STRESS!

Are we drifitng? Well, I hope not. We didn't have a good talk this few day. & I don't know why or what causes it. The picture I saw. Is it true what he said? Is it really someone in his past? I don't know. I'm afraid if I ask him again, he'll think that I don't trust him. What should I do? Here is the only place I could pour out all my feelings. Rather than doing stupid stuff, which I won't do cause I'm big enough to know that it's not worth it. He called yesterday but we didn't have a long talk. I've waited for his call yesterday till I fell asleep. School has start so I'm starting to have an early sleep this past few days. He called me at 3am & end up, I was talking alone & then he told me that he'll call in 5mins time. I waited & suddenly I went to sleep without my notice. I was awake at 5am. I check my hp; NO CALLS, NO MSGS, NOTHING! I waited till today. & finally he called at 6pm while I was with my Ginnie & Nazzy at my Mom's Place. Then he told me to call at 7pm. So I did. He wanted to meet me tomorrow but I'm not sure if I can make it. I guess this year I'm chasing time.

School ends at 2.10pm from Monday to Thursday & 1.10pm on Friday. I had to go for my prayers at 530pm. & I'm left with only few hours for homework, revision & rest. Can i cope it? & weekends, I'll be waking up pretty late due to 1 week of schooling. & I need to do all the housechores, looking after my lil'bro, settle all his school stuffs like checking his homework, iron both our uniforms. Not one set each but at least two or three sets each. You imagine? Hiring maid will need money. If my father businessman, tkpela. & both parents & my sister will be working. If only my lil'bro could listen to every single thing I said, that will be great. He's stubborn. Way to stubborn. & if I raised up my voice, he'll cry & then called my Mom & said that I'm scolding him. WTH! I can't cope it. & fyi, every Sundays I'll be having my Religious Class. It'll start next week onwards. I'm lack of rest.

Any free days for me? HAH! I don't think so. My schedule is damn very tight. I wish Mom would read it & understand my situation. Oh, & I'll be the happiest daughter in the world. Dream on lah dey! Sis would read it & I guess she'll only read half of it. She complains that my blog is full of words. She'll get dizzy reading it. Seriously. Okeyhs, enough. Let's put a fullstop to it.

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow. I don't want stress myself over this. && tomorrow I'll be having art lessons. WOOHOO! I can't wait. && Eliz is in Art too. WEEHU!

Met my Ginnie & Nazzy just now. Did nothing much. Settled for school & do some drawing. Preparing for Art tomorrow you see. (: Done! See you people tmrw. Bye!