miserable life

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love, because you don't force
yourself to fall, you just fall.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone...
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy
with someone else, but it's more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you.

Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell.

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i dont know whats wrong with me. im depressed. i know its stupid to fall in love. falling in love is sucha a pain. what do you get in the end? nothing. seriously. they say good things always come to an end. i wish to be free. i dont want to be control by you. im enjoying my life with my friends and cliques. not you. we're drifting darl. my life is miserable now. i need to sort things out with you but i know i couldnt. i dont know how to expressed. the only person i could turn to is him & my sunshines. they're there when i need help. but where were you? you're busy with your stuffs so do i. if only i knew it'll be like this, i wish to be free now. we dont suit together. and i guess we're not meant to be. i dont know. sometime im falling for you, and sometime im hating you. this feeling is so confusing. i dont know what wrong la. i need someone o be with me now! not you, but him.

im sick & tired of everything. school, studies + you! & him.