FAST ONE.

11TH JUNE.

STAYED AT HOME.
LAZE AROUND.

12TH JUNE.
WENT TO IKA HSE AT 9AM.
WENT BACK TO MY HSE GOT CHANGED AND MET HIM.
WENT BACK HOME AT AROUND 745PM.

13TH JUNE.
STAYED HOME.
HE DIDNT EVEN MSG.
HAISH =((

14TH JUNE.
WENT FOR REMEDIAL NOT NETBALL.
WAS IN NO MOOD, WENT IN AND SHIRLEY SHOUTED
"SERI, HOW YOU AND LUQKI?"
I SAID,"DUNNO LAH, I MSG HIM THRICE AND HE DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO REPLY"
SHE SAID"EH, I WANT TELL YOU SOMETHING, BUT YOU CANNOT TELL NIONE HORHX"
I WAS LIKE,"OUH,OKIES."
AND SHE TELL ME..
I WAS SO DAMN SHOCKED AND SUDDENLY MY MOOD ON STUDYING DISSAPEAR.
HAISH.
AFTER REMEDIAL, I MET IKA AND TOLD HER WHAT SHIRLEY SAID.
SHE WAS LIKE,"REALLY?!"
THEN WENT TO GROUNDFLOOR TOILET.
SHE BATH AND I DAYDREAMED.
THEN WENT TO KIPAS BLOK,NEAR THE BASKETBALL COURT THERE.
WAITED FOR AN.
THEN ANOTHER AN CAME.
SLACK FOR A WHILE THEN HEADED TO COURT.
THEY PLAY SOCCER WHILE ME AND IKA SIT AND WATCH.
AT 4+,IKA WANTED TO GO HOME,SO AN SENT HER.
SO I LEFT ALONE WITH VICTORIA ALL.
WATCH ANOTHER AN PLAYED.
ABT 5+,THE CHINESE GIRLS,[VICTORIA AND FRIENDS] WANTED TO GO HOME.
THEN HUIQI ASK HIM WHAT TIME I GO HOME AND I SAID SOON.
THEY WERE LIKE TALKING AND WHISPERING TO ONE ANOTHER.
I KNEW IT.
THEY ARE HIDING SOMETHING FROM ME.
ABOUT ME AND LUQKI.
FUCKED UP.
THEN I WENT MEET IKA AND AN AT 134.
I CRIED A MILLION TEARS.
CRIED REALLY BADLY.
COS I KNEW LUQKI KEPING SOMETHING FROM ME.
I HATE IT.
FUCK!
THEN 6+ WENT HOME.
AN TOLD ME TO GO HOME WITH IKA.
COS I CANT STOP CRYING BADLY.
EYES ARE SWOLLEN.
REALLY BADLY.
THEN I DECIDED TO SENT IKA TO HER DOORSTEP ONLY.
HER MOM ANGRY COS SHE CAME HOME LATE.
THEN I PATAH ALEK TO 121 TO MEET BOTH AN.
CRY AGAIN.
SHARE MY PROBS WITH THEM.
AND AT 830PM,WENT HOME.
IN THE TOILET I KEPT CRYING.
HAIS.

WHATS GOING WOTH US?
WHAT I HAVE DONE?
YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO REPLY TO MSGS
AND YET, YOU CAN GO AROUND MSG HER.
BULLSHIT.
YOU LIED TO ME.
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDNT BRING UR HP ALONG.
I HATE YOU JUST.
BUT I LOVE YOU STILL.
I KNEW YOU HIDING SOMETHING FROM ME.
I HEAR WHAT THEY SAID.
HELLO.
I UNDERSTAND CHINES GENDENG.
FUCK, BULLSHIT.
THEY'RE ALL CRAPS.
TELL ME NOW BEFORE THINGS TURN TO WORST.
I DONT WISH TO LOSE YOU.
COS I LOVE YOU NOW.
AND FOREVER.
NO ONE CAN TEAR US APART EXCEPT DEATH.

PS: DONT LET ME DO STUPID STUFFS THAT I'DREALLY DIDNT WANT TO.
COMMITING SUICIDE IS WHAT I JUST WANTING TO DO.
CHOY!!