BUSY. SAD.
TODAY.
woke up early.
was awake by his msg.
i was shock.
didnt aspect him to reply.
yesterday night, i couldnt sleep.
so i decided to msg Luqman.
i said,
"Hey,are you asleep? Care for a chat? I mean thru msg.Im bored.I dont wanna talk about our probs. Just a normal chat. Hmm. If you tk sudi, then tkpe. Hais.."
he replied at 7.23am.
"Sori if ive beebn avoiding u ol this while. my reason is easy. since farhan dah dpt ika alek,i mcm tanak rapat sgt ngn dorng cos it reminds me of mie past. so thats it. i guess we just have to go on our separate ways and start anew. so take caiire."
i cried a million years.
i replied,
"But i cant bear to be apart from you. Lately ive not been with them cos it makes me remind of the memories i had with you. U, pls.. I will do anything for the sake of you.. Please.. I really cant bear to be apart with you. There's still along way for us to go. I don't want to end it here.. =("
i waited for like 2 hours, yet he didnt reply. i sent one more text then.
"U, are you there? Are you trying to say that you're gonna end our relationship now? Just like that? U sanggop tglkn i menderita sesorgn? I maseh sygkn u. My love towards you is still strong and I dont wish to be without you. Please u.. ="""( "
finally he replied,
"U noe tat i realli regret 2 reply ur nsg...Now i tel u 4 e last tyme..i wanna go on my separate ways...u cn find a bter person den mie.I dUn wAnA hear u say 'I LOVE U','MIZ U' anymore! "
i was damn fucking shock and cried after reading his msg.
and i reply for the last time.
" =""""(( I have nothing to sat anymore. Thanks for everything.. Thanks for HURTING my feelings.. U toyed my heart and feelings.. Take Care and Goodbye.. =( "
HE SUCH A JERK. I SHOULDNT HAVE FALL IN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE. JUST WHAT WAS HIS INTENTION OF DOING THIS? HE JUST CANT SEEMS TO FORGET HIS 'PRECIOUS EX'. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. MUST BE A REASON BEHIND IT I GUESS.
THATS IT. I HAD ENOUGH.
I LAYED ON THE BED CRYING HELPLESSLY AND ENDLESSLY THINKING OF YOU.
NOW, IT'S OVER. WE ARE DONE. YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF DIRT.
in the evening at around 6.30, meet Q and do homework under her blok there till 8.30.
weehu. finally some done.
WAY TO GO:-
*GEOGRAPHY[ANY 5 CHAPS]MINDMAP.
*SCIENCE REVISION[RE-TEST].
PLANS FOR TOMORROW.
*HAIRCUT WITH Q.
*COLORED MY HAIR BLACK BACK.
*IRON UNIFORM.
*PACK BAG.
*XCALLING2 PEEPS.
*FINISH UP ALL UNDONE HOMEWORKS.
bye.
SEE YOU BELOVED CLASSMATES ON MONDAY.
thankyoo.
woke up early.
was awake by his msg.
i was shock.
didnt aspect him to reply.
yesterday night, i couldnt sleep.
so i decided to msg Luqman.
i said,
"Hey,are you asleep? Care for a chat? I mean thru msg.Im bored.I dont wanna talk about our probs. Just a normal chat. Hmm. If you tk sudi, then tkpe. Hais.."
he replied at 7.23am.
"Sori if ive beebn avoiding u ol this while. my reason is easy. since farhan dah dpt ika alek,i mcm tanak rapat sgt ngn dorng cos it reminds me of mie past. so thats it. i guess we just have to go on our separate ways and start anew. so take caiire."
i cried a million years.
i replied,
"But i cant bear to be apart from you. Lately ive not been with them cos it makes me remind of the memories i had with you. U, pls.. I will do anything for the sake of you.. Please.. I really cant bear to be apart with you. There's still along way for us to go. I don't want to end it here.. =("
i waited for like 2 hours, yet he didnt reply. i sent one more text then.
"U, are you there? Are you trying to say that you're gonna end our relationship now? Just like that? U sanggop tglkn i menderita sesorgn? I maseh sygkn u. My love towards you is still strong and I dont wish to be without you. Please u.. ="""( "
finally he replied,
"U noe tat i realli regret 2 reply ur nsg...Now i tel u 4 e last tyme..i wanna go on my separate ways...u cn find a bter person den mie.I dUn wAnA hear u say 'I LOVE U','MIZ U' anymore! "
i was damn fucking shock and cried after reading his msg.
and i reply for the last time.
" =""""(( I have nothing to sat anymore. Thanks for everything.. Thanks for HURTING my feelings.. U toyed my heart and feelings.. Take Care and Goodbye.. =( "
HE SUCH A JERK. I SHOULDNT HAVE FALL IN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE. JUST WHAT WAS HIS INTENTION OF DOING THIS? HE JUST CANT SEEMS TO FORGET HIS 'PRECIOUS EX'. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. MUST BE A REASON BEHIND IT I GUESS.
THATS IT. I HAD ENOUGH.
I LAYED ON THE BED CRYING HELPLESSLY AND ENDLESSLY THINKING OF YOU.
NOW, IT'S OVER. WE ARE DONE. YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF DIRT.
in the evening at around 6.30, meet Q and do homework under her blok there till 8.30.
weehu. finally some done.
WAY TO GO:-
*GEOGRAPHY[ANY 5 CHAPS]MINDMAP.
*SCIENCE REVISION[RE-TEST].
PLANS FOR TOMORROW.
*HAIRCUT WITH Q.
*COLORED MY HAIR BLACK BACK.
*IRON UNIFORM.
*PACK BAG.
*XCALLING2 PEEPS.
*FINISH UP ALL UNDONE HOMEWORKS.
bye.
SEE YOU BELOVED CLASSMATES ON MONDAY.
thankyoo.
posted by Seri Nadzia @ 8:59 PM
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