Soul Stranger

Monday, July 31, 2006

monDAY.

SCHOOL.
The weather was so cloudy and windy. Feel like sleeping and not going to school instead. How I wish to! Hah, FAT HOPE!. Day start with Maths then Art. Art was fun. Do sketching. I love it! Then recess followed by Science. Had Science Test. grr. Then English and History and then BUBYE. Meet mom and sis at usual place and had mid-morning meal at Pizza Hut. Yum! Headed Library to do my Art Research then went browsing at AMK Central. I get bored browsing there every Monday. Can I have more new shops built? 5.15pm, fetch lil bro from religious class then went home.

STUDIES.
These SUCKS big time.
ENGLISH-its general and so far, so good.all i need is to read more books. =D
LIT-boring! poems and poetry is so BORING.
MATHS-i LIKE!. topic currently studying is MENSURATION. circles are FUN.
SCIENCE-new teacher so better understanding.
GEO&HISTORY-SUCKS big time. i dont understand a single thing! so, FAT HOPE on PASSING. haha.
MT-had fun and enjoyed every single of the lesson! at the same time, still can understand.

LOVE & RELATIONSHIP.
not really hinking of having one.
maybe i should just enjoy my life and concentrate on studies first.
CHEBAH! look who's talking. HAHA!
BFS are there . that joker.
[on my mind? i dnt know]
can get bewildered by love.
should i should i not?
wait. and think.
and think and wait.

FRIENDSHIP.
things are going well with GFS.
had fun and enjoying ourselves this few weeks.
*dolly*star*ginnie*nini*rara.
iLOVEyoo.
she? okay-okay.
misunderstandings.
nemind, dnt dwell on it.
[that dude remind me that]
hehes. =X


well, tiil then.
enjoy reading.
any updates, will be updated soon.
=)

<3

Sunday, July 30, 2006

BOREDOM.

sorry. ive changed again my skin. this want kinda simple. haha.
well saturday and saunday semms to be so boring for me. stayed hoema nd study. chat and sleep. thats all. update you all agin tomorrow. byes.
TAG.
thanks nadiah fer tagging. haha. =))

Friday, July 28, 2006

That Friday.

Today school was okay. MT, bored. Not good terms with him so kinda no mood. Then after school was OH-SO-FUN. That STAR made me choked when eating. She say the last person to finish up the food, will have to run round the food court at SERANGOON GARDEN WAY. That grrl. Then she call me CHOMBI. I was like. HUH? WHAT YOU CALL ME? laugh like hell and guess what, when heading home, took the wrong bus. I mean correctbus but the one going the other way round. Then alight at Toa Payoh. Nice clothes there. Nini bought the jeans and while I was flipping some clothes, a tall guy with a mask together with the long wooden leg, oh my god! So scary and sorry nini. I cuddle at Nini's shoulder and cried. Like hell. Can faint sak. Then took 88 and went home alone. This two guys from dont know what school. My god! Behaving like idiot sak. When i wanted to alight, I purposely shouted at one of them, "Excuse me!" he give way to me. Then i said to them, "wearing uniform, then behaving like this. what a disgrace to the shool," Then i went down. I boarded a double deck obviously. haiyo. Went home bath sleep.
bye.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

WEDNESDAY
As per normal, we were supposed to have Mother Tongue but Mr.Hasreen was not here. When to Teens Hub again. The whole lot of us. Something happened. Sorry Friend. After school, had Netball Interhse. On Tuesday, we won against Paramount[7-0] and Angsali[7-3]. Wednesday against Litchfield[9-3] and Kensington[17-0]. Weehu. Won all the match with an overall score of 33 points and we came in CHAMPIONS. CONGRATS.
Results are as follows:-
1st: BURGHLEY.
2nd: LITCHFIELD.
3rd: ANGSALI.
4th: KENSINGTON.
5th: PARAMPUNT.
Congrats to all team. Win or lose, it's just a game. One wil learn and know what sportsmanship and teamwork means.

