Soul Stranger

Thursday, May 08, 2008

One minute he's here, the other minute, he's gone!

Yes, missing without a trace.



Exams is a killer. Seriously. Almost all the papers are done, I'm left with only Art later and Science(Phy/Bio) MCQs on Friday. Yes MYE is over but like what Krisstle says, "the mother fucking big Os will be next". Grr. This few weeks I've been burning the midnight oil studying for MYE. I'm so gonna flunk Science paper. Worst, Biology. I target that I for sure score a U Grade or rather F9. Physics was an okay-okay one. I didn't manage to do those sums that I skipped as there wasn't enough time to complete my papers. English, MT, POA, Art, Humans is my only hope to pass. But I think I will pass with a slightly just pass grades. Oh well, pray for the best.


Dearest. I don't know what's with him for not replying my messages and answering my phone calls. One minute he was there and then next minute he's gone for so long and so far and then come back for a short period of time and then gone again. Am I like asking so much from you? I wander why. And I miss my Ripcurl jacket. Fuck, it's with him and my Adidas bag too. & greatly, I've been bumping into his friends eversince I stay here. Sighs.


This past few days I have been slacking with the boys, Ser, Fir and Ikhsan for group study and then chill. It's fun but sadly, I'm the victim they bullied. Thanks alot eh. Like the past two days when Ser wanted to throw a bottle at Ikhsan but it lands on my head instead with a loud sound. And I visited Mom back at Ang Mo Kio few days back for quite a few times. I miss her but I'm glad that she's doing fine. Father is certified jobless just this evening when Granny told me. I don't know what else to say to him. I know I agree to Mom's decision for divorcing with Father. Sis have started her new job as a personal assistance and Abg Noi, you take care of yourself in there and Adk gonna miss you badly. What a pathetic life and family I have now.







I end here and will update when MYE is finally over. For now, I'm so gonna "cheong" my Art. Sweet Dreams people! <33