.. :D

2008-12-20T02:37:00.002+08:00

I am back from work awhile ago. So yesterday work was fine. The reservation was an easy one to handle as they've already placed their orders before they arrived. BOH, trained back home alone. Bathed and meet Zam over at Haji Karim for late supper and clash with his brother there. Afterwhich, he wanted to answer his nature calls so went over to his place and waited for him. In the end, he was force to delay the call cause his brother was in the toilet. Haha! Headed downstairs for slacking purpose instead till about 2:30am and he walk me back home.

Galah called later at about 3am and we didn't manage to have a long chat. I don't know what's wrong with him, behaving awkwardly so suddenly and I was like talking to the phone to myself cause he was sleeping instead of hearing to whatever I'm saying. WTH! Gave him like about 20 miss calls but no answer. Grrrr!

Headed to work again awhile ago at 5pm and I was 5 minutes late for the Alley Rally. HW, so my station wasn't that busy. Headed home at 1130pm with Ernie and over to MarinaSquare's 7/11 to buy cigarettes and then mrted back home. Saw Sazali and headed home with him. And when I reach AMK, saw Safar, Sly and FIR!!! I shock him like hell and he texted me saying that he can still feel the shockingness. Hahahaa! You should see how his face was while I went to boo him.

& Dearest miss call me earlier on while I was working and now, am currenly msning with him. Haha, 10 March, he'll be serving NS as a police. All the best ehh. Counting down to your birthday....
& the other;
Mana kau?! Cepatla call aku! :(

Working later at 5pm, so long suckers!

2008-12-18T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. I'm currently at workplace now, using my colleague's lappy and having my break till 6pm. And yesterday slept halfway while waiting for him to finish eating. Sorry Galah. Heeeh. Okay will have a proper post later when I reach home after work. For now I wanna get my sleep. :D

2008-12-18T03:19:00.010+08:00

&&& HE CALLED ME!!!
I just reach home from work awhile ago. Started at 11:30am but only managed to get my sleep only at 7am. So woke up at 9am and got ready for work. Was punctual and lunch time was busy. Afterwhich went for my break and called Nazzeh. Later at 5pm, she told me that he tagged my blog and I quickly rush over to the staff corner and borrowed my colleague's laptop to check out. I was smilling and blushing all the way that even my manager asked me why. And I got the sudden full energy for work. Heeh. Dinner time was kinda relaxing for me as I handle only few small tables and was release at 10pm. Texted Zam and ask where he was and he meet me up at AMK's toilet. Walk home together and I'm so gonna hit to town pretty soon with money cause Zam told me that TOPSHOP IS HAVING A CLEARANCE SALE! He told me that the acessories can get as cheap as at $9! WTH! And Zam promised to bring me out for shopping soon cause we got so many to buy. I can't wait for money to come in! Bidded Zam goodbye and off to Mom's place to meet little brother and herself. Over to Haji Karim for supper and headed home straight and I was lying down my bed, he called me! I shouted and in fact I was fucking effing happy can?! Oh my, I miss you like truckloads man! And now, he's somewhere slacking at his friends house and sooner later, I will be on the phone with him till dawn though later on I'm working at 12pm. Shit! 16pax reservation tomorrow. Damn!

&&& TO MY DEAREST SISTER; PLEASE BE STRONG IN OVERCOMING ALL THIS AND WE'LL MEET UP SOON. MUCH LOVE; ADEK BONCH & YUMBAMBAM! MUUUAACCKKSS!!

2008-12-17T06:29:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning and I'm still not asleep yet. It's already 6:30am now. Oh and I'm changing my url by the end of this December and made a new blog for my 2009's life onwards. So, any idea of url for myself? Heeeh. Anyway, no calls yet. Sigh & I fucking miss this 'si sepet kemek' sister of mine.

Oh well, I think I just have to force myself to sleep now. Goodnight. :D

2008-12-17T04:06:00.006+08:00

It's nearly 4am now and I'm still fresh awake and not feeling sleepy. I was suppose to head work yesterday at 2:30pm but I didn't. Text my manager saying that I was down with fever when I'm actually not. Reason was, I was wide awake till 7am hoping that he'll call me but no sign of it. In face I cried while waiting and staring at my phone and I feel so regret not picking up his last call that night. Worst, I was in the room alone. Little brother was sleeping soundly outside whereas Sis is at Granny's place. I got no one to talk to now and I miss those times when me and Sis sneak out of the house and went over to either Ave 10 MacDonalds or Haji Karim to eat. I miss talking and laughing with her in the room and made Mom shout at us and stuffs. "Kak, aku rind kau la!" I miss the most when I influenced her by talking those short forms. (Only she knows what I'm referring to)

Oh well, I head to sleep instead of going work and was only awake at 7pm after the phone call from Nazzeh. Had my quick bath and meet the Motley plus Reesha. Settled some stuffs and seriously, I'm so disappointed in both. I didn't expect it to happen and it did. In fact, I got alot to say but I rather keep it to myself cause I don't find a need to blog it all out here cause I know it's too public. Bought a packet of Famous Amos to munch later at night. Afterwhich, clean my bedroom and did some shifting of the furniture in the room and I'm loving the new environment. And the computer is now back in the room again. Hahahaha! Here it goes.

And I'm working later at 11:30am till closing.

Where are you? How are you? I miss talking on the phone with you. Do you know that I cried for the past two days without hearing your voice and joke with you? I didn't expect this to happen anytime soon. But seriously, I'm feeling so lonely now without your company now till dawn. Sis is at granny's place and little brother and I just can't click well. I don't know why I'm feeling this way and to be honest, my tears are rolling down my cheeks now as I type this out. I was hoping that you would read my blog and would give me a call soon but I was wrong. I've been staring at my phone from 2am till dawn really hoping that you would call me. I miss you, I miss you alot! I got so much to share and joke with you about but now, things are different. Why? Is it true that all good things must come to an end?

2008-12-16T02:20:00.003+08:00

I just don't fucking understand. We once lose contact and now what again? I'm pissed, in fact fucking pissed. I myself don't know why. Its like I'm so used that we talk on the phone till dawn and now what? You're saying that last night was the last since your mom would be taking all your cards away for quite sometime. Hello, please define the 'sometime' for me cause I know it would be for long. And I hate it when something is amiss ed in my life. I know we are not an item and that we have nothing going on but I feel so empty. I mean like I'm so used to like talking on the phone with you and now, no longer. And I didn't pick up your calls to hear your explanation because why? I'm ego. I was in fact crying that night and insisted on picking up your calls. And now what, I regret. Cause why, I've been staring at my hand phone screen waiting for your call and talk and joke with you. But I doubt you're gonna call me anytime soon. Its already 2:30am and nothing from you. I'm waiting, waiting now. I know you meet her today but he told me he saw you 2 hours ago, sending her off. And yesterday you told me you can still call me like how we use to call each other when we were an item way back then and that you would still use public phones or find anyway to get through me, but now where are you?! I fucking miss you and I fucking wanna hear your voice and I want you to fucking accompany me now! I don't know what and who I want now and that's it. I'm driving myself crazy and I totally hate feeling this way at this crucial time! I miss being love, hugs, kissed and more. Most importantly, I miss having a boyfriend!

2008-12-16T00:25:00.006+08:00

Apologies for not being a faithful blogger. I'm just too busy with work and then sleep and then the next day work again. So yeah. Prepare for the wordy and lengthy post coming but nevertheless, pictures are still up.

On Friday headed to work at 5pm and my station was not so busy as I was the HW, did all the sales and stuffs and then left at 11pm. Meet Ernie up at the bus stop and headed home together. Saw Zamri in the train and we three walk back home together since the two of us are heading to Ginn's place that night. Meet Ginn later at Haji Karim for late supper and I decided to blanja them since I got tips that night. Afterwhich, walk over to 7/11, bought cigarettes and then over to some void decks near Ginn's place for slacking purpose till about 4am and Zam headed home while the three of us went over to Ginn's place. Bathed, computered, tved and we only manage to get our sleep at 9am. We were making alot of noises and doing all those stupid stuffs at Ginn's crib. Hahahah, inside jokes ah.

I went back home at 1pm as I needed to rush and get ready for work at 5pm the next day while the two of them were still sleeping. Ginn's parents were away for holiday for three days and so we crashed over her house. Work was okay and customers were nice. Tips almost from every table. Mrted back home and waited for Zam at AMK station. Over to Cheers to buy drinks and chocolates and then went over to meet Ginn and Ernie at shopNsave and bought snacks for chilling purpose over at playground till 3am Went upstairs to Ginn's crib for awhile and then decided to go home at 4am since my battery was flat and that I needed to talk to Galah desperately.

On Sunday, woke up and got ready for work and then meet up with Krisstle and Ernie at Suntec City's Starbucks at 11pm for chilling purpose and took the last train back home while Krisstle took bus. Saw Idam (sec 3 camp's instructor) and hello-ed him and his friends. Saw Jambron and Kaka in train and then over to my house to put my bag first and then bought some food to Ginn's place and I went downstairs first to meet Zam (Cause he complains that he needs someone to accompany him buy food for his brother, Amri) while the two of them were still having their supper. Idiot him make me walk through and fro my area. From shopNsave to 7/11 and then back to shopNsave as he insisted me to try the Boost chocolate and he got me addicted now. Thanks eh, Zam. Meet Ernie later under the usual place and we slacked till about 4am and headed home since the police kept patrolling around the area.

Awhile ago, wake up at 1pm, left her place and then went home. Did some house chores and continue sleeping till about 4pm and then meet Nazzeh, Ernie and Ginn up again at Motley's area for chilling purpose. Over to my crib for awhile and then headed downstairs for dinner together and bidded goodbye.

&&& later I will be heading to work again at 2:30pm. Will be working all the way till Sunday so I won't promise you when I can update his blog of mine. For now, Goodnight People. :D

2008-12-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

I'm craving for all this!

And I wanna sell this off at I don't know how much cause it comes only the camera and the casing together with the battery and mmc in it but no charger. Anyone interested?

2008-12-12T12:35:00.003+08:00

Had my off day yesterday and I only slept at 7am after hanging up the phone with Galah. At 5pm, sent Sis off to take cab as she'll be staying over Granny's place for quite few months due to I don't know what her reason is. With two luggage and her bear and the bolster, pathetic giler punyer. Just imagine how she folds the bolster into two and carries it. And the stupid question she asked me before folding the bolster, "Dek, nak kena bawak skali sarong tk?" (Must I bring the sheet also?) Like stupid right? As if at Granny's place there's no extra bolster sheet for it.

Oh well, afterwhich, I went over to Mom's shop and waited for her to end work and then she got change and we went off to AMK Central. Over to AMK Library to return and settled my fines, surveyed laptop at Courts and I so want the Dell's laptop which cost only $1599! And then over to Singapore Post to pay her handphone bills and then we walk over to buy undies and bras and I bought a set while Mom bought just the bras. (Okay, this is too detailed) Afterwhich went upstairs to Defu Furniture to surveyed my new bed and there's this promotion of a full set; Queen size bed, sliding door wardrobe, dressing table and a side table for only $1688! Mom says she'll try to ask Dad's permission first. MY!!! I can't wait to have a new look for my room. Over to Amk Hub and Mom bought flats for herself at Mondo and I went to get some make up stuffs (a complete set of eyeshadow, blusher, mascara and lipgloss) at Guardian. There was this shop selling keychains for handphones and such and I forced Mom to get me one. I made a name keychain instead and Mom got jealous. Hahahaha! It was already 930pm and we were hungry, head to LongJohn for supper and home sweet home. Did some house chores and I slept halfway while watching tv.

Didn't manage to talk to Galah as I was soundly asleep last night. And later will be heading to work at 5pm. Today's Friday and tomorrow it's Saturday!

2008-12-11T02:13:00.004+08:00

I wanna let it all out now. So please, after reading this, don't ask me time and again why I cried on those nights. Please, I'm begging you. Yes, call me ego and I don't care cause I'm happy and I'm satisfied that way.

I regret for leaving you in the past and choose him instead of you. I didn't realised at that point of time it wasn't him who truly loves me wholeheartedly but it was you. I left you in darkness but went on with him and things doesn't work out. I was mean that I don't even bother to reply or answer your calls when you called me after we broke up. Though we were in friend to friend terms, still, I choose to ignore you instead but you just kept quiet. And then from there both of us went separate ways and then now, he come and go in my life as and when he wants. And recently after you and me contacted each other back, we share alot of our past. I have to admit it that I really miss our past like fucking alot. Too much of the memories we spent that even you can remember it very well. Talking on the phone till dawn, calling each other names, started to talk nonsense and then laugh about it when the clock strikes 5am, automatic hang up every hour, the day you fainted when the first time we meet, the day that I held the remote instead of the phone when we were having our late night conversation, the day that you made me cry just wanting to test whether I truly scared of loosing you, the day that you told me that you need to go Johor for few days and wouldn't be calling me due to some reasons, using up all the coins you have just to call me using the public phone and keep me accompany till dawn, sacrifise your sleeping time and alot more that I couldn't even list it all out here. If only I could, then I would. But sadly you told me now that you're attached. Part of me was happy for you, seriously, because I am glad that you've moved on and find someone which is better than me. But part of me was sad because I know I am not your Top One now. As in the best of the best. And somehow I got this sudden feeling that I fall for you back but then I keep telling myself no cause I know how she would feels if I were to be in her shoes. And another part of me was not wanting you to break off with her just because now we're already contacting each other back like very often and worst, without her knowledge and I somehow feel bad about it. And I seriously don't know why I cried that night after putting down the phone. I got this sudden feeling that we will lose contact each other which I don't want to but also I fear that I might be falling for you even deeper. So tell me, what am I suppose to do now? Avoiding you is so the last thing that I would do now cause your presence in my life makes a greater remark. You made my day with all your lame and cute funny jokes. I am so confused. Like seriously. Though my heart and feelings is still for 24th but I know we can never be together again. It was made very clear after the incident. He only treats me as his dearest girlfriend. I am so fucking clueless now. And I think the best is to kill both birds with one stone but how? I don't even dare to and I am not ready for it. I need suggestions but then to think again, they'll always say follow your heart. And now I don't even know what my heart wants at this point of time. How? All I'm left now is the big capital question mark and the three letters; H O W ?. Help me please.

Sorry, I couldn't even imagine that I actually dare to say it all out here.

It touches my heart when you said if I was there beside you crying, you would lent your shoulders to lean on and you made me feel that I would be losing you when you told me that you won't be calling me because you thought that I'm lack of rest for spending too much time talking on the phone with you till dawn.

God, please save me.

2008-12-11T01:55:00.005+08:00

I am sitting infront of the computer now with my top and undies. Okay, disgusting I know. And I lied. I haven't had my shower yet and I just got back from work awhile ago. Work was okay except for the fact that my alarm didn't rang and so I had to rush to work by cab instead, $20 gone just like that. Oh fuck, I hate morning shift cause I'll intend to overslept instead. Lunch time wasn't busy at all. Headed for break from 2pm till 6pm. In between, meet Ernie up at Suntec and BurgerKing for lunch and I went to get some sleep after chatting on the phone with Naz.

Dinner time wasn't that busy. My station was reserved for 12 pax, all Angmohs but nevertheless, they're friendly humans and $10 tips at the end when I presented the bill. Afterwhich, another two Angmohs sitted at the couple seat and he keep blinking his eyes at him just because I nearly fell while walking and he had a great laugh. And guess what, since I gave him excellent service (okay, sound so wrong here. HAHA!), he gave me $22 tips and then manager told me that I can cut. So at the end of the day, $32 back home. :D Meet Sis and Mom after work for late supper at Haji Karim.

Awhile ago, I check my account and I have finally receive the Buddhist Lounge money. Yesssa! $650 is in, but sadly had to give the whole sum to Mom instead. I'm having my off day today. So for now, I can head to bed and sleep for many many hours. I'm considering to head to YCK Swimming Complex tomorrow. I mean later la, now it's already 2am. Hmmmm. And I so can't wait for my second pay which is Nov-Dec's pay. Money money! Come to me!!

/ & again, it happened. torn apart /

2008-12-10T01:19:00.004+08:00

I am so bored now, can someone entertain me?

This is random. Haha and I'm missing alot of people now (NESHQ, Motley peeps, 7/11, GFS, 4E3'08) including those ex boyfriends of mine. I know it's a waste of time but somehow after reading my archives, I suddenly have this urge to blog about those ex boyfriends of mine. Heeeh.

Hairul; Haha! My first boyfriend had in secondary school life and I was so immature to even think of having a relationship with him in the first place. We lasted not for long but only a 45days I think? And then as days goes by, he keeps wanting me back and never fails to ask me for a patch alot of times. Gladly now we are just friends.

Luqman; This guy was introduced from a friend of mine. He has a nice voice and he never fails to entertain me with his guitar and sang me songs whenever we meet up either after school or during the weekends. He was the one who thought me how to play pool when I was in Secondary 2. I still remember the day we were together which was 060606. Haha, old memories. We went over to Paradigm which was our first and the last outing. Aterwhich, he left me and gave me the reason that he still cannot forgets his ex girlfriend which was coincidently a friend of mine way back then.

Jujud; HAHAHAH! This old man. We met at Woodlands during a wedding and then we exchange number when the girls are heading to the boys side on a bus together with the Kompang guys which is him. The funny part was we exchange number through mirror reflection when I was touching up my make up at that point of time. From there we meet and see each other more often and sadly when it was reaching to our 2nd monthsary, I got to know from my friend that he was actually not 18 but was 25years old instead. I was shocked and couldn't believe it. Infact, I've already suspected that he wasn't 18 but I kept quiet. It was a very complicating story that only my close ones knew about this.

