TEARS ROLL DOWN.
OKEYHS READERS.
TODAY.
WOKE UP, MY UNCLE CAME.
FIRST THING I DO: CHECK MY HP TO SEE WHETHER LUQMAN REPLY TO MY MSG.
NO, THERE ISNT ANY. EXCEPT, A MSG FROM IKA.
SHE ASK ME TO ACCOMPANY HER GO HOUGANG MALL, BUY HER STUFFS.
DO HOUSE CHORES THEN WATCH TV.
THEN AROUND 3+PM, GOT READY AND WENT TO MEET IKA AND FARHAN AT BLOK KIPAS,
NEAR THE BBALL COURT. CANCEL PLAN OF GOING HOUGANG MALL.
THEN HEADED TO 147 COFFEESHOP, WHILE EATING, HILMY CALLED.
ASK ME WHERE THEN SAW HIM FROM FAR PLAYING SOCCER AT COURT.
THEN CLOCK SHOWS 6PM SHARP.
IKA NEED GO HOME.
THEN FARHAN AND ME ACCOMPANY HER TAKE CAB HOME, LATE ALREADY.
LEFT ME AND AN.
AN WANTED TO MEET LUQMAN AT CORT FOR A WHILE.
GUESS WHAT?
I PURPOSELY WAITED FOR AN AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE COURT.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
HIS FACE CHANGED AND HE STILL DARE TO CONTINUE PLAYING SOCCER.
FUCK YOU LAH! DAH TAKOT MAH, CABOT LORHS. WADEVER.
WHEN AN CAME,
AN.:"DAH SERI, RELAX LUPERKAN JER. AKU KAN ADER. TK GUNE KAU.."
SERI.:I PAUSE AND CRIED RIGHT NEAR THE ENTRANCE.
LUQMAN.:CONTINUE PLAYING SOCCER, ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.
AN.:HE TURNED AND LOOK AT ME,"EH SERI!ASL KAU NANGIS? DAH LAH CUKOP."
WE CONTINUE OUR WALK.
AN ACCOMPANY TILL 105 AND THEN HE HEADED TO MEET HIS OTHER FRIENDS.
IN THE BUS, I CRY SILENTLY. HAIS.
WHO AM I TO YOU?
YOU PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAPPENED.
YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT AND NOW,
YOU LEFT ME JUST LIKE THAT WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION.
THE MSG I SENT YESTERDAY,
"I don't know what's wrong with you, behaving this way.
U used to say,'I love you'.
U used to say,'I miss you'.
But now, I've no longer heard it from you.
I remember the time before we had any strings tied together,
all your sweet words you used to say to me. And now? What happen?
You've left me alone in darkness, crying helplessly and endlessly,
thinking and wondering what you've been doing but have it cross you mind about me?
I guess you wont reply to my msg right? i knew it."
[and yarhs,he DIDNT]
THE MSG THAT I WANTED TO SENT TONIGHT BUT STILL WONDERING.
"You kept yourself in silent when I need you most. I want to make matters clear between the two of us. I don't want anything from you. I just want a reasonable explanation why you're treating me this way. I won't let you off so easily. Bear that in mind. The more you ignore me, the more I'll hesitate you for an explanation. I've said what I want to,now,it's your turn. Tell me now before things get worst. Don't make e do stupid stuffs that I don't wish to."
ANYONE CAN TELL ME WHETHER I SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT SENT IT?
TAG ME.
TODAY.
WOKE UP, MY UNCLE CAME.
FIRST THING I DO: CHECK MY HP TO SEE WHETHER LUQMAN REPLY TO MY MSG.
NO, THERE ISNT ANY. EXCEPT, A MSG FROM IKA.
SHE ASK ME TO ACCOMPANY HER GO HOUGANG MALL, BUY HER STUFFS.
DO HOUSE CHORES THEN WATCH TV.
THEN AROUND 3+PM, GOT READY AND WENT TO MEET IKA AND FARHAN AT BLOK KIPAS,
NEAR THE BBALL COURT. CANCEL PLAN OF GOING HOUGANG MALL.
THEN HEADED TO 147 COFFEESHOP, WHILE EATING, HILMY CALLED.
ASK ME WHERE THEN SAW HIM FROM FAR PLAYING SOCCER AT COURT.
THEN CLOCK SHOWS 6PM SHARP.
IKA NEED GO HOME.
THEN FARHAN AND ME ACCOMPANY HER TAKE CAB HOME, LATE ALREADY.
LEFT ME AND AN.
AN WANTED TO MEET LUQMAN AT CORT FOR A WHILE.
GUESS WHAT?
I PURPOSELY WAITED FOR AN AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE COURT.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
HIS FACE CHANGED AND HE STILL DARE TO CONTINUE PLAYING SOCCER.
FUCK YOU LAH! DAH TAKOT MAH, CABOT LORHS. WADEVER.
WHEN AN CAME,
AN.:"DAH SERI, RELAX LUPERKAN JER. AKU KAN ADER. TK GUNE KAU.."
SERI.:I PAUSE AND CRIED RIGHT NEAR THE ENTRANCE.
LUQMAN.:CONTINUE PLAYING SOCCER, ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.
AN.:HE TURNED AND LOOK AT ME,"EH SERI!ASL KAU NANGIS? DAH LAH CUKOP."
WE CONTINUE OUR WALK.
AN ACCOMPANY TILL 105 AND THEN HE HEADED TO MEET HIS OTHER FRIENDS.
IN THE BUS, I CRY SILENTLY. HAIS.
WHO AM I TO YOU?
YOU PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAPPENED.
YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT AND NOW,
YOU LEFT ME JUST LIKE THAT WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION.
THE MSG I SENT YESTERDAY,
"I don't know what's wrong with you, behaving this way.
U used to say,'I love you'.
U used to say,'I miss you'.
But now, I've no longer heard it from you.
I remember the time before we had any strings tied together,
all your sweet words you used to say to me. And now? What happen?
You've left me alone in darkness, crying helplessly and endlessly,
thinking and wondering what you've been doing but have it cross you mind about me?
I guess you wont reply to my msg right? i knew it."
[and yarhs,he DIDNT]
THE MSG THAT I WANTED TO SENT TONIGHT BUT STILL WONDERING.
"You kept yourself in silent when I need you most. I want to make matters clear between the two of us. I don't want anything from you. I just want a reasonable explanation why you're treating me this way. I won't let you off so easily. Bear that in mind. The more you ignore me, the more I'll hesitate you for an explanation. I've said what I want to,now,it's your turn. Tell me now before things get worst. Don't make e do stupid stuffs that I don't wish to."
ANYONE CAN TELL ME WHETHER I SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT SENT IT?
TAG ME.
posted by Seri Nadzia @ 7:30 PM
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