Selamat Hari Raya to all my MUSLIMS friends who know me.

And not forgetting to NESHQ; I seek for forgiveness if I've hurt you or any harsh doings towards you girls. Deep down, I love you girls like fuck. You girls have been my happypills since 1997 till now. Remember, mug hard for O levels and achieve good grades. Let's give our 101% best shot aye?!xoxo;

time check; 0130.

Everything is not at its right place now. Upon hearing the news, I don't know what else to say. All I know is that the whole day, I haven't been myself and down since morning. Why? Why when now then you'll take actions on her? Few days to Raya and I'm seriously tight up with O levels and this. 4 months eh? Wow! Cool or what? You've changed alot. Sometimes I just wish you could be the old person that I knew before. Way back then when you used to be the one cheerful sister I knew. Sighs, it's too late to even turn back the clock. I'm disappointed in you both but I couldn't say more now. It's over and it has already happened. Though I'm worse than you but still, I watch every step that I took. Why can't you? "Kerana cintalah yang mengakibatkannya berlaku." Likewise I said, nasi da jadi bubor and it's worthless to even lecture and nag about it. The decision is already decided. I just hope you could be a better person now. I'm truly hurt and disappointed. What's more her? The person whom have been supporting you all this while. It's not about who she loves more or what. Seriously, that isn't the matter. You get so tensed up and jealous when you know you shouldn't. Everyone got their own problems eh. Not yourself. Sometimes I wander why you are being so selfish that you didn't even bother to think about the consequences and what it'll bring in future to come. I cannot say more but at the least I could do is to give you my moral support and Raya is tomorrow. Hereby, I'm seeking for your forgiveness. And once you read, pretend that this post wasn't meant for you. Take Care and may God bless you. PS: I miss the old you. :'( I couldn't imagine how's life's gonna be if you left. Amirul? I hope little brother will change his behaviour and attitude from now on. Please stop playing computer games and legos and neglect your studies. Mind you, you're having streaming this year and I don't wish to see you in EM3 for goodness sake. And Mom I love you alot.

Been spending my weekends at home and spring cleaning for Raya. Yesterday head back to school for extra Maths lesson with Ms Tay and later after breakfast will be heading over to AMK Ave 10's Mac for hardcore mug with NEQ. Till then, tomorrow back to school and night class. Bahhh!



time check: 145am.

Everything doesn't seems alright now. I know what happened earlier on will eventually happen sooner later and finally it did. You people are selfish and driving me nuts again. Thanks alot eh. Continue to do more. I hate everyone now!

I was too sleepy yesterday during Maths/SS period and the jokers snap this while I was asleep. Idiot! Oh so night class with Mr Singh was okay and I manage to learn something new for Maths. Before class, went to meet up with Haizal to pass him some kuehs and then he left. Afterwhich, we head home and I meet up with Feifei/Alysha as she's staying over at my crib and helping us out to bake the kuehs.















She just left the house as her father told her to do so. Sighs, oh well love, on Monday/Tuesday aye? And so many pictures are taken, so have fun. Later we'll be getting our report card and I was called by the teachers for Meet-The-Parent's Session. Also, N levels students are having their last day in school later and I will for sure miss F. :( The conversation at MSN was indeed a sad one. Till now, will be back for more! :D

After much talking to Ms Tay in school earlier on regarding our Prelims results, I realised that O levels are drawing VERY near. Science practicals will be on the 14th this October and then slowly one by one paper is down till 11th November. I can't wait for th results and infact I'm very scared to sit for the examinations. I have to really mug hard and made not only myself happy and satisfied but also all the subject teachers that has thought me over the years, especially Ms Tay, family and my aunts and uncles and not forgetting 7-11 and girlfriends who never fails to motivate me to study hard for O. What Fuad said touches my heart when I texted him and the other 7-11 guys saying that I miss them, few weeks back.

"Study smart, not hard. Blajar tol-tol. 'O' is not easy. Expect challenge. Kau boleh nyer kalau kau blaja je. Okay? Kita pon syg kau jugak!". He was with Iica at the point of time and I'm thankful to have such friends. Thanks guys! And he also added, you can enjoy with us only after your O's. So now, my mind is set to focus on 'O' first. Set aside all other stuffs and problems. And Raya is just how many days time. I can't wait but I know celebrating with family will not be fun, no need say. But with friends, I already plan to have less outing with them. So yeah, I will be back with more shiook stories to share with you all. For now, I'm so gonna mug real hard for my FINAL examinations after 16 years of education. I'm gonna prove EVERYONE that I CAN DO IT! If I can, so can YOU! For now, enjoy the overdued pictures and much love! HIATUS!

Overdued Pictures.

230908; Breakfast at AMK Banquet.