Agun; Afterwhich, this guy came and console me after I broke up with Jujud. My mom know him as "Boy Pengsan" because he fainted the day on the wedding day itself. They were friends in Kompang and we began to know each other better through phone conversation every night. We meet up and such and then we went on a step further and lasted for I think 3months when suddenly I think that my love towards him was fading away and that we both has difficulties in contacting each other time and then. So we broke up in March 2007 but he still do message and calls me but I was trying to avoid him that we lose contact till now. And recently he contacted me back but currently he's attached now with his girlfriend for 5 months already. So best of luck aye?

Haizal; The guy that I keep mentioning Dearest/Nurseboy/24th. Know him through a friend of mine on Aug 18, 07 and when the first time we met, sweetness lingers. We shared alot of common interests and shops at the same place. Meet each other for a couple of times after school and then we lose contact when he ask me out to go jalan raya with his mates but I wasn't free on that day and blames me for wasting his $150 on the couple clothings that we already bought during the fasting month. He went MIA afterwhich but Ernie was working at BK's Novena Square and he was having his attachment at TTSH. Ernie called me and said that she saw him while she was giving out pamphelts and that night itself, we contacted each other back. But this time, we contacted each other not that often. Twice on thrice in a month and then MIA the next thing and then the cycles repeats time and again. Meet up with his family when his Dad was warded due to stroke this year and then lose contact again. It's like a cycle and I'm not surprised cause till now, this thing is still happening. Oh well.

And now, I'm still single and yet very available to mingle! Anyone there wants to be my boyfriend? HAHAH!

Reesha asked me earlier on,
"Hey, when you're gonna have a boyfriend?"
":) Don't know :/"

2008-12-10T01:11:00.004+08:00

Its 1:16am now and I just came back from work awhile ago. Saw Ernie when I was on the way to work. Started at 6pm but since there were not much customers came, I was released at 9:30pm and afterwhich meet up with Reesha and her at Dhoby Ghaut's 7-11. Over to MacDonalds for supper and Krisstle came over to join us after work. After supper, slack and smoke outside Dhoby station and bidded goodbye. Went back home with her while the two of them went to chill and slack elsewhere.

Will be heading work later in the morning shift till closing and I'm so bored now. Galah just called me awhile ago but we hang up as he's at his friend's house now but he'll call me up later soon. I don't know why but I miss 24th alot. And I wanna head Sentosa for tanning purpose soon. Anyone's up to accompany me?

will all wishes come true? will the person that you miss so much know that he's been missed?

Fuck life & I need a boyfriend asap!

2008-12-09T15:44:00.000+08:00

This is a random post. And I'm not being emotional here.

I miss school. I miss wearing my school uniform. I miss skipping lessons that I hate. I miss doing Maths. I miss getting into trouble with teachers in school. I miss my all time jokers in class. I miss waking up in the morning and catch the bus to school with NESHQ. I miss eating Mee Soto with extra chilli for recess time without failing. I miss buying chicken seaweed from the chinese stalls before the bell rang. I miss a whole lot in SGS but not the school cause my badge didn't get what we want. No Prom Night, No Sec One Camp, No Photo-Taking! Pathetic! Yes!

A loves B but B left A. Both lose contact and then contacted each other back. A has C but B has no one. B fall back for A and A contacted B without C's knowing. And out a sudden B cried to A. AHHHHH! Enough la. Don't wanna think about it. And when you read this, don't ask me who A, B and C means. And even if you know, just shut up or you're gonna regret for asking me about this for the rest of your life. I swear. And I miss Mr 24th! :(

I need to rush to work now. Goodbye. :)

2008-12-08T17:27:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims. And fuck, I'm stuck at Nenek's place now. Woke up at 9am just now and headed here staight. Tved and then I suddenly fell asleep till 4pm. Aunts and Uncles plus the cousins all came and made so much noise. And now, Sis is at I don't know where, little brother followed Cik Eton back home and I'm now alone with Mom, Nenek, Cik Elly, Cak Ngah and Dewi. But I'm hell bored now cause they are now sleeping and resting respectively at the rooms. GAHH! Boring siol! Then tomorrow will be working at 6pm and off again on Thursday. Any plans babies?

And yesterday in the morning, I cried suddenly. I can't help it but let it all out. I was trying hard not to let it out but it did. I'm sorry, Galah. When the time is right and when I'm ready to tell you, then I will. Sorry for making you worried and sad. :(

2008-12-07T14:25:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be a super duper wordy here but nevertheless there are loads of pictures to be uploaded here. So, be prepared okay! Currently am busy with work though I'm just a part time worker, but it looks as if I'm a full time worker now. Doing opening and closing for almost everyday. Anyway, Galah and his girlfriend is back to normal after the incident when she get to know that he contacted me back. But then, he still do calls and messages me every night. Thanks for accompanying me till dawn after I got back from work, Galah. :D

So where should I begin first? I myself don't know. I got my first pay which is only $360 last Sunday. I was suppose to meet Khalis and his friend over at Pasir Ris, Downtown to head to Escape Themepark and afterwhich for a slacking purpose over at Yishun but I passed. Instead, I went over to Marina Square, Plaza Singapura, Heeren and Wisma for shopping purpose. Bought a new Ripcurl wallet (59$), Reef slippers (29$), C&K Sandals (33.9$) and alot alot of tops and bottoms from Forever 21 and Cotton On that add up to nearly 100$! And there you go, all my money gone in a nick of time. Heeeh.

And then the next day, since I was having my off day, stayed home all day and help do some house chores. But since Nenek is at home and she keeps on nagging, me and sister head over to Town. Abg Noi & Azmie came to fetch us at AMK MRT Station by car (budget giler sia the car). Over to Far East and I bought a sling bag then waited for Yayah to finish work and then we went over to Aliff Coffeeshop at Bukit Batok. Blanja-ed them and then over to Changi Beach for slacking purpose till 3am and headed home straight. Throughout the whole week, was busy working split shifts till closing. Yes! More kanchengs in ahhh!

And yesterday, meet up with Alysha and Amirul at AMK MRT Station at about 5pm and then over to City Hall. Over to Raffles City to get her Brikenstock's Papilio and then to Citylink's Flash N Splash for her Ripcurl slippers and then head over to Makansutra, Gluttons Bay for dinner. Had cockles, stingrays, kangkongs and satay for dinner and afterwhich meet An, Apiz & Kecik at Marina stairs. Apiz and Kecik had finally passed their license and currently riding on 125z(Kecik) and KR(Apiz). They went to have dinner at the mall while the three of us went for window shopping at Zara, Mango, Esprit. Cab over to Arab St, Hajilane for Seesha session. Meet Hykell and his cousin, Harriz there. Camwhore, slack and seesha till 2am and bidded goodbye. Kecik left first at about 12am with Harriz along while An & Apiz by bike & the rest of us(Alysha, Hykel, Yul and myself) cab home. Sent me off first and then the others.

And today, will be heading work at 5pm till closing. And tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji.

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Galah, thanks for your company till dawn everyday without failing. Thanks for entertaining and layaning to all my nonsense at night. And sorry for the past. Somehow, I suddenly felt guilty for treating you like that last time. Oh well, I'll give you my blessing to you and your Cherrypie aye. :D

And Dearest, I'm still wandering. You come and go, come and go. Just what exactly you want? You know something, I'm getting sick and tired of this but somehow I miss our past alotttttt!

Da lah, enough la dengan ini semua. Sekarang, aku amat merindui rakan-rakan sekalianku. NESHQ & MOTLEY! Meeeet soooon!

2008-12-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

I WILL BE BLOGGING SOON, PARDON ME FOR KEEPING THIS BLOG SO DEAD. MEANWHILE, KEEP THE TAGS ROLLING AYE? CHEERS!

2008-11-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hello Bloggers, I just finish eating my late supper, Big Mac! Work has been alright for me and each day I never failed to bring back home tips. Hahaha! Be jealous. And I think I'm gaining each day. TIPS; spent on MACDONALDS! I need to kick this habit of mine. And Galah texted me yesterday while I was working but I only take notice after I punch out. He told me to not contact him anymore as he's fighting with his girlfriend. Sighs, I've already predicted and it did happened. And this morning while I was having my beauty sleep, two unknown numbers texted me. And I think it's best for me to move on with someone new rather than looking back into the past and hurt them or being hurt once again. Once is enough and I don't wish it to repeat anymore. And I think MDG is cute. (Figure it yourself who is MDG. Heh.) Till then, off to work later at 5pm. Goodnight Readers.

;replied to taggers.
zyra: seri!!thanks for tagging!heh i miss you too loads & loads ok.we all must meet up soon:)sayang kamu:)
; yesyes, we should. tell me in advance then i'll request for an off day. weee.
quraishah: there are so many 'flys'. the kon*** etc. but wa*** suits you the most. hahahaha
; thanks ah ginn. aku sayang kau. waz tetap aku syg giler babi siol. kau cheebye tol!
yo darlin g:) i think i saw your sister at amk ave 3 yesterday! it looked like her. haha tkcare, & i miss you alottttttt.
; yesyes, it was her i guess. in red top isit? and i miss you fucking alot can?! oh anyway, i've been released from the dialysis alr. so im not suffering from diabetes anymore. hahaaha!
dewi: babe . any job recommend ?
; hey babe! hahahaa, ntah eh. try Tangs or such. ask my sis, she's been going jobhunting lately. cheh, da kamcheng sey ngn my sis. smpai my sis bbl psl awak tau kat umah.
beLLa: is that haizal ?
; yesyes, ex of mine. shocking eh, world so small, till know each other.
ANIYSH.: babe, I can't on the 6th. I am coming back on the 12th. )): but when I get back, we'll set a date VERY VERY VERYYYYY SOOOOON!
; alaaaaaa. :( baru je nk ajak triple dating ngn Alysha skali. okayokay, tell me soon. anything just beep me aye. misssesss!
Jassmine: Seri, wad's ur blog song? Very nice.. (:
; hey girl bangs! hahaha, its from Jupiter Rising-Electricopop.

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Alright, keep your tags rolling and I'll update again this blog of mine sooner later when I feel like I want to. And I miss NESHQ & MOTLEY & 7/11 & GFS!!!

2008-11-26T16:17:00.007+08:00

Look back to the past and fall for you? Gahhh, I don't know. :/

Yesterday work was hell. It was relaxing but then I had to wait for this two drunken angmoh customer to finish up their red wine. But the fun part was that he was too drunken that when he was settling his bills, he asked me, "Alright, I'm gonna enter a $50 tip is that a great amount for you?" And I was blushing throughout and just smile. Fast cash eh, and was told that I was the FOH, settled bill for another solo angmoh guy and he give me $10 tip. I think I brought home alot of money yesterday. Haha! Mrted back home with Ernie and then ordered Macdonalds for late supper with Sis.

Right, I was msning with this old friend of mine after bumping into each other in the train when I was on the way to work that day and we exchange numbers and such. Oh and he's a close friend of my ex boyfriend. The last time we met was like a year or more ago. So on Monday night, we chat on the phone till dawn. Man, I miss all the past with him and he never fails to make my day. We laugh, joke, disturb each other and calling each other names and such. Seriously, frankly speaking, I'm so used to talk to him like friend and we can click well, no deny. Even NESHQ also said that he's a nice person to talk with. (& I'll bet, he'll smile when he reads it) I fucking miss him like hell and he does too. On the other hand, I'm happy to hear from him that he had found his right one whom can shower him love and happiness unlike I do last time in the past when I was still with him. Their love grow each day unlike ours last time. It was growing one minute and next, it was fading till we lose contact of each other. Nevertheless I still think that he's still the best ex boyfriend whom I can click with and I don't have to watch out my words and all unlike Dearest.

Talking about Dearest, he called me yesterday after I ended work. Farhan told me to text him regarding some stuffs and then afterwhich he gave me a call and chat for awhile. Asking each other how we're doing and coping with life and such and then the next minute, he was giving me some talks on setting up a business and such. It was so random of him to ask me and I was laughing all the way and I think he was pissed off. The reason I can't stop laughing was because his pronounciation of those words and the way he speaks is as if he's acting like one angmoh bastard! Angmoh no, but bastard maybe. HAHAHHA! I was suppose to meet him later at 5pm to go for the talk but I passed. I bet his angry but who cares, I myself am not so keen about it. So yeah, part of me I feel regret cause I didn't get to have a glance of his face but after what Nazzeh told me; He'll only come and contact me whenever he's in need for help or such and then the next minute, he'll gone for so long and the cycle repeats. Aiyo, why must he behave that way? Towards his own brothers too. After the incident, he wouldn't dare to face them or keep in touch with them anymore. That puzzles me the most. Why can't he just forget everything and start anew? Is it so hard? Sighs.

And after chatting with him on the phone for quite sometime, we hang up and he text me saying he miss me and all. I was touched as for the fact that he remembered the first time we met way back then. It was like a year ago sey. But likewise I told myself not to let the history repeats itself time and again. I've had enough of all those shits and I so do not want to go through it again. He is so good at sweet talking that made me thinks that I still deserve the chance but I know it's fat hope. I'll only wait and see how far he can go on with this kind of life. I bet it won't be for long and that's final. Still, like I said last time in my previous post, I hate how he treat me but I still love him.

And as for the other him, he never fails to disturb me and calls me Mok whereas I called him either Galah or Panjang. I know Panjang sounds so wrong but he's cool with anything. He'll just find any nice names to call me and make sure it describes me. I'm really sorry that I guessed your birthday wrongly. The funny part was I shouted his real name confidently. "Shut up ah Dzulqifli!" but actually it was Dzulfiqar. Funny giler, he himself laugh. Oh well, guess I think I'm in dilemma again. He knows me to well that I can't even hide my feelings or anything towards him anymore. Boriiingg! But boy, thanks for spending your nights with me till dawn. :D

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Enough, I think am gonna get ready soon to meet up with the Motley people. I'm missing them la. And 7-11 too! Soon ehh. :D

2008-11-25T01:29:00.003+08:00

Heading to work later at 6pm, yesterday or infact awhile ago, woke up at 6pm(yes, I'm sucha a pig) and bathed. Over to Mom's place for late breakfast cum early dinner. Haha! Afterwhich, meet Sis and Abg Noi and then went back home and had some discussion regarding their engangement and stuffs. Was effing bored and I went to redo my hair color again. And now it's fucking redish brownish. I'm still going for highlight once I get my pay and shopping! And I fucking miss all my girlfriends; Alysha, Iica, Zyra, Lynn & Aniysh. Not forgetting the bestest brothers; Fuad, Farhan, Yul, Apiz, Has, Kecik and more lah. Bila nak keluar?! I've edit my skin again and did some changes, so yeah. Oh, and I've received the pictures from Edzuan's camera but mostly all the pictures are Ain's faces. (Lain macam je ni anak) My favourite is still this..

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And Goodnight for now, I need to get my fucking sleep before I head to work later at 6pm. Much loveeee!

2008-11-23T23:07:00.026+08:00

Ernie came over my crib on Thursday night and head down to Macdonalds' for late supper and then bathed and start with some packing. Mom helped us with the marinations and then over to market to get the prawns and fishballs and off to bed till 10am the next morning.

Meet up with Naz in cab near my house and cab down over to Pasir Ris, Downtown East at 12pm. And I swear the taxi driver is sucha a bloddy ass. He sits in the cab and reads the newspaper while the three of us are struggling to carry all the food and stuffs into the bonnet. Oh well, reach and unpacked all those items to the fridge at about 1pm. Ginn's family were there busy packing and stuffs, so we just lazed around till about 5pm and then got ready when slowly one by one came. Nazrul(Jacko), Khai and Dzul reach at about 4pm, Irah and Amali came over at about 5pm to help us out with the setting.

Later at about 6pm, the soccer boys; Firdaus, Ikhsan, Ser, Vicknesh came. Then slowly, Zul, Eugene & Gladys arrived. An hour or so, Niyoh and Mohan came and then followed by Ain & Edzuan, Raylene, Fad & Mimi, Sumar, Khalis & Mamat, Jay & R, Asaad, Sarvesh & Prashan, Shawn, F&F Gang and then lastly Ernest, Yahaya, Sufyan and Haresh later at about 11pm. Mom, Sis and little brother also came and help us out later at 7pm.

BBQing and stuffs till about 9pm and then cake ceremony. The crowd sucks, seriously. Ask to gather and stuff but they pay no attention. I'm saying all except for the cameraman(s); Eugene & Edzuan and the Motley people together with the JS people. It's over la, no use saying also.

Fad had to leave first after the cake ceremony and at about 1am, Nazzeh left first and then the Motley people were upstairs, playing Twister and lying on the bed. The JS people; Ain, Edzuan & Sumar, Jay & R left at 12plus, Raylene; after the cake cermony, Gladys; before the crowd came, Eugene; after the crowd had settled down. So the ones that were left in the pit area was Ernest, Yahaya, Haresh & Sufyan, F&F Gang, Khalis & Mamat, Asaad (who was half drunken!), Zul & Shawn.

There were still loads of left overs and since Ernest came over from his pit, there were also leftover chicken so we finish BBQing all the chicken from Ernest's pit and also prawns and satay from NESHQ's. Thanks to Khalis, Mamat, Shawn for helping me out with the BBQ and stuffs.

At about 3am, the balance crowd decided to go for adventuring so I was left with Khalis & Mamat. Did some cleaning at the pit area first while the crowd was still eating. Afterwhich, the three of us head upstairs for wash up and then slack with them till about 5am downstairs and the EHQ and the Motley people were already sleeping and lying upstairs. So as not to disturb them, the three of us went down to slack and chats and then bidded goodbye to them at 5am and headed to bed.

I got a bed for myself though there's four beds available. And as some of them were already sharing and stuffs, I slept next to Jacko and Khai. And we were laughing non stop hearing those noises. Alright, inside jokes. Hehhee! The room was fucking cold till 10am and we booked out and stuffs exactly at 1030am. And I still don't understand why Ginn and Mimi keep laughing at me. They said I was still asleep while I was talking but I keep denying and said no. Nevermind la, I'm always the victim for the Motley to laugh but nevertheless they're still the best people.

