Maths is easy now. Standard Forms can be a little bit complicating but I managed to understand it. My crazy Nazzy didn't went school today. So I sat with Nini instead. We only have lesson till 9am then had Fire Drill. Then it was English Lesson. We only do some corrections & then it was recess. Cool huh? Then MT was sucha bore. We were given a book to read. All of us were sleepy then. Me, Ginnie, Johan & Fir slept. Haha. It was a funny scene. Haha. Physics, continue the yesterday thingy then Assembly on Crimes all.
Then there was a heavy downpour. Bahhhh. Went Bugis with Nini & Ginnie. Ate at LJS then went TopShop. I want go get the tops there. They're having sale la can!!! Then went to U2 & I bought some tops there. Then went to m]phosis & bought Rara's top as she ask to. The sale is so so so cheap. 50% to 70%. Sadly till 1st March. Boo. =( && I met my crazzyNAZZY after that with Ginnie.

Camp is in a few days time. I need do some packings & am not sure what to bring, what to wear all. Shopping Time!!! && I swear that I hate it when I'm having flu. I can't stop sneezing & they'll start to disturb me whenever I sneeze. Cause I'll produce a very loud sound. Haha! Shh, SUNSHINES; only you all know.

I think that's all la. I want catch some sleep for now.

Tuesday.

There was a Camp Briefing during the first period. So PE was only like 15 mins can. & we only did some running round the school, one round, around the school. && i so so cant wait for the camp, There's flying fox! UUUUUU-WEEEEE. & the scaring part is the one we have to walk across one end to another on a rope. I'm afraid of height btw. so yeah. ;D Then had MT, did some filing & not much of laughing this few days. I guess, Mr. Hasreen's mood is erm, ah ah. Had English & I totally forgot about the Newspaper Journal. Bahhh. After recess, Social Studies was next. Suppose to have re-test but the whole class pscyho Mrs Chatterji so it'll be postponed to Thursday instead. Physics next, the graphs are abit complicated. I have no mood suddenly & I dont know why. *Thanks Ginnie for the warm hug. ((:* Then had POA test, ahhh, Trial Balance, quite easy & I manage to complete it in time.

After school, I went to meet my Mom at AMK's central. I bought my fbt shorts at the NTUC FairPrice(xTra). && I finally get my DANO's cardi. Yeahh!!! && I'm gonna get the top there too. Must must!! It's gorgeous la.

To that somebody;
Grow up & please don't be childish will you? Must you call all your 'residents' to beat up one innocent dude? Gosh, 28 yrs of living, & beating is your hobby huh? Strange. How I wish, I never knew you from the beginning. Argh, & because of you, my mind is wandering elsewhere during lessons. You know why? CAUSE I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAD HAPPENED!!!!

monday + conflict.

School today was alright. Anyway, things arent its right place. There's a major big problem I have to solve here between this LIAR. God Damn Him lah. I will curse you as and when I like hokay! && I cant set my mind to studies now in school. I seem to daydream. Why is this month so badluck? I think because I wear black tees often or something. I sould be wearing red instead la can. Hmm.

&& Retrophuck, here it is. plus the adidas bag too.



available in hot pink & black too.

available in hot pink too.

I guess I'm done &&
jerk; can you like dont bother me anymore? you are nothing to me anymore. ABSOLUTELY nothing. except that you shattered my heart into pieces that cannot be mend. CANNOT.

chiaou.

Our Break-up.

So yesterday, I did went out with my usual cliques instead of going out with him. To my horror, the secrets were revealed by An. He told me the whole story. I was very upset.

Where are the promises we used to make?
Where were you when I need you badly?
Where is the love & trust we used to built before?
Where? Tell me.

To HIM;(I know you wouldn't been reading this anw.)
When I first met you and started this relationship, I thought we could last long. But it was proven wrong. You shower me with your love & care but amazingly, you lied to me. You used me. You were unfaithful to me & to the love we built all this long. Time flies so fast that it ended this way instead. From the beginning, I knew that something is not right & slowly the truth was unfold. I was so shocked upon hearing the news. You're not yourself. You're just not real to me. I thought I could forgive you & start anew. But sadly, i can't. I've lost trust on you. It's hard for a person to trust someone who have lied once to them. Seriously speaking. Why must good things ends like this? I'm utterly dissapointed in you. You make me felt for you so deep, & then.. You know that I felt for guys easily & you know it right from the beginning that I hate guys who lied to me. If it's a small matter, I won't mind, I could forgive you. I'm ashamed of what had happened. I guess, you just have to find someone new to replace me. Sorry. Cause I have to let you go. You're aren't my type & you're sucha big LIAR to me. I'm sorry. Don't cry about me, & don't worry about me. No matter how hard you try to get me, I'm afraid I can't accept you back in my life. Goodbye.

Don't ask me what happened. I broke up with my guy yesterday. He lied to me. A big lie okeyh! You'll be shocked too if you know the whole story. SUNSHINES; I'm back to single life again. I will spending more time with my bitches instead. They're the ones who can make me smile. I can be a lesbian too if I really can't take it. Ginnie; be prepared! Haha. I totally lost trust on guys. Guys are like ice-creams with many flavours. Some flavours are delicious some are gosh, disgusting.

Yesterday at 4pm, I met my boyfriends at LJS(Bugis). I was suppose to tag along them for jamming but I was already late. Then An told me everything. We(Fadzli, An, Kechik, Baby, Shaz, Ijat, Hanah & me) 133ed to Esplanade. Then An(chai) & Omar came. Then slowly, many of them came. The whole kelompok were there. Like about 30+ in total. Plus the hot girlfriends. Then at about 11pm, I cabbed home with Sis as I met her halfway.

& early in the morning, I had religious class. It was an okay-okay one today. Two test sek.
Tomorrow back to school. Bbaaahhhhh!! i hate it.




He's always there for me when I need someone. Thanks, Bro. ((:

Goodbye for now.. ((:

thurs&fri

Well, Thursday & Friday yet just another day for school. Did nothing much just except that I'm currently having many test within a week. How the hell am I gonna study & worst still, sometimes, one day can be filled with 2 test which I dont really quite like the subject. & oh ya, my form teacher cum bio teacher is not in school. She went for her operation & so that means, we're gonna missed Bio lesson. woohoo! i regret taking bio somehow. I find it difficult to memorised some names. & worst, the names are damn long & strange to read & spell out.

& yesterday, I went town with my sis together with Dali & Abg Mat(darl's friend). Then at 5pm, they went off, & we went to meet Abg Mazrul. Slack at Esplanade then saw them. (the usual gfs&bfs). Went back at around 930. oh ya, bought an adidas sling bag & a roxy wallet.

So yeah, maybe later I'll be meeting them again. See how it goes. I want go see the Chingay la dey. hmm, thats it for now, will update more sooner. bye folks. ((:

Epic Movie&Girls' Day Out

Well, yesterday outing with my SUNSHINES was a blast. I meet Nazzy at AMK MRT at 210 then went to AMK Hub as she wanted to grab something there & then went to AMK MRT to wait for the rest. We went up first & sat at the bench near the last deck. Then at 320, Rara came. & then while waiting for Nini, I saw this girl who look damn familiar to me. & she was waiting for a friend too & suprisingly, she was waiting for AnCHAI. The minute I saw him, I was like, "Eh, kau! Tu padan la this girl look familiar". So we shake hands & when the train came, we board & hop in as NIni was in there. They alight at Orchard while we alight at Somerset. In the train there were a few malay boys smiling & waving away at us. & when we wanted to alight at Somerset, Nini dare herself doing a peace sign to them. All of us laugh. So , walk over to Cathay & bought our tickets. We went to watch the "Epic Movie" at 535pm. While waiting, we then ate at Long John. JUst nice, it was already 520pm. Off we went to get some popcorns & drinks for ourself. & with no regrets, the show was awesome la dey. Me & Rara had a great laugh. Seriously till Nazzy & Nini was annoyed. Then after the show end, we then head to Esplanade to slack as it was still early for us to go home. Then I saw Fadzli, Faiz, MdNoh, Taufik, Khai, Ishak, Aaron, B, Baby, AnCHAI, Khai, Zul, Jo, Suhana, Raifana, Cassandra. I think that's it. Then Suhana & Khai joined us at we slack together. At about 10pm, we then went home. It was a blast. Pixels are taken. Have a good look on it. We didnt realised that we took more than 50 snaps. Haha! Here you go! ((:

me&nazzy.

me&rara.

me&nini.

gf&bfs!

us.

goodbye! ((:


done! ((;

im meeting my SUNSHINES in 3 hours time.
weeee...

will update more later.
((:


*cutiepie; take care of yourself, dont cry too much.
crying wont heal the pain.

okeyh Seri, dont be lazy, lets update.

well, i didnt do nothing much except for vacuuming the house, hanging, washing & folding the laundries. thats what i have to do when it comes to holidays. bahhh! borring la dey! both my parents are working and so is Sepet(my sis).

i woke up & do the chores then on the phone with Darl. all day long infact cos he's at work bored & im at home BORED!
i think i can die of i-am-bored sickness. i wanna go out!

i was suppose to tag along Darl for Hafiz's pit at Changi. & most of my cliques will be there too. i wanna go. it is today & tomorrow. a 2 days, 1 night thing.
& tomorrow SUNSHINES ask me out to watch movie at Cathay. granny let me. i dont know if mum let.
i'll make sure i can!!!!!
ugh!!!!! bored!

&& oh ya, i edit my skin. & i think its much better this time.
any comments, do tag aite? ((:

i guess i have to continue dreaming on my lala land. (my bed!)
bye fellow bloggers. (((:

new skin...
BUT, still, will be under construction.

((:

saturday outing.

Well, yesterday outing was fun la. We had fun & I saw many many people. ((:
Let the picture do the talking. I reach home at around 12am. Then next day I went for Madrasah & now im blogging. Can? Now.... The pixels.




sabri; he was drunk so that why.

hafiz&me.

hafiz.an.safwan(boss)

hafiz.an.safwan(boss).sabri.

sabri&baby(syahreem)

the guys.

bfs!

gfs!

im donnneee! ((:

thurs&fri

15 FEB: HAPPY 15TH BDAE TO ME & TOTAL DEFENCE DAY.

School was as per normal. Early in the morning, my SUNSHINES gave me a present & it was a cool one. I really love it. Especially the pink one. Then had Art & we did more sketching. After that had Bio & we had to off all the Electricity for that period. The room was so stuffy la. & we were all starting to make noise. Then had English, did nothing much except for talking & chit-chatting. Recess, we were given a plain biscuits & a bottle of NEWwater. Yucks! Then had From Teacher's period. So, no MT for us. Then Social Studies Test, I can like suddenly forget the important notes. God, Im so sure to fail la. & i never even complete writing the essay question. It was Maths then I was release at 130 as I need to follow the C Div playing against AMK Sec @ Northland. Yes, we lose. 49/4. Yarhs, whatever.
After that, I was given the Birthday bash. Shena gave me 15 smack using the Nball on my ass & Johan & Usman gave me 15 japs on my elbow. Went to meet An after that & we went to Kallang to take the sticker for the helmet.
147ed back to Serangoon; something happen.

