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Everything is not at its right place now. Upon hearing the news, I don't know what else to say. All I know is that the whole day, I haven't been myself and down since morning. Why? Why when now then you'll take actions on her? Few days to Raya and I'm seriously tight up with O levels and this. 4 months eh? Wow! Cool or what? You've changed alot. Sometimes I just wish you could be the old person that I knew before. Way back then when you used to be the one cheerful sister I knew. Sighs, it's too late to even turn back the clock. I'm disappointed in you both but I couldn't say more now. It's over and it has already happened. Though I'm worse than you but still, I watch every step that I took. Why can't you? "Kerana cintalah yang mengakibatkannya berlaku." Likewise I said, nasi da jadi bubor and it's worthless to even lecture and nag about it. The decision is already decided. I just hope you could be a better person now. I'm truly hurt and disappointed. What's more her? The person whom have been supporting you all this while. It's not about who she loves more or what. Seriously, that isn't the matter. You get so tensed up and jealous when you know you shouldn't. Everyone got their own problems eh. Not yourself. Sometimes I wander why you are being so selfish that you didn't even bother to think about the consequences and what it'll bring in future to come. I cannot say more but at the least I could do is to give you my moral support and Raya is tomorrow. Hereby, I'm seeking for your forgiveness. And once you read, pretend that this post wasn't meant for you. Take Care and may God bless you. PS: I miss the old you. :'( I couldn't imagine how's life's gonna be if you left. Amirul? I hope little brother will change his behaviour and attitude from now on. Please stop playing computer games and legos and neglect your studies. Mind you, you're having streaming this year and I don't wish to see you in EM3 for goodness sake. And Mom I love you alot.