Walk over to the interchange and 88ed home. Crash my crib and since there's still leftover's food, cooked hotdogs and crabmeats for breakfast and they left my place at about 2pm. Bathed and get ready for work at 3pm and mrted to workplace. Both Mr Karthik & Mr Sooria keep disturbing my voice. I was really having a bad sore throat and the bloody bartender too la. Idiot Safari! Ended at about 11pm and mrted home. Clash with Aaron at Marina Bay and he shouted "EH BODOOH!" when he saw me. Thanks ah Aaron!

Awhile ago, I was suppose to go work but I couldn't even say out a single thing so I head to sleep and told my manager then I was having a real bad sore throat. Continue sleeping till about 4pm and went to have early dinner with Nazzeh at Ayam Penyet's corner at 505. Over to 596 to meet the Motley people except for Ernie as she's working. Played card games and Nazrul was forefeited! Hahaha! "NAZ LOVE WADZIR!" HAHAHAH!

Till then, tomorrow is another off day for me and back to work later on Tuesday and off again on Wednesday and Sunday. Weee! I seriously need to go shopping and update my closet. Cheers!

With then, I would like to thanks everyone for their presence for the NESHQ's chalet and Motley for helping us out from the starting of the chalet till the end. Thank you very much and I love you people alot! Most importantly, Ginn's father for sponsoring the chalet for us. Thanks Cik! :D

2008-11-20T03:27:00.006+08:00

I've made some changes here and there and this song reminds me and the memories of NESHQ after we sat for our PSLE papers and I so can't wait for tomorrow's chalet at Downtown East, Pasir Ris on Friday cum celebration for NESHQ's 10 years of Friendship. I hope everything went smoothly, please. And girls, thanks for being there whenever I'm in need. No matter what happens, you girls are still the bestest people on Earth I had for the past 10 years. We grow, live, talk, eat and do almost everything together. Different individuals come together but nevertheless, we still remain strong as even though some bitches and bastards tried their best to ruin our friendship we had built for so long.

I love you girls alot that I couldn't even explain to you people. I'm so gonna have fun with you girls and the others this 21st! Area will be informed on the day itself to those invited via sms. As for now, I needa get some sleep before heading to market later at 10am with N and H and then to work at 6pm till closing and NEH will be coming over at midnight for preparations and stuffs. So, enjoy people! Much loveeeee! Till then, I will be back sooon with many many pictures.

2008-11-18T22:47:00.013+08:00

I know I have been away for like so long that I could barely even remember where I went. All I know is that I've been going through and fro from work and home for like almost everyday. Haha!

13th November 2008; Thursday.
Over to work at 6pm and then afterwhich mrted back and meet Sis up at Bukit Gombak MRT Station and had late dinner cum supper at some hawker centre together with Abg Noi, Azmie, Yayah and Zanna. Initially the plan was to head home but then I suggested to go for adventuring since Abg Noi rented a car, Toyota Axios. While I was having my supper, Abg Noi and Azmie sent Zanna home first and then the rest went over to Henderson Waves. Since the fuel is still not half yet, we head over to Eng Neo Horse Farm which was Azmie's working place last time. Time checked was already 3am so we head home straight. Quick bath with Sis and then off to bed.

14th November 2008; Friday.
Work at 5pm till closing. Had to do FOH last minute and then chased for train as I was released only at 11:45pm. Headed home straight and sleeep.

15th November 2008; Saturday.
Working split shifts at 12pm and head for break only at 2:30pm and headed to sleep till about 4pm and get ready for Alley Ralley. After work, over to East Coast for Krisstle's and Reesha's Chalet. BBQing and stuffs and make new friends with Reesha's PH people. Played card games with them while the rest head inside for gambling purpose and drinking. Few of them got hangover and so many noises were made from each and was only quiet at about 8am. Cabbed home first as I had to rush to work the next day.

16th November 2008; Sunday.
Mr Man called me at 12:30pm and I was still halfway asleep. Got ready and stuffs and over to workplace. Working at 2:30pm and upon reaching, Afiq, Safari and Mr Man himself keep disturbing me and my voice when he call to wake me up. Idiot! Work till closing and meet Mom and Sis for supper at Haji Karim and then home sweet home.

17th November 2008; Monday.
Work at 6pm till closing and fuck, I lost my new Sony earpiece while I was in the toilet changing. I was damn pissed la. Grrr! Headed home and bath and over to Macdonalds with K. Late supper and slacking purpose till about 4am. Afterwhich whenover to shopNsave and bought pastas, minced meat and Alfredo sauce and cook Pasta for breakfast. Help do some house chores till 7am and head to sleep only at 8am.

18th November 2008; Tuesday.
Had my off day and then went over to meet NESHQ at Serangoon Sheng Shiong to buy all those stuffs for the upcoming chalet and then the Motley guys came over and help us up with the carrying. 159ed back and head over to my crib to keep the stuffs and had some discussions.

And tomorrow will be working again at 12pm. I'm lack of sleeep sey :( And I wanna see Mr TCC soooon! Sadly, only on Fridays and Saturdays sey..

Family Issues;
So far so good? Hahahaa! I don't know. Heard that Sis will be getting married and stuffs all with Abg Noi latest by March and Granny has finally came back and knew about this matter. Anyway I miss those moments when I was 6 and Sis was 8. We were sleeping in parents room with two fans at the side together with the air conditioner on and so many pillows layed on the bed. Dad left us alone at home as Mom was in labour. And then in the morning on the 21st June, Amirul was born!

Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday Yul! I love you alot and I miss others pon!

2008-11-17T03:28:00.002+08:00

Missing me? HAHA! I'll update sooooon! I'm having my off day on Tuesday, so hang on. Meanwhile, keep the tags rolling.. Cheers!

2008-11-13T14:37:00.007+08:00

REMINDER AGAIN; CONFIRM WITH EITHER ONE OF US REGARDING THE NESHQ'S CHALET IF YOU'RE COMING. LIKEWISE, ANY ENQUIRIES, DO FEEL FREE TO MSG ME OR CALL ANYONE OF US ASAP BY THIS SATURDAY; 15TH NOVEMBER! THANKYOU!

Well, yesterday I was late for work for 16mins so I cab over to work place and afterwhich, Mr Sooria told me not to be on floor but to cab over to Tampines Golfcourse to pass Mr Man the trays and stands as they're having some outside events there. SO my first one and half hour was spent being in cab and I went for my break at 2:30pm and then continue from 6pm till about 10:30pm. Over to Suntec City's Starbucks to meet Zach and Ernie and trained back home while Zach went riding with his friends.

Bathed and over to Haji Karim for late supper with K yesterday till 3am, chats and stuffs all. Oh well, I hope everything will be alright. I'm trying my best now. And later at 6pm, will be heading to work and oh Hilmy joined us back again. Till then, I so can't wait for the Chalet!

Pictures from Reesha camera;

I MISS NESHQ ALOT AND I LOVE THEM TRUCKLOADS.
FYI: NESHQ MEANS N; NAZRINA, E; ERNIE, S; SERI, H; HADIRAH AND Q; QURAISHAH. :D
XOXO~

2008-11-11T21:12:00.008+08:00

I AM DAMN PISSED BECAUSE I'VE TYPED A SUPER LONG POST AND IT JUST DISAPPEARS LIKE THAT AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING AH! BINGIT AH. SO, I THEREFORE HAD TO RECALL BACK EVERYTHING.

I just couldn't believe it that my four years of education in secondary schoolhas just ended today. Yes, today! I remember way back then when I was in Sec 1, I told NESHQ that in 2008, it'll be our turn to sit for the O levels examinations and today, WE'RE ALL OVER IT! Hip hip hooray!

With then, I would like to thank all the teachers and classmates who has been motivating me and encouraging me to do well in studies and let's just wait and see for the results in January 2009. God, I hope I'll do well. So therefore, I'm here to dedicate a super long post for my Dearest 4E3'08. (second time I'm typing it! grr!)

(01)Chan Shu Min: Though we didn't talk alot, thanks for helping me out in POA when I was in need for help.
(02)Elizabeth Rathi Mohan: The best Art partner who'll go on blabbering all those vulgars about the teacher when she gets stress doing her work or couldn't manage to finish her task.
(03)Ernie Rushylla: We've been through thick and thin eversince 1997 and a part of NESHQ. I know you're always irritated by my laughter during each and every lessons. I'm sorry and I LOVE YOU!
(04)How Yu Xian: The pro in Art and the A student in our class. Never fails to influence my N & E with her thick books.
(05)Koh Wei Fang, Ivy: The best assistant monitress had and sorry for causing you girls get into trouble when comes to handing in forms and thanks to you both for making the class tee and organising those other events.
(06)Krisstle Ganison: Crazy indian bitch full of nonsense and without her presence in the class, it looks as if someone has just passed away. And I will remember the day when we both sneak into the lower secondary recess time and buy siew mai and then Mrs Chatterji was wandering about the smell. HAHA!
(07)Kwek Shi Lea: The rebellious among all but yet with her presence, the class never fails to get loud and hyper.
(08)Laavania J.: Our 24/7 dancer and won't even bother who or where but she'll just can't get her ass stop shaking with those moves.
(09)Laavanya R.: She'll have the mindset of saying to herself that she's for sure to fail then even we'll get sick and tired of it. Heheeh!
(10)Lee Eileen: The tiny mini little mate but with clever brains and her bestfriend is Ms Kwok. :D
(11)Lee Zhe Min: My Ripcurl freak partner and will talk about the brands during our free Art period lessons. And when Art period come, she for sure will have her bad hair day.
(12)Lim Sze Hui: Her lameness and jokes made me laugh out loud during lessons and I remember once she demonstrate to me about her little brother shuffling in the house non-stop!
(13)Nazrina Razak: The head of the SINDA Club and the one who never fails to make English lessons feel so WOW! A part of NESHQ too and thanks for being there though I know I always irritate you in many many ways and I know you won't hate me but love me more right? Heeeeh!
(14)Neo Xueli: Partner in gossipping our Art teacher whenever Ms Rokia is out for meeting. And we even intend to give up for Art during MYE last year.
(15)Nur Reesha Zaini: The self own declared Idol. She sings at any point of time and her back up singer(Krisstle) will join in too. Though we do argue and stuffs like that, nevertheless, a great pal. (cheh, pal sey)
(16)Ong Yun Ting, Rachel: I can immitate her laughter and I still can't believe she's in UG! I wander how she controls her laughter during parade.
(17)Phua Si Xu: Our PE Leader and she never fails to laugh very loud all out of a sudden during lessons.
(18)Prita K.: Our Miss Conscious and make sure she really understands what the teacher is teaching or else she'll go on asking the teachers questions untill one of us stop her. :D
(19)Puteri Thannia Zainal Abiddin: Don't judge a book by its cover. Despite that decent look, she DOES talks bad about teachers and spit vulgars on them especially to Ms Rokia. HAHA!
(20)Rachel Ding Li Ting: Aiya, this girl, no need talk la. Overall rated-FUN! And best love consultant. AND PS; Don't think too much about him hor!
(21)Seri Nadzia Samsuri: THE LAUGHING GAS OF 4E3! :D
(22)Soh Sing Wee: Potential long distance runner. She jogs every morning before entering the classroom. Why? Never fails to be caught in the late comer list! Oh and what's 5q + 5q = 10q and she'll say Welcome. WTH!
(23)Tang Ting Fang: Two words to describe her, The Mice. And oh, Krisstle's bestfriend la siol!
(24)Thinzar Wint Moe: Superb monitress and thanks for the help in POA that I scored A1 for it last year!
(25)Tok Jinyu: Beware, don't get close to her when she's having flu. Her whole table will be full of tissue papers, trust me :D
(26)Alphonso Ngiam: Magician cum Gay partner with Shawn. I can't believe I broke his spoon when he was showing some magic moves during the gathering at Shawn's house.
(27)Law Ki Meng: Despite the ahbeng looks, he scores top in almost Mathematics Test.
(28)Muhammad Zulhilmi Hassan: My 24/7 great bully cum my bouncer! Hahaha! And his palm fits well for my head. :D
(29)Neo Kok Siang, Shawn: Another gay partner and the choir boy. Too confident that he can do the test but will end up fail, what to do. Pity.
(30)Ong De Wei: His father sells durians and Esplanade is his father's idea :D
(31)Stessen Chia: Nazrina's greatest enemy cum Rachel Ding's crush's son. HAHAHA!
(32)Tan Zhi Yuan: AHBOOON! He sneaks during English class and played PSP and ALWAYS pon for PE.
(33)Vimal: Dictionary cum Thesaurus of 4E3! :D

Till then, all this 32 students shall be missed by me and see you guys again in January 2009. For now, have fun and keep in touch. I don't know why but I'm like missing Ivy alot. :( Enough.

Well, work has been alright for me so far. And on Saturday, I found a Canon Digital Ixus 7.1 Megapixels camera in the toilet while I was changing for my uniform. Cool or what? Heh. After papers today, over to AMK LongJohnSilvers' for lunch then NESHQ hit my crib and did our hairs. I'm still considering if I should put ash brown highlights on it. Yesterday's outing with Motley was to Marina Square's LongJohnSilvers' for early dinner and fetch Ernie at Suntec from work and over to Arab St for Teh Tarik cum slacking purpose. 133ed to AMK and bidded goodbye.

Note; Those who are invited to NESHQ's Chalet at Downtown East, Pasir Ris on Friday(21st November 2008), please confirm your reply asap by this Saturday(15th November 2008). Any enquiries, do feel free to text any one of us via sms. Till then, see you around!

2008-11-11T01:09:00.002+08:00

I will be back to upload pictures for yesterday's outing with the Motley and not forgetting a very long and sad post for Dearest 4E3'2008. Gosh, I can't believe later at 9am, O levels has ended, and The End of 4 years in Serangoon Garden Secondary. Okay, be back asap! And I'm giving my hair a new flavour soooon! Hang on!

2008-11-10T02:25:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep and I just came back from work awhile ago and for the past three days I've been working, I've been getting tips from almost all the customers. HAHA! Nearly $50plus I guess. Anyway, Monday and Tuesday will be my off day and Tuesday is the last day of O level. Cool or what? The moment that we're finally waiting has finally arrrived! Gawd, I couldn't believe it. Alright, I so can't wait for the chalet on the 21st and prolly will be meeting NEQ and the Motley people later in the afternoon for town and slacking purpose. Till then, will update again soon. :D

2008-11-08T03:30:00.003+08:00

I'm working later at 5pm and I can't get to sleep now. Did some editting here and there and yesterday's work was okay. Did FOH and made new friends; Devika, Nickholas, Mathan, Tin, Kat, Khan and Abu. HAHAHA! Okay sorry for the very very short post, the reason is I don't want my blog to look very boring. Update sooon!

2008-11-07T03:28:00.006+08:00

Oh well on Wednesday, over to Bugis to pierce my top left ear and then over to Town for job hunting and head to Cahaya for dinner. Though at the beginning it sucks, the fun begins after dinner and during camwhore session. And then yesterday, supposingly suppose to meet Ahginn at town but was cancelled so me and Ernie head over Marina Square for Burgerking and then over to Outback to pay a visit. And my manager told me to continue working there as they're needing workers now. Mr Sooria told me that he's willing to increase my pay. So later on at 5pm, will be heading work. Also applied for Gelare at Suntec. Over to Taka Garden for slacking purpose and over to Cineleisure to meet Rachel, Clarence, Kriss and Reesha for awhile and bidded goodbye. Over to Raffles to chill and waited for Irah to end work and over to Yishun. Macdonalds for supper and train back AMK at 12am. Okay I need to get a rest now. Will be working at 5pm for this weekends. Enjoy people!

2008-11-04T23:55:00.004+08:00

Woke up and got ready at 11am and meet bestfriend at 12pm. 265ed over to POSB Bank and then mrted over to Somerset. Cineleisure, Heeren, Wisma, Far East; shop and shop, saw Fatin while having early dinner at Cahaya. At about 530pm over to meet Nazzeh and Nehneh up at Motley's crib and Fad, Mimi and Naz came. Bidded goodbye at 9pm and it was a whole lot of fun. I'm always the 'thing' that made them laugh. Semuanya saya. Thanks eh for the FaceWarping, sayang korang ahhh!

Tomorrow will be re-sitting for my MT papers and then later in the afternoon shall be going out with NESHQ together with Fad, Mimi and Naz. Confirm best and I'll upload many many more pictures eh. I need get a job soooon! Da bye!

2008-11-03T23:46:00.004+08:00

DEWI NURAFIQAH!

I suddenly miss this small little cousin of mine. I remember those days staying over at Nenek's house for about 6 months. It was like a daily routine for me to snap pictures with her at any corner of the house. And also I miss 7-11 brothers alot. Especially Fad, An & Apiz! On weekdays after school, we'll either meet up to slack after school till night. Aaw! And I miss Nenek too. Though she nags alot but still.. She's now at Kampong and will be back on the 8th Nov in the morning but will be going over to Kelantan again on the 8th Nov itself at night because her passport has already due.

In the morning, sat for Social Studies Paper and fuhhhhh! Happy sesungguh! I studied only the four guiding principle and the flow of traffic's essay answer my teacher gave us way back then. My initial plan was to study Globalisation too but I gave up. Hahaha! I'm aiming at least a B4 for Humanities pretty please. After paper, head over to AMK Banquet's for Cockles Kway Teow together with my Teh Peng and then back home. At about 7pm, meet up with Ginn, Fad and Mimi over at Ginn's area to slack and they never fail to make me laugh throughout. They die die persuade us to sent them over to CC area and so we did and bidded goodbye. Walk over to Ave 10 back to 7-11 and bubble tea and home with Ginn.

Like finally, I can relax, sleep, and ENJOOOYY now. I'm left to retake MT papers on Wednesday(05/11) and Science MCQ on the following Tuesday(11/11). Oh well, I'm job hunting now and I seriously need alot alot of money! I need to update my closet pretty soon man! Tomorrow will be meeting Ginn for town cum job hunting. &&&& I can't wait for the 21st!! Chalet=FUN! Alright, will update again soon with more more pictures! Tag me if you guys have any intro on any kinds of jobs! :D

2008-11-02T14:35:00.003+08:00

TAGS REPLIED.