THURDAY
School was like so long. Had Maths Test. Line Graphs. So funny. Test, u gonna be serious right? Instead, i made a lot of noise with my partner. Jia Juan. We laugh like hell while doing the test. haha, the test was oka. Can handle. Then after test waited for star and nini. And that shortie came to us. Woah, so scared. Sanggop sak she wait just to talk with Nini. then went off to Coffeeshop to eat luch and went home straight. Tired.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

MONDAY.
Normal day for me. The boring day of the week. Due to unfavourable subject teachers. Sian. Blahs. Met up mon and sis and Banquet then proceed for our MONDAY SHOPPING day. Nothing interesting to talk about. Except recess, they laugh at me cos of the BAPOK ATTACK. wadever.

TUESDAY.
School was okay. No, I mean can lah. Dearie star not here. Sian. TCabot MT. Went to Teens Hub. Slack till 11.10. Sebok only that DOLL! SHHOOSS! Assembly was awesome. The show was so damn nice to watch. By Act 3. great performance. Then went to the canteen and wait for Netball Inter-hse to start. Wooho. Todays game against Angsali and Paramount. Wont Paramount 7-0. Then angsali, 7-3. Congrats.

**i HAVENT been getting enough sleep these few weeks. Oh no!**

Sunday, July 23, 2006

woohoo!

HELLO SAYANGS, SWEETARTS, READERS AND BLOGGERS. MISS LAH SAMER KORNG2. DAH LAMER TAK UPDATE MAH.

SATURDAY
Went to the Interview at Meridien. At Dhoby Ghaut. At first, I went to the wrong hotel. Haha. I went to the Meritus Mandarin. Haha. From Somerset walk to Dhoby. Gosh! Then finally found the place. Went there. My Interviewer; Raine. She's pleasant looking and bright. And can easily tag along. COOL! She talk about the thungy and blahs. I thought it's gonna be so long. But then it was like only 10-15 mins. Then met the rest at Dhoby. I came too early so went to the toilet first then met them. Still, no one was there. Then one by one came. Taufik, Md.Noh and his gerl;Iqah, and then Fadzli. And lastly Hakim. Then proceed to Plasza Spore to eat. Plan to eat Long John but then it was pack so we went to the one nearer the Park Mall. Ate there. So the kecoh. Kinda lazy to elaborate here. Haah. After yumming, went to Heeren then Far East then slack at MaCafe but then the ice water all had no stock so proceed back to Heeren as Md.Noh wanted to buy tees. Then proceed to KFC at Plaza Spore to have a family feast meal treat y Md.Noh. Haha. Then slack at Dhoby
till 1145pm. Met Khai, Along, irfan and the other half of them at Lucky Plaza. Chit-chat then went off to Far East.
SOMETHING BIG HAPPENED!
There's this BAPOK, looking at us from far while we were slacking and crapping jokes. Then this BAPOK came to us with his or her[also I dont know how to say]hormy kinda smile. Came to us and look at us at one kind. Not stare but you know, that kind of horny and bitchy looking. I cried suddenly. I hug Iqah so tightly and grabbed Fadzli hand tightly cos that BAPOK was right infront of me, bending and saying, " Asal aku nagis? dorng bully u ke?" I was like OMG! The look was undescribe-pable. Dress in a kinda girl way. He used a "MAHA TIGHT LEATHER PANTS", together with a "LEOPARD SKIN TANK TOP" adn with the "FAKE HAIR". And with a handbag. Walk like a BITCH or maybe like A SLUT FROM GEYLANG. The face was so scary. The make-up very tebal and the lipstick is so damn reddish. EEEW!!
To: FADZLI AND IQAH.
SORRY COS I GRAB AND HUG YOUR LEG[IQAH] AND HAND[FADZLI] SO DAMN TIGHT. I WAS SO SCARED. SO SORRY! if only that bapok didnt exist.
GOT GET A LIFE LAH U BAPOK.
Overall, I enjoyed myself. Came home late due to that BAPOK lah. If not i would have reach home earlier. Reach home at 12.50am sia. Haha. Sorry mama. He sent me till the train there. Thanks Fadz.
New word we learned from US.
YAG. the gays we saw.
DYNAMO. Fadzli who made this new word. he wanted to say fall like DOMINO but instead he say DYNAMO. Haha. Funny lar u. Haah.
woohoo1 had a great day.
MSG-ING. SLEPT AT 4AM. Haah.

