Friday, 25 January.
PE was first period and we played Javelin in the school field. All wet and bloody. Heh, Mr Wee didn't force me to run although I wore the fbt shorts instead of the school one. After PE had English and we did our corrections for the test that day and then Accounts, got back our results and I regret not study fully. I passed but it's not satisfying. Shits! After recess was Maths and Ms Tay was talking to us more about the O's stuffs and the targets she want us to achieve and she believe we can do it if we want to.

Home Sweet Home first and then get ready for work. 265ed to bus stop and then 133ed to work place. I was early so I help Mr Sooria to buy some stuffs at Carrefour together with Melly tagging me along. Came back and got changed all. Alley Rally at 5pm and I get to know the party was cancelled. WTF! We're all in dresses came and it's cancelled. Fuck sak. Blahblah. Punched out at around 11pm and then Safari, Khai, Hilmy and me went to Esplanade to drink while Leleh and Jive went Chilles. Later then, Steph joined us. Slack and drink and all till about 5plus. Headed home only at 1010am in the morning. All feeling tired and sleepy the next day.

Saturday, 26 January.
Work at 11am, as I'm doing opening and I came home late. I reach my work place at 1147am. HEH! Break at 230pm and I get to get some sleep till 330pm and we had a classroom for all the FOH Staffs. 5pm punched in and Alley Rally all. Punched out at 10plus cause I only got 3 tables station. I was damn shock la when both me & Hilmy need to pay 186$ for one of the customer's bill who left already. Gosh, but luckily there's no need to pay. Went home straight with Khai, Hilmy and Dinesh, took 70ed home.

Sunday, 27 January.
Dead! I slept throughout the whole day. Damn sleepy and tired. Later on, will get my hands on doing homeworks and stuffs. :D




Tomorrow Monday,
Monday Blues.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, DEAREST! May all your wishes and dreams come true and good luck for your driving license. IMU, ILU!

First period was Maths and we got back our class test marks and I'm not satisfied with my results. I can do even better, although I passed the test. After Maths was MT and Mr Hasreen went to compare our behaviour with the Sec One's this year. Blahblah. After MT was Biology and we continue with the Neurons & Nerves all. Recess and then English. English we got back our marks and I fail. Already expected it. And Ernie was top in class, cool eh! After English, had 2 periods of Art. Did our O's work and then later at 1:50pm, head up to the hall to witness the release of O Levels Result. It's very scary lahh. Congrats to those who pass and good luck to those who doesn't, try harder aite? After school, was funny when Nini wanted to get some drinks at the vended machine. HHAHA! We end up getting a lot of cans and bottled drinks for free. ALOT i must say. Headed down to eat at MacDonalds and then home sweet home.

Tuesday, 22 January.
Physics was first lesson but Ms Chng was late. Continue with the chapter on Light and then went for Social Studies. Had Social Studies Test on Fishing Grounds and gladly, it was an easy one. After Social Studies was Maths and we did more practise on distance-time graphs and plotting of graphs. Recess then Biology. I was damn sleepy that I sleep throughout the lesson. Gawwd! After Biology was Mother Tongue and we did nothing much. Cikgu is forever with his jokes and funny actions and the whole class will go on laughing like hell. Last period was English and yeah, our group have not yet doing the film. We went for our own early dismissal at 150pm and went to the canteen to have our lunch as later at 230pm, we'll be having remedial.

At 230pm, went to 4T1's classroom for Maths Remedial and we did our own work and clarified our doubts with Ms Tay. Yay, I'm beginning to love Maths lahh. And shits, there's test tomorrow. Home sweet home at 5pm and I'm TIRED!

Wednesday, 23 January.
I woke up at 7am and I quickly rush to school. The minute I step in the school, the lower sec had already stood up. My hair was still untied but I take no notice. First period was Geography and it was fun. Sitting with that 'Char Bo', you can never be bored. Mrs John was telling the whole class her chinese name and the history of her name. Haha, after Geography was Mother Tongue and we had a class test. It was an easy one and I managed to finish it within 15minutes and I went to lala land. Infact, everyone did. Cikgu collect the paper when bell rang and then we head for Art. Art students went to have recess with the lower sec as Ms Rokia want us to be punctual and have more time for her Art lesson. After Art was Maths and we did the test. Yes, it was an easy one but I didn't manage to do the Bonus Question. I only plot them but didn't solve the questions. Clever hor? After Maths was Accounts and we continue with Partnership and there's an upcoming test on Feb 1st. Last period was Assembly and we had a talk from Mr Cheng from the SAGE and I swear he is a bad speaker. He don't know when to raise and when not to raise his irritating voice. I swear it was a waste for the school to pay him.