190808; Breakfast at Beach Rd & Geylang.






160808; Outing to Town with Ahginn :D

taken last year and this year will be BLACK babbeh!

10 more days to Raya and I so can't wait. Yesterday went Geylang and bought curtains and all those hall design items. I saw alot alot of people la. And today after breakfast, we'll be baking kueh. Yessa! Oh not forgetting, tomorrow submission for O level Artwork. Siannn!

School's busy preparing for O levels and this Monday, night class will begin. Head to Town for a fast trip with Ahginn to get our stuffs on Wednesday and breakfast at Bugis's Long John. And on Thursday, after school, meet up with Cik Eton and headed home together. Bought food for breakfast and then Uncle came to fix our fan in the room. And yesterday, meet up with 7-11 and girlfriends. Breakfast at Beach Rd and then over to Geylang and bought my dengdeng! :D Meet up with Feifei and co and I saw alot of people; Flinko, Haz, Ekin etc. Pictures will upload soon. For now, I need to get ready to Geylang again with Mom, Sis and bro. Will be back soon.

O level oh O level! It's coming and I'm slacking! :D

Mummeh says that on Saturday onwards, we're making kueh. Then next Wednesday Gwee Sokling/Alysha/Feifei will be sleeping over and help us out with the kueh. I'm chatting with her now and laughing my ass off infront of the screen. Haha! Only god knows what I'm chatting with her. And night classes will begin from Thursday onwards. 6pm to 9pm and it's like everyday bah. Waliaozxzx. :X

And finally I get my hands and fingers to the keyboards. I'll summarised everything here. Prelims have ended and I got my results back just now. Indeed, it was badly done with F9 for Science, Humans and POA and shockingly Maths. I really really need to mug real hard for the upcoming O's before I regret in the future. At least a Polytechnic then I'm fully satisfied. And last Saturday, went to Geylang Bazaar with Cik Eton and family. And also we went to buy our Raya clothings and this year, my Mom's side will be all black. Night classes will begin soon. Damn, very crucial month!


And I so can't wait to meet The Clan on the 19th. :D

Was tagged by Lynn to do the survey. (since I've got nothing to do now at 1:39am)


The Rules.

1. Link your tagger and post this rules.

2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.

3. Tag four (4) people at the end of this post and list their names.

4. Let them know that they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blog.

Tagged by Lynn: http://imlynnbaby.com/


8 random facts about me;

(1)I'm standing at 161metres tall and weighing at 58kg now. :D

(2)I'm sitting for O level in a month time and I'm so not ready for it.

(3)I didn't miss a single day of my fasting month but I'm yet waiting anxiously for my period to come. :D

(4)I miss 7-11 & Co and Feifei alot!

(5)I love NESHQ and I'm proud to say I'm a part of them since 10 years and sill counting.

(6)I really need more money for shopping asap!

(7)I want O level to end fast and promote me to at least a poly afterwhich.

(8)& lastly, I miss him alot.



YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED!

(1)Nazrina!

(2)Ernie!

(3)Quraishah!

(4)Feifei!



I'm not forcing you girls but feel free to. :D




& I swear I flunk my Art Paper with nonsense colors and drawings on it. Haha!

Science papers are down, only God knows how I do it. Been lazing at home and mugging for the other few papers. I'm left with POA, Arts, Maths(2) & Science(MCQs). Say Goodbye to Prelims and Hello to O level. Okay ini part sungguh tak best. And I totally regret cutting my fringe earlier on. It's fucking shorts and I think it's like bangs but got flood like that. Wayyyyy, too short! Urgh! Mummy say we'll be heading to Banquet for breakfast. Come on fellowmates, endure for the next few papers. :D

Thursday; 04th September 2008.

Woke up at 11am and then head to school to collect my Art boards and then headed home. Did my Art and Maths till about 3pm and then got ready and meet up with NEQ. And coincidence, me and baby wore the same top. Hah. 159ed over to Compass Point to meet with the boys. Reserved place at Sakura and I swear the service sucks and the food is not affordable. I mean it's not worth paying with that kind of food served and the service received. Oh well, over to this open area to slack and camwhoring and bidded each other goodbye at 10pm. More pictures will be posted once received.











Today.

Woke up pretty late as I was so tired and feeling too fresh during Sahor. Shiok, Father bought Souo Tulang for Sahor and I think I ate alot. Can't deny as my fingers are still red. Sister is out now leaving the house chores aside again. Bahh. I am so wanting to go geylang and meet my 7-11 and girlfriends! I miss you people la. :( So fast, a week is gone and Monday is back to school and will be sitting for Science Papers! Boos.



;5.25pm.

I wanna head for shower now and get ready for breakfast later. :D