MOOD SWINGS

I was shocked and stunned. I ask you about your nick and guess what,
you did tell me who it refers to and you even showed me her picture.
I was speechless. If only you were beside me, you'll then know what I was doing.
I nearly cried and infact I did cried after chatting with you.
I thought you could be mine. Maybe, I am to be blamed cos I didn't confess in the first place.
And I don't know if you do have the feelings. Haish.
And you added that you love her and that you're on the process to try and tied strings with her.
I can't do anything but to pray that you're happy with your beloved. =/

You use to be my hero.
You were there when I need you. Remember?
You use to say that you would lent me your listening ears for me to share my problems with,
you would lent me your shoulders to lean on, you would accompany me when I'm down,
bored or any kind of mood swings I had.
And now, you'd pour everything to her and not me.
You love her. And not me.
I was the one in the other fantasy and now I'm lost in my own fantasy.
You and her equals love. Me equals loner. Be happy with your beloved.
=((

Is she the one that makes you happy?
Is she the one that you're looking for?
Is she everything that you want?
Is she your real love?
Is she your dream girl?
Is she the one you would sacrifice your everything to?
Tell me. I'm obsessed with your love,
And I don't know why.
='(

And I can't help falling in love anymore.
As the ending would be the painful and hurtful tragedy.