SUNDAY
Had Madrasah. Laughing as per normal. After Madrasah went to Mom's Shop. Then went home and get changed, went to Woodlands Library with Sis. She wantsto have a peaceful place to study as THERE IS AN AUTO RADIO IN MY HOUSE.Sorry BIG MAMA. Haah. Mati man if she reads this. =X Jalan2. Laugh here and there.
TODAY'S NEW THING I LEARN.
SOME PEOPLE ARE BORN TO BE CLUMSY.
FIRST, A SMALL BOTAK TODDLER, BANG HIS HEAD AND THE WINDOW PANE OF THE LIBRARY. SIAW. THEN A KFC~PIZZA RIDER TERSANDONG THIS TROLLLEY AND MELATER SO LIKE WHAT. HAHA.
After that, met Ika[DOLLYWANKA] and sis new frenunder the blok. FUN. headed home at 9PM. Nights. Im tired.

=))

Friday, July 21, 2006

Update for this Week.

TUESDAY
China Students came to our school to see how the environment in Singapore School. Our class had one. She seems to be cute nad sweet. We try and communicate with her but its difficult as she can only understand Chinese. Haah. Had Training as per normal. Tired. I injured my left leg, I mean muscle pull. Kekeke.
MOM'S BDAE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. turned 37. OLDmother. haha. LONG LIVE MOM>

WEDNESDAY
We celebrated Racial Harmony Day. Too early. Had Concert but the 2E Malay Students need to help for the Malay Stall. Weehu. Fun. NAd Cikgu was so funny and we enjoyed our day. Total amount earned:$61.50. Not bad huh? Haha. Training was OH-SO-TIRED.

THURSDAY
DEARIE GINNIE'S BIRTHDAY. SHE turned 14. FINALLY. Hah. Not the 13 in US. Haah. Sorry Nini. Keke. =D Bought her a photo frame and the other 3 of them[rara, nini and star] bought a Strawberry pillow, shaped like a bottle. Nice and cuddly. And Ernest bought her a roche. So sweet of him. Today was so damn fun. I BULLIED GINNIE. Haha. Sorry syg. Heh. We had HAIR FIGHT. Pulling each other hair in class and one of my classmate record it but I cant display it here. I try some other time. Haah. SO the funny. After school headed to AMK. Slack and sabo Ginnie. I pur water at her head. She got wet. Soakily wet. When home and her UNIFORM WAS ALL WET. Berjejeh. Haah. I HOPE YOU HAD FUN GINNIE. LOVE YAR LOADS. NINI, GET READY ON 27 AUGUST. haha.
[Nadiah's Birthday] HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

FRIDAY
After school headed to Serangoon Garden and had our lunch there. Took 73. Lazy to walk. haah. So hot you know. THe food was awesome. Headed home straight at 3pm. Sleep. So tired.

SATURDAY
Tomorrow need go for an Interview. UPdate you people tomorrow. Byes.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Weehu! Today after school, I was abit in no mood. I went to the canteen to wait for her, but she wasnt there. I went all over the school to look for her. Then I saw her friend and ask if they saw her, one of them said, she went out already, I was like, "really?" Then one of them lent me their phone to call her and so I did. She said that she went out ready. I was like,"why didnt you wait for me seyy". whatever. I dont want to be so like what. End it here.

Meet darlings at Coffee Shop and then went meet sis and mom at Central. Aunt came also. Blahs. Trade my hp. Wee. To Z520i. Haha. Sis also. KEPO!!! ARGH!! So the not fair. Haiya. Till then. bye.

reply to taggers..

STAR: thankyoo. love yar.
JEANETTE: thankyoo vewli muchy.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

It keeps going on my mind.

I dont know what's wrong with me.
Yesterday, when I wanted to sleep, I suddenly recall his face.
The memories we had shared together.
It was like SUDDENLY.

Maybe something happened to him?
Maybe he's in trouble?
I don't know.
I can't help thinking of him.

Just now, after I changed my skin, I read through my previous post.
And there's one post about him.
It makes me remind the time.
When we were ONCE together.

Eversince we break up, I didn't dare to be in a realtionship anymore.
I dont know why.
It's like the feeling of..
"undescribe-pable"

As they say, "buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih."
Or, "what comes around, goes around."
Haish.
If only he could read this.

