missing him badly.
girl. boy.
seri nadzia samsuri. [mistery].
15th february 1992. [private].
aquarius. capricorn.
purple. yellow.
I miss your charming smile,
I miss the memories spent,
I'm thinking of you
and I'm here waiting for you.
I wish I could hug you,
I wish I could kiss you,
I wish I could be with you<
Now and forever.
i wish upon the stars,
to be with you all my life
and to LOVE you as I always do.
Worites. My life is so boring now.I had been single for don't know how many months and that sucks. Well, sometimes I enjoyed it but sometimes not. I enjoyed it cos I'm free to be what I am and who I want. The boring part is, you can't share your love with someone you treasure and care the most. Recently, we had our Sports Heat. Something happened and makes me remind of the past memories we spent before. I just realised that I miss him. More than words. I don't know how to express in words. Hais. I was trying not to remember all those times but can't. Whenever I'm alone in the bus or moody, I remembered him. His face, his charming smile, hugs and so on. Nk kate rindu, yarhs. But he's one of a kind. A kind where I also don't know how to described. Only they know. Hmm. And on Friday, i bumped into him. He was like shock. And i was like so embarass. i msg him recently. But he didnt bother to reply. Wadever larhs. I knew it from the start that he was like that. Hmm. I noticed that he was looking at me during that noon, but when i turn to look at him, he purposely changed his view to another side. And that was so obvious. DUHH! Hmm, i knew and I'm so sure that he will not change. Maybe not the time yet. I don't know. I was just waiting for him to change his character. And one thing that it clear in my mind was the time he use to avoid me. And that was so obvious! He pretended not to see me and walk away from me when I was actually just beside him and jeling at me. I was so fucked up. Really. And I mean it. Now, I'm left with a week before holidays. I need do something. Something that can make me forget about im and the memories we spent together. Oh God, make every single thing fade in my mind. Hais. Can it really fade? I'm here waiting for a miracle to happen. oh God. Will it really happened then? I had no idea. But I still miss him. Miss every little bit of time spent with him. I guess it wont happened or will it rathered came true again. And now we are not in good terms anymore and that makes me feel so miserable. Okies, i'll ahall end it here. I guess bottle up my feelings ain't effective enough. i've expressed it all. So, tiil here then.
bubyes.
How long shall i find happiness in my life?
I hope a miracle will happen.
I hope so.
Missing you badly.
:((
seri nadzia samsuri. [mistery].
15th february 1992. [private].
aquarius. capricorn.
purple. yellow.
I miss your charming smile,
I miss the memories spent,
I'm thinking of you
and I'm here waiting for you.
I wish I could hug you,
I wish I could kiss you,
I wish I could be with you<
Now and forever.
i wish upon the stars,
to be with you all my life
and to LOVE you as I always do.
Worites. My life is so boring now.I had been single for don't know how many months and that sucks. Well, sometimes I enjoyed it but sometimes not. I enjoyed it cos I'm free to be what I am and who I want. The boring part is, you can't share your love with someone you treasure and care the most. Recently, we had our Sports Heat. Something happened and makes me remind of the past memories we spent before. I just realised that I miss him. More than words. I don't know how to express in words. Hais. I was trying not to remember all those times but can't. Whenever I'm alone in the bus or moody, I remembered him. His face, his charming smile, hugs and so on. Nk kate rindu, yarhs. But he's one of a kind. A kind where I also don't know how to described. Only they know. Hmm. And on Friday, i bumped into him. He was like shock. And i was like so embarass. i msg him recently. But he didnt bother to reply. Wadever larhs. I knew it from the start that he was like that. Hmm. I noticed that he was looking at me during that noon, but when i turn to look at him, he purposely changed his view to another side. And that was so obvious. DUHH! Hmm, i knew and I'm so sure that he will not change. Maybe not the time yet. I don't know. I was just waiting for him to change his character. And one thing that it clear in my mind was the time he use to avoid me. And that was so obvious! He pretended not to see me and walk away from me when I was actually just beside him and jeling at me. I was so fucked up. Really. And I mean it. Now, I'm left with a week before holidays. I need do something. Something that can make me forget about im and the memories we spent together. Oh God, make every single thing fade in my mind. Hais. Can it really fade? I'm here waiting for a miracle to happen. oh God. Will it really happened then? I had no idea. But I still miss him. Miss every little bit of time spent with him. I guess it wont happened or will it rathered came true again. And now we are not in good terms anymore and that makes me feel so miserable. Okies, i'll ahall end it here. I guess bottle up my feelings ain't effective enough. i've expressed it all. So, tiil here then.
bubyes.
How long shall i find happiness in my life?
I hope a miracle will happen.
I hope so.
Missing you badly.
:((
posted by Seri Nadzia @ 9:55 PM
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