Hello Bloggers, I just finish eating my late supper, Big Mac! Work has been alright for me and each day I never failed to bring back home tips. Hahaha! Be jealous. And I think I'm gaining each day. TIPS; spent on MACDONALDS! I need to kick this habit of mine. And Galah texted me yesterday while I was working but I only take notice after I punch out. He told me to not contact him anymore as he's fighting with his girlfriend. Sighs, I've already predicted and it did happened. And this morning while I was having my beauty sleep, two unknown numbers texted me. And I think it's best for me to move on with someone new rather than looking back into the past and hurt them or being hurt once again. Once is enough and I don't wish it to repeat anymore. And I think MDG is cute. (Figure it yourself who is MDG. Heh.) Till then, off to work later at 5pm. Goodnight Readers.




;replied to taggers.
zyra: seri!!thanks for tagging!heh i miss you too loads & loads ok.we all must meet up soon:)sayang kamu:)
; yesyes, we should. tell me in advance then i'll request for an off day. weee.
quraishah: there are so many 'flys'. the kon*** etc. but wa*** suits you the most. hahahaha
; thanks ah ginn. aku sayang kau. waz tetap aku syg giler babi siol. kau cheebye tol!
yo darlin g:) i think i saw your sister at amk ave 3 yesterday! it looked like her. haha tkcare, & i miss you alottttttt.
; yesyes, it was her i guess. in red top isit? and i miss you fucking alot can?! oh anyway, i've been released from the dialysis alr. so im not suffering from diabetes anymore. hahaaha!
dewi: babe . any job recommend ?
; hey babe! hahahaa, ntah eh. try Tangs or such. ask my sis, she's been going jobhunting lately. cheh, da kamcheng sey ngn my sis. smpai my sis bbl psl awak tau kat umah.
beLLa: is that haizal ?
; yesyes, ex of mine. shocking eh, world so small, till know each other.
ANIYSH.: babe, I can't on the 6th. I am coming back on the 12th. )): but when I get back, we'll set a date VERY VERY VERYYYYY SOOOOON!
; alaaaaaa. :( baru je nk ajak triple dating ngn Alysha skali. okayokay, tell me soon. anything just beep me aye. misssesss!
Jassmine: Seri, wad's ur blog song? Very nice.. (:
; hey girl bangs! hahaha, its from Jupiter Rising-Electricopop.





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Alright, keep your tags rolling and I'll update again this blog of mine sooner later when I feel like I want to. And I miss NESHQ & MOTLEY & 7/11 & GFS!!!

Look back to the past and fall for you? Gahhh, I don't know. :/

Yesterday work was hell. It was relaxing but then I had to wait for this two drunken angmoh customer to finish up their red wine. But the fun part was that he was too drunken that when he was settling his bills, he asked me, "Alright, I'm gonna enter a $50 tip is that a great amount for you?" And I was blushing throughout and just smile. Fast cash eh, and was told that I was the FOH, settled bill for another solo angmoh guy and he give me $10 tip. I think I brought home alot of money yesterday. Haha! Mrted back home with Ernie and then ordered Macdonalds for late supper with Sis.

Right, I was msning with this old friend of mine after bumping into each other in the train when I was on the way to work that day and we exchange numbers and such. Oh and he's a close friend of my ex boyfriend. The last time we met was like a year or more ago. So on Monday night, we chat on the phone till dawn. Man, I miss all the past with him and he never fails to make my day. We laugh, joke, disturb each other and calling each other names and such. Seriously, frankly speaking, I'm so used to talk to him like friend and we can click well, no deny. Even NESHQ also said that he's a nice person to talk with. (& I'll bet, he'll smile when he reads it) I fucking miss him like hell and he does too. On the other hand, I'm happy to hear from him that he had found his right one whom can shower him love and happiness unlike I do last time in the past when I was still with him. Their love grow each day unlike ours last time. It was growing one minute and next, it was fading till we lose contact of each other. Nevertheless I still think that he's still the best ex boyfriend whom I can click with and I don't have to watch out my words and all unlike Dearest.