Krisstle; why cries? i know, it's coming to an end soon. nvm, we'll keep in touch and enjoy during the chalets aye?
Iica; Yup, noted. Heh, ignore the spammers babe! No life la they yall.
Reesha; Haha! It was way back then man. Sway lah, first day kena dye hair.
Nelly; Yeap, I'll link it up aye?
Lynn & Zyra; BABYGIRLS!!!! I also miss you all!! After my O's da lei jumpe and hang out da. Hehh! :D

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I got many things running on my mind now!
●The fun after O levels!
●Hair-do, new look, lose weight
●iPhone & MP4
●Work & Shopping & Money!
●CHALETS!
●Own room & own decorations
and many many more...

ENDURANCE!

2008-11-02T14:06:00.004+08:00

Whooahhh, my blog has been rotting for quite sometimes eh. Well, I've been busy mugging and preparing for O levels for the past few weeks. & oh, Happy Belated Deepavali to all those Indians celebrating it on the 28th October & Happy Belated Haloween on the 31st October.

Shockingly, on the Wednesday (29th Nov), I didn't turn up for my Art paper. The day before it I was outside with Sis & bf, her friend & bf at AMK's MacDonald (drive-thru). I didn't have any idea what to draw and such and I was so tired studying for my Physics Paper and I decided to skip for Art. Shut up, I regret alot okay. Physics Paper at 2pm and it was quite manageable. After paper, went over to Central to thread my eyebrows with Ginn tagging along and head home straight. 7pm, meet up with Nazzeh and studied Mathematics(2) till about 10pm and then she wanted to go home.

Mathematics(2) was manageable but there's still blanks in my papers. I wasn't feeling alright in the morning and on the way back from school. Something happened in the morning and I don't wish to elaborate here. Shuts. After papers, over to AMK's Banquet for lunch with Ernie and Nazzeh and back home straight. Spent the whole night mugging for POA paper which is on the next day till 2am. Sat for POA papers in the morning. I screwed up Paper 2 and Paper 1 was manageable. Afterwhich, stayed in canteen and studied for Biology Paper at 2.30pm. Biology Paper was much much easier than Prelims, I swear! Whatever I studied all came out. Fuhh! After papers, over to AMK's Mee Soto and home straight.

Spent my weekends at home studying for Social Studies Paper. YAYYYYY! O's coming to an end SOOOOONNNN! After SS paper, I'm gonna enjoy already. Hahah! I'm left with MT Paper on Wednesday and Science MCQ the following Tuesday and the freedom begins. I soooo can't wait for it mann! But I doubt I get good results. I think I can only pass my Humanities, English and Malay. Science and Maths is my worries for now. :( Oh well, pray hard then. Alright, I need to mug for tomorrow SS's paper now

2008-10-27T22:15:00.004+08:00

Way back then; I can't wait for the fun after O's.
Sadly, we're going to apart, Dearest 4E3. :(

Had been busy mugging with the usual clans; NES. And on Saturday, back to school for Maths Consultation with Ms Tay till about 12pm. Lunch and then head home and sleeppp! Yesterday 72ed to Tampines at 1pm and meet up with Ernie and Reesha for mugging session till about 3pm and then decided to head IKEA. Over to IKEA and arcade(the only way to release stress. HAHA!) for awhile at Tampines Mall and 168ed over under the study corner and continue mugging till about 10pm and 72ed home. Went over Mom's shop and had late supper and then help her out with the closing till about 1130pm.

Today, woke up and do ALOT of chores and tidy up the siblings closet. Meet up with NE and the soccer guys; Fir and Ser at 3pm. Over to usual place and mug till 730pm and headed home. Father was at home and I complained to him that I'm hungry and craving for Double Cheeseburger. We made a deal to play chess and I won Father twice. HAHA! Had cheeseburger for late dinner and now I need to rush for the bloddy Art and squeeze in sometime for my Physics. Both papers falls this Wednesday!

PERSERVERE!

2008-10-25T02:48:00.004+08:00

Been busy with O levels this few days. Geography Paper was very manageable, effort really paid off and then the following day itself, sat for Maths Paper (1) which was err, okay okay I guess. Oh well, whatever it is, Paper 2 is a must hardcore to get better grades in order to get at least a pass for my Maths. *cross fingers* Like cmon, fail Maths, you can't go any Polytechnic.

After papers, head for Mac's breakfast with NESHQ and we really had a whole lot of fun and laughter. HAHA! Afterwhich, slack over at Mom's place and then headed home to lala land till 6pm. Sis got a call from her friend regarding the Pesta Raya opening. Bathed and stuffs and meet up her bf at AMK Station. Watch a few performance and then we walk over to Singapore Flyers. Somehow we board the Flyer FOC! Haha! Cool or what? Sis bf's friend was working there so he offered us a free ride. Serious fuck, the view from the top is like fucking nice. If only.... Ala, da enough. Snap snap and then over to Marina Square's Mac for late dinner and meet his friend up at City Hall and mrted back home.

And later at 8am, will be heading to school for extra Maths Lesson to prepare for Maths Paper 2. Oh and I saw Lissa while we were sitting outside Popeye. Girls will tend to scream each others names after a long time of not seeing each other. HHAAHA!
Girls ARE Girls, afterall. :D It's 3am now and I can't sleep. (slap face)

Few more papers and then ENJOOOYYY!
Thursday(16/10): Physics/Biology Practical
Monday(20/10): English 1 & 2
Thursday(23/10): Geography
Friday(24/10): Maths Paper 1
Wednesday(29/10): Art/Physics
Thursday(30/10): Maths Paper 2
Friday(31/10): POA/Biology
Monday(03/11): Social Studies
Wednesday(05/11): Mother Tongue
Monday(11/11): Physics/Biology MCQ

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Okay enough, goodnight people. Shall update again soon! Much love;

2008-10-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

RANDOM, IGNORE ME.

This is random, so please ignore my post.
I have no one to share this with. I mean it's not that I don't have anyone to share with but I rather type it all out here. I don't know what's on my mind lately. Seriously. Currently I'm sitting for my O levels and so far I have sat for my Science Practicals and I know I didn't do well. And as for today, I sat for both my English Paper 1 and 2. Paper 1 was quite manageable but Paper 2 was somehow very tricky for me. Oh well, not to worry much. I'm just hoping that the other papers would be an easier one, provided that I also studied them thoroughly in order to pass all the other subjects.

Studies.
Talking about studying, the minute when I wanna open my notes or books to start studying, I get bored and distracted. I don't know why that I even placed a drawing block with big captions saying, "STAY FOCUS, PERSERVERE & POLYTECHNIC!" With a small notes saying, "endure till 11th Nov & ENJOY!". I placed it exactly infront of my study table so as not to give up easily. So far this method work for me for now. But sooner later, I'm not sure about it.

Polytechnic.
I'm currently still unsure of what course I should take but for now, I'm targetting for at least 20 points for my O levels. If I can hit lesser, then better still. I've done my target settings and currently I'm targetting English, Malay, Art & Science; C5, Humans, POA and Maths B4. I'm now currently retaking my MT O levels so I hope to score a better grade as I got Distinction for my Oral.

Family.
Sis and boyfriend now are doing fine I guess. I don't wish to interfere on her relationship. Mom currently hates him now and that's for sure. I know Sis know about it but she takes no notice to it. I don't know how my family situation would be few years down the road. I hope Sis read my blog and understand how Mom is feeling now. All her money now is gone to waste for Sis's abortion and yesterday, the electrical appliances was cut off due to the overdued amount payment. Mom's phone bill has also cut off. Alot of bills have not been paid yet. Sometimes I even planned to stop school after O levels and help Mom but I don't want to. I don't want to suffer when others are causing problems. If all this didn't happen, I doubt our family situation will be like this now. Sister, I just want you to think out of the box. A mother who has been looking after her own child is now deeply hurt after what you've done to her. She gives us freedom and fun but you misused it. I admit I AM worse than you but I have my limits though. I know what is right and what is wrong. Mom cried day and night thinking about your problem. Father is working but at the same time, his heart and mind is not at rest, thinking about your problem. Not only them but me too. Yes, ME! Your own sister, Kakak! Wake up for goodness sake! Don't you realised your major big mistakes?! I don't know what else to do now. What I know now is to made Mom and Father happy and see them smile again with my wonderful O levels results and to continue studying in Polytechnic. So please, do something for yourself now. Go for job hunting and please don't be fickle minded about jobs offered. I know you've been dying to find an Admin job but it takes time. Go on with other kinds of job for the time being. Hopefully one day you'll get a stable job and find someone better than him. He is better for you now but for Mom? Think Kakak. YOu want your marriage not to be fulfilled by both parents? I'm sure you wouldn't want kan. Who will you risk your life for? Your own blood mother or your dearest boyfriend? Think please.

Him.
I don't know what's with him now. You saw me online, you quickly change your status. Sometimes I think it's not worth thinking about you when I know that you don't even bother about me. I regret somehow knowing you. For now, I just hope that you're doing fine with your job and take good care of your family especially your dad with his condition like that. You may wish to avoid me or whatsoever. I don't wish to bother anymore. If you feel like contacting me, then by all means. If not, then I wouldn't care less. The choice is now up to you. Take care, Dearest.

Money.
I can't wait for enjoyment and celebration after O levels. I want earn more money and do more shopping for myself. I wanna have fun and enjoy my life to the fullest. Few months to come, I'll be soon turning 17. I need to set a target and aim for my future to come. Studies is a never ending journey in one's live. Trust me. I wanna help Mom and the household bills if possible. I need moral support now.

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Alright, enough. I think I feel better now. :(

2008-10-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

English Paper 1 was quite manageable and Paper 2 was somehow very tricky. Oh well, let's just hope that the other papers would be a better one, please. Tomorrow will be heading school for extra Maths lesson to prepare for Maths Paper 1 on Friday and on Thursday will be sitting for Geography. Wish me luck people! :D 2 papers down, few more to go... ENDURE!

2008-10-21T00:32:00.006+08:00

Pictures for Saturday's outing. (the other half)

Apiz, Fuad & Kecik
Iica
Apiz, Yul
Farhan!
Fuad!
Yul!
Hykel!
Fiona!
Loverbirds & Lazybum
The Girls
Iica & Fuad!
Hykel, Fiona!
Apiz & Bro who laughs at me when I cried

&&&& later at 2:30pm, will be sitting for my English Paper (1) & (2)!
Wish me luck peooplee! Nights!

2008-10-19T13:55:00.020+08:00

Yesterday's outing with 7-11 and Co was helluva fun though the plans somehow cock up and due to the short period of time. But nevertheless, I still do enjoy myself. Meet Iica up at Sembawang at 1050am then over to Woodlands and the rest was not there. Fuad was already upstairs waiting. Then slowly, Kecik and Apiz came and we mrted over to Marsiling to meet Yul, Hykel & Fiona up then board the next train with An and Has came at Yewtee, Zyra at Choa Chu Kang. Mrted over to Clementi and meet Lynn up.

Over to Lynn's house first, karaoke-ing, eat and stuffs then off to Fiona's house at Jurong. Watched Wing's concert and eat then bused over to Woodlands Interchange. Wanted to head Kecik's house but his mother wasn't at home so we bused over to An's house. Camwhores, eating and stuffs and head over to Apiz's house. Bryani and Mee Soto then cabed over to Fuad's house. Mee Goreng and kueh and stuffs then over to Yul's house. And that irritating cat of his made me cried. And Apiz(rascal) and bro can't stop laughing at me. The rest too also la.

From Yul's house was already 11pm, and we still left with 3 houses. End up, we parted. An, Yati, Fiona and Hykel went over to Hykel's house. While Iica, Fuad, Lynn, Zyra, An, Has, Yul, Apiz and myself went over to Iica's house. But somehow last minute, Lynn had to left as she has to be back by 12. At Iica's house, satay and soccer till 1230am. My house was cancelled and I cab home first while the rest mrted back to Woodlands, Yewtee and Choa Chu Kang. Pictures shall do the talking now.

Anyway, a little bit of sharing, something happened when we boarded the train while we're on the way to Iica hse. Zyra and myself was sitting beside an angmoh guy with his wife. The guys(An, Apiz, Has) was standing infront of us while Fuad, Iica & Yul was sitting opposite us.

angmohguy: Hey, you girls are going dancing huh in this costume?
me & zyra: Nope, we're going for Raya visitting.
angmohguy: I see.
me & zyra: :D

then suddenly he went to pretend to kick An's butt and we both laugh and I told An.
An turned around and smile and then he shook his hands with the angmoh guy and then..

an: Hello Sir, nice to meet you. I'm Chris and you? (cos his whole head was brown, so Chris Brown la.)
angmohguy: Hey hello, Chris, I'm Arnold. What about you? (asking Apiz)
apiz: Me? Well, my name is Pukimak. (the malays in the train was bursting)
angmohguy: Pukimak? Wow, nice name. How do you spell it?
apiz: Alamak, banyak songeh la. You know Phuket then you add ur Mak la sial.
angmohguy: (blur face and just laugh along and then ask Has) What about you?
has: Me? My name is Sundal.
angmohguy: Sundal? (in his own pronounciation) Cool. Singaporeans have sucha a unique name huh.
us: laughing like hell and alighted at Sembawang.
Okay da, see, I told you. They never fails to cheer me up. Hahaha!

at Lynn's hse

otw to Woodlands Interchange
the real 7-11
Fuad & Iica
Lynn & Zyra
Fuad & Has
Has, Yul, An, Fuad

at Farhan's hse

Fiona!

reflection(1)
reflection(2)
Lynn & myself
Fiona & Hykel
Fuad & Iica
An & Yati
Has & Zyra
Yul & Lynn
group photo

&&&&& now, I'm heading to meet NEQ for hardcore mugging session. Byeeee!
Goodluck to those whose taking Chem tomorrow! :D

2008-10-16T22:11:00.005+08:00

Practicals paper just now was ___________.(insertsomethingplease)
I don't understand the question and I think I anyhow write and calculate the formula to find magnification. Hahaha! It's over so why bother to talk about it?
One paper is down and few more to go. Come on, let's burnt the midnight oil.

PERSERVERANCE!

few years back, do i look different to your eyes?

2008-10-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

FINAL LAP!

2008-10-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

DEAREST CLASSMATES AND ALL O LEVELS CANDIDATES, ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PAPERS AND START BURNING THE MIDNIGHT OIL NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. ENDURE FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS AND WE'LL HAVE FUN! ALRIGHT, WON'T BE BLOGGING FOR QUITE SOMETIME UNLESS I WANT TO. TILL THEN, HIATUS!

**18TH OCTOBER; RAYA WITH THE CLIQUES :D

However, DO keep your tags rolling aye? CHEERS!

2008-10-12T22:30:00.012+08:00

at Nazrina's house
at my house
at Hadirah's house
at Cik Eton's(my aunt) house

at Sumarputra's house

the Gold(s); Syazwan, Sumarputra & myself
Nor Hadirah!

Siti Quraishah!

& more pictures will be rolling in later post.
Goodnight people!

2008-10-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

Raya-ing with the primary mates yesterday was helluva fun. Sadly, Hafiz couldn't tag along but oh well, there's always a next year. Pictures will be uploaded soon once I receive them. And the past few days had been busy with school, night classes, self study and rot. Oh my, O levels in 4 days time! GODDD! Alright, I so can't wait for the 18th October's Outing with 7-11 and Co. I miss korng korng alot! Till then, Happy Mugging! :D

2008-10-07T19:26:00.002+08:00

Dearest O levels candidates, we're gonna be sitting for this bloody examinations in 9 days time. I am so not ready for it. Very well then, goodluck and God bless me!

HIATUS!
*raya-ing with pri/sec mates this weekends la oi!

2008-10-07T18:08:00.034+08:00

Friday-Saturday Stayover.

Thursday, 02nd October 2008. (Firdaus Birthday!)

Wednesday, 01st October 2008. (Maternal Side)

Tuesday, 30th September 2008 (Geylang with Feifei)

Monday, 29th September 2008 (during art lesson)

2008-10-04T20:20:00.005+08:00

i got alot to update but sadly there will be no pictures and i know you people will get bored reading sucha long bloody post kan. hari raya, i dont seem to feel the vibe. i thank god now that sister made that decision few days back. god really answered mom's prayers that morning.

02nd October 2008.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS!
matrep! you're finally turned 16 now. please please start studying for o levels properly and take good care of her eh! you know la who. just mug real hard this last month and then we can have fun together for the next few months to come. do well and we'll succeed together. who knows we'll end up in the same polytechnic or something. and ingat, gweehh syg bangat pada lohh!

oh well, thursday was supposed to head to school but since the previous night i was so lethargic and so are the rest, we skipped school and had a good rest at home. in the afternoon, meet up with NE and the soccer boys. bought F's birthday cake at hub and then bus over to serangoon. (and halfway i saw man. sad!) celebrated his sweet 16 birthday and the boys gave him a birthday bash which he's been wanting for badly. i got the video but will upload it when the lappy's back. wanted to go for maths night class but we passed and headed to yishun instead for burgerking and slack session. at about 9pm, me and naz headed home and there was this drunken malay man at the aged of 40s went near us. i freak out and spitted all those vulgars that are running on my mind. damn it!

when i reach home that night, the people were at my house. i take no notice about them and headed straight to my room. i cried and cried thinking back when can all this problems be put to an end. am i asking much? i don't think so. when all left, mom came to the room and told me that sis had agree to ____. i was somehow quite shock and happy at the same time. after much discussing with mom and her, she told us that she would be planning to head school back next year and finish up her course. i can see the smile on mom's face but at the same time she's feeling deeply hurt. though what she's doing is a sin but somehow it's better of this way for her and us. father has been in talking terms towards us. i couldn't imagine what would happened if father left us last year. sighs, i guess family problems is never gonna end for me. all i could do now is to give my moral support to both mom and sis to continue with life and expect more challenges to come. as for now, i really have to study very hard in order to obtain perfectly superb grades for my o levels. i don't wish to end up in an ITE. seriously, a big no no. texted ms tay regarding the matter and i feel more confident to continue life. thanks ms tay. :)

03rd October 2008.
mt and maths was the only lesson that i concentrated. as for poa i went to sit with rachel d. and we chat alot. after recess had biology and dismissed. i gave ms tay and mdm ratnam some kueh too. (when actually i was supposed to pass to ___. ) oh well, nevermind. and after school i went to have my nap till about 7pm and then over to meet up with NE at amk ave 10's macdonalds to have our serious mug. i finally finished up all the maths paper and i'm now left with just the new stack and cheongchenghiang's paper. come on! perserverance. E slept over at my house as we headed home at 130am in the morning.

