BULLSHIT.

OKEYHS. IM BACK TO UPDATE AND SHARE MY PROBLEMS NOW.
THIS FEW DAYS, MY LIFE SUCKS. I MEAN IT.
READ THE RECENT POST AND YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THE STORY.
IF YOU CANT THEN FORGET IT.
TODAY, AROUND 6+PM, I GOT CHANGED AND WENT TO AMK CENTRAL.
BOUGHT SOMETHING.
THEN HEADED TO SERANGOON.
PLANNED TO GO ATIKAH HSE BUT WAS CANCELLED DUE TO SOME PROBLEMS HAD.
SHE NOT ME. DONT WANNA MENTIONED.
TOOK 165 AND DROP OPPOSITE SERANGOON CC.
MET FARHAN[SGS] AT BLOK 126.
THEN SAT DOWN AND CHIT-CHATTED TIL 7.45PM.
HE NEED TO GO TO BUGIS TO MEET HIS BAND MEMBERS, TO PRACTISE HIS PERFORMANCE COMING UP ON SATURDAY. GIG. WELL, MAYBE IM GOING. WITH? HMM. FARHAN I GUESS.
I MEAN THE OTHER FARHAN[PEICAI].
AFTER FARHAN[SGS] LEFT, SAT UNDER THE BLOK ALONE.
MSG-ED VICTORIA.
THEN MEET HER AT 123 AT 8PM.
SHE AND QIU. ONLY.
CHIT-CHATTED AND TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS WITH LUQKI.
CRIED AGAIN. AFTER HEARING WHAT THEY SAY.
THEY APOLOGISED FORLYING TO ME ALL THAT. I WAS NEMINDS.
THEN VIC SAYS."YOU KNOW WHAT, WE ACTUALLY WANT TO HELP YOU. WE ASK LUQKI ABOUT YOU BOTH THEN HE SAY DONT INTERFERE.HE WILL SETTLE IT WITH YOU."
AND I SAID,"HUH?HE SAY HE WANNA SETTLE BETWEEN THE TWO OF US?THEN IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY DIDNT HE BOTHER TO MSG OR CALL ME AND SORT THINGS OUT!"
I WAS BURSTING. THEY WERE LIKE,"SERI,RELAX KEYHS?DONT LIKE THAT LEI."
I IGNORE AND CONTINUE CRYING.
THEN VICTORIA ASKED AGAIN,"WHAT DO YOU THINK THE REASON WHY LUQKI DIDNT BOTHER TO REPLY TO MSGS AND ALL?"
I WAS LIKE,"HUH? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"
THEN SHE CONTINUE,"I MEAN WHAT IS THE POSSIBILITY LARHS."
AND I SAID THAT I HAD NO IDEA.
THEN SHE ADDED."ACTUALLY SERI, HE TOLD ME THAT HIS FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU IS FADING AWAY".
I WAS LIKE,"WHAT!!!".
THEN SHE TOLD ME TO MSG HIM. WHICH I DID.

ME AND VICTORIA'S PLAN.

FIRST MSG SENT: Do you have anything to tell me?
[AND I WAITED FOR 5 MINS, HE DIDNT REPLY.]

SECOND MSG: What's going on between us?
[AND I WAITED AGAIN FOR 10 MINS, HE DIDNT REPLY.]

THEN VIC ASK ME TO CALL HIS HP USING MY HP.
HE DIDNT PICK UP.
THEN SHE TOLD ME TO USE QIU'S HP.
HER NUMBER WAS A PRIVATE ONE.
IT RANG, AND THEN SOMEONE PICK UP.
NOT HIM BUT A GIRL'S VOICE.
HUIQI'S. I KNEW IT.
SHE WAS SAYING,"HELLO,WHOSE THIS?"
AND THEN I SAY,"WHOSE THIS?"
THEN SILENT.
THEN VIC ASK ME TO HANG UP.
I WAS SO FUCK UP.
THEN I CALLED FARHAN[PEICAI].
I ASK HIM WHERE IS HE AND HE SAY HE WAS AT HOME.
HE ASK ME WHY THEN I TOLD HIM EVERYTHING.
I THOUGHT THEY WERE TOGETHER. BUT NO. HE WENT OFF FIRST.
AND THEN WE HANG UP. HE'S THE GOOD FRIEND OF MINE.
HE SAYS,"DAH SERI, KAU TAKE CARE JER, APAPE PICIT AKU, JGN STRESS2. KEYHS?
WE HUNG UP THEN.




YOU USED TO CALL ME DEAR,
YOU USED TO CALL ME SYG.
AND NOW, I NO LONGER HEARD THOSE WORDS.
WHY?
EVERSINCE THE DAY WE MET,
YOU ARE NOT LIKE THE GUY I KNEW BEFORE.
YOU'VE CHANGED.
I MEAN IT.
ALOT.
WHERE ARE ALL YOUR PROMISES?
YOU PROMISE TO BE WITH ME,
YOU PROMISE TO CARE FOR ME AND
ON TOP OF ALL,
YOU PROMISE TO LOVE ME.
NOW AND FOREVER.
BUT NOW? WHAT IS THIS?
CRAPS AND BULLSHITS!
NO WANDER MY GHURLS SAYS,
"SWEET TALKERS ARE MOTHER FUCKERS!"
AND I REALISED ITS TRUE.
AND HEY, DONT THINK YOU CAN RUN AWAY FROM ME.
I WILL NOT LET YOU OFF SO EASILY.
YOU ARE STILL MINE. IT HAS NOT ENDED YET.
I WANT AN EXPLANATION FROM YOU.
I MEAN IT.

SAD AND HURT.