After school, went to meet Ms Ct at the Computer Lab and we went to do our filming till finish. Currently halfway but all the scenes are already in. Slacked with the Notice Board Committee in 4E4's classroom and then Mr Teng went in and *&^%$#@. Blah, okay whatever. Home sweet home as we're tired. VERY!


5hours to your 18th Birthday. IMU!

Friday, 18 January.
Went to school as usual and lessons going on as per normal. Oh yes, POA Test was postponed to Monday instead. School ends at 12.10 and I need to report for detention but was excused. Went home straight and get ready for work. Punched out at 1115pm and then they 'pangseh' me. They went to slack at esplanade without bringing me along. Hmphh. Cab home straight and sleep.

Saturday, 19 January.
I was doing opening and I was late by 6 minutes. Blahblah, and this fucking customer seating at Table 08 was giving me a headache la. But in the end still got some tips from them. HEH! 20$!! Punched out at 11plus and then 133ed home.

Sunday, 20 January.
Woke up at 12pm and followed Mom to Woodlands for some Cukor Rambot stuffs. (cutting hair for the new born baby ceremony) Cik Eton and the rest was already there. Reach and eat and stuffs and went back at 4pm. At 5pm, went Suntec with Sis. We headed to Suntec for the Job Fare thingy and then over to my workplace to check my schedule and then 36ed to Glass House. Dined in at Fish & Co and then went browsing around for his present. Gawwd, I still have no idea what to get for him. Then Mom, Dad & Bro fetch us at Paragon at 9pm and headed down to Mustaffa Centre to get some stuffs but was cancelled as the crowd was huge. And you know, Banglas..




Monday, 21 January.
Nothing much happen just that we had POA Test and it was okay la. And tomorrow will be Social Studies Test. So beloved 4E3, study hard aite? Cheers.






3 days more, Dearest.

I'm fine with school and studies so far. More topics to cover within a short period of time and extra classes are going on. Poly visitings this week currently. And alot of other events coming up. Earlier just now, we went to Ngee Ann Poly and I swear it's a waste of my precious time. We came and the weather was fucking hot and the crowd was gosh, imagine lah. And then we have to wait for our turn to watch the short video clip they have for us in the theatre and then we went to collect our goodies and that's all. Tell me? Isn't that very pathetic? Serious shit. Out of the 3 poly visitings, Temasek Poly was the best. Seriously, especially the way they welcome us.

Blahh and yesterday Haizal came over to my crib. It was so so shocking lah. Recently we contacted each other and then he told me his story and I told him mine. Although he's attached now, and I'm here.. Okay, shut up. I was at my mom's place eating and suddenly he msg me and ask if I'm free and that if he can come over to use the computer at my house. Like, you got your close brothers who're staying nearby but why me? Very strange. So Mom agreed and I went to fetch him after I get changed and all at AMK Station. Very very coincidentally he was also wearing his grey top. And I was wearing a grey top too. Like whhooah. Walk over to my void deck then he do his stuffs. Blahhblahh. Mom came home at 530pm and then chit chat and all and he left at 630pm. He accompanied me to Popular to buy my art stuffs and then sent him off to AMK Mrt and I walk home. Gosh, I miss him badly lahh.

And boy, I'm still confused infact. I saw $%^, and that $%^ was what I saw that time when I'm still with you. So tell me? What's your explanation this time? Boy oh boy. And hey, you're still the same old you. And thanks for spending time with me yesterday.



I MISS YOU & 7 days to your birthday, dearest.

Life has been hell for me. I didn't get the chance to update as I was too busy with school, homeworks and work. Thursday night was hell for me. Thanks eh Mom and sorry to those whom I vent my temper with on Friday. Like fuck, it's very hurting when you said that, Mom. I repeat, VERY okay. Don't blame me for whatever happens. And I will always remember the slap, scoldings and all the violence you did to me. Sometimes I just don't feel good seeing them together at home and I don't know why. I hate him? Or I hate her? I don't know. Yes, even Krisstle realized that I often sleep during lessons. Tell me, how can I concentrate and stay awake during lessons when the night I didn't even have the chance to have my rest, PEACEFULLY. The house will be noisy or full with shoutings and vulgars all around. Fuck home, fuck life. I just want all these to end FAST!

