i got alot to update but sadly there will be no pictures and i know you people will get bored reading sucha long bloody post kan. hari raya, i dont seem to feel the vibe. i thank god now that sister made that decision few days back. god really answered mom's prayers that morning.


02nd October 2008.
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS!
matrep! you're finally turned 16 now. please please start studying for o levels properly and take good care of her eh! you know la who. just mug real hard this last month and then we can have fun together for the next few months to come. do well and we'll succeed together. who knows we'll end up in the same polytechnic or something. and ingat, gweehh syg bangat pada lohh!

oh well, thursday was supposed to head to school but since the previous night i was so lethargic and so are the rest, we skipped school and had a good rest at home. in the afternoon, meet up with NE and the soccer boys. bought F's birthday cake at hub and then bus over to serangoon. (and halfway i saw man. sad!) celebrated his sweet 16 birthday and the boys gave him a birthday bash which he's been wanting for badly. i got the video but will upload it when the lappy's back. wanted to go for maths night class but we passed and headed to yishun instead for burgerking and slack session. at about 9pm, me and naz headed home and there was this drunken malay man at the aged of 40s went near us. i freak out and spitted all those vulgars that are running on my mind. damn it!

when i reach home that night, the people were at my house. i take no notice about them and headed straight to my room. i cried and cried thinking back when can all this problems be put to an end. am i asking much? i don't think so. when all left, mom came to the room and told me that sis had agree to ____. i was somehow quite shock and happy at the same time. after much discussing with mom and her, she told us that she would be planning to head school back next year and finish up her course. i can see the smile on mom's face but at the same time she's feeling deeply hurt. though what she's doing is a sin but somehow it's better of this way for her and us. father has been in talking terms towards us. i couldn't imagine what would happened if father left us last year. sighs, i guess family problems is never gonna end for me. all i could do now is to give my moral support to both mom and sis to continue with life and expect more challenges to come. as for now, i really have to study very hard in order to obtain perfectly superb grades for my o levels. i don't wish to end up in an ITE. seriously, a big no no. texted ms tay regarding the matter and i feel more confident to continue life. thanks ms tay. :)

03rd October 2008.
mt and maths was the only lesson that i concentrated. as for poa i went to sit with rachel d. and we chat alot. after recess had biology and dismissed. i gave ms tay and mdm ratnam some kueh too. (when actually i was supposed to pass to ___. ) oh well, nevermind. and after school i went to have my nap till about 7pm and then over to meet up with NE at amk ave 10's macdonalds to have our serious mug. i finally finished up all the maths paper and i'm now left with just the new stack and cheongchenghiang's paper. come on! perserverance. E slept over at my house as we headed home at 130am in the morning.

04th October 2008.


HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHAWN!
few minutes ago, NE just left my place and now i'm at home rotting with little brother. we even ordered pizza as mom didn't cook anything. mom is busy settling sister stuffs at the hospital now. i hope she's doing fine and i'm praying hard and hope that everything is going on smoothly. time for mugging now. and apologies for the long and draggy post.
*pictures soon, i promised.