16 FEB: CNY CELBRATION.

SUNSHINES & I came late. & I was two times late in a week. I must not come late anymore. Then the first period ; 740-810 the upper sec had recess. From 810-940; we had free period. 940; the CNY Celebration went on. We had to squezze for space. Then me, Nazzy & Nini was squeeze with the E4 boys; Fir, Ser, Yahaya, Vickie, Karthig & Ikhsan. Ser & Fir forever with their sarcasticm. & the rest, kept threwing small pieces of tissue. Childish la.
After the whole thing end, I went to meet my Darl at Marsiling. Bought some food & watch some VCDs. I was too sleepy that I suddenly slept at the cosy corner. I was surrounded with comfy cushions & candles with fragrant. Nice la. Went back at 7pm & then I reach home at 9pm.
Reach home=SLEEP! Tired la!

mon-wed

Ive been busy this days with schools & CCA & I have not much time spent for blogging. So, I'll make it short.

Monday was yet just another day for school. & after school, me & classmates had to stayback & do the deco for CNY. Then after all was done, met An for awhile at Court. Ika, Man, Azhar, Hilmy was there too. Same goes for Tuesday. Did the deco but this time with sunshines. we went home at 630pm & Ginnie, me, Asaad, Haresh did something stupid outside. Hahas.

Well, things are going fine between the two of us. I guess, sort things out would ve the best thing to do. Im so loving him. && im missing his presence. Its been month eversince we last met. Actually not la. I met him on Sunday under my flat.

Today is Vday. Well, im not really looking forward to it. As i know we both will be busy, so there's no way we can meet. after school, went to Kallang to accompany Khalid with the design for the helmet. So, An, me, Ika 7 Hilmy tag along then went over to An's crib to slack. I'm lethargic.

Tomorrow, woohoo.
5teen yeah!!!
(:

Saturday&Sunday.

Saturday I woke up & realised that my cute niece is coming. & when I open my sis, she's infront of me saying. "Kakak Ia, Dewi da sampai." How cute. So I have to babysit her for 2 days as her parents will be going for honeymoon. A 2 days, 1 night one. How sweeyt. & I got paid, $25 for taking care of her. Cool huh? Then in the afternoon, me & mom went to Compass Point to get my neww handphone. Cabed back to AMK Central to sell my 2 old phone. & I get $90 for both. & oh ya, GInnie came my house for awhile.

Sunday, oh ya, Had religious class. I was not planning to go actually. However, I still do get my butt of the bed. & yah, I attend today's lesson. After Religious Class, 265ed back home. & on the way home, the market was filled with MPs & a few performers. HE was there. I saw him but he didn't saw me cos he was facing his back towards me as the bus drove past. Then when I alight at my bus stop, his friend, Dali & a few more was pointing to the corridor as my sis was on the phone & looking at them. Mom called & I went to her shop for awhile. & to my suprise when I reach the lift area, he was there. I was like, "AHHHHH!!" Like finally 1 month of not meeting him was totally a nightmare. I dont know whats wrong with me. One minute I began to like love him like hell, another minute, I was like, "Ah, forget it la" So we had a short talk & he left. A hug on the shoulder, a kiss on the cheek & he left. How sweet. Hehe. & in the afternoon, my 2 uncles & aunt came. && I met my Nazzy & Ginnie just now. I somehow find this pic a cute one. Haha.





so thats about it. & i re-arranged my room position again.
it's so like office looking okeyh!
SUNSHINES; yoo gotta see it.

im done. ((:

Wed-Fri

Wednesday was just yet another day of school for me. Things went perfectly fine but not til Assembly. I broke down out of sudden. I don't wish to elaborate & share it here. To my sunshines & some people, you know what happen, so keep to yourself. The assembly was a nice one but my mind was not there when it comes to the exciting part. Boohoo. Got second telecast? Haha! So I had t go to the Staff Room & Ms Chiniah, Ms Munira & Ms Chan was there. Blahs, all solved! So then, went to meet my sunshines. Then we headed to AMK straight & slack at the park. An came down as he was bored. So they were 6 of us. & Nazzy really can tag with him. Why? Cos they bullied me. Very lei. Well then. At about 5pm, I went to accompany him went back to Serangoon to slack & fetch Ika. Then we slack till about 7pm while the rest went home then.