I'd be glad if he nows what I'm going through.
We were once lovers. But now?
Maybe we should be "enemies?"
Maybe we should be "friends?"

I have no idea.
I just pray hard that he's alright.
Maybe not. Cos thus he still remember me?
Maybe to him, I'm a stranger to him.

Only GOD knows what I'm going through right now.

**If only I could turn back the time, I will treasure you and love you FOREVER.
But too bad, I cant. I dont have the "kuasa". Hah. =(
I'm sorry for the past.
Sorry for everything.
If I'd made you angry or sad or whatever.
Sorry.

[+]Memories of LUQMAN&SERI.[+]
has been washed away.
Okay readers.
Haha. I changed my skin AGIAN!
Cheeky. Haha.
Well, i get bored seeing the previous skin.
Hehe.
Okay I'm done.

Sunday

Oh Sunday.
A boring day. My normal routine ever Sundays. Woke up at 7.30am. Bath and get ready for Madrasah. Today was fun. But my laughing partner was not here.
To: Nadiah.
If you're reading this.
You should have come for today's class. It was fun. And with the presence of the new guy in the class. He's such a weirdo. I can tell you that. Ustazah ask, what type of people would you prefer, "hot-tempered" or "short-tempered" and he said,"warm-tempered". I was like,"HUH?" And during Tafsir, while Ustz was speaking, todays topic about "Hari Kiamat", he suddenly pull his pants cos' longgar i guess. And guess what I got scolded for laughing at him. He so slenger. You know what he say?
"Awak di sini? Asal ketawer, saya tengah bobal pasal Hari Kiamat, awak asek ketawe. Hal ini serious tau." I ignore him and keep laughing. You should come seh. It was so fun. HE and his S pelat.
After Madrasah, headed to Guardian as gf wanted to buy things. Then bought bubble tea and 265-ed home.
Now, chatting and updating blogs and checking mail.
DONE.

=)

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Taggers

SORRY. THERE WERE TOO MANY TAGGERS TAGGING MY BLOG. I GUESS, I'LL REPLY TO YOU PEEPS HERE.

NATHIYA: Me? Goth? Oh,no. I'm not really into that. Hah. Thanks anyway. Love you. And hey, link me up aites? Up there. My webbie. Thanks and take care babe.
MISSAH.SITI.: Hah. Before i reply, i give you a big kiss. MMMMUUUUAAACCCKKKSSS!!!! SAYANG AWAK.. Keyhs? Soo tak majok. Hee. Its not that that you cant blog but you're just lazy. Haha. Ooppps. I blog also ikot mood. Hehe. Take care darling gf. Hearts you loads Sis. MUAACCKKS. Take care. =))
TRICIA: Hey babe. Thanks for tagging. You're link. Take care and love yar dearest gf. =))

thankyoo.
im done.

Project

Today me and friends, I mean classmates and best girlfriends went out to complete our History project about 2006 Elections. Me and darling ginnie went to meet the rest, Linda, Ederlyn and Laavania at Serangoon Central MacDonalds. We had a great day over there. As per normal, we were the NOISY-IST among the other customers. Haha. =) Crap jokes and our minds became horny. Dearest Ginnie said that the mayonise looks like the discharge and the chilli looks like the blood from the girls' menstruation. EEW! i was like WADEVER. She's getting dirty and so Laavania. Haha. New nick for my gf. LION QUEEN. Her hair was like Rahimah Rahim. You know the out-of-bed kinda look. haha. Sorry gf. No offence. Hehe. Make fun of this guy who ask Dada for number. Haha. So the funny. It was me who started in first. This guy pierced his left ear and two of my boy friends[classmates] had one too. And that day, my Netball Teacher took our class for relief. Then she said, "Those boys with earstick on their left ear is a gay. So I guess, you boys are trying to tell us that you're a gay." It was so sarcaticly of her to say that. And then this guy wore a diamond stud at his left ear. I was laughing like hell seing his ear. And so did the others. Haha. Luckily the boy didnt realise that we were actually critisizing him. Haha. Took some pics at there. Snapshot by me. Muahaha. Headed home at 5+. And went to AMK Central. Ginnie wanted to buy something at POPULAR. Then I browse through the handphone shop. Changing my hp soon. My hp is damn sickening toad.
PIXEL.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Well readers, Im back.
Kinda tired to update my blog the past few days.
So here goes my day.

