I know my blog look so dead. Let me repeat again, I'm staying over at my granny's house from now onwards. Will only be coming back home when everything is okay. I admit I miss Mom alot. The last time I saw her was when 17th April till now. Though communication is high tech now, but still I haven't seen here face to face. I miss you Mom.



Oh well, things are fine now at granny's place. I got freedom, I got everything I want. And I got peace from all the problems I have to encounter at former house. Oh ya, recently Haizal broke up with his gf and I'm damn happy. Why? It's all got to do with Karma, boy. And on Thursday evening, it was unplanned and we meet up at Causeway Point and then walk over to our usual slacking place, Admiralty Park. To tell you the truth, I lazy to entertain his cries over for her. Sorry, but seriously. Saw VimalGALAH and HEHE! :D



And on Friday was my so called last day of work at the moment due to examinations I'm sitting for the next few weeks. And on Saturday, had extra lesson for Maths in the morning and then went to have lunch with Ser, Fir, Reesha and NE. It was fun and then later in the noon I went back to school as we will be heading to the Buddhist Association Lodge to collect the Bursary Award and I received $650. Sunday itself, went out with Aunt, Uncle and my little cousin to Safra Club for bowling session. See, I think my Uncle is better to be my father. What upsets me most is that he don't even bother to call or check me up. Like cheebyeee! Nvm. So be it.



After English Paper today, NES, Fir, Ser and Ikhsan went to have lunch together at Kovan's KFC and it was fun with them laughing and bullying me 24/7. And the funny part was when when I wanted to alight at my stop, Ser went to block my way down. HAHA. "Kirim salam Seri je tau."(sent my regards to Seri only okay) A conversation between Fir and Ser on the phone after Ser left. HAHA! Cute stuffs, okay.



Mid-Year Examinations have begun, guess I need alot of time to start revised now before it's too late. Good luck to all those who are sitting for their examinations and all the best. Shall update if time allows me too. Till then, much love readers. :D

OH MY DEAREST BOY! :)

Only I know what's going on.










7 DAYS MORE TO MYE, STUDY PEOPLE! :D

Friday, 18th April 2008.

Off to school as usual and then headed over to Northpoint after school with Nazzy & Ernie to grab Irah's present. We bought her a button down shirt with vintage design on it. Afterwhich, I mrted back home then get ready for work. Am working at 5pm today instead of Saturday. Work was okay but I receive no tips at all. :( Took last train back home and then saw Jambron and gang. Alighted at Woodlands and then decided to slack with them at Civic till 3am. Met new friends, Kadir, Tasha, Afiq, Taufiq, Feeqah.



Saturday, 19th April 2008.

Woke up and then got ready and went to Ernie's house. Afterwhich at 350pm we left and meet up with NHQ. Mrted to City Hall and dine at Food Lort. Walk and browse around and then meet Raylene and off to Orchard. Did some shopping and then slack at Taka Garden. Later then Naz, Ernie & Ahginn came with the cake and sang birthday song to Irah. At about 1030pm, Naz, Ahginn and Ray left while the three of us slack and chill at Taka Garden till about 11plus. Took last train and alighted at Admiralty and 913ed back home.












Sunday, 20th April 2008.

Was awaken by Haizal's msg asking me out to town to accompany him. As usual, confirm he wants to go shopping. So I agreed. Clean the room and finish up my Maths work. Waited for him to end work and then with anger, he said. "hmm,tk jadi uh, sorry" I screwed him up. And he keep saying sorry for thousand times. Later at 9pm, he msg me sharing his problems and blahh. Oh boy, this is what I call karma. You did this to me and then she did that to you.


Friday, 23rd November 2007, 02:32am


Unexpected yet planned,

Destiny brought us together,

Weird as it may,

You touched my heart and enter my soul,

When once you were a total stranger,

Who means nothing but just another living,

But now etched in my heart is your name,

And to love you is a must,

The first date, kept and treasured,

Sealed in my memories, perfect it is,

The beginning to our chapter,

So sweet and so fine,

The first kiss, I remember, sweetness lingers,

Romance in the air,

Perfect setting, perfect place,

The witness to our vows between you and me. :)


Those words you said to me while we're on the phone and when you ask me a favour to read her blog just now and I came across this phrases too in her post. You make girls fall for you using this words? Wow! How amazing! Splendid siol! Sometimes I wander, why am I so stupid, waiting for you to be mine once again and then why I still bother to keep in touch with you although we have no strings attached. Let's put in this way and just be close friends like how we are now.



