It's nearly 4am now and I'm still fresh awake and not feeling sleepy. I was suppose to head work yesterday at 2:30pm but I didn't. Text my manager saying that I was down with fever when I'm actually not. Reason was, I was wide awake till 7am hoping that he'll call me but no sign of it. In face I cried while waiting and staring at my phone and I feel so regret not picking up his last call that night. Worst, I was in the room alone. Little brother was sleeping soundly outside whereas Sis is at Granny's place. I got no one to talk to now and I miss those times when me and Sis sneak out of the house and went over to either Ave 10 MacDonalds or Haji Karim to eat. I miss talking and laughing with her in the room and made Mom shout at us and stuffs. "Kak, aku rind kau la!" I miss the most when I influenced her by talking those short forms. (Only she knows what I'm referring to)

Oh well, I head to sleep instead of going work and was only awake at 7pm after the phone call from Nazzeh. Had my quick bath and meet the Motley plus Reesha. Settled some stuffs and seriously, I'm so disappointed in both. I didn't expect it to happen and it did. In fact, I got alot to say but I rather keep it to myself cause I don't find a need to blog it all out here cause I know it's too public. Bought a packet of Famous Amos to munch later at night. Afterwhich, clean my bedroom and did some shifting of the furniture in the room and I'm loving the new environment. And the computer is now back in the room again. Hahahaha! Here it goes.

















And I'm working later at 11:30am till closing.

Where are you? How are you? I miss talking on the phone with you. Do you know that I cried for the past two days without hearing your voice and joke with you? I didn't expect this to happen anytime soon. But seriously, I'm feeling so lonely now without your company now till dawn. Sis is at granny's place and little brother and I just can't click well. I don't know why I'm feeling this way and to be honest, my tears are rolling down my cheeks now as I type this out. I was hoping that you would read my blog and would give me a call soon but I was wrong. I've been staring at my phone from 2am till dawn really hoping that you would call me. I miss you, I miss you alot! I got so much to share and joke with you about but now, things are different. Why? Is it true that all good things must come to an end?