WEDNESDAY.
Had Maths today. And I was like so "guai". Oh My.. Hah..














Had Netball Traning. As usual. Very tiring.
I didnt really on the court that much as I injured my left index finger and it was so pain. After training, headed home straight. I'm so sleepy.

THURSDAY.
I realised tha these days, I have been going home early. Went home and studied. Gees, that's kinda weird. Haha. WIERDO. WHATEVER. Today, after school, went home with my dearies. Didnt slck with Ika cos she's meeting her cyg. They alight2 bustops before me. I was just too lazy to walk and so decided to take 265 instead. After alighting from 265, star8 called me ask to come down meet them as they were at Pasar, infront of my block. And so I did. Then after the went home, went to Mom's Shop. And slack till 5.30pm. Reach home and I felt so bored. Haha. I took some pixel. Kekeke. Here it goes.

PUFFER-fish. HaHaHA.



EMO-tional. =(










FRIDAY.
Oh, a tiring day and the last day of the week. Had Literature frist period but Mrs.Tan didnt came. So Ms.Chng took over. The new Science Teacher. And I realised that Science Teachers had flat chest. OopS!! Sorry, no offence. Haha. Followed by Geography Lesson. Slept. So tired and the rain was ouh so fine. Had recess then Science. Went to the Lab. Fun, yes =) But experiment, boring. =/
Mother Tongue was like normal. Fun and interesting. Confirm laugh. And yes! You bet it! Last period was PCCG. Had Science instead. Boring. Went through the answers done in the Lab and school ends! Sat with Ika till 2pm. Chat with Khai and Hilmy for a while and headed home straight. And now. Im so, so tired and sleepy. I want go sleep. Nighty nights. Hehe. =)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

exhausted

MONDAY
Class ends at 1.10pm. Went to the canteen and sat with Eugene, Tresharene and Tama together with Ika. Then she had her remedial. So left the 4 of us. At around
1.45pm, I went off cos I need to meet my mom. Reach AMK MacDonalds so damn early. Too early I guess. Hah.
Met mom and went to Pawn Shop. Then to Bank. Then to AXS. Pay something and went to eat at Banquet. Saw Cik Roy and Cik Dura. Ate with them then sis came. Went to POPULAR. Then me and sis went home first while mom went to fetch lil bro from religious class.
HOMED. Pack bag and TERsleep. Then went online and sleep.
Haha.

TUESDAY.
Today, had English Lesson. Oh, so funny and best. hahah.
Dictionary time!
haha, i get horny and dirty.
listed words.
fuck: to have sexual intercourse.
sex: sexual intercourse, often including other love activities.
condom- a contraceptive device consisting of a thinrubber sneath worn on the penis during sexual intercourse, to prevent the released of the sperm into the vagina and to avoid pregnancy and to prevent the spread of disease.
haha. me and my partner. haha.
cheeky monkeys. keke.
Had Maths Remedial. Wahliao!! the paper was damn fucking difficult sia. i left blanks. BLANKS ALL THE WAY. 30 minutes to do about 15 questions but full of ALGEBRA. DIFFICULT ONES.ugh! After paper ended, went for traning. YES! I injured my finger. cant bend it down. my left index finger. woohoo. trng with two coach. wah, can gow six packs i guess. so tough and tiring. two coaches. double the toughness.
after trng met an, wak, khalid and an chai for a whle and went home. tired. lethargic, exhasted, uhah. byes.