Talking about Dearest, he called me yesterday after I ended work. Farhan told me to text him regarding some stuffs and then afterwhich he gave me a call and chat for awhile. Asking each other how we're doing and coping with life and such and then the next minute, he was giving me some talks on setting up a business and such. It was so random of him to ask me and I was laughing all the way and I think he was pissed off. The reason I can't stop laughing was because his pronounciation of those words and the way he speaks is as if he's acting like one angmoh bastard! Angmoh no, but bastard maybe. HAHAHHA! I was suppose to meet him later at 5pm to go for the talk but I passed. I bet his angry but who cares, I myself am not so keen about it. So yeah, part of me I feel regret cause I didn't get to have a glance of his face but after what Nazzeh told me; He'll only come and contact me whenever he's in need for help or such and then the next minute, he'll gone for so long and the cycle repeats. Aiyo, why must he behave that way? Towards his own brothers too. After the incident, he wouldn't dare to face them or keep in touch with them anymore. That puzzles me the most. Why can't he just forget everything and start anew? Is it so hard? Sighs.

And after chatting with him on the phone for quite sometime, we hang up and he text me saying he miss me and all. I was touched as for the fact that he remembered the first time we met way back then. It was like a year ago sey. But likewise I told myself not to let the history repeats itself time and again. I've had enough of all those shits and I so do not want to go through it again. He is so good at sweet talking that made me thinks that I still deserve the chance but I know it's fat hope. I'll only wait and see how far he can go on with this kind of life. I bet it won't be for long and that's final. Still, like I said last time in my previous post, I hate how he treat me but I still love him.

And as for the other him, he never fails to disturb me and calls me Mok whereas I called him either Galah or Panjang. I know Panjang sounds so wrong but he's cool with anything. He'll just find any nice names to call me and make sure it describes me. I'm really sorry that I guessed your birthday wrongly. The funny part was I shouted his real name confidently. "Shut up ah Dzulqifli!" but actually it was Dzulfiqar. Funny giler, he himself laugh. Oh well, guess I think I'm in dilemma again. He knows me to well that I can't even hide my feelings or anything towards him anymore. Boriiingg! But boy, thanks for spending your nights with me till dawn. :D



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Enough, I think am gonna get ready soon to meet up with the Motley people. I'm missing them la. And 7-11 too! Soon ehh. :D

Heading to work later at 6pm, yesterday or infact awhile ago, woke up at 6pm(yes, I'm sucha a pig) and bathed. Over to Mom's place for late breakfast cum early dinner. Haha! Afterwhich, meet Sis and Abg Noi and then went back home and had some discussion regarding their engangement and stuffs. Was effing bored and I went to redo my hair color again. And now it's fucking redish brownish. I'm still going for highlight once I get my pay and shopping! And I fucking miss all my girlfriends; Alysha, Iica, Zyra, Lynn & Aniysh. Not forgetting the bestest brothers; Fuad, Farhan, Yul, Apiz, Has, Kecik and more lah. Bila nak keluar?! I've edit my skin again and did some changes, so yeah. Oh, and I've received the pictures from Edzuan's camera but mostly all the pictures are Ain's faces. (Lain macam je ni anak) My favourite is still this..



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And Goodnight for now, I need to get my fucking sleep before I head to work later at 6pm. Much loveeee!

Ernie came over my crib on Thursday night and head down to Macdonalds' for late supper and then bathed and start with some packing. Mom helped us with the marinations and then over to market to get the prawns and fishballs and off to bed till 10am the next morning.


Meet up with Naz in cab near my house and cab down over to Pasir Ris, Downtown East at 12pm. And I swear the taxi driver is sucha a bloddy ass. He sits in the cab and reads the newspaper while the three of us are struggling to carry all the food and stuffs into the bonnet. Oh well, reach and unpacked all those items to the fridge at about 1pm. Ginn's family were there busy packing and stuffs, so we just lazed around till about 5pm and then got ready when slowly one by one came. Nazrul(Jacko), Khai and Dzul reach at about 4pm, Irah and Amali came over at about 5pm to help us out with the setting.