Well, enough said. Tomorrow is Monday and back to school and to Dearest Hadirah, Happy Sweet Sixteen Birthday. 3 down, 2 to go. HAHA! Pelan-pelan kayu eh! :D




Doom's Day in a weeks' time, people start mugging yaw! :D Till then.

A very random post.



School's fine and Mom and me are alright now. "I love you too". So far yet so near. Sighs. Friday tomorrow, off to work and then Saturday will be heading out with NESHQ.




HAPPY ADVANCE 16TH BIRTHDAY HADIRAH! :D

Sunday, 13th April 2008.

Went to meet Nazzy and Ahginn over at 447's MacDonald's at 4pm and mug till about 7pm. Ernie came later on and then decided to slack at Ave 10 and then awhile later, I went home.



Monday, 14th April 2008.

Didn't went to school due to certain reasons which I don't wish to elaborate here. Decided to stay over Granny's place for the time being. At 4pm, mrted over to Woodlands together with my books and school stuffs. Reach woodlands, lunch and mug till 8pm and tved. Sleep early as I was too tired.



Tuesday, 15th April 2008.

Woke up at 7am and was confirm late to school. 913ed to Woodlands interchange and mrted to AngMoKio when suddenly this 3 ITE guys came standing beside me when I was going down the escalator. I reach AngMoKio at about 815pm and then alot of buses was pack with those kiasu Singapore passenggers. Finally 132ed to school and went straight for my second lesson. School was fine. After school stayed for Maths Remedial and then headed home straight. At night, continue with Maths revision and headed to bed early.



Wednesday, 16th April 2008.

Woke up at 6am and was still late to school as I miss the 630am 913 bus. Mr Teng said we do not need to serve detention today as the MOE people are coming afterwards so we were released back to class. Had Geography and idiot Rachel made me laugh throughout the whole lesson. During POA before Assembly, me, Kriss & Shawn were doing our work when suddenly we heard "her" voice keep asking questions and suddenly shawn said, "shut up la" and that stupid Kriss went to shout the two words out and made me and shawn laugh like hell. Those who know what I'm trying to mean, will understand what I'm trying to say. Hahah! Assembly was nonsence. After school, went to meet Mrs Tan and do my English summary and then headed home to take my clothings and off to Woodlands. Bathed, dinner, pray and then continue with my revision.





Mom, I miss you. Seriously. All night long, before I went to sleep, I cry for you. Sorry for all my bad deeds. Sorry for being rude to you all this while. Sorry for every wrong I've done towards you all this while. I didn't mean it. But it hurts alot when you shut the doors the minute when I'm leaving. I want peace for the next 12 days before MYE. I want to proof Aunts, Uncles and especially you and Dad that I'm capable of getting good grades and made you both proud. Understand me please, Mom. It's not that I don't love you and decided to stay with Granny. I get sick seeing you two fight day and night. Please, I'm sorry and I love you. I MISS YOU, MOM! :'(

Thursday, 10th April 2008

I was late again for the fourth time and first period was Maths. The period went down to waste as the teachers were having a last minute meeting. Ms Tay gave us our Probability Test Paper back and went through the corrections. Afterwhich it was MT and as usual, I brighten the class with lame jokes. Biology was alright and I did not fell asleep. After recess had English and then followed by 2 periods of Art lessons. After school, stayed back for Speech Day rehersal and then at about 5plus pm, went over to General Office with Krisstle to collect our ez-link from Mr Teng and home sweet home.



Friday, 11th April 2008

PE was cancelled as it was raining and we stayed in class and watch videos from YouTube on Sportsmanship. Second lesson was English and we did Letter Writing and then continued with last lesson's work for POA. After recess, school was dismissed. Went over to AMK Central's KFC with Ahginn and then 265ed home. Get my stuffs from home and then bused to school back for Speech Day performance. Saw Mrs Rama(ex JS teacher) during rehersals. The performance went smoothly. All we had to do was to welcome the Guest-of-Honour. Congrats Stilts & Flag Acrobatics. :D After Speech Day, went to meet Ernie and Reesha. Over to Kovan for Pool. Later then, Eugene, Ikhsan and Fir came to join us. We played from 655pm till about 10plus pm and then walk over to bus stop. I was so high that I made everyone laugh and crack lame jokes while walking back home. Even though it was just a few hours spent together, we sure do had fun. I went to sleep over at my granny's place for a night at Woodlands then.



Saturday, 12th April 2008

Woke up at around 2pm and then got ready to work. 913ed over to Woodlands Interchange and then mrted to Dhoby Ghaut and 106ed to workplace. Punch at 5pm and out at about 11pm. Everything went smoothly today except for the staff meal was a total shit. Had conflict with Mom earlier on and thanks ah for the tight slap you gave.



Sunday, 13th April 2000

I reach home at about 12am+ just not and I've just finish cleaning the house, washing my clothes and tidy my table. Currently cracking my brains doing Maths sums which are making me go mad! 2 more assignments and I'm done. And this week is hell for me. I'm down with alot of tests. Oh well, will update later if there's any plan. Probably will be heading over to Woodlands Library to mug. That's all. Cheerious! :D

Happy 21st Birthday to Abg Noi & Happy 18th Birthday to Kakak Intan. :D

Blessings to you both and everlasting relationship aite?

How sweet that their birthday falls on the same day(10th April).



School was fine, I love Wednesday cause it makes me feel fresh awake and not sleepy at all. Teachers are now basically doing alot, alot and alot of revision in preparations for Mid Year Examinations which is less than 3 weeks' time.



Geography, we've stop doing any more work and focussing on MYE instead. MT was forever a laughing period for us with Mr Hasreen and his lame-yet-cute jokes. It's the movement that he made was funny and cute. Art, I'm still struggling with 3 more boards and I'm left with a month to finish it before June Holidays for carving and printing. Maths, the whole class is so into doing the questions for revision. We did alot of revision from past years papers and then Accounts we moved on to Correction of Errors which is an average topic to understand. Assembly was okay, "NAH-UH-UH!"



After school, NESHQ headed home straight and then I had a short nap till 4pm and then went to meet Reesha, Nazzy, Ernie. We mug at 447's Mac till about 7pm and then Ser and Firdaus came along. We chat, slack, gossip and tease each other. And as usual, I'll always be the victim of getting bullied. :D We bidded goodbye at 9:30pm and I continue doing my revision at home.



I didn't know that Sec 4 life is a killer. Will be having like 3 to 4 tests in a week. Can you imagine? Okay, that's all for now. HIATUS! :D & Ohya, Dearest Father(NOT!) Happy 40th Birthday today & Kakak & Abg Noi, tomorrow.)

Mid Year Examinations is less than a month and I haven't been doing any proper revision. It's better to start now then later. I don't wish to feel regret later on.



Dearest text me on Monday morning during my first period. He quit nursing and currently working full time with his dad. I miss him but I know there's no way for us to be back together like last time. Serious fuck, I still can't get over him and I don't know why. Oh well, may you enjoy life to the fullest, heart. :D



GAWWWDDD! Mom bought me a pair of white gold ear rings and it's nice. Thanks Mom and I love you alot. Till then, HIATUS! :D

Like seriously, I hate Monday. It's such a long day and the lessons make me go sleepy. I slept almost throughout every lesson today and i don't know why. Alhamdulillah, I'm qualified for the bursary award and this will lessen my mom's burden. After school, had Netball Interhouse and congrats to Lichfield as they merge champions this year. Burghley, you're still the best! Keep it up girls! :D

So yesterday was working at 5pm till closing. Hilmy continued back working at Outback as he was given the second chance. After work trained back home to AMK. Saw Amali, hello-ed him and alight. Walk all the way to 7eleven as Sis wanted cookies. And today woke up at 12 and Ahginn msged. Meet her at 2pm and trained down City Hall's Surfer's Girl. She wanted badly that Ripcurl bag so we went to check out. It was sold out. Went over to Marina Square Ripcurl shop and it was sold out too. Dine at Burger King and then 171ed to Wheelock. Check out the Crumpler shop and the color she wanted was sold out too. Walk over to Wisma and check out the Ripcurl shop also, sold out too. Then over to Heereen and then went to Garbage at basement to get her crumpler sling instead. Over to Flash N Splash and I bought a Ripcurl net bag. Haha! Mom screwed me up when I reach home. Headed home at 7pm.