thankyoo.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Outing with Jennifer Deathwish and Fiestari 2006

ouh best.
Dah penat-penat tulis post, then computer uat hal. ARGH!
Nemind.
YESTERDAY.
Out with jennifer Deathwish. Haah. Not all of them. Actually it was a plan a week before but then I could not get through Fadzli to comfirm about the plan. Good, his handphone was sent to repair and that's why he cant reply to my msg. Haah. Yesterday, when I was getting ready to watch my sis performance at Cheng San CC, unknown number called. It was Khai. But then, I spoke with Fadzli. Talk about the plan. Actually I was suppose to go for an Interview but then, they didnt caled me so I kept quiet. Haah.
Clock shpws 1.30pm sharp. I;ve got ready to go.
Fit-in my jeans and black new top from U2. Gorgeous. Along with my bagpack. Then went outsa of the hous with Mama. The place was not so far awy. Walking distance. And guess what, we were too early. Haah. Kiasu people. Keeke. After the Fiestari 2006 thingy, I quickly salam mama and went off to Dhoby Ghaut. I was lost at first cos I use the wrong exit. Haah. Then at the tunnel saw Azlan and Elfee. Then saw Fadzli. And the rest. Not the rest. Only about 1/4 of them. Fadzli, Hakim ,Md Noh. Waited for Taufik. Then headed to PS to have our dinner. LONG JOHN. wee. 5 people squeezing at 1 small round table. Haa,best. Then we had FOOD WAR. Haah. I was like laughing like hell. Many things happened. Kinda lazy to blog it. OooO..
Headed to McCafe to meet the other. End-up 1 came. Khai. Along and the rest went to chill with their other friends at Esplnade. Thought of dropping Esplanade but then, we had not enough time. 8.45pm sharp, Khai left. Then we headed to Far East at around 9pm. Then to Heeren and back to Dhoby to slack. 10.30 sharp, i left. Soory guys, I couldnt be with you al. See you peeps some other days then. Wee.

PIXEL.

adi warna.




TODAY.
Had Madrasah as per normal. Laughing all the way and infact every lesson. Boohoo. every teachers came in me and partner;Sheril will give comments. Haah. Then talk about my probs. She knows the BACKSTABBER. So many stories she told me. I was like shock. Thought of telling man, but, no use. It's over between us. And most porobably he wont believe me and bother to listen though. Ha, forget it then. That girl is sucha BITCH. you BICTH-ER. hah!! After Madrasah, me and Ginnie went to MacDonalds toilet and got changed. Cabbed to J8. THE SINGAPORE IDOLS. WEE!!!!
Had lotsa fun there.
Jonathan: He so berg.
Paul: He so rawkked.
Rahimah: She so cool.
Joakim: HE so ADORABLY CUTE!!
Hady: He so FARKING FAIR!
Nurul: Quite lame. Hah. Overall sweet.
Gayle: She's sweet and pretty.
Emilee: She's okay. I like her voice.
Matilda: I like her singing.
Jay: Dont really know him that well.
Norman: He's cute. Average.
jasmine: She's sweet.

There you go.
PIXEL.

the finalists.





they rawks. jonathan,paul,rahimah and joakim. all the best.
thankyoo.

Friday, July 07, 2006

us finally.

today school ended at 1200 but DEAR MR HASREEN dismissed us at 1210 instead.after school, went to the canteen with ginnie and rara as nini and star need see their teacher.poor star had detention. we wait for her in the canteen then. the canteen was so few of students left. was quite amazing. i called Ika and ask her where she is. blahx..
after star came, went to amk.
slack at 53+. near ginnie's block.
aaw, her lil bro was just so cute. hehe.
i'll called her ginnie junior then. woohoo!
went home and got changed.
went to Northpoint followed by Sun Plaza with Nini as I need get something.
headed home at 8pm.
TODAY'S PIXEL.

hanyut.

dearie nini and ginnie.

peace. act cute sia.

MALU la.

POCKY day. wee.

CUTE-ness. ginnie junior.

after lepak.

me at cavana.

waiting for bus.

in the bus.
tatatititutu.
i ENJOYED.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

School was okay today.
Suppode to be having Geo Lesson with Miss Chinniya but she's on leave
so Miss Wang took us instead.
And she will be our new Literature teacher from now on.
gooodies..
Followesd by Lit and then recess.
After recess ahd Mother Tongue.
awesome.
laugh alot with Mr Hasreen's jokes and all.
He's getting more lienant as I see.
And he DOES REALLY look like MAWI.
had maths and followed by english lesson.

AFTER
had Netball Training.
wahlaw!!
the weather was FRAKING HOT!!
im turning into A BLACK BABOON
can suntan seh.
dismissed at 5.30 and off to 121.
Ika met An and I went into the court.
sat alone.
saw Man, Syed, Is, Rahimy and more.
chit-chat with Huiqi and I realised that Ika didnt even msg or call me to tell me where she is.
And guess what.
I caled her and she say she was on the way home.
I was pissed off.
She knew.
GLAD.
okeyhs, im LETHARGIC.