Later at about 6pm, the soccer boys; Firdaus, Ikhsan, Ser, Vicknesh came. Then slowly, Zul, Eugene & Gladys arrived. An hour or so, Niyoh and Mohan came and then followed by Ain & Edzuan, Raylene, Fad & Mimi, Sumar, Khalis & Mamat, Jay & R, Asaad, Sarvesh & Prashan, Shawn, F&F Gang and then lastly Ernest, Yahaya, Sufyan and Haresh later at about 11pm. Mom, Sis and little brother also came and help us out later at 7pm.
















BBQing and stuffs till about 9pm and then cake ceremony. The crowd sucks, seriously. Ask to gather and stuff but they pay no attention. I'm saying all except for the cameraman(s); Eugene & Edzuan and the Motley people together with the JS people. It's over la, no use saying also.








Fad had to leave first after the cake ceremony and at about 1am, Nazzeh left first and then the Motley people were upstairs, playing Twister and lying on the bed. The JS people; Ain, Edzuan & Sumar, Jay & R left at 12plus, Raylene; after the cake cermony, Gladys; before the crowd came, Eugene; after the crowd had settled down. So the ones that were left in the pit area was Ernest, Yahaya, Haresh & Sufyan, F&F Gang, Khalis & Mamat, Asaad (who was half drunken!), Zul & Shawn.

There were still loads of left overs and since Ernest came over from his pit, there were also leftover chicken so we finish BBQing all the chicken from Ernest's pit and also prawns and satay from NESHQ's. Thanks to Khalis, Mamat, Shawn for helping me out with the BBQ and stuffs.

At about 3am, the balance crowd decided to go for adventuring so I was left with Khalis & Mamat. Did some cleaning at the pit area first while the crowd was still eating. Afterwhich, the three of us head upstairs for wash up and then slack with them till about 5am downstairs and the EHQ and the Motley people were already sleeping and lying upstairs. So as not to disturb them, the three of us went down to slack and chats and then bidded goodbye to them at 5am and headed to bed.

I got a bed for myself though there's four beds available. And as some of them were already sharing and stuffs, I slept next to Jacko and Khai. And we were laughing non stop hearing those noises. Alright, inside jokes. Hehhee! The room was fucking cold till 10am and we booked out and stuffs exactly at 1030am. And I still don't understand why Ginn and Mimi keep laughing at me. They said I was still asleep while I was talking but I keep denying and said no. Nevermind la, I'm always the victim for the Motley to laugh but nevertheless they're still the best people.

Walk over to the interchange and 88ed home. Crash my crib and since there's still leftover's food, cooked hotdogs and crabmeats for breakfast and they left my place at about 2pm. Bathed and get ready for work at 3pm and mrted to workplace. Both Mr Karthik & Mr Sooria keep disturbing my voice. I was really having a bad sore throat and the bloody bartender too la. Idiot Safari! Ended at about 11pm and mrted home. Clash with Aaron at Marina Bay and he shouted "EH BODOOH!" when he saw me. Thanks ah Aaron!

Awhile ago, I was suppose to go work but I couldn't even say out a single thing so I head to sleep and told my manager then I was having a real bad sore throat. Continue sleeping till about 4pm and went to have early dinner with Nazzeh at Ayam Penyet's corner at 505. Over to 596 to meet the Motley people except for Ernie as she's working. Played card games and Nazrul was forefeited! Hahaha! "NAZ LOVE WADZIR!" HAHAHAH!

Till then, tomorrow is another off day for me and back to work later on Tuesday and off again on Wednesday and Sunday. Weee! I seriously need to go shopping and update my closet. Cheers!