04th October 2008.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHAWN!
few minutes ago, NE just left my place and now i'm at home rotting with little brother. we even ordered pizza as mom didn't cook anything. mom is busy settling sister stuffs at the hospital now. i hope she's doing fine and i'm praying hard and hope that everything is going on smoothly. time for mugging now. and apologies for the long and draggy post.
*pictures soon, i promised.

2008-10-01T22:20:00.007+08:00

HAPPY LEGAL 18, GWEE SOKLING/ALYSHA/FEIFEI!

Finally you have turned 18 and please spent your money wisely eh. Stop buying unnecessary stuffs and end up feeling regret. And since you're not schooling now, please go find a job so that you'll bring a lesser burden to your family. At the least you can have your own money and savings! Anyway, see you soon and I love you alot girlfriend!

Yesterday.

School ended at 10:10am, so FIS and myself waited for Ernie to finish up her F&N coursework and then we went over to 105 to slack till about 12pm and then both me and Ernie 169ed over to Yishun and 800ed over to her place. Slack and chill for awhile till about 3:30pm and 853ed back. The plan was suppose to meet Haizal up but was cancelled. After breakfast went over to AMK mrt and meet up with Hadirah. Trained over to Paya Lebar and meanwhile at City Hall, Haizal called to meet up and I was pissed. Alighted at Paya Lebar and meet Nana and Bam over at Tanjong Katong Complex. Walk over at the bazaar and then we went separate ways. Get all the stuffs and waited for Yus at Joo Chiat Complex. Bidded the two of them goodbye and over to Tanjong Katong Complex's old 7-11 and meet up with Alysha and Shafiq. walk around almost every bazaar and I saw alot alot alot of people that I'm even lazy to memorised their names. She bought two kebaya, pink and blue at about $55 each. 2:30am, over to Tanjong Katong to zap money out. Wanted to cab home with Hadirah but they are not done yet. So the three of us cab home and I alight first. And oh, I did heena on my left hand.

Woke up around 11am and then got ready. Mom told me what happen regarding Sister's problem and then seek fogiveness and all at about 12pm. Cabed in father's cab over to Woodlands and then slowly the other relatives came. Cik Eton and family was wearing black too and Cak Ngah and family, gold. After pictures and seeking forgiveness all, we bidded goodbye and then me and family headed over to Toa Payoh to Nyayi house. Then Wak Long and Alang all came. Over to Bibik house around Toa Payoh also and then after Toa Payoh, we lorryed over to Bedok to Wak Jumi's house and had tulang! Yummmeh! Last house, we meet Cik Eton and family at Toa Payoh again to Atok's house. At about 10pm, we headed home and I only received 100$ at the end of the day. Sad!

*pictures will be uploaded soon when the lappy's back.

2008-09-30T02:55:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all my MUSLIMS friends who know me.

And not forgetting to NESHQ; I seek for forgiveness if I've hurt you or any harsh doings towards you girls. Deep down, I love you girls like fuck. You girls have been my happypills since 1997 till now. Remember, mug hard for O levels and achieve good grades. Let's give our 101% best shot aye?!xoxo;

2008-09-30T01:29:00.010+08:00

time check; 0130.

Everything is not at its right place now. Upon hearing the news, I don't know what else to say. All I know is that the whole day, I haven't been myself and down since morning. Why? Why when now then you'll take actions on her? Few days to Raya and I'm seriously tight up with O levels and this. 4 months eh? Wow! Cool or what? You've changed alot. Sometimes I just wish you could be the old person that I knew before. Way back then when you used to be the one cheerful sister I knew. Sighs, it's too late to even turn back the clock. I'm disappointed in you both but I couldn't say more now. It's over and it has already happened. Though I'm worse than you but still, I watch every step that I took. Why can't you? "Kerana cintalah yang mengakibatkannya berlaku." Likewise I said, nasi da jadi bubor and it's worthless to even lecture and nag about it. The decision is already decided. I just hope you could be a better person now. I'm truly hurt and disappointed. What's more her? The person whom have been supporting you all this while. It's not about who she loves more or what. Seriously, that isn't the matter. You get so tensed up and jealous when you know you shouldn't. Everyone got their own problems eh. Not yourself. Sometimes I wander why you are being so selfish that you didn't even bother to think about the consequences and what it'll bring in future to come. I cannot say more but at the least I could do is to give you my moral support and Raya is tomorrow. Hereby, I'm seeking for your forgiveness. And once you read, pretend that this post wasn't meant for you. Take Care and may God bless you. PS: I miss the old you. :'( I couldn't imagine how's life's gonna be if you left. Amirul? I hope little brother will change his behaviour and attitude from now on. Please stop playing computer games and legos and neglect your studies. Mind you, you're having streaming this year and I don't wish to see you in EM3 for goodness sake. And Mom I love you alot.

2008-09-28T17:41:00.004+08:00

Been spending my weekends at home and spring cleaning for Raya. Yesterday head back to school for extra Maths lesson with Ms Tay and later after breakfast will be heading over to AMK Ave 10's Mac for hardcore mug with NEQ. Till then, tomorrow back to school and night class. Bahhh!

time check: 145am.

Everything doesn't seems alright now. I know what happened earlier on will eventually happen sooner later and finally it did. You people are selfish and driving me nuts again. Thanks alot eh. Continue to do more. I hate everyone now!

2008-09-26T03:54:00.005+08:00

I was too sleepy yesterday during Maths/SS period and the jokers snap this while I was asleep. Idiot! Oh so night class with Mr Singh was okay and I manage to learn something new for Maths. Before class, went to meet up with Haizal to pass him some kuehs and then he left. Afterwhich, we head home and I meet up with Feifei/Alysha as she's staying over at my crib and helping us out to bake the kuehs.

She just left the house as her father told her to do so. Sighs, oh well love, on Monday/Tuesday aye? And so many pictures are taken, so have fun. Later we'll be getting our report card and I was called by the teachers for Meet-The-Parent's Session. Also, N levels students are having their last day in school later and I will for sure miss F. :( The conversation at MSN was indeed a sad one. Till now, will be back for more! :D

2008-09-24T20:20:00.019+08:00

After much talking to Ms Tay in school earlier on regarding our Prelims results, I realised that O levels are drawing VERY near. Science practicals will be on the 14th this October and then slowly one by one paper is down till 11th November. I can't wait for th results and infact I'm very scared to sit for the examinations. I have to really mug hard and made not only myself happy and satisfied but also all the subject teachers that has thought me over the years, especially Ms Tay, family and my aunts and uncles and not forgetting 7-11 and girlfriends who never fails to motivate me to study hard for O. What Fuad said touches my heart when I texted him and the other 7-11 guys saying that I miss them, few weeks back.

"Study smart, not hard. Blajar tol-tol. 'O' is not easy. Expect challenge. Kau boleh nyer kalau kau blaja je. Okay? Kita pon syg kau jugak!". He was with Iica at the point of time and I'm thankful to have such friends. Thanks guys! And he also added, you can enjoy with us only after your O's. So now, my mind is set to focus on 'O' first. Set aside all other stuffs and problems. And Raya is just how many days time. I can't wait but I know celebrating with family will not be fun, no need say. But with friends, I already plan to have less outing with them. So yeah, I will be back with more shiook stories to share with you all. For now, I'm so gonna mug real hard for my FINAL examinations after 16 years of education. I'm gonna prove EVERYONE that I CAN DO IT! If I can, so can YOU! For now, enjoy the overdued pictures and much love! HIATUS!

Overdued Pictures.

230908; Breakfast at AMK Banquet.

190808; Breakfast at Beach Rd & Geylang.

160808; Outing to Town with Ahginn :D

2008-09-21T13:09:00.003+08:00

taken last year and this year will be BLACK babbeh!

10 more days to Raya and I so can't wait. Yesterday went Geylang and bought curtains and all those hall design items. I saw alot alot of people la. And today after breakfast, we'll be baking kueh. Yessa! Oh not forgetting, tomorrow submission for O level Artwork. Siannn!

2008-09-20T17:25:00.002+08:00

School's busy preparing for O levels and this Monday, night class will begin. Head to Town for a fast trip with Ahginn to get our stuffs on Wednesday and breakfast at Bugis's Long John. And on Thursday, after school, meet up with Cik Eton and headed home together. Bought food for breakfast and then Uncle came to fix our fan in the room. And yesterday, meet up with 7-11 and girlfriends. Breakfast at Beach Rd and then over to Geylang and bought my dengdeng! :D Meet up with Feifei and co and I saw alot of people; Flinko, Haz, Ekin etc. Pictures will upload soon. For now, I need to get ready to Geylang again with Mom, Sis and bro. Will be back soon.

2008-09-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

O level oh O level! It's coming and I'm slacking! :D

Mummeh says that on Saturday onwards, we're making kueh. Then next Wednesday Gwee Sokling/Alysha/Feifei will be sleeping over and help us out with the kueh. I'm chatting with her now and laughing my ass off infront of the screen. Haha! Only god knows what I'm chatting with her. And night classes will begin from Thursday onwards. 6pm to 9pm and it's like everyday bah. Waliaozxzx. :X

2008-09-15T20:42:00.004+08:00

And finally I get my hands and fingers to the keyboards. I'll summarised everything here. Prelims have ended and I got my results back just now. Indeed, it was badly done with F9 for Science, Humans and POA and shockingly Maths. I really really need to mug real hard for the upcoming O's before I regret in the future. At least a Polytechnic then I'm fully satisfied. And last Saturday, went to Geylang Bazaar with Cik Eton and family. And also we went to buy our Raya clothings and this year, my Mom's side will be all black. Night classes will begin soon. Damn, very crucial month!

And I so can't wait to meet The Clan on the 19th. :D

2008-09-11T01:37:00.003+08:00

Was tagged by Lynn to do the survey. (since I've got nothing to do now at 1:39am)

The Rules.

1. Link your tagger and post this rules.

2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag four (4) people at the end of this post and list their names.

4. Let them know that they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blog.

Tagged by Lynn: http://imlynnbaby.com/

8 random facts about me;

(1)I'm standing at 161metres tall and weighing at 58kg now. :D

(2)I'm sitting for O level in a month time and I'm so not ready for it.

(3)I didn't miss a single day of my fasting month but I'm yet waiting anxiously for my period to come. :D

(4)I miss 7-11 & Co and Feifei alot!

(5)I love NESHQ and I'm proud to say I'm a part of them since 10 years and sill counting.

(6)I really need more money for shopping asap!

(7)I want O level to end fast and promote me to at least a poly afterwhich.

(8)& lastly, I miss him alot.

YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!

(1)Nazrina!

(2)Ernie!

(3)Quraishah!

(4)Feifei!

I'm not forcing you girls but feel free to. :D

& I swear I flunk my Art Paper with nonsense colors and drawings on it. Haha!

2008-09-08T16:24:00.002+08:00

Science papers are down, only God knows how I do it. Been lazing at home and mugging for the other few papers. I'm left with POA, Arts, Maths(2) & Science(MCQs). Say Goodbye to Prelims and Hello to O level. Okay ini part sungguh tak best. And I totally regret cutting my fringe earlier on. It's fucking shorts and I think it's like bangs but got flood like that. Wayyyyy, too short! Urgh! Mummy say we'll be heading to Banquet for breakfast. Come on fellowmates, endure for the next few papers. :D

2008-09-05T15:59:00.009+08:00

Thursday; 04th September 2008.

Woke up at 11am and then head to school to collect my Art boards and then headed home. Did my Art and Maths till about 3pm and then got ready and meet up with NEQ. And coincidence, me and baby wore the same top. Hah. 159ed over to Compass Point to meet with the boys. Reserved place at Sakura and I swear the service sucks and the food is not affordable. I mean it's not worth paying with that kind of food served and the service received. Oh well, over to this open area to slack and camwhoring and bidded each other goodbye at 10pm. More pictures will be posted once received.

Today.

Woke up pretty late as I was so tired and feeling too fresh during Sahor. Shiok, Father bought Souo Tulang for Sahor and I think I ate alot. Can't deny as my fingers are still red. Sister is out now leaving the house chores aside again. Bahh. I am so wanting to go geylang and meet my 7-11 and girlfriends! I miss you people la. :( So fast, a week is gone and Monday is back to school and will be sitting for Science Papers! Boos.

;5.25pm.

I wanna head for shower now and get ready for breakfast later. :D

2008-09-04T00:48:00.003+08:00

It's past midnight already and I'd receive alot of bad and sad news. First, Father is in the lock up for this some certain reason and he told Mom that he can only go out if someone bailed him out together with $800 along. Hello Father, your daughter here is clever eh. Who says when you're in lock up, you can message and call Mother informing all this. And then just now at about 9pm, you told Mom that this whoever guy has bail you out. Wah, so fast sey. Ridiculous. Seriously, you just want Mom's money la. Try harder next time, Dumb.

And the next news was one of my Mother's riders whom I'm very closed with passed away that morning while he was on the way to school by bike. The sad part was we already promised to bring down food for him and the rest of the riders today for breakfast. I couldn't held my tears and cried upon hearing the news. May his soul rest in peace. Amin. In the memories of Hafiz aka Bean.

And Maths remedial with Mr Singh was helluva funny. He can't even pronounce the word parallelogram correctly and the whole class laugh out loud. Seriously. The 3 hours of Maths with the VP was indeed a fruitful one and I managed to understand the questions he went through earlier today.

After remedial, went home to change and meet up with Fly over to Town. He got his jeans changed at Taka and I went to get my Art stuffs at Arts Friends. Thanks for the company and I had my breakfast at AMK Banquet before heading home. And sorry cause I hit your head to hard that it banged to the wall. But it's funny though. Heh. :D

Oh best, tomorrow will be heading out with NESQ and the soccer boys for breakfast at Compass Point's Sakura. Best best. I so can't wait to meet my babygirls and mates. Will update more.

Somehow I'm missing Dearest, Mogan & The J people. :(

2008-09-03T00:42:00.002+08:00

It's September holiday now and also the fasting month. So far 2 days of fasting month was so far so good for me. And Alhamdulillah, I've managed to pray all the 5 prayers for the day without failing for the past 2 days. Another week of Prelims and then counting down for O levels. Grrr. Doom's Day are just round the corner. And finally I can hooray as I managed to print my final Art print just now in the morning then I didn't have enough time to head for my Physics Remedial and it turns out superbly nice with the help of Ms Rokia, thanks alot. So now, 2 subjects are down. 6 more to go, JIAYOU Seri! :D I need to start mugging now in order to get good grades for O level. Later at 9am I will be having Maths Remedial with the VP; Mr Singh. So I'm off to sleep now. Good Night, Happy Mugging & Fasting & Happy Belated Teachers' Day. :D

2008-08-31T15:36:00.026+08:00

And babygirl, Happy Sweet Sixteen. (27th August) I hope you like the mini surprise and the birthday cake we’ve planned for you that day although we went home early. Surprised her with a cake over to her house after our papers and then head home back at about 6pm.

And I screwed up my Social Studies paper. Yes, I have no idea what to write for the essay section because I was busy and so confident that Chapter 2 on the four guiding principle will come out but instead it didn’t. Besides that, I didn’t manage to have enough time to finish up my Geography paper. I was so focus on Section A that I neglect the Section B. Maths (1) was somehow manageable.

On Friday after papers, went out to town to celebrate Ernie’s Sweet 16 Birthday. Went to dine in at Far East’s Cahaya and then waited for Fad, Naz & Nana outing the entrance. Since we waited for so long, we camwhore for awhile and then Nazzy and Ahginn went back first whereas me and the rest proceed to Boat Quay to slack while waiting for Nana and Irah to come back from Lau Pa Sat. At about 11pm bidded goodbye. Went home with Rahimi and he sent me off to the lift as we clash in the train. Reach home bath and stuffs and went over to AMK’s Ave 10 Mac with Sis at 3am.

And yesterday, went to watch Baybeats with the Friday Night Fever Gang and Clarence together with Rachel along. It was fun with the moshing and stuffs when Electrico performed. For now, here’s the picture during Ernie’s Sweet Sixteen on both celebration on Wednesday and Friday and the Baybeats. :D

Wednesday's Celebration.

Friday's Celebration.

Baybeats.

2008-08-25T23:28:00.020+08:00

Prelims have started and I am so not prepare for it. The past few weeks I have been spending my time doing a lot of Maths and thought Fly too over at his house. He bought me gums when he’s back that day. And the fasting month is just round the corner.

And last Saturday, met up with the girlfriends and 7-11 brothers over to Sentosa to celebrate Yati’s belated and Zana’s advanced birthday party. Yes, not only them kena sabo but also me. We had a fun and an enjoyable day though the weather was raining cats and dogs. And not forgetting the Hershey’s chocolate syrup poured on us. After dinner at the foodcourt, 963ed over to Woodlands and bidded goodbye to some of them. Has, Apiz, An, Fuad, Yul slack for awhile at Woodlands station till about 11pm and then trained back to AMK for home sweet home.