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Tweeny Tuesday.

school as per normal.
has DnT for 2 periods followed by recess.
woohoo! recess was fun.
My dearest Star made my day laugh.
haha. crap jokes and laugh loud.
had Mother Tongue after recess.
LAUGHING lesson for me.
had english lesson after that.
boring. cos i hate english and it's like a sleeping period for me.
followed by Science and Assembly.
Assembly was yucks!
an act. i dont even understand whats the moral of the story.
its so LAME.

AFTER SCHOOL.
slack with dearies till 3pm and then went to 117 to meet Ika, both An.
something happened.
I dont wish to write here.
then saw Man, Fatin, Hilmy and Nuraini.
blahx.
around 5.30 pm, went home.
walk infront of them.
i was like WADEVER.



As days went by, I realised that I miss you.
You used to shower me with your love but now its SHE and NOT ME.
I cannot interfere YOUR relationship.
I cannot destroy YOUR relationship.
I cannot FORCE love.

When I think twice, I guess its useless for me to behaving this way.
As if like I'm begging for your love.
Which I cannot be.
Life has to move on.
They say, "there's many flowers in the garden."
So, why should I cry over a guy who doesnt even love me to the fullest.

As for now, I'm beginning to start anew.
Be myself and not to take things for granted.
Always think twice before I do anything.
Dont let guys hold me down.
To you, i wish you all the best in your life.
Sorry and thanks for everything you gave me.

2 days counting if we were STILL together.
our 1 month.
itHASENDED.
no more 060606.
byes.
memories of US.

Monday, July 03, 2006

hello

dear READERS.
new SKIN.
new EVERYTHING.

today we had no school
school holiday.
woke up and went down with ginnie.
bought black dye. argh.
and a new lens.
it has benn erm,5 months expired but i still wore.
ahahs. thought of buying the black one but change of plan.
bought the transparent one instead.
then went to rent cd and i bought bubble tea.
wee. and went back to the altering shop to take ginnie's skirt.
slack for a while and went home.

my HAIR is DAMN BLACK.
grrr.
tommorow school and SHIT.
HOMEWORK NOT DONE.
DnT tomorrow.
uh, tt tcher.
HATE u.
YUM.
mom bought us durians.
YUMMY!
fingers licking good.
ahaha.

okeyhs, byes.
BABE?
DUDE?
haha

Sunday, July 02, 2006

best dok.

YESTERDAY.
early in the morning,had Netball Trng.
after trng, bath and went ot 7-Eleven.
top-up ez-link and bought crunchie.
yum!
then meet An[sgs].
slack for a while and went home to get change.
was struggling cos I dunno what to wear.
PERFECT. black TEE and faded jeans. together with my sneakers. PERFECTITO.
hahas.
2.45 sharp,left the house and met an[sgs] under his block.
i HATE late people.
and guess his was SOO EARLYY.
had to wait for him for abt 15-25 mins.
god, so long. KALAH POMPAN.
then we sat under the block for Azhar to come.
Then saw Saiful, Man and Hilmy.
and then just in time, Azhar came along and we proceed then.
An[peicai],Khalid and Alfee didnt came.
left the three of us.
took 76 and stop at the Paya Lebar MRT station there.
meet the rest and went to the place thingy.
sat at chit-chat till arnd 6+.
the big event was starting soon.
so, we got ready and went it.
whole lot of fun. weehu.
after the whole gig, went to Paya Lebar MRT Station.
then slack there till about 9+ then headed to town.
it was so fun.
we do the 'chir-chor-fun' dancing. ahahas.
then took 7 to town.
slack at Dhoby Ghaut till 11+.
and went home.
Fuhyoo.
reached home at 1230 am.
cool huh? ahahs.

TODAY.
had madrasah.
okies.
new friends new teachers.
new environment.
wee!!
after madrasah went to banquet.
ate and went home.
sleep and now awake.
hahas.
lame.

chious.
tomorrow no school.
no plan?
any plan beep me ghurls.
take caiire.