With then, I would like to thanks everyone for their presence for the NESHQ's chalet and Motley for helping us out from the starting of the chalet till the end. Thank you very much and I love you people alot! Most importantly, Ginn's father for sponsoring the chalet for us. Thanks Cik! :D

I've made some changes here and there and this song reminds me and the memories of NESHQ after we sat for our PSLE papers and I so can't wait for tomorrow's chalet at Downtown East, Pasir Ris on Friday cum celebration for NESHQ's 10 years of Friendship. I hope everything went smoothly, please. And girls, thanks for being there whenever I'm in need. No matter what happens, you girls are still the bestest people on Earth I had for the past 10 years. We grow, live, talk, eat and do almost everything together. Different individuals come together but nevertheless, we still remain strong as even though some bitches and bastards tried their best to ruin our friendship we had built for so long.










I love you girls alot that I couldn't even explain to you people. I'm so gonna have fun with you girls and the others this 21st! Area will be informed on the day itself to those invited via sms. As for now, I needa get some sleep before heading to market later at 10am with N and H and then to work at 6pm till closing and NEH will be coming over at midnight for preparations and stuffs. So, enjoy people! Much loveeeee! Till then, I will be back sooon with many many pictures.

I know I have been away for like so long that I could barely even remember where I went. All I know is that I've been going through and fro from work and home for like almost everyday. Haha!

13th November 2008; Thursday.
Over to work at 6pm and then afterwhich mrted back and meet Sis up at Bukit Gombak MRT Station and had late dinner cum supper at some hawker centre together with Abg Noi, Azmie, Yayah and Zanna. Initially the plan was to head home but then I suggested to go for adventuring since Abg Noi rented a car, Toyota Axios. While I was having my supper, Abg Noi and Azmie sent Zanna home first and then the rest went over to Henderson Waves. Since the fuel is still not half yet, we head over to Eng Neo Horse Farm which was Azmie's working place last time. Time checked was already 3am so we head home straight. Quick bath with Sis and then off to bed.







14th November 2008; Friday.
Work at 5pm till closing. Had to do FOH last minute and then chased for train as I was released only at 11:45pm. Headed home straight and sleeep.

15th November 2008; Saturday.
Working split shifts at 12pm and head for break only at 2:30pm and headed to sleep till about 4pm and get ready for Alley Ralley. After work, over to East Coast for Krisstle's and Reesha's Chalet. BBQing and stuffs and make new friends with Reesha's PH people. Played card games with them while the rest head inside for gambling purpose and drinking. Few of them got hangover and so many noises were made from each and was only quiet at about 8am. Cabbed home first as I had to rush to work the next day.

16th November 2008; Sunday.
Mr Man called me at 12:30pm and I was still halfway asleep. Got ready and stuffs and over to workplace. Working at 2:30pm and upon reaching, Afiq, Safari and Mr Man himself keep disturbing me and my voice when he call to wake me up. Idiot! Work till closing and meet Mom and Sis for supper at Haji Karim and then home sweet home.

17th November 2008; Monday.
Work at 6pm till closing and fuck, I lost my new Sony earpiece while I was in the toilet changing. I was damn pissed la. Grrr! Headed home and bath and over to Macdonalds with K. Late supper and slacking purpose till about 4am. Afterwhich whenover to shopNsave and bought pastas, minced meat and Alfredo sauce and cook Pasta for breakfast. Help do some house chores till 7am and head to sleep only at 8am.

18th November 2008; Tuesday.
Had my off day and then went over to meet NESHQ at Serangoon Sheng Shiong to buy all those stuffs for the upcoming chalet and then the Motley guys came over and help us up with the carrying. 159ed back and head over to my crib to keep the stuffs and had some discussions.

And tomorrow will be working again at 12pm. I'm lack of sleeep sey :( And I wanna see Mr TCC soooon! Sadly, only on Fridays and Saturdays sey..

Family Issues;
So far so good? Hahahaa! I don't know. Heard that Sis will be getting married and stuffs all with Abg Noi latest by March and Granny has finally came back and knew about this matter. Anyway I miss those moments when I was 6 and Sis was 8. We were sleeping in parents room with two fans at the side together with the air conditioner on and so many pillows layed on the bed. Dad left us alone at home as Mom was in labour. And then in the morning on the 21st June, Amirul was born!


Anyway, Happy 18th Birthday Yul! I love you alot and I miss others pon!