Enough of all this issues I am in now. See me in school all so perfect and fine huh? Nahh, I'm not cause I'm sucha a great pretenders. Infact I feel relieved when Ms Tay talk to me on Monday morning. At least there's someone for me to turn to. A close adult, I mean. I couldn't imagine if Mdm Ratnam were to talk to me. HAH! Blahblah.

And ohya, Thursday we went to NYP open house and I swear I'm not going there. It's like so boring can and the courses are more to Science and Chemicals stuffs. Yucks! On Friday we went to Temasek Poly and it was much more fun and the course offer are much more interesting and fun. Serious shit. And Father fetch me(cause I force him to) from TP and went home and then went out back to work(he was also force to sent me). Reach there like about 6pm and went for my break till 630pm. Punched out at about 11pm and 133ed home with Henry, Khai and Hilmy. **

Saturday morning, went to have breakfast with Abg and Kakak at Wan Tom and then cabed to work as I start at 12. Reach there late at 1210pm. Blahblahblah and then punched out at 11plus and then 70ed home with Henry and Hilmy and Khai. But Khai alighted first and the three of us cabed home after alighted near Bowen Sec there. **

Sunday morning, had breakfast with Abg, Kakak, Mama and Yum. Mama and Yum went to Cheng San for the Bursary thiny and the three of us went slacking. Went home at about 2pm and then get ready and stuffs all. Dad fetch us and we cabed to Taka first to buy brother HIS LEGO! Fucking him and toys, forever lah he. None was interesting at Taka so we went to Paragon, Toys R Us instead. After buying, then walk over to Adidas shop and I bought a sling bag there which costs me 49.90$. Then went over to Heereen's Flash N Splash and I bought my wallet there which costs me 32$. And Sis was complaining then I got alot of stuffs, come on, I use my pay money okay. Mom bought her a handbag from Topshop/Topman which costs 63$ lor! Chibai.

Later then Dad alighted me, sis and boyf at Bugis and we went to have our dinner at Tong Seng with Kak Ika, her boyf(Apai) and her sis, Yana. Shop at Bugis Street and then I mrted home at 1030pm with Yana first while the rest of them went to settle some relationship stuffs. I bought another bag which costs only 16$ and two printed tops at 20$ and a pair of jeans at 30$. My black jeans is torn already. Can you imagine? My red one is now so common already and my faded blue is expanding. Hoho. So there goes my 150$ just like that. Pheww!

I fucking forget to pay my handphone bills which I think already cost me up to nearly 400$ I guess. Reminder to my dearself not to spent my money anymore. And I so regret buying the Adidas shoe that cost me 93$ for school. FUCK! I envy those who are using Converse sneakers. (aaw, shutup eh.) Okay, enough.

Notes:
-buy that red Ripcurl flops at Marina Square, 19.90$.
-buy that red PSP Slim, 385$.
-settle my bills, 400$.
-bus consession pass, 30$.
-lastly, the balance for shopping &
-100$ to be kept in bank. (:


PIXELS.
















And the odd guy in the pic here. So much to say about him. But I'm glad that at least now we're still friends. Although he treat me badly, or maybe the other way round, I forgive him. I hope things are better now for you, dearest. Anyway, 9 days more to your 18th birthday. And heh, 1 month more to mine. HEH! And boy, IMU.

School has been fine to me. Except for the fact that sometimes I slept in class due to late nights and not enough rest I guess. Sighs. Oh well, on Thursday & Fridays I'll be going to Nanyang Poly & Temasek Poly Open House and then rush to work and blahh. So I guess I'll update you people on Sunday after I came back from Family outing. (if it REALLY turns out smoothly lah.) For now, enjoy looking at the rest of the overdued pictures. Very outdated. Sorry.

Hello 2008.




Outing with NESQ.



Outback Steakhouse's Staff Party.

Okay, I know you people must been wandering where I've been. Well, my computer break down recently and I had no time to check on it. This is luck when I tried to use it earlier just now.

Firstly, Happy Hari Raya Haji, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to everybody and also Happy Birthday to all the January Babies. (Don't act when you're only 16 eh babe! Haha.)

Life has been good and bad for me. As for family, don't mention about it. It sucks big time. We're all pretenders. Yeah, true. And I have been enjoying myself and coming back home in the morning up to 4am. Work has been great. School has begun, new subjects teachers for certain subjects and so far so good. Fridays and Sats are book for work and Sundays, religious class and Family Day. (Like real?! Omg, whatever la eh.)

I owe alot of due pictures. I promise when I'm free I'll upload them up. For now, I bid goodbye and sweet dreams. (: