thursday&friday.
THURSDAY.
I was late to school today. & due to the bad weather, late comers are to be reported straight to the classroom. & there's a house meeting for all houses. I was in Burghley. Nini never came. So I sat with the upper sec. We did some cheers & then when the whole thing has ended, Rahimi was asked to perform during assembly as he did the Music Box thingy. I don't know what's the name. It's a kind of thing when you do all those type of sounds using your mouth. Mr Ho heard it so he was amazed by it. Then went for Bio class. Boredom. Then had English. Recess was per normal. MT was next. Hah, no more throwing of books. Then had Social Studies with Mrs Chatterji then Maths. It's getting tougher & tougher. I need to mug mug mug.
***
Well, I had a terrible diarheoa early in the morning & plus the menses. Gosh, damn damn leceh. Seriously. First period was POA. I was sleeping the first lesson. The weather was great la to sleep. Then had English followed by Geography. Reesha was not in school so I was sitting alone for the test. It's tricky. So I'm hoping for better results. Huakhuak. Recess like normal. I wasn't myself the whole day since POA. Then had Maths followed by PCCG. The class committee had to stay back for a short while. Banyak la her short while. We ended at around 230pm. Damn it. She puts me the Art Competition. & overall, I'm incharged for the whole NoticeBoard thingy. & then something happened that Mdm Ratnam held me back till about 3pm or later infact for conferencing when she saw what happened.
**
I cried after what happened. I don't want elaborate. She don't know anything yet she shoots me with all those harsh words. I guess I can't take it so that's why I shed tears infront of teacher upon reading the msg. So Mdm ask why & stuffs. Afterall, she's a nice person to share problems with. So she knows all about me & bf & all. I was ashamed. But then she's kind enough to understand everything I said. I went to meet An after that. Went to his crib then something happened over the conversation la. I don't know la. & before I left school, I called her, but then she never pick up. I don't know why. But when we were slacking, I received a msg. & I don't know what's my decision. Seriously. I know I was the one to be blame for not being together this week. But then that does not mean that I forget you all right? I seriously find this silly sey. Just 1 week I've not been with them, & this is what I get in returned. Cmon. & there's more I want to say, but I don't you to think that I'm what. This is what I've been wanting to share & tell you since that day. But I couldn't find the right time to tell you.
You two have been very close together this year. In the morning, you'll walk together with her from the blok to the bustop. I notice it. It's either she came to you & talk or something else. Then while walking from the bustop to school, I will be infront or alone or with the others & you two together. Not always la, but sometimes only. Then during recess, you two will sit together or get drinks together. During lessons when we are in the same class, you two will walk together to the next lesson or maybe go toilet first without waiting for me. I will be the one in the toilet after you two came in & you two will be the one leaving first. I know you're in the same class with her but I just feel that my friendship with you is drifting apart day by day. Where are all your promises you promised last year everytime we went out? The secrets you used to share & stuffs all. We used to have long chats but now? You joke aruond with her more than you do with me now. I'm jealous. Yes, I admit, I'm jealous. I'm not putting you in a spot to be blame. The word 'bangsat' you sent to me, I just can't accept it. Do you know what does that mean? I cried.
My eyes swollen. I don't know why. I'm blogging. Cos I know you'll read it. Anyway, I'm sorry guys. I guess if I'm nomore in there, there's someone to replace me. Someone you all know for quite long too. Take Care friends.
**
One month together. My love towards you is fading. I don't know why. Where were you when I need you most? You're busy, so am I. But spare sometime will you? I don't know how it's gonna be like now. After few weeks of not seeing you. I'm missing you badly but somehow I feel that we should end it here. I don't want to make you hurt. I don't want add more burden to you. I've had enough I guess. I need sort things out with you now. Can you??
Reply to taggers;
isyah.; thanks babe! ((:
krisstle.; thanks for tagging. how you know my url? I love you too la. ("V")
gladys.; hahaa! ey yoo! i remember. my art outing partner. heeehe. okeyhs, shall link yoo soon. link me too hokay?! (:
Afterall, what's over, is over.
