I've got alot of things to update right now. I have no mood for year 2008 seriously. Everything is changed for me. Be it family, friends or whatever it was. Oh ya, Hari Raya Haji, I received a msg or maybe call from that nurse. And Christmas, I got the greatest gift from Mom. How cool is it, tell me.

mom, i know you are the one supporting us all this while and give us everything we need for our daily needs rather then he does. he doesnt even bother to ask how we're doing and stuffs. and i just cant accept the fact that you hide all your sorrows and problems from me. you told sis but not me. i know eversince i start working, we dont have time to talk and share our secrets together. granny told me everything when i came back from camp. now then i know that dad's behaviour changed drastically from then. i guess i have to stop here. i think i can list everything all out here if i wish to but i dont want. lets just keep this things to myself now. readers if you read his, i dont want any tag asking what happen and such. okays? how cool, i'm having o's when this shits occur. FUCK! enough is enough.

"daughter, dad's leaving, take care of yourself when im not around. take good care of your mom k? i wont be coming back already."

what a life, fuck it la.