PROBLEMS

The pain I went through all this while,
The heartaches I suffered.
No one knows,
No one sees.

I covered it with a fake smile
Together along with an attitude.
Somehow I feel life is meaningless for me.
Why live when no one bothers.

No one concerns about me.
No one cares about me.
Having a parent is like having none.
I mean, YES I DO have.

But both are busy to keep an eye on me.
Problems went all round my head.
Headaches is what I'm having now.
So much to do, so little time.

Future, Life and Upcomings.
This year has been a total different for me. I learnt to be a better person. I developed self confident in myself .And somehow, I learnt to be strong to face and overcome any obstacles ahead. I've decided for my future.
As the exams are round the corner, I've planned to give my best for this end of the year. The one week break is coming and so I decided to do some revision and keep in pace with what my subject teachers are teaching.
During the weekdays, I will revising and do assessment on different subjects per day. I'll split every subjects on different days to study and divide the amount of topics to cover. Also I'll be busy with remedials and also CCA. And I vow to myself to cover all the topics I've learnt and to pass my end year exams. I hope so. I want start now before it's too late. I want complete my Sec 2 life with no regrets. In order to be in the subjects class I want next year, I have to strived and try hard for it. I must ACHIEVED it. I want put a smile on my parents' face. They have been busy with their work and they've put high hopes on me. Although I'm not the eldest among the family, but they say I'm the cleverest among the siblings. I'm not saying that I'm proud or what. But then it's a compliment afterall. I'd rather suffered now and enjoy later. But somehow I realized that I had difficulties on concentrating on my studies. I kept thinking of the past and I know well that it's not worth it. But I must be determined. =)
And I'm not saying that I'm spending my holidays studying but instead on weekends I want to ease my mind. After a 5-days study and revising. Saturdays towning and esplanding. Sundays, religious class and then I wish could have Family Day Out. How I hope so. FAT HOPE!
Relationships.
I don't want have one at the moment cos I know if I have one, my mind will not be stable. HAHA. And so, its totally not now. Maybe after exams. Haha. I won't be able to know what's for the future but I can decide. Haha. Even now, I'm single, I keep thinking or reminisce of the past. It's useless. And I know that. With the courage from my friend, I'm determined to focus on my studies. Studies comes first. Future can decide later. Haha.

UPDATE

SUNDAY
Haha. I skipped again Madrasah. I was so lazy to get my butt out of the
bed.
And some more I didnt had enough sleep. Hehe. Went to BANQUET with aunt and
uncle at Causeway Point.So sorry Ginnie that I didnt manage to follow yoo.
Oh well. Did nothing much actually.

*GET WELL SOON GUY.

MONDAY
Went to 111 meet An. Man was there. Slack till 5pm. Went to An's house and slack.
Watch TeeVee. Wee. Boring day. I dont want say so much.

IM CONFUSED.!!

TUESDAY
I skipped school again. I woke up late. Haha.
oh well.

SATURDAY

oh well. i HATE it. my BLOG is still unavailable to update and all.

Today woke up and hop on to MSN. Fadz was online. Ask me out and wee off I go.
Sis went out first to meet that guy while me and Hanie(sis