I can't change back the time.
I was late to school today. & due to the bad weather, late comers are to be reported straight to the classroom. & there's a house meeting for all houses. I was in Burghley. Nini never came. So I sat with the upper sec. We did some cheers & then when the whole thing has ended, Rahimi was asked to perform during assembly as he did the Music Box thingy. I don't know what's the name. It's a kind of thing when you do all those type of sounds using your mouth. Mr Ho heard it so he was amazed by it. Then went for Bio class. Boredom. Then had English. Recess was per normal. MT was next. Hah, no more throwing of books. Then had Social Studies with Mrs Chatterji then Maths. It's getting tougher & tougher. I need to mug mug mug.
***
Well, I had a terrible diarheoa early in the morning & plus the menses. Gosh, damn damn leceh. Seriously. First period was POA. I was sleeping the first lesson. The weather was great la to sleep. Then had English followed by Geography. Reesha was not in school so I was sitting alone for the test. It's tricky. So I'm hoping for better results. Huakhuak. Recess like normal. I wasn't myself the whole day since POA. Then had Maths followed by PCCG. The class committee had to stay back for a short while. Banyak la her short while. We ended at around 230pm. Damn it. She puts me the Art Competition. & overall, I'm incharged for the whole NoticeBoard thingy. & then something happened that Mdm Ratnam held me back till about 3pm or later infact for conferencing when she saw what happened.
**
I cried after what happened. I don't want elaborate. She don't know anything yet she shoots me with all those harsh words. I guess I can't take it so that's why I shed tears infront of teacher upon reading the msg. So Mdm ask why & stuffs. Afterall, she's a nice person to share problems with. So she knows all about me & bf & all. I was ashamed. But then she's kind enough to understand everything I said. I went to meet An after that. Went to his crib then something happened over the conversation la. I don't know la. & before I left school, I called her, but then she never pick up. I don't know why. But when we were slacking, I received a msg. & I don't know what's my decision. Seriously. I know I was the one to be blame for not being together this week. But then that does not mean that I forget you all right? I seriously find this silly sey. Just 1 week I've not been with them, & this is what I get in returned. Cmon. & there's more I want to say, but I don't you to think that I'm what. This is what I've been wanting to share & tell you since that day. But I couldn't find the right time to tell you.
You two have been very close together this year. In the morning, you'll walk together with her from the blok to the bustop. I notice it. It's either she came to you & talk or something else. Then while walking from the bustop to school, I will be infront or alone or with the others & you two together. Not always la, but sometimes only. Then during recess, you two will sit together or get drinks together. During lessons when we are in the same class, you two will walk together to the next lesson or maybe go toilet first without waiting for me. I will be the one in the toilet after you two came in & you two will be the one leaving first. I know you're in the same class with her but I just feel that my friendship with you is drifting apart day by day. Where are all your promises you promised last year everytime we went out? The secrets you used to share & stuffs all. We used to have long chats but now? You joke aruond with her more than you do with me now. I'm jealous. Yes, I admit, I'm jealous. I'm not putting you in a spot to be blame. The word 'bangsat' you sent to me, I just can't accept it. Do you know what does that mean? I cried.
My eyes swollen. I don't know why. I'm blogging. Cos I know you'll read it. Anyway, I'm sorry guys. I guess if I'm nomore in there, there's someone to replace me. Someone you all know for quite long too. Take Care friends.
**
One month together. My love towards you is fading. I don't know why. Where were you when I need you most? You're busy, so am I. But spare sometime will you? I don't know how it's gonna be like now. After few weeks of not seeing you. I'm missing you badly but somehow I feel that we should end it here. I don't want to make you hurt. I don't want add more burden to you. I've had enough I guess. I need sort things out with you now. Can you??
Reply to taggers;
isyah.; thanks babe! ((:
krisstle.; thanks for tagging. how you know my url? I love you too la. ("V")
gladys.; hahaa! ey yoo! i remember. my art outing partner. heeehe. okeyhs, shall link yoo soon. link me too hokay?! (:
Afterall, what's over, is over.
I can't change back the time.
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