BORED.
AKU BORING!!!!
today is hell for me. i was suppose to attend netball training today but i overslept. & yarhs, i msg her & she reply & some arguements started. blahs. then mom woke me up at 12pm and went to pasar to have our breakfast. its been a long time eversince i ate downstairs with mom. as today she worked in the afternoon shift, & sis worked in the morning shift, I NEED TO DO THE CHORES. grr! went pasar has been like so long eversince i've done it. & yarh, u doubt it. went to the fishmonger & they started saying, "wah, sudah besar hor dia, banyak cantik." & it goes on until mom is done with her stuffs. i got something for myself & then the rain began. hurried back home & help mom cook for lunch later on. & YAY, i cooked Kway Teow Goreng (the spicy one). nice nice. after the cooking done, helped mom carry, hang, fold & keep the clothes. end up, i slept on the sofa. haha! woke up & mom had left for work. sis came back & she went out to watch Step Up with Kak Nisha. looking back, this week i watched 3 movies straight. The Grudge 2, Step Up & John Tuker Must Die. all nice nice. i so so cant wait for tomorrow. me & my sunshines are gonna hit to costa sands to celebrate our dearest Jeryl birthday. i suddenly miss my 2E3. so i hoped tomorrow most of them will be there.
relationship.
i miss having someone to love me,
i mss having someone to shower me his love
i miss hugging a special someone.
i miss putting my lips together with a special one.
infact, i miss having a boyfriend.
talking about relationship makes me feel alone.
eversince i was dumped by HIM, i'm afraid of having one.
am i a toy for you to play with? am i?
i need someone right now.
seeing couples makes me feel so jealous and making my eyes sick.
why cant a guy be faithful to one.
i mean some yes, but some, na'ah.
oh well,
friendship.
friends are always there when i need them. but some, na'ah.
my friendship with my systahood has been a smooth journey so far.
& i really hope it will remain like this FOREVER.
but then i miss RARA somehow. wonder what she's doing.
we're so far FINE. no problems & nothing.
but somehow, i feel some of my friends had betray me.
cmon, where are all your promises you've promised to me?
we used to be damn close and now, we're drifting apart.
have you ever wonder who was the one who helped you most?
the one who always msg or call you & ask how you've been doing.
but now? you're dissappearing slowly in my eyes.
im kinda worried on my friendship with her.
i hope we could sort things out.
& for goodness sake, can you reply my msgs or pick up my calls?
i really need to talk to you now BADLY.
i guess im done for now.
(:
today is hell for me. i was suppose to attend netball training today but i overslept. & yarhs, i msg her & she reply & some arguements started. blahs. then mom woke me up at 12pm and went to pasar to have our breakfast. its been a long time eversince i ate downstairs with mom. as today she worked in the afternoon shift, & sis worked in the morning shift, I NEED TO DO THE CHORES. grr! went pasar has been like so long eversince i've done it. & yarh, u doubt it. went to the fishmonger & they started saying, "wah, sudah besar hor dia, banyak cantik." & it goes on until mom is done with her stuffs. i got something for myself & then the rain began. hurried back home & help mom cook for lunch later on. & YAY, i cooked Kway Teow Goreng (the spicy one). nice nice. after the cooking done, helped mom carry, hang, fold & keep the clothes. end up, i slept on the sofa. haha! woke up & mom had left for work. sis came back & she went out to watch Step Up with Kak Nisha. looking back, this week i watched 3 movies straight. The Grudge 2, Step Up & John Tuker Must Die. all nice nice. i so so cant wait for tomorrow. me & my sunshines are gonna hit to costa sands to celebrate our dearest Jeryl birthday. i suddenly miss my 2E3. so i hoped tomorrow most of them will be there.
relationship.
i miss having someone to love me,
i mss having someone to shower me his love
i miss hugging a special someone.
i miss putting my lips together with a special one.
infact, i miss having a boyfriend.
talking about relationship makes me feel alone.
eversince i was dumped by HIM, i'm afraid of having one.
am i a toy for you to play with? am i?
i need someone right now.
seeing couples makes me feel so jealous and making my eyes sick.
why cant a guy be faithful to one.
i mean some yes, but some, na'ah.
oh well,
friendship.
friends are always there when i need them. but some, na'ah.
my friendship with my systahood has been a smooth journey so far.
& i really hope it will remain like this FOREVER.
but then i miss RARA somehow. wonder what she's doing.
we're so far FINE. no problems & nothing.
but somehow, i feel some of my friends had betray me.
cmon, where are all your promises you've promised to me?
we used to be damn close and now, we're drifting apart.
have you ever wonder who was the one who helped you most?
the one who always msg or call you & ask how you've been doing.
but now? you're dissappearing slowly in my eyes.
im kinda worried on my friendship with her.
i hope we could sort things out.
& for goodness sake, can you reply my msgs or pick up my calls?
i really need to talk to you now BADLY.
i guess im done for now.
(:
posted by Seri Nadzia @ 9:03 PM
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