The next day, meet up with Mates for revision and not forgetting camwhoring session. Pictures will do more talking and will be back when I’m free. Currently will be having Prelims for the next few weeks and Happy Belated Birthday to Rachel Ding cum Happy Advance Birthday to Nini! :D For now, enjoy the pictures.

2008-08-17T21:37:00.015+08:00

Cool or what, I'm gonna be sitting for my English O Levels Oral tomorrow and I really sucks at this. Why? Cause I don't read books as I dislike to do so and I don't know what to say for the picture conversation and hate the suspense feelings for the coversation. Damn, pray for the best tomorrow for me aye? :D & another shit, tomorrow marks 18th August 2008. Yes indeed. A fruitful one year of me knowing him? Fruitful? I don't think so. Well, I bet he won't remember all this la. So enough.

I must encourage and recommend you people to watch "A Love Guru" and I grade the show 11/10. It was hilarious and it's worthwhile. After school Irah and me went to catch the show at AMK Hub and it was a very last minute plan as the other three had their orals after school. But after the show, Irah went back and I went to meet the other three and slack till about 6pm and bidded goodbye. Bused home together with Ernie.

And yesterday after Physics extra class, *insert wide wide smile*, went to coffeeshop for lunch and head back home. Sleep and then was awake by few miss calls and messages. Decided to call Apiz up and then got ready. Meet him at bustop and off to meet the other 7-11 and the clans. Off to Vivo City and had dinner at the Foodcourt. Slack at the Skypark and then slowly the other came. Has, Yul, Apiz Rascal and more la. Bidded goodbye at 11pm and train down to Woodlands together.

And I will be back to my origin from tomorrow onwards. Some things are not meant to be said. And I don't know why this current year, all the things that I don't wish it to happen is happening. I don't understand. I can say this year is indeed a crucial year for me. Well for now enjoy the pictures during yesterday outing and goodnight people. Prelims in 2 weeks and O's in a month's time. Mug real hard people! :D

2008-08-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

I just feel to rant out my feelings here. I didn't went to sleep that minute when I saw everythng directly infront of me. Seriously sey, what's your motive? If you moved on then I'm happy for you. But disappointing is that you weren't there to give at least a few words of advice or even congatulate me when I text you regarding my results. I am just waiting and eager to see if you both last till eternity. Hah! I will be more than even surprised. This is just random and I think I'm beginning to hate your attitude slowly ex-boyfriend. Please go far away and don't set me thinking one minute and then next minute, change thoughts.

Okay, goodnight fellow. Tomorrow is Thursday the 14th. And fuck to 4 more days. Remind me not please.

2008-08-14T00:16:00.024+08:00

It was supposed to be a effing fucking lost post from 27th July till today but I don't know how it was accidentally deleted within a nick of time. & definitely I am very pissed. ARGH! I'll just summarised it then.

School throughtout the whole week was more to revision in the preparations for Prelims' which is 11 days time and O's in 42 days time. So yesterday was the release of the MT O level result and I gotten a 5 Distinction and I'm so gonna retake the paper. I'm shock to score a Distinction for oral as I was crapping throughout and worst burp during the pasage reading.

National Day outing with the cliques was helluva fun and I reach home at 1240am after slacking at Paragon. Pictures will do the talking. Feifei, Kecik, Wan, Bard, Fad & Iica, Lyn & An, Apiz & Zyra tag along and then later met Yul, Hykel and Yati over at Town.

And I will be away for quite sometime due to the upcoming Prelims' and my very tight schedule ahead. So yeah, I will only update when I feel like sharing.

2008-08-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

I will be back with a proper post and I promised you that it will come together with awesome overdued pictures. Cool or what? Prelims in 2 weeks' time. O'levels candidates, please start mugging now. :D

I miss him and I think he've moved on after seeing that.

2008-08-01T21:33:00.004+08:00

I know that I have not been a faithful blogger now. Thanks to the bloody O's. School has been hectic for us. Teachers are keeping us for extra remedial classes and I've been going back at 6plus everyday except for Wednesday and Friday but still we need to stay back to complete our art work. Alot of revision going on and Prelims is less than a month. Free times, I'll meet up with 7-11 brothers to chill at Civics. They never fail to entertain me and forget about him slowly. I shall update when I think I'm free as I will be very busy from now onwards. Meanwhile, enjoy those overdued picutures from the month of July.

7-11; Apiz!

7-11; Farhan!

7-11; Fuad!

21/07; Racial Harmony's K2 Buddy; Syafiqah!

2008-07-27T00:50:00.003+08:00

It's past midnight and I'm at Cik Eton's house using my sis's laptop to blog. I owe alot of overdued pictures and there's more to come after Reesha sent from her digital camera to me. We took tons of pictures during POA Remedial lessons that day on Tuesday as Ms Kwok wasn't around.

I didn't went to school on Thursday as I woke up only at 6:58am and then I can't breathe properly due to the slight asthma I had the night before. Slept the whole day and was only awake when Zul msg me. Idiot la he. Did some revision at home and then Friday was back to school as usual. Lessons were kinda relax and we had a talk for the last 30mins before dismissal. Stayed back for Biology Test and then went over to the Art Room to do my printing but halfway through I went home as I didn't have the material needed to edit my board. Mrted back home and saw Azfar & some others of Mogan's teammates.

I initially wanted to go home and rest but end up after taking a nap till 7pm, I shower and then bused over to Causeway Point and meet up with Kakak, Abg Noi, the cousins and Cik Eton. Saw Kecik and Apiz and then walk over to Civics to dinner at Mac Donalds. Slept over her house and help her with the chores as she'll be organising some prayers the day after. I went to school earlier by here and then came back over later after that. The prayers went smoothly and we also celebrated Hafiz(cousin)'s birthday. Sadly, Mom and little brother wasn't with us.

I'm beginning not to understand you people. I want to do my very best for this very end, please for goodness sake.

2008-07-23T22:02:00.009+08:00

Racial Harmony on Monday was rather okay for me. The kindergarten kids are rather adorable and nice to be with. I'm lucky enough that my buddy is sweet and she behaves well unlike others. The shocking part was when she gave me a kiss after I tied her hair during the concert halfway through. And after recess which is before the NE Trail, we went to the toilet and took several pictures and she insists of taking more. Will upload the pictures once I'm free.

After school, went over to Toa Payoh Hub to get Ernie's bag but nothing caught Nazzy's eye instead. So we mrted over to J8 and still nothing so we went off to AMK Hub's Food Court to eat and then went home. Nazzy get herself a sizzling hot red Billabong bagpack.

& Happy 18th Birthday Mogan & Hafiz.

And yesterday school was as usual and I sat for my Prelims English Oral and fuhh, I think I did my best especially in the conversation, it went smoothly as the question asked was "Describe any experience that you had performed in public?" I talk alot and Mrs Tan was smiling all the way. I end at about 3:15pm and then went over to Geography remedial and I had alot of fun with the mates and the teacher itself. Sadly, my company, Reesha & Rachel was not there to join in. Afterwhich, headed for POA remedial but Ms Kwok wasn't around and we did our own work. Meet up with Mimi and Fad after that for a slack and then made a move at 7pm.

& Happy 18th Birthday Khair

Cool or what? I was only awake at 7am when Ernie msg me. I wanted to bath at 7:15am but end up was awake later at 8am and rushed. Reach class at the end of second period and Ernie and Nazzy wasn't in school too. Bahh, today lesson is quite boring and we did nothing much. After school, stayed back for Art and then over to AMK to take my certificates and then mrted back home. Meet Dearest at about 7:45pm and then head home only at about 10pm.

Ego? Say it if only you mean it. I don't wish to get hurt even more from you, Dearest. Are those crocodile tears? I hope it's not. & yes I do miss our past ALOT too.

2008-07-20T17:44:00.006+08:00

I'm very sure Feifei was shock when I threatened her to sent me her picture. I miss you la dey! Recalling back those days when we talk almost everything under the sun while we tan for the very first time I met you and then the stupid banglas behaving grossly by taking out his pants while he's swiiming in the sea with his friends and then the lifeguard shoo them off? And then one day you ask me out to Town and we carried the same ripcurl bag? And we meet up with Fyda and Eyla? Then the next tanning outing we bought bought the bikini(s) just because it was on sale that point of time though we already put ours on? And you thought me those sign above? Followed by the recent tanning outing with the GF(s) but sadly you went off first?

Ohmy, when's the next one? I miss you gf! This is a random post because after clashing with Ajib yesterday at Town, the memories I had with you suddenly recalled back in my mind. Okay, this is just a random post people. :D & Feifei, meet up soon aye, love!

2008-07-20T17:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN,
DEAREST BESTFRIEND, SITI QURAISHAH.

Though the celebration yesterday didn't went well and we didn't manage to catch the fireworks, I hope you still appreciate the present and the mini celebration. Meet up with NESHQ at AMK last cabin and then went over to Lavender and search for Ernie & Nazzy's bagpack but couldn't find one. So we bus 7ed over to Orchard and dine in at Sakura Restaurant and saw Ms Munira & Ajib. Afterwhich, we 700ed to Suntec and we split. NEH went to get the cake while I went to find a place to settle down with Ahginn at Marina Square. Saw Khair, Annisa and Mogan and then later on saw Nadiah & Juraini but they didn't notice us. Hello-ed to Mogan's mate and then NEH came. In the end we settle down at the stairs behind John Little and saw unwanted peeps. Woooottts!

After cutting the cake, I went back to Marina's Square to the loo and saw Zhi Yan and then meet up Mimi, Fad and Co. Slack together with us and at 1030pm, we bidded goodbye. I am seriously not satisfied with the celebration. Pathetic two pictures only? Enough, I don't wish to elaborate more. I cried upon reaching home. After we bidded goodbye, I went over to meet Khair, Annisa, Mogan and Azfar at Esplanade Mall. NEL down to Hougang and sent Annisa and Azfar back home and then the three of us cab home. Khair is an idiot when I told him to tell the driver to alight us at the traffic so that it would be fair for the two of us to walk back home but end up sending him all the way to his area. But anyway, thanks for the cab home, Mogan. Oh my, how much it cost all the way till Bukit Batok after midnight huh?

Will post the pictures once it's with me and Mom's birthday celebration at Fish & Co too. For now, I need to hit the books and do some revision yo! Wait for another week for my next post aye! :D

2008-07-19T01:51:00.020+08:00

It's already past midnight and I am getting bored doing nothing so yeah I've decided to blog now. I'm currently at AMK now, using my siter laptop and everyone's asleep except the two of us. So well, I start posting from the 10th July onwards. Apologies if it's too wordy.

Thursday; 10th July 2008.

Nothing much happened in school except for the fact that during SS period, me & Reesha was camwhoring like ass. After school, I mrted back to Admiralty and meet up with 7-11 and then bused home with Apiz. Complete all my homeworks and sweet dreams.

Friday; 11th July 2008.

Bio practicals was fun when we decided to mix and match the chemicals together. HAHA! School ends as usual and then stayback to complete my art till 6pm. Head home and got change and meet up with 7-11 for awhile and walk to Cik Eton's house. Stay over as the next day we're heading out together.

Art Pieces.

Saturday; 12th July 2008.

Went to Zoo with Atok and Cik Eton all at 10am and then at 3pm car over to Alexandra Hospital to visit Nenek and I left first while the rest stay. Cab over to Redhill and train back to Woodlands. Change and stuffs and meet Ernie up at 8pm and went over to Peninsula to get her shirt and walk over to Outback to collect my pay and then accompany her to wait for bus as she's heading dinner with her family and I went over to Marina to meet Mogan and his usual team mates. Bidded them goodbye as they bus home while we mrt home. Slack at Woodlands with Khair till about 12:30am and they sent me back first while they continue slacking till about 7am.

Sunday; 13th July 2008.

Meet Apiz at bustop at 9:45am and then bused over to Woodlands then bidded him goodbye as he went to meet his friends and bus over to Tampines for his floorball game and I mrted over to AMK and ate breakfast at Mom's shop. Later at 4pm, meet up with Nazzy to finish up all our homeworks together and then at 7pm bidded goodbye.

Monday; 14th July 2008.

Went to school from AMK and then school ends at 1.10pm and I mrted home alone after school as Ernie was absent. :(

Tuesday; 15th July 2008.

Subjects was rather relaxing and then school ends at 12:10pm and then head back to Mom's place for lunch. Meet NESHQ up later at 3:30pm for MT O Listening Oral and it was quite alright. Bused home with Ernie afterwhich.

Wednesday; 16th July 2008.

School was as usual but we ended at 1:10pm instead and then waited for Nazzy to finish her F&N practical which was after my detention as I came late in the morning. Then NESQ went over to AMK Central to get Ernie's jeans and then we bused home. Got bath and change and meet up with 7-11 at Civic over to slack till 10pm. Bidded goodbye after Apiz and Fuad alight together with me.

2 Periods of Art :D

Thursday; 17th July 2008.

Happy 19th Birthday Farhan, though I know you won't be able to read this but somehow I still do remember and miss our past. It's over and I don't wish to think about it anymore. So school was usual and I came late again for the 4th time. Lessons was usual and Vectors is confusing me as days goes by. I slept halfway through Maths lesson and then Social Studies that I didn't realized that the bell rang and they pangseh me and left me in class still sleeping, ALONE. Had to stayback for Science remedials but I skipped as I wasn't feeling well enough. But I went to Bugis instead to get Mom's present and my gladiators for at just $19.90 at Rush. Meet up with 7-11 at Civic to slack and then head home at about 11pm.

Finally, I got them!

Friday; 18th July 2008.

Had school earlier on and we were supposed to report at 7:10am just now but NESHQ came late and Mr Tan was already standing at the gate waiting for the late comers to arrived. And I hate this the most as we had to do duck walking cum running during the first period. We were already sweating and our uniforms are already wet. MT was as usual but we did our own revision and then Maths period was next and I didn't know that we had an assignment to be completed yesterday as I slept halfway through her lesson. After Maths was Accounts and we continue with Partnership and then after recess we did Bio practicals and head home straight. Mrted back Woodlands to change and then over to AMK. Celebrated Mom's birthday and we dine in at Fish & Co, Glass House. Chill for quite sometime and then mrted back home and decided to have supper at AMK's MaCafe for Frappe and muffins.

Will be meeting NESHQ later on to celebrate Q's birthday. Good Night for now people. :D

2008-07-15T21:03:00.004+08:00

My blog will rot for the time being as I'm currently busy with school and upcoming Prelims. I'll be back with pictures and happening stories asap! :D

2008-07-09T21:33:00.002+08:00

School had been fine for me. Tuesday I was feeling very exhausted and I slept quite late the night before and I pay no attention to Maths. I feel regret. Scalars & Vectors are the topic that I don't quite understand much but somehow after Ms Tay thought me that time, I got a better picture of it. And after school, instead of having Geo/Hist remedial, we had Maths remedial but Mr Wang took us and gave us an Algebra Test and I think I can score better for the test. Best of luck to me. :D Suppose to go for Social Studies remedial but I was feeling very exhausted and that when I got to know that we're doing souce-based questions, it really bores me. So I mrted back home and saw Jumalee and Apiz. 913ed together with Apiz. & sorry for not slacking with yall when yall called me.

And today, school was kinda relax and the subjects are not so stressful. It was raining cats and dogs and I think worst than that. In order not to get wet, we sat down at the coffeeshop for a few minutes and then went for Physics class late. Had English afterwhich and we practice on oral passage reading and picture conversation. I partner up with Shawn as Xueli wasn't in school. And the whole class laugh at me when I was suppose to read "paint the faces" to "point the faces". Had PE and we slack and then for the next 2 hours after recess, did our Art and the last period had Form Teachers' Period. Met Ms Chng up after school to do my Physics Test together with Raylene and went to have lunch with Zul, Stessen and Thinzar. Complete my artwork and went home after shellacing my board. And yes, finally I can print my board.

Okay I'm off to study for my Bio test tomorrow and Bestfriend's birthday is coming up la oi. Wooooots! The smaller one among us is finally going to turn 16. HEHE! & to the last one, wait long long eh. :D

2008-07-07T22:31:00.015+08:00

Like I promise I will blog every once a week at least and finally I've got the time to do so. Hurhur. & people, please give your link cause I've lost yours.

{overdued}FNF Outing Pictures.

&& Aunt bought me this new Adidas gold/black watch last Sunday when we went out to have dinner at Seoul Garden's Causeway Point. Where's my red watch? Already broke into two. :(

Monday & Tuesday, 30th June & 1st July 2008.

I was absent from school and had two days MC due to food poisoning. I think it was due to the food that I cook the day before at Seoul Garden I guess. So went to visit the doctor on Monday morning and on Tuesday I was feeling much better and so I mrted down over to my work place to collect my pay but only received half of it cause I didn't bring along my uniform for returned. Afterwhich, mrted over to Orchard, Wisma and bought a top at Topshop and a quarters at Cotton On. $70 flew off on just that two stuffs.

Wednesday, 02nd July 2008.

Nazzy didn't went to school and the class look sounds so dead. Bahhh :( Lessons today was kinda slack but the Assembly was fun when the actors went down to the audience. It was actually a puppet show and the first few skits was boring but the last skit was indeed worth watching. Stayed back for Art till the whole evening in the Art room with the E3's Art Co's. I had a great time while doing my work. :D

Thursday, 03rd July 2008.

Lessons went as per normal and I swear Scalars and Vectors is killing me. I don't understand what Ms Tay scribbled at the board as I missed 3 hours of Maths lessons on Monday and Tuesday. :( Boohoo and Mr Singh will be appearing more often now for our Maths and Physics lesson. Same goes for Physics. I think I don't really understand this more deeper subject on Magnetism. And what's with the Right Hand Grip Rule? Argh! I really need to do ALOT of catch up in order to be in the same lane as the rest. Ohmy! After school Ms Chng didn't attend for Physics Remedial and so it was wasted just like that but afterwhich we had Biology remedial and we did the experiments at the lab.

Friday, 04th July 2008.