& when I reach home, I dont know what I do.

It was X-Coutry the next day. The event went smoothly. & the weather was damn hot. The sun ray was shining directly at us. Sweats all over. After the whole thingy ends, me & my bitches went to AMK Banquet to makan. The bus stop was packed with all the smelly SGS-ian. Smart us, we took 162 back so it's not crowded & there were only the 5 of us. (: Then after the eating, we then head to here*. We went bonkers for a minute. Doing all those crazy stuffs. Haha. Sorry bitches for the smacking, hitting & slapping on the cheeks & everywhere la. Haha. Afterall we did have lotsa fun. Then at 2pm, me & Ginnie left. The rest went to slack. Ginnie had band then I went to slack with An, Ika & Shaz. **Nini, Shaz miss yoo.** WEnt home at 9pm, then met Ginnie & hubby at 585 there. Sweet lah both. & phone calls are nightmare then.

At home, I was being smack by my sis cos I brought the mp3 without telling her in advance. WTH! & my mood was not good. I cried the whole night, rejecting people's phone calls. Damn it. I dont know whats wrong with me recently. I have to go counselling a few days after school. Shh.

Pictures during the X-Country. Credits to Mr.Photogenic, Eugene for the pic.
(before the run)


ready, get set, go!


the award presetation. (fel, ika, khai)

back to school at 2pm. the photographer. & thanks to him for the pics. ((:


& just now, Nazzy & Nini didn't came. So it was me, Ginnie & Rara. Had recess with Jay instead. They went to the classroom for some thing. Then after school had match against Christ Church.

Guess I'm done. (:
BYE folks!

060207

Tuesday, another day of school. Lessons were alright. PE was super duper fun la. We played softball again & this time my team got 2 home runs. Added with the previous game, in total of 3 home runs. Not bad actually. But Nazzy & Nini’s team was ahead of us. Never mind. We can catch up in the next round. Last week is gonna be the last week of softball & the week ahead will be a new game then. MT was as usual. Much laughing going on. English was funny & exciting with Mdm Chua. She’s a very patient person from my point of view. Recess was damn kecoh la with Nazzy around. Social Studies is more on note-taking. Then had Physics. Much more on revising as there’s a test tomorrow. POA, finally I began to understand the format on doing transaction. Yippee!

After school, I went to meet Ika, Hilmy, An at North 4. Some things aren’t solved. Then went to his crib after the matter was solved. Watched a VCD; Stay Alive. Fun la the story. It’s very exciting. The plot is interesting. You should watch it! Headed home at 6pm as An wanted to meet his Mom at Compass. So, 76ed back home. Darn, I’m tired. Tomorrow, there’s a game for B Division against Yio Chu Kang. It’s gonna be a tough one. So girls, good luck! (:

I'm done. I want to mug now. Everyone’s asleep. So, I have a rest mind to study. Nights! ((:

What should I get for him?
I'm broke now.
*I want go rob the bank, name me one.*
-ginnie, remember? Haha. (evil laughs)

Mugging.

& thanks god, finally I manage to understand what is transaction & how to draw the table & stuffs. Afterall, I find POA a tricky subject you see. Oh, & after POA was Bio. & it was hell when the lesson ends. Seriously. Each students are required to buy the 10 years series O Level Book. It cost $7.20 each & she needs it urgently no matter what. & so, I was the collector for my class. & hence, 2 students have not paid yet. One is a friend of mine & the other is me myself. I didn't pay because I have no change for my recess money. & guess what she said,"the change you pay for your friend". & I say,"that what's for my recess?" she said,"oh, u got many cliques u see, can't they spare some money for u?" me,"hello? who the hell you think she is?" she,"..."
Wah liao. then the other friend keep asking for money. damn it la.
then we were late for mt. yadah. it was recess, had to carry the 4 books all the way to the classroom. wah.
it was maths when soemthing happen then. it was kind of a funny scene. then 2 periods of art was terrific. more & more homeworks. yabedabedoo..