Tomorrow Monday. Shits! Long and tiring day. :(

So yesterday was Sports Day and it was fun fun! 132ed to Hougang Stadium and I saw my whole class already in their shirt sitting together. It's like so whoahhh, all wearing the same tees. Enjoy ourselves to the fullest. At 1230pm, prize presentation and then we took some photos. Will upload the photos once received. 25ed to AMK Hub and then ate at KFC. Walk around Central and meet Jay at Hougang Mall's KFC as Ernie wanted to take her spectacles. Slack around Hougang area and then 132ed home. Bathed and stuffs and then trained down to Cityhall with Danial as he's also going to the same way as me. Went to take my pay at workplace and walk over to Marina Square. Bought Poccilini wallet for Mom at John Little and Mango, bought a pair of trousers. Then to ZARA and nothing attracts me. Over to Topshop and bought this pink and white stripes blouse. Trained down to Orchard and saw my camp instructed, Aza then to Wisma and hop in Forever 21 and bought accessories. Browse through clothings at Cotton On & Topshop also. Walk all the way to Taka Garden and bought a drink and my Eclipse at 7 eleven and then walk all the way to Dhoby. Trained back to AMK and home sweet home. It's fun to shop alone, you'll free very carefree and one shit thing is that all eyes will be on you. Bahhh!


Will be working later at 5pm till closing. Will also upload pictures. For now, I'm gonna get ready to work. Till then! :D

I'm so occupied that I have no time to update my blog. Sometimes being famous do sucks. This minute you said this, and the next minute you said this. Like what the hell? Have you ever think how I feel? I'm utterly upset, seriously. I swear this will be my last time contributing anything regarding or related to you.



Monday.

First period was the reading period and then back to class for English lesson. We went to the Computer Lab 2 to finish up our brochure work and then Social Studies next. I went to canteen to get food and then saw a teacher, so I quickly went to rush in at the 4T1 class and guess what, my skirt got stuck near the door knob and PIAAKKK! Yes, it was torn. A big fat long hole from the skirt pocket all the way down to my thighs. Haha, I went to the bookshop to get safety pins and pin the sides. Recess next and then Geography. I had lots of fun, laughing with Reesha, Rachel, Hong Yao and Zul. I enjoy disturbing Mrs Jones. Andrew is forever my victim! :D After Geography was Accounts and then Physics followed by MT. After school stayed back for Speech Day rehersals and then head home straight.



Tuesday.

Came school late and first period was Physics. Finish up the previous chapter and did TYS. Social Studies was next and Miss Tan relief us. Did my Bio work and then Maths was next. Continue with Probability and then recess. After recess was Biology and Mdm Ratnam was late for 30minutes. After Biology was Mother Tongue and then English. Dismissed early for Speech Day rehersal. Back home and then 159ed to meet up Feifei at Hougang Green. Dined in at LongJohnSilver and I blanja-ed her. And Fizwan was working there and we disturb him. After eating, went for smoking break and saw Feifei's friend and Fida finally arrived. Went upstairs and waited for a few minutes for our turn. Played pool till about 10pm and then went down to slack at Pizza Hut as Khalid was working there. Bidded goodbye and then 325ed with Feifei and she alight while I 88ed back home. Saw Amirin while waiting for bus.






Wednesday.

Geography was first period and then followed by MT and then recess first. Art was next and Maths and POA. Last period was Assembly and Ms Tay went through the target settings after O's. After school, rush home and took my PE attire. Played for Netball Interhouse and our team was qualified. After game, went to meet Ms Tai and Mr Ho for Speech Day rehersals and join the F&N students for awhile and then went off to get my art stuffs. Later at 9pm, went to meet Nazzy, Ernie, Ser, Fir and Neutron at Mac and slack till 1030pm and went home.



Thursday.

Something happened in the morning and I'm utterly disappointed with her. Shall not elaborate more. && I'm so in love with the class tshirt la. Damn nice! :D MT was next and then Biology. Halfway through was called by Mr Singh again for the morning stuffs. Blahblahblah and then recess. After recess was English and then 2 periods of Art. After school, we waste our time, thanks to her. Damn it lah! I don't know what else to say already and what hurts the most was when Mother says she won't want to come if I'm not one of the emcees. Tell me, what's up now?



Tomorrow Sports' Day. Yeah, I so can't wait. 4E3 JIAYOU! :D