Time flies so fast with fun subjects every hour and then later at 2pm, the 4E's sat for their MT O level Oral and I think I did very badly though the topic given to talk about is an easy one regarding 'Books'. And tell me, can you imagine that I accidentally burp while reading the passage and I freak out hokay! Never ever did this happened for my whole entire 16years of education. Ohmy! The plan to stayback for Art was cancelled but instead I went to meet Aunt and dine at Toa Payoh's Swensons and we mrted back home together.

Saturday, 05th July 2008.

Woke up at 9pm and then got ready to go for Art. Carve the rest of my boards and made a move at about 3pm. Mrted back home for change and then meet up with Ernie and head to Marina Square. Catch Hancock at 730pm's slot and then later at 945pm meet Mogan and his ex team mates by the stairs. Initially wanted to meet An, Amirul and Fuad but they already left. Saw Rahimi and then me and Mogan left at 1030pm. Bidded goodbye after he sent me and bought 2 bottles of Peach Tea for me. Thanks eh :D

Sunday, 06th July 2008.

Woke up and then Sis came over to take her stuffs and then later at 7pm meet her up at Woodlands last cabin and Mom and Lil Bro board the train at AMK and we went Bugis. Bought garments and then Sis bought her pumps while I get my boho skirt. I'm so gonna get the New Future quarters skirt and the boho white pants end of this month. Dine at LJS and it was helluva fun la the outing though time doesn't allow us to shop alot. Poor little brother didn't get anything except food! HAHA! poor little birdy. :( Stayed over at AMK for a day there.

Monday, 07th July 2008.

Youth Day and we had no school. Woke up at 10am and then meet Ms Tay up at 12pm nearby my house to catch up on Scalars & Vectors and then later at 230pm, meet up with N&Q at bus stop. Over to Hougang to buy their fag and then over to Hougang Mall and ate KFC together with Asaad, Johan and Ernie tagging us along. 165ed over to Ang Mo Kio Park to meet the other two and then slack till 830pm and we had a whole lot of fun camwhoring funny pictures and spent our quality time talking about almost everything under the sun. I love my NESHQ the best! :D

Tomorrow back to school and then I will be all busy and tired with alot of stuffs on weekdays. So people, miss me alot aye? HEH. I'll be back on weekends with more fun and interesting post and pictures ahead! :D

2008-06-29T00:45:00.011+08:00

It's been a week eversince I last blog. Yes, I'm busy with school and also extra classes in the preparation for my big major O levels examinations which is in 69days time or prolly lesser than that. Gosh, time flies so fast then I didn't realize Dooms' are on its way. I must (*1000) do well and end in at least a Polytechnic to continue surviving my education cause I don't wish to see my 16years of education gone to waste just like that. I rather don't go school in that case and use the money on some other useful things right? Haha. Well enough of talking about O's. I don't want to count down to the days. So yeah, basically my one week is full of different feelings. Be it happy, bitter or sweet. All happened within a week.

Monday, 23rd June 2008.

It was the first day of school and NESHQ was supposed to be chatting on the phone till dawn but in the end, we went to sleep and didn't call each other. So yeah, I was busy msging M and the sweetest part was that he wake me up at 6am and only then he went to sleep. A new term, new timetable and basically everything's new and school ended at 4.45pm almost everyday besides Wednesdays and Friday due to Art and we had to stay till 6plus at least to print our calligraph boards. Lessons went as per normal till 2.10pm and then headed for lunch for 30 minutes and then back to class for another 2 hours of extra classes. The only different thing is that different days would be having different subject for extra classes. So yeah. & I'm starting to have this feeling that Dearest will call me up at night and he did but I was already asleep. Sucha waste.

Tuesday, 24th June 2008.

Had normal lessons and we had to stay for extra classes. It was Geography and Social Studies but since Mrs Chatterji wasn't in school, we headed home instead. Piles of homework was given and yet to be completed asap but I doubt it's possible for me to clear them up within a week. After change and stuffs, I went out with Aunt, Uncle and Dewi over to Causeway Point Night Market to buy some food and I saw Dearest and friends. Hello-ed and chatted with them for awhile and bidded goodbye. Later at night, he called me up and we chatted for wee hours and then went to sleep. & not forgetting complete my homework and guess what, Ms Tay informed us that we're having a Trigonometry Test on Thursday.

Wednesday, 25th June 2008.

Did the normal things in school and during PE had to complete our 2.4km and I failed. By few minutes. Too bad, no more stamina due to long term break. & yeah, stayback for Art class up till 530pm and headed home with Ernie. I mean it's like everyday since Monday I've been going home with Ernie by 169bus. The reason is because I can at least have my nap and then fresh awake at home to complete my homeworks. & Dearest called me up and we chatted for few hours and I off to bed.

Thursday, 26th June 2008.

Woke up late and was rushing to school and yes, NESHQ was late but luckily it was the first time for this Term. Stayback for Science remedial, Physics first followed by Biology. And I force Dearest to fetch me up after school during lunch. NESHQ together with Dearest bus-ed home and then E and us bus-ed 169 home. He sent me off to the lift. The sweetest part was he offered to carry my school bag cause I kept whining to him that my bag was too heavy. Heh. Thanks Dearest! Chatted with him for wee hours and I was pissed after she called me up and told me the shocking news.

He was msging her when I was on the phone with him. And fuck him, he told me the reason was actually to just to make friends only. Why must it be her? Why can't E instead? Seriously he really hurt me deeply this time round and I cried over the phone. I rejected his calls alot of times and he said sorry. I don't wish to elaborate more cause I will get pissed. Just imagine if you girls were to be in my shoes.

Friday, 27th June 2008.

We were late again and I was in no mood to study and concentrate on the lessons. 4 lessons was gone just like that. All I did was to cry in class and mute myself. Worst, after she showed me his msgs. I elaborate on that later. Stayed back for Art and gotten back my Trigo Test paper which we did yesterday and I failed like I was just expecting it. See Ms Tay after school and then went to do my Art till 6plus and went home.

Saturday, 28th June 2008.

Meet Cik Eton up at Marsiling and I saw Jambron in the train. Over to the Fuchun Community Centre area there to fetch the cousins and then 912ed to Causeway Point to lunch at Breeks. Meet up with FNF Gang; Eugene, Ernie, Kriss & Reesha at Suntec and then over to Heeren. Yes, we camwhore alot but I'll upload all photos asap in the next post. Ohya, saw Dinneezel when I was about to take the train over to town. Mrted and bused over to Cik Eton's house for a sleepover. Will be heading back to granny's place on later in the afternoon.

Sunday, 29th June 2008.

So yes, we went to Causeway Point's Seoul Garden to dine with Atok and Nenek along. Bahh, lazy to elaborate more.

I'm very disappointed in you. I don't mind you making friends with them and I don't mind you msging and contacting them but seriously why must you msg her instead of the other one? You know I cried when the day you ask me those questions during our conversation at the phone and I was so scared that it will happen and yeah, it did. I never in my whole entire life cried just because my bf or someone that I love most contacting with other girls or even worst my very own friend that I've known for the past 10years. I've yet to know you only less than 10 months and I cried helplessly the whole night. My eyes was swollen and infact it lasted for 2 days straight. I went to school and teachers notice the different in me on that day. All you did was to just say sorry and then get over it and that's all. You just don't understand how I feel. Shockingly when she showed me the intension of why you msg her. Like what they say the truth hurts. But for me IT REALLY HURTS ALOT HAIZAL. It really did. I rather you told me off straight away last time. I know you make it clear to me on 10th January 2008 to move on with my life and you'll move on with yours too cause you make it clear that we'll never end up back together again. I did but no one that I'm into tend to appear in my life to replace you. Infact we still do contact each other monthly and I remember when you called me on the 20th April and cried to me on the phone complaining and seeking for my help regarding your breakup with the girl that you love the most, Shidah. We even meet up and I was there to encourage you to move on and not to think of it too much. Didn't you even notice who was there helping you when you need help all this while? It was ME. Yes, it's SERI, Haizal. I gave you all my advice and all. After what happened last year, I still help you no matter what cause I want my loved ones to be happy. Yet again you pierced me deeply this time round. If all this while what you've been wanting is just a closer friendship but not relationship, you should've at least told me and not giving me fake hopes and asking if we could start all over again after the day we went out and visited your Dad and Co in the hospital. If only you can feel how hurtful it is to go through this thing. I was the one who is so stubborn and decided not to move on and decided to wait for your arrival when I know it won't happened at all. It's been nearly 9months and 10 days of me knowing you since the day you msg me. I hide my feelings for you to everyone even NESHQ and continue to be single without your presence in my life. And this is what I didn't even wish to happen, but it happen. I don't know what to do now. After thinking through and after all those advices NESHQ and my close ones gave me, I'm yet and still stubborn to move on after what happened and recently when I know that there's this guy who is not like me as in race came appearing since 19 June and being so ever nice to me and treating me well and that he even wins my heart but I still don't want to accept him. He's different than other guys I know but I can never love him. Maybe yes but it'll take ages for me to fall for him. I don't wish to be apart from you and I really love you alot though you've hurt me alot of times. The more I hate you the more I love you. I sound so desperate but no, I'm not. You just don't know how I feel. No one knows. Like what you always said to me, "Seri, kita merancangkan semua tapi Tuhan yang menentukannya."(We planned it but God decide it.) You created sucha big wound within a nick of time in my heart which will take ages for it to heal. The wound is so big that the pain can never be felt by others. I want the old us but the new you. I know it will never happen. :( This songs that I put marks the first song you sang to me that very night when we met each other way back then. I remembered clearly every of our memories and I don't know if you do. I miss you alot Rohaizal. I finally knew and realized that dreams are meant for sleeping and promises are meant to be broken and not dreams are meant to be chased and promises are meant to be done. Yes, I agree, not everyone is perfect but the one can be perfect if the trust is there. The longest will always hurt the hardest and I'm born to enjoy life and not be hurt by others. Well, enough is enough. Remember this?

Friday, 23rd November 2007, 02:32am

Unexpected yet planned,

Destiny brought us together,

Weird as it may,

You touched my heart and enter my soul,

When once you were a total stranger,

Who means nothing but just another living,

But now etched in my heart is your name,

And to love you is a must,

The first date, kept and treasured,

Sealed in my memories, perfect it is,

The beginning to our chapter,

So sweet and so fine,

The first kiss, I remember, sweetness lingers,

Romance in the air,

Perfect setting, perfect place,

The witness to our vows between you and me. :)

if only..

2008-06-22T14:38:00.013+08:00

Very sorry for not been updating my blog and let it rot for a long time. The overdued pictures are not with me yet and I got no time to blog whenever I used the computer. So get ready and open your eyes widely cause there's alot to update now. :D

Tuesday, 17th June 2008.

The plan to CCK Swimming Pool with NEQ was cancelled due to some reasons which I don't think I should mention here. So in the end, I stayed home and lazed around and not forgetting finishing up my holiday homework.

Wednesday, 18th June 2008.

Woke up and got ready for Art and guess what, Ms Rokia open the door and then she left for meeting. And yeah, Krisstle and me went to shellac the back of our boards and then we head home. I went home to change and stuffs and mrted over to Ernie's crib to finish up my homework. Headed home at about 10pm.

Thursday, 19th June 2008.

Yes, very shocking, indeed! Telepathy I guess. Haizal, the dearest called me at 11am and told me about the bad news that his father was warded in the hospital since Sunday due to stroke. He asked me out to Town to accompany him shopping and then over to TTSH to visit his dad. Went to meet him up at 1230pm and B&S and then mrted down to Orchard and Topman, FCUK and Zara at Wisma and then over to Heeren for Flash & Splash. Mrted down to Novena and bought BK for lunch. Meet up with his family and then later at 6pm, dearest & Abg Yan sent me off to Novena station and then mrted down to meet up with the FNF Gang. Meet Ernie, Audi & Johan at Far East and then Krisstle, Linda, Reesha and Eugene came. Walk over to Pacific Plaza & Mango and then 190ed to Esplanade for the mini celebration of Reesha's Sweet 16 Birthday together with Jumalee and Fir along. I went home first and 960ed to Woodlands. So ya, Happy Sweet 16 Reesha! :D

Friday, 20th June 2008.

Woke up and mrted to Ang Mo Kio. Over to Mom's place for lunch and fetch brother and mrted back to Woodlands to sent him off to Cik Eton. Mrted down to Orchard and browse around to find brother's gift. Nothing caught my eyes but instead, I went to buy tops at Forever 21 and Mango for myself. Mango sales la oi! Mrted back to AMK and went to buy him a wallet and a top at OP. I bought 3 printed tops at OP for myself too.

Saturday, 21st June 2008.

Woke up pretty late and did nothing. Went to take the cake and then get ready at Mom's shop for bro's suprise birthday. So ya, the riders and us celebrate Amirul's 10th Birthday, cum Wan's 24th Birthday and Farewell To Hafiz too. The celebration was fun and we went home at 3am.

Hey little rascal, Happy 10th Birthday and study hard. Don't play too much and stop acting so soft whenever me and Kakak beat or bullied you. Much love! And please lose some weight, your elbow are becoming like mine! :D

Sunday, 22nd June 2008.

Time to finish up all my homeworks and will be heading back to Woodlands later at night. I rejected to meet up with Dearest today as I've got piles of homeworks left untouch. Tomorrow back to school people!

& NESHQ, remember the usual huh, tonight! :D

Dearest, I don't know what else to say. I'm hoping you change for a better and make this a better one this time round.

2008-06-16T21:20:00.004+08:00

Say goodbye to June holidays. My holidays are occupied unlike others. Since the first week the O's candidates were having their extra class for a week and then followed by the second week and third week, the Art students have to come to school to complete their Art O Level work asap! Nevertheless, I still meet up my drugs and lovelies. :D

On Thursday the plan was changed for quite a few times and in the end, I meet Ernie up at Yishun interchange and then 854ed over to Hougang and took 112 to Kovan and meet Reesha. Krisstle then came and we walk over to the pool place. We played for an hour and the A came. Ernie and A went to meet us straight at Vivo and then the three of us NEL to Vivo. Dined at Banquet for our late dinner at 8pm. Went to the roof to slack and went separate ways at 1030. Saw my long lost friend. And yes, Mogan a new friend came. (I bet Nazzy will be ROFL!) Lazed around the whole Friday and then do a little bit of my holiday homeworks. At 5pm, went jogging around the neighbourhood till 6pm and then played badminton with Aunt and Uncle till 630pm and we went home.

Went down AMK to meet my 2 drugs, Power Nazzy and Iccy Ernie together with Reesha. Ate Banquet for lunch and then walk over to Popular to buy some writing materials. 265ed over to my crib and we studied all the way till 8pm. Head down to Haji Karim for dinner and went separate ways. I accompanied Ernie back home to take some stuffs and then 169ed to Woodlands and 913ed home.

On Sunday, the plan to meet with the Sentosa gang went not smoothly but overall I did enjoyed myself. Alot of waiting for people but in the end, we did have alot of fun. Pictures are in Faizal's dg. Will upload them once received. Meet the gang at City Hall then walk over to Marina Square to find a place to dine and in the end we ate ar Carls' Jr. Waited for another few to come and then walk over to Fountain Wealth at Suntec. Pe'ah and Sadat then came with the cake and then we sang song and watch the fountain till about 10pm. And when boredoms came, the few boys, Nizam, Rahadi, Pe'ah, Raqin, Misbah, Yan decided to play catching. After they sweat alot and realised that is already 1130pm, we bidded goodbye. I cab home to AMK.

And today the plan to go for a movie with Mogan was cancelled. Had a slight fever and thanks alot to Mom. I just don't understanding you. I am always the victim for you to vent your anger at. Shit la you fucking father. I don't want say more. And stupid monthly bleeding is preventing me to enjoy swimming tomorrow with my drugs. AHHHH! Shits la.

2008-06-11T15:14:00.002+08:00

Dewi and family are away for three days and it's hell for me. Nenek will scream her lungs out as early as 10am to wake me up and force me to do the house chores but luckily on Monday, Mom, Sis and Little Bro sleepover and I left home early in the morning to school for Art. I've shellac my big board but just the front part and now we have to carve it during the weekends and then the next week we STILL have to go back to school for the printing trial. Tell me about it, am I having a real 4weeks or rather a perfect one month of holiday? No, hell no.

Oh well, while humans and creatures are sleeping during the night time, I'm enjoying every minute of my life talking to my precious fuckheads till dawn. Yes, we talk alot and I'm loving it. I forget my miserable past and they cheer me up and makes me feel occupied. Nevertheless they're still my best drugs to feed on daily. And yesterday, went to meet NEH for a last minute outing. Went over Lavender first without H to collect E's IC and my passport. Afterwhich we dine in at Raffles Banquet together with H and A along. Oh, keep wander who is A la. After we filled our stomach, walk ever to Bugis Street bought Shamila's present and A's stickers. Mrted down Orchard and walk around Wisma and head for late dinner at Mac's Shaw House. Bidded goodbye at 930pm and home sweet home.

Cheers to myself that I think I'm moving on slowly. I mean I msg him lesser now though I realized that we only meet once a month and talk on the phone only after we meet each other on that particular day itself. Missing him is a yes but at the least, I got a whole lot of his pictures in my phone to have a good gazed at it. Dearest, I know you won't be able to read this but I'm missing you alot and whatever it is, I'll be there if you need someone to talk and share your says with. I hope you're doing well now with your work and take good care of yourself and don't keep injuring yourself. Give your right thumb a good rest aye. The day you showed me I was shock to see it, seriously.