&& people!! Singapore won lah!
AMRI, my idol.
i'll fetch him under the blok soon okeyh?
amcm nazzy oraite?

okeyh done! (:
chiiouu.

sleeping time.

SUNDAY.

hello people!

recent post is kinda saddeningg. so let's start today's post with a better intro okeyhs?

i went for my religious class just now. nothing much except for more laughing yoo see. so yeah, then i went home & sis told me something about him on that day they went out. well, i have second thought now. i want opinion & solution & everything la. where's my listening ear?

gosh, i'll be waiting for his calls then. :(

short right? i want watch soccer now.

SINGAPORE, GO GO GO!!!!


i support them.
no:17- my idol. dont curik!!

(;
okeyh, chio!

miserable life

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love, because you don't force
yourself to fall, you just fall.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone...
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy
with someone else, but it's more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you.

Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell.

**
i dont know whats wrong with me. im depressed. i know its stupid to fall in love. falling in love is sucha a pain. what do you get in the end? nothing. seriously. they say good things always come to an end. i wish to be free. i dont want to be control by you. im enjoying my life with my friends and cliques. not you. we're drifting darl. my life is miserable now. i need to sort things out with you but i know i couldnt. i dont know how to expressed. the only person i could turn to is him & my sunshines. they're there when i need help. but where were you? you're busy with your stuffs so do i. if only i knew it'll be like this, i wish to be free now. we dont suit together. and i guess we're not meant to be. i dont know. sometime im falling for you, and sometime im hating you. this feeling is so confusing. i dont know what wrong la. i need someone o be with me now! not you, but him.

im sick & tired of everything. school, studies + you! & him.

thursday&friday.

THURSDAY.
Had Art the first lesson then follwed by Bio. We had test & I can swear you that I fail for sure. Then it was English. Recess was normal then it was Mt. When Mr.Hasreen came late as he needs to settle with some discipline stuffs. We had a great time chit-chatting. & this Hafiz really is the kekek stuffs la he. He'll make us laugh all out of a sudden. Then it was Social Studies followed by Maths. Maths is really getting tougher. Indices. Gosh! You have to remember all the 6 laws in your head. Damn it! After school, I can't remember where I went. Oh ya, went to Srgn Central then 70ed back to Serangoon to mug with Shirley and some others. An & Ika tag along then Nazzy went home at around 5pm. I went over to Soccer Court then Nini came at about 7pm. Slack till 8pm.

FRIDAY
Had POA the first lesson. I was planning to sleep but then there was a relief teacher who took us. Then had English & we went to library. Hah, pixels are taken. Then Had Geography. Recess was like usual. Much laughing going on. Then it was Maths & I didn;t realise I was asleep. Seriously. It was followed by PCCG then with Mdm Ratnam. Much of talking about future & stuffs.
**
After school, I rush back home & got changed. Went over to Yishun to meet An & Bear. Cab-ed to Bendemeer Sec. They're having match. Then Rabiah was there too. After the match walk over to bustop & took 133. Khai, Faiz went home so Kechik, Fadz, me, An, Bear, Shazni, Sabri 133ed to Esplanade. Ate at Makansutra then slack at Esplanade till late night. Hana, Ijat, Taufik, Faiz, Khai&gf, Nani, Nelly, Su, Hamimmah, Ikah, Man(Caesar), Joe, Mike, Boss, An(chai), Hidayu, Hilmy all came later at night. At a few more. I can't remember their names lei. Something happen there. Sorry for making you people worried about me. Thanks for lending me your shoulders. I really can't take it what he said. Seriously. & I'm not blaming you for throwing your agerism at me. Thanks for sending me back. ( hilmy, an, bear)

Okeyh, I need get change now. I want go mug with my SUNSHINES. Bye! (:

& the pictures:-