Life has been hell for me. I didn't get the chance to update as I was too busy with school, homeworks and work. Thursday night was hell for me. Thanks eh Mom and sorry to those whom I vent my temper with on Friday. Like fuck, it's very hurting when you said that, Mom. I repeat, VERY okay. Don't blame me for whatever happens. And I will always remember the slap, scoldings and all the violence you did to me. Sometimes I just don't feel good seeing them together at home and I don't know why. I hate him? Or I hate her? I don't know. Yes, even Krisstle realized that I often sleep during lessons. Tell me, how can I concentrate and stay awake during lessons when the night I didn't even have the chance to have my rest, PEACEFULLY. The house will be noisy or full with shoutings and vulgars all around. Fuck home, fuck life. I just want all these to end FAST!
Enough of all this issues I am in now. See me in school all so perfect and fine huh? Nahh, I'm not cause I'm sucha a great pretenders. Infact I feel relieved when Ms Tay talk to me on Monday morning. At least there's someone for me to turn to. A close adult, I mean. I couldn't imagine if Mdm Ratnam were to talk to me. HAH! Blahblah.
And ohya, Thursday we went to NYP open house and I swear I'm not going there. It's like so boring can and the courses are more to Science and Chemicals stuffs. Yucks! On Friday we went to Temasek Poly and it was much more fun and the course offer are much more interesting and fun. Serious shit. And Father fetch me(cause I force him to) from TP and went home and then went out back to work(he was also force to sent me). Reach there like about 6pm and went for my break till 630pm. Punched out at about 11pm and 133ed home with Henry, Khai and Hilmy. **
Saturday morning, went to have breakfast with Abg and Kakak at Wan Tom and then cabed to work as I start at 12. Reach there late at 1210pm. Blahblahblah and then punched out at 11plus and then 70ed home with Henry and Hilmy and Khai. But Khai alighted first and the three of us cabed home after alighted near Bowen Sec there. **
Sunday morning, had breakfast with Abg, Kakak, Mama and Yum. Mama and Yum went to Cheng San for the Bursary thiny and the three of us went slacking. Went home at about 2pm and then get ready and stuffs all. Dad fetch us and we cabed to Taka first to buy brother HIS LEGO! Fucking him and toys, forever lah he. None was interesting at Taka so we went to Paragon, Toys R Us instead. After buying, then walk over to Adidas shop and I bought a sling bag there which costs me 49.90$. Then went over to Heereen's Flash N Splash and I bought my wallet there which costs me 32$. And Sis was complaining then I got alot of stuffs, come on, I use my pay money okay. Mom bought her a handbag from Topshop/Topman which costs 63$ lor! Chibai.
Later then Dad alighted me, sis and boyf at Bugis and we went to have our dinner at Tong Seng with Kak Ika, her boyf(Apai) and her sis, Yana. Shop at Bugis Street and then I mrted home at 1030pm with Yana first while the rest of them went to settle some relationship stuffs. I bought another bag which costs only 16$ and two printed tops at 20$ and a pair of jeans at 30$. My black jeans is torn already. Can you imagine? My red one is now so common already and my faded blue is expanding. Hoho. So there goes my 150$ just like that. Pheww!
I fucking forget to pay my handphone bills which I think already cost me up to nearly 400$ I guess. Reminder to my dearself not to spent my money anymore. And I so regret buying the Adidas shoe that cost me 93$ for school. FUCK! I envy those who are using Converse sneakers. (aaw, shutup eh.) Okay, enough.
Notes:
-buy that red Ripcurl flops at Marina Square, 19.90$.
-buy that red PSP Slim, 385$.
-settle my bills, 400$.
-bus consession pass, 30$.
-lastly, the balance for shopping &
-100$ to be kept in bank. (:
PIXELS.
And the odd guy in the pic here. So much to say about him. But I'm glad that at least now we're still friends. Although he treat me badly, or maybe the other way round, I forgive him. I hope things are better now for you, dearest. Anyway, 9 days more to your 18th birthday. And heh, 1 month more to mine. HEH! And boy, IMU.
Enough of all this issues I am in now. See me in school all so perfect and fine huh? Nahh, I'm not cause I'm sucha a great pretenders. Infact I feel relieved when Ms Tay talk to me on Monday morning. At least there's someone for me to turn to. A close adult, I mean. I couldn't imagine if Mdm Ratnam were to talk to me. HAH! Blahblah.
And ohya, Thursday we went to NYP open house and I swear I'm not going there. It's like so boring can and the courses are more to Science and Chemicals stuffs. Yucks! On Friday we went to Temasek Poly and it was much more fun and the course offer are much more interesting and fun. Serious shit. And Father fetch me(cause I force him to) from TP and went home and then went out back to work(he was also force to sent me). Reach there like about 6pm and went for my break till 630pm. Punched out at about 11pm and 133ed home with Henry, Khai and Hilmy. **
Saturday morning, went to have breakfast with Abg and Kakak at Wan Tom and then cabed to work as I start at 12. Reach there late at 1210pm. Blahblahblah and then punched out at 11plus and then 70ed home with Henry and Hilmy and Khai. But Khai alighted first and the three of us cabed home after alighted near Bowen Sec there. **
Sunday morning, had breakfast with Abg, Kakak, Mama and Yum. Mama and Yum went to Cheng San for the Bursary thiny and the three of us went slacking. Went home at about 2pm and then get ready and stuffs all. Dad fetch us and we cabed to Taka first to buy brother HIS LEGO! Fucking him and toys, forever lah he. None was interesting at Taka so we went to Paragon, Toys R Us instead. After buying, then walk over to Adidas shop and I bought a sling bag there which costs me 49.90$. Then went over to Heereen's Flash N Splash and I bought my wallet there which costs me 32$. And Sis was complaining then I got alot of stuffs, come on, I use my pay money okay. Mom bought her a handbag from Topshop/Topman which costs 63$ lor! Chibai.
Later then Dad alighted me, sis and boyf at Bugis and we went to have our dinner at Tong Seng with Kak Ika, her boyf(Apai) and her sis, Yana. Shop at Bugis Street and then I mrted home at 1030pm with Yana first while the rest of them went to settle some relationship stuffs. I bought another bag which costs only 16$ and two printed tops at 20$ and a pair of jeans at 30$. My black jeans is torn already. Can you imagine? My red one is now so common already and my faded blue is expanding. Hoho. So there goes my 150$ just like that. Pheww!
I fucking forget to pay my handphone bills which I think already cost me up to nearly 400$ I guess. Reminder to my dearself not to spent my money anymore. And I so regret buying the Adidas shoe that cost me 93$ for school. FUCK! I envy those who are using Converse sneakers. (aaw, shutup eh.) Okay, enough.
Notes:
-buy that red Ripcurl flops at Marina Square, 19.90$.
-buy that red PSP Slim, 385$.
-settle my bills, 400$.
-bus consession pass, 30$.
-lastly, the balance for shopping &
-100$ to be kept in bank. (:
PIXELS.
And the odd guy in the pic here. So much to say about him. But I'm glad that at least now we're still friends. Although he treat me badly, or maybe the other way round, I forgive him. I hope things are better now for you, dearest. Anyway, 9 days more to your 18th birthday. And heh, 1 month more to mine. HEH! And boy, IMU.
posted by Seri Nadzia @ 6:32 PM
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