And besides that, I want to say it out loud that I hate to receive an unknown msgs or calls from anyone. Be it, you're a Malay, Chinese, Eurasian or probably a mixture of Indian. Like seriously I rather you msg me and tell me the truth as in where you get my number or who passed it to you and not making up stories like, "Oh, I banged into this guy and then we talk while walking after saying sorry and before we bidded goodbye he pass your number to me, so yeah that's how I get your number." Oh come on, be smarter abit can? I got brains though I intend to be slow at times but please, I'm a big expert at lying and I know all different kinds of lies la. So before you want to lie to me, I'm afraid I must say that you're not good at lieing and I rather you don't lie in the first place. Okay? It'll be great if whoever the person is happened to drop by my blog and read this. Wow, happy la tersangat. :D

I think I stop here, I blog too much now. Goodbye. :D

2008-06-08T14:26:00.002+08:00

Art is a killer but thanks to Mr Nicholas for all the help. At last, I'm done with my final layout. I only left to shalec the file and start carving and printing and also the 8 boards have to be completed asap. School's gonna be reopen in 2 weeks time and I've done nothing much.

Piles of homeworks are still not completed and I've not been doing any revisions yet. To be true, I haven't been touching the books since school closed. Heh! I overslept and didn't went for POA last week and skipped art but instead, meet up with NEQ at Yishun to slack. Tuesday I spent the whole day at home and on Wednesday when I went for Art, I realized that I'm so left behind than others. Thursday had Physics in the morning and then went home to change and meet Rachel and head down to Bugis then Town for shopping instead of coming for Art. GSS is all over but nothing caught my eyes so far. Friday morning we're supposed to have Physics but Ms Chng couldn't make it so it was postponed. Went Art and I'm finally done.

Yesterday went home to meet Mom, Sis and BF, Lil Bro and then head down to Compass Point to get my new hp but somehow we couldn't. Cabed to AMK and then mrted to Bugis. Sis bought her stuffs there and we head town to get my stuffs but I'm still no satisfied with it. Before heading town, dine at Tong Seng for dinner. Mrted back to Woodlands with Sis BF then meet up Farhan & Co at Civics for awhile.

Woke up and do some house chores and bidded goodbye to Dewi, Aunt and Uncle as they'll be going for holiday at Tiuman till Thursday. The sweetest part is that Dewi shook hands with me and give me a hug. Aaw, very sweet of her. And for the next 4-5 days I have to take care of Granny and bear with every of her naggings. Goshh! NESHQ, Cliques; any plans do beep me! :D

Okay I am very very bored now. Will update if necessary.

2008-06-08T14:08:00.002+08:00

1) At what age do you wish to marry?

Around 25-27 maybe?

2) How many children do you want?

Just 2, a boy and then a girl. Or a boy-girl twins would be lovely!

3) What I want the most now?

Loads of money for GSS!

4) What are your future plans?

Complete and get over my O's ASAP!

5) If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what will it be?

Turn back the time to 20 Oct 2007.

6) What are you afraid to lose now?

Family & NESHQ.

7) Which is worst, sarcasm or honestly?

Sarcasm of course.

8) From the first letter of your name, what would the letter best describe you?

Slow! Cause I'll intend to "huh" alot of times.

9) How strong(in your heart) can you be?

I'm not quite sure about this.

10) What are the requirements that you wish from other half?

To be the one and only that he would truly love.

11) Which type of person you hate most?

Those nowadays youngsters who step wannabe. Grow up pls.

12) Do you cherish every single of your friendship?

Yeap, definitely!

13) Do you believe in God?

Yes, of course. Allah Maha Esa. :D

14) What do you think is most important thing in your life?

Family & NESHQ.

15) Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

Depends on the situation.

16) What do you want your friend to be like?

Be themselves and be who they are.

17) What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?

I leave this ans to them.

18) If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?

Hmm, can't think of any currently.

19) If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?

Sister, NESHQ and close cliques.

20) If there was one thing that you would like to say to a certain someone, what would it be?

?? Blank.

Okay, Feifei, I'm done with the survey. I won't sabo people to do. Whoever feels like doing it, by all means.

2008-06-01T14:18:00.007+08:00

Tuesday 27th May 2008.

Back to school for revision. From 0830-1000 had Biology and then 1000-1030 break. 1030-1200 was Social Studies and then after an hour had Art till about 4pm. Meet him up at Civic library after he finish work and then he accompany me by using his laptop while i do my art. At about 9pm, we left the library and 913ed over to old woodlands as he wanted to sell off his old hp. After selling off his hp, we 901ed back to Causeway Point and intended to eat BK's but cancelled and we went home instead.

Wednesday 28th May 2008.

Had Geography from 0830-1000 and went for break. 1030-1200 had English and we did Oral Picture. Afterwhich was Art and I reach home earlier. Slept throughout the whole night that I didn't realize he msg me.

Thursday 29th May 2008.

Maths was first from 0830-1000 but at 0900, Mr Singh took over and it was hilarious when he thought us angle of elevation and depression. After break was English and then at 1300 was Art. Ended early and went home to change and then headed down to library to finish off my art work.

Friday 30th May 2008.

0830-1000 was Maths and then at 1030-1200 was Physics but we slack. End up, Ms Chng released us early and then I skipped Art. Went Outback to collect my pay and later in the evening, meet up with Ernie and Reesha for Friday Night Fever. I know, just the three of us is like not happening but we had fun. Went over Marina's Square and dine at BK. Walk and shop around and 12ed to Downtown. Mrted back at about 11plus.

Saturday 31st May 2008.

Meet Eyla, Fyda and Feifei at about 11plus at Dhoby and NEL to Harbourfront. Bused to Beach Station and then took tram over to Pahlawan Beach and I saw Aaron. Got changed and then we settle down somewhere near the toilet to makan first. After makan, we cross the bridge and actually intended to tanned there but the place was dirty. Cross back again and quickly lay our mats nearby the bridge. Tanned for an hour and then played the water. Shift place again and then took pictures like alot can. Made new friends (Acap, Fadly, Miyak, Sadan, Faiz, Faizal, Rahadi, Yan, Peah, Raqin, Mikbar, Fuad, Tinesh) there and after changing, we went Clarke Quay with them. Slack and chill till about 11plus and I meet Amirul & Co at Memorial. Took last train home with them and I enjoy my day alot!

Sunday 01st June 2008.

Working at 5pm shift.

2008-05-27T00:12:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for Saturday to Sentosa with the Girlfriends. And finally, one major paper is done. Goodbye MT and Hello the other subjects. (: I was relieved that the paper was much more easier than Mid Year. :D

Till then, Happy June Holidays and Happy Mugging For Upcoming O's.

2008-05-22T23:34:00.010+08:00

It's gonna be a super duper long post today and with pictures as someone complained that my blog is so bare :D

Thursday 15th May 2008.

From 740 to 940, the 4E's and 5NA's had our NAPFA Test and then at 94o we were suppose to have normal lesson which is Biology but Mdm Ratnam was not even at the class and so we decided to declare a free period by ourselves. Afterwhich we then went recess and then English and 75% of the students slept. After English had 2 periods of Art and Ms Rokia was not in and so we did our own stuffs and then dismissed. After school went to Hougang Mall with Ginn and Rayray. Lunched at Long John's and home sweet home. NEH was absent from school.

Friday 16th May 2008.

Had MT Intensive and at 1130 we had talk from some celebrities from Suria and Eddy Cradle was there. GAWD!!! He's so cute! After school rush home and then got ready to work as I was in the 5pm shift. I won the trip to Genting as I passed my food test and scored at least a 75%. At 12am, meet Amirul & Co at Civics Centre. Slack for awhile and they 901ed home while I 913ed home.

Saturday 17th May 2008.

Went over to Cik Eton's place at about 4pm and then Abg Noi fetch us at Woodlands mrt and fetch Mom, Sis and little brother. Went over Toa Payoh and visited Grandpa. Cik Eton ordered pizza and we karaoke-ed. At about 10pm, went off separate ways. Brother sleepover Cik Eton's place and cab home while the four of us(Mom, Sis, Abg Noi and myself) went to slack at Seletar Reservoir. At about 1am, Abg Noi sent us off and I stay over AMK.

Sunday 18th May 2008.

Woke up and then got ready and went home at about 6pm. Before leaving, ate at Mom's place and then mrted back over to Woodlands.

Monday 19th May 2008.

Morning breakfast MacDonalds which Cik Eton brought for us. She came over and then later at 2pm, mrted to AMK and sent Little brother back home and then went to get my hair trim and layer-ed and then slack with NE over at Ginn's place till about 6pm. Went back AMK and slack at home with Abg Noi. Later at about 8pm, he drove me back over to Woodlands.

Tuesday 20th May 2008.

Had MT Intensive and after school, went Central to get some stuffs and then mrted home. Slept throughout after dinner.

Wednesday 21st May 2008.

Had MT Intensive again and then went home straight and went out again to Woodlands Library to do my Art Research.

Thursday 22nd May 2008.

Had normal lessons today and after Assembly we were brief regarding our MT O's which is on this coming Monday. & tomorrow will be having MT Intensive and then Meet The Parents' Session. I was called to see Mr Singh. Pray for the best tomorrow for me. :D

Overdued Pictures.

During MYE Self Revision. (The 3am Face)

Mothers' Day

That's ALL, :D

2008-05-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

Just a quick and random update.

Mothers' Day was celebrated together with the family was fun and the food was nice. Minus the waiting time for the food to arrive sucks alot. On Monday and Tuesday were the checking of results and I'm sad to say that I didn't do well despite burning the midnight oil. No more elaborations. MT O's are next and there will be intensive MT lessons for the 4E and 5Ns. And today's lessons(Wed, 14th) was fun. Yes, Mr Hasreen loves to match make people. And on Tuesday the B Girls had Floorball Interhouse and Burghley went to the finals and if I'm not wrong, we came in 4th or 3rd.

Till then, will upload pictures asap. Much love yall. :D

2008-05-11T12:25:00.003+08:00

Can I like scream and say loudly here that MYE is FINALLY over. Results are next followed by Prelims and O's. Gees, boring.

So on Friday after school, the plan was cancelled. Ernie and Nazzy had F&N Shatec's thingy after paper. Went to AMK Central's MacDonalds for breakfast with Irah and Ahginn instead. Afterwhich we headed home. I walk home with Ahginn as I'm going back to AMK to take some stuffs and ask Mom to sign some stuffs regarding school. Mrted to Woodlands and had a short nap and then mrted to work. Started at 5pm and Mr Man told me to be the host for today as Elaine had to rush somewhere. The crowd was big and there was a long waiting list. Ended work at 10plus and then went home straight.

Yesterday went to work at 230pm instead as we're having classroom on presentation skills for all servers. Started at 5pm and was the host again. The crowd was not that much compared to yesterday's crowd. Elaine had her last day and then Egy left at 945pm and Mr Sooria asked me to stay up till 10pm. Went to change and then he offered me to stay to have supper first. Walk to station with Hilmy and mrted back home taking the last train towards Marina Bay. He alighted at Ang Mo Kio while I continue till Woodlands. Saw Tasha and Co at last cabin and went home with them. Bidded goodbye and I home sweet home.

Happy Mothers' Day to all Mothers in the world. I'm suppose to work at 5pm today but I think I'm not going as I'm having plans later with Mom and Granny. I bought Mom a box of Ferrero Rochea and a flower too. I love you Mom.

Alright, will upload and update pictures soon. <33

2008-05-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

One minute he's here, the other minute, he's gone!

Yes, missing without a trace.

Exams is a killer. Seriously. Almost all the papers are done, I'm left with only Art later and Science(Phy/Bio) MCQs on Friday. Yes MYE is over but like what Krisstle says, "the mother fucking big Os will be next". Grr. This few weeks I've been burning the midnight oil studying for MYE. I'm so gonna flunk Science paper. Worst, Biology. I target that I for sure score a U Grade or rather F9. Physics was an okay-okay one. I didn't manage to do those sums that I skipped as there wasn't enough time to complete my papers. English, MT, POA, Art, Humans is my only hope to pass. But I think I will pass with a slightly just pass grades. Oh well, pray for the best.

Dearest. I don't know what's with him for not replying my messages and answering my phone calls. One minute he was there and then next minute he's gone for so long and so far and then come back for a short period of time and then gone again. Am I like asking so much from you? I wander why. And I miss my Ripcurl jacket. Fuck, it's with him and my Adidas bag too. & greatly, I've been bumping into his friends eversince I stay here. Sighs.

This past few days I have been slacking with the boys, Ser, Fir and Ikhsan for group study and then chill. It's fun but sadly, I'm the victim they bullied. Thanks alot eh. Like the past two days when Ser wanted to throw a bottle at Ikhsan but it lands on my head instead with a loud sound. And I visited Mom back at Ang Mo Kio few days back for quite a few times. I miss her but I'm glad that she's doing fine. Father is certified jobless just this evening when Granny told me. I don't know what else to say to him. I know I agree to Mom's decision for divorcing with Father. Sis have started her new job as a personal assistance and Abg Noi, you take care of yourself in there and Adk gonna miss you badly. What a pathetic life and family I have now.

I end here and will update when MYE is finally over. For now, I'm so gonna "cheong" my Art. Sweet Dreams people! <33

2008-05-01T16:53:00.002+08:00

Few papers and I'm done with MYE(s). Study hard people! All the best! :D

2008-04-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

I know my blog look so dead. Let me repeat again, I'm staying over at my granny's house from now onwards. Will only be coming back home when everything is okay. I admit I miss Mom alot. The last time I saw her was when 17th April till now. Though communication is high tech now, but still I haven't seen here face to face. I miss you Mom.

Oh well, things are fine now at granny's place. I got freedom, I got everything I want. And I got peace from all the problems I have to encounter at former house. Oh ya, recently Haizal broke up with his gf and I'm damn happy. Why? It's all got to do with Karma, boy. And on Thursday evening, it was unplanned and we meet up at Causeway Point and then walk over to our usual slacking place, Admiralty Park. To tell you the truth, I lazy to entertain his cries over for her. Sorry, but seriously. Saw VimalGALAH and HEHE! :D

And on Friday was my so called last day of work at the moment due to examinations I'm sitting for the next few weeks. And on Saturday, had extra lesson for Maths in the morning and then went to have lunch with Ser, Fir, Reesha and NE. It was fun and then later in the noon I went back to school as we will be heading to the Buddhist Association Lodge to collect the Bursary Award and I received $650. Sunday itself, went out with Aunt, Uncle and my little cousin to Safra Club for bowling session. See, I think my Uncle is better to be my father. What upsets me most is that he don't even bother to call or check me up. Like cheebyeee! Nvm. So be it.

After English Paper today, NES, Fir, Ser and Ikhsan went to have lunch together at Kovan's KFC and it was fun with them laughing and bullying me 24/7. And the funny part was when when I wanted to alight at my stop, Ser went to block my way down. HAHA. "Kirim salam Seri je tau."(sent my regards to Seri only okay) A conversation between Fir and Ser on the phone after Ser left. HAHA! Cute stuffs, okay.

Mid-Year Examinations have begun, guess I need alot of time to start revised now before it's too late. Good luck to all those who are sitting for their examinations and all the best. Shall update if time allows me too. Till then, much love readers. :D

2008-04-21T20:35:00.003+08:00

OH MY DEAREST BOY! :)

Only I know what's going on.

7 DAYS MORE TO MYE, STUDY PEOPLE! :D

2008-04-20T21:37:00.013+08:00

Friday, 18th April 2008.

Off to school as usual and then headed over to Northpoint after school with Nazzy & Ernie to grab Irah's present. We bought her a button down shirt with vintage design on it. Afterwhich, I mrted back home then get ready for work. Am working at 5pm today instead of Saturday. Work was okay but I receive no tips at all. :( Took last train back home and then saw Jambron and gang. Alighted at Woodlands and then decided to slack with them at Civic till 3am. Met new friends, Kadir, Tasha, Afiq, Taufiq, Feeqah.

Saturday, 19th April 2008.

Woke up and then got ready and went to Ernie's house. Afterwhich at 350pm we left and meet up with NHQ. Mrted to City Hall and dine at Food Lort. Walk and browse around and then meet Raylene and off to Orchard. Did some shopping and then slack at Taka Garden. Later then Naz, Ernie & Ahginn came with the cake and sang birthday song to Irah. At about 1030pm, Naz, Ahginn and Ray left while the three of us slack and chill at Taka Garden till about 11plus. Took last train and alighted at Admiralty and 913ed back home.

Sunday, 20th April 2008.

Was awaken by Haizal's msg asking me out to town to accompany him. As usual, confirm he wants to go shopping. So I agreed. Clean the room and finish up my Maths work. Waited for him to end work and then with anger, he said. "hmm,tk jadi uh, sorry" I screwed him up. And he keep saying sorry for thousand times. Later at 9pm, he msg me sharing his problems and blahh. Oh boy, this is what I call karma. You did this to me and then she did that to you.

Friday, 23rd November 2007, 02:32am

Unexpected yet planned,

Destiny brought us together,

Weird as it may,

You touched my heart and enter my soul,

When once you were a total stranger,

Who means nothing but just another living,

But now etched in my heart is your name,

And to love you is a must,

The first date, kept and treasured,

Sealed in my memories, perfect it is,

The beginning to our chapter,

So sweet and so fine,

The first kiss, I remember, sweetness lingers,

Romance in the air,

Perfect setting, perfect place,

The witness to our vows between you and me. :)

Those words you said to me while we're on the phone and when you ask me a favour to read her blog just now and I came across this phrases too in her post. You make girls fall for you using this words? Wow! How amazing! Splendid siol! Sometimes I wander, why am I so stupid, waiting for you to be mine once again and then why I still bother to keep in touch with you although we have no strings attached. Let's put in this way and just be close friends like how we are now.

Well, enough said. Tomorrow is Monday and back to school and to Dearest Hadirah, Happy Sweet Sixteen Birthday. 3 down, 2 to go. HAHA! Pelan-pelan kayu eh! :D

Doom's Day in a weeks' time, people start mugging yaw! :D Till then.

2008-04-17T21:23:00.003+08:00

A very random post.

School's fine and Mom and me are alright now. "I love you too". So far yet so near. Sighs. Friday tomorrow, off to work and then Saturday will be heading out with NESHQ.

HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY HADIRAH! :D