CONFESSION.
Guess what? Kak Aisyah came just now & yup! We had fun. Shower & went down to meet Ginnie & had our food. Ate at Mom's Place & then me & Ginnie left first to have our sweets. Then headed back home. Watched 'The Grudge', 'The Perfect Man' & 'Hitch'. All nice movies. I can say that this week I've been watching movies all the way. In total, I've watch 6 movies in a week straightly. Cool huh? HAHA. 5pm, Sis went work, Mom came back & then 8pm, Kak Aisyah went back. She & her blurness. I like it when she shouted 'WOO' while watching 'The Grudge'. So now I know the whole story. Haha. & now I miss eating the Famous Amos cookies & my Starbucks drink. Can someone treat me? Haha. So tomorrow I have to attend Training & I'll bet its gonna be very tiring. Under the sizzling hot sun. Fuh!
~kooty koon.
Yup, yup. I did smoke.
But I'm quitting. & I'm not heavy.
I just smoke when I had one.
& each time I smoke, I'll always take a few puffs only.
& trust me
I never ever finish up one stick all by myself.
& anyway, now I'm left with no more.
So I'm not buying it anymore nor my friends.
We VOW to quit.
I know you're gonna say
it's tak manis, & girls shouldn't smoke,
& smoke is bad for health
& blahs. so on.
Okeyhs, so for now I QUIT.
An scolded me & now I'm not going to smoke already.
As mention, I'm not heavy.
Anw, thanks for your concern.
You've been like my own brother to me now.
Thanks for your care.
Till then.
Somehow I find that the best place to release tension & problems I faced is at East Cast. Sitting at the rock, looking at the sea. Watching the sunset, feeling the wind blow passed you. It's a nice place indeed. Went East Coast with my precious & looking at couples is such an eyesore. I mean it'll make me get so jealous & worst still reminiscing the past. When I know I should just forget as 'what goes up, must come down'. Getting into a relationship is not an easy thing you see. I mean you need two hands to clap. In love, the basic thing is trust. Without trust, you won't be able to built a strong & everlasting one. Looking back, I can admit that I miss all my ex(s). It's not that I regret what I've done. That's so nooo for me. Seriously I'm like sounding so desperate here but then I somehow want someone to care for me. Friends, well, they're the most precious gifts I had. They're always been there whenever I need them. They bring me happiness and laughter to cover my sadness and sorrows. Although there's some ups and downs. No such thing as friendship or relationship runs on a smooth surface. At certain parts yeap, we did quarell & then we forgive each ither & then start anew. I appreciate that. But then, thinking twice, I'm afraid of having a partner in life. What I'm trying to elaborate here is that I'm scared that history will repeats itself. I've gone throught twice. & that's more than enough. It's like hell for me. If possible I'm now searching for an everlasting love. I can admit that i ever fool my love with one of my ex. & I'm totally sorry & I know its hurting. I've gone through it. & for now, I know how he'd felt. I know at this point of time. I shouldn't get into a relationship but somehow mood swings. I don't know. What I can do now is to just wait & pray for my Mr.Romeo to come & enlightened my heart. To bring back colours to my life. I miss hugging & cuddling someone & lay my lips to a special someone. Where are you!!!!!????
~kooty koon.
Yup, yup. I did smoke.
But I'm quitting. & I'm not heavy.
I just smoke when I had one.
& each time I smoke, I'll always take a few puffs only.
& trust me
I never ever finish up one stick all by myself.
& anyway, now I'm left with no more.
So I'm not buying it anymore nor my friends.
We VOW to quit.
I know you're gonna say
it's tak manis, & girls shouldn't smoke,
& smoke is bad for health
& blahs. so on.
Okeyhs, so for now I QUIT.
An scolded me & now I'm not going to smoke already.
As mention, I'm not heavy.
Anw, thanks for your concern.
You've been like my own brother to me now.
Thanks for your care.
Till then.
Somehow I find that the best place to release tension & problems I faced is at East Cast. Sitting at the rock, looking at the sea. Watching the sunset, feeling the wind blow passed you. It's a nice place indeed. Went East Coast with my precious & looking at couples is such an eyesore. I mean it'll make me get so jealous & worst still reminiscing the past. When I know I should just forget as 'what goes up, must come down'. Getting into a relationship is not an easy thing you see. I mean you need two hands to clap. In love, the basic thing is trust. Without trust, you won't be able to built a strong & everlasting one. Looking back, I can admit that I miss all my ex(s). It's not that I regret what I've done. That's so nooo for me. Seriously I'm like sounding so desperate here but then I somehow want someone to care for me. Friends, well, they're the most precious gifts I had. They're always been there whenever I need them. They bring me happiness and laughter to cover my sadness and sorrows. Although there's some ups and downs. No such thing as friendship or relationship runs on a smooth surface. At certain parts yeap, we did quarell & then we forgive each ither & then start anew. I appreciate that. But then, thinking twice, I'm afraid of having a partner in life. What I'm trying to elaborate here is that I'm scared that history will repeats itself. I've gone throught twice. & that's more than enough. It's like hell for me. If possible I'm now searching for an everlasting love. I can admit that i ever fool my love with one of my ex. & I'm totally sorry & I know its hurting. I've gone through it. & for now, I know how he'd felt. I know at this point of time. I shouldn't get into a relationship but somehow mood swings. I don't know. What I can do now is to just wait & pray for my Mr.Romeo to come & enlightened my heart. To bring back colours to my life. I miss hugging & cuddling someone & lay my lips to a special someone. Where are you!!!!!????
posted by Seri Nadzia @ 9:04 PM
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