LOVE.

Many things are going through my mind now, I need someone to share to. Last time, we use to share problems together & now, he's with someone new in his life. I dont blame him but at least, he can have that iniative to call & ask how i am doing. Now that he's with her, I wish him all the best. I really do miss the old him although we often meet each other during the weekends by the bay.

Another thing that is running across my mind is the word LOVE. Why must we find love? Why not love find us? I dont know what im saying here. One minute you can fall for the person, the next minute you can hate that person like hell. Yesterday while i was on the conversation with my cliques, busy conferencing, my godbro called & ask me how im doing. & im so shock that he know my secrets that ive kept like for so long that only NESHQ & him knows. & now, this him went to tell him & im so so dead. I kept recalling the past when i know i shouldnt. I miss him. His kisses & hugs but i know i shouldnt cos he's not worth it. Thats what they says. & it is true though. I forget about him already but lately, he appear again with an archive msg sent to me. & we do have some chats & all. Yadaaa. I think, he's not worth it la, so why go on & yak about the past. Haiyo. *head shaking*

Friends are always there for me whenever im in need. But for me, NESHQ is my bestest friends of all. They've been there for me for 9 years & still counting. I dont wish anything to happen later in the future that made us break apart. I want us to last our friendship till the end. So many things have happen & we're still there for each other. Standing & been there all along for each other. I really do treasure them loads that even words cannot be describe. I dont want to lose them especially Siti Quraishah. We share together most of our problems & secrets. Even if there was time when I slap your face or vent my anger on you, I really do apologise. I didnt mean it. You know right the reason why I slap you & all. I dont want see you in that way. Cheer up, & remember, I'll always be right there when you're in need. & even if one day, when big fights occur, promise me, we'll forget about it & start anew? Will you? I really really dont want to lose you. For the rest, I dont want to lose you girls too. I love you people.

Boys, boyfriends, they're one hell jokers for me. They are those who'll entertain me whenever im feeling moody or down. They'll sure to crap & make me laugh out loud. That's for sure & you cant deny it. Sometimes, fyi; boys like to seek attention from we, girls. & some also LOVES to take advantage of girls. So to my fellow girl bloggers, BE CAREFUL. :D

&&&&& like finally. tomorrow i'll be going to have a family outing. erm, not really, excluding father but including granny. i think so. let's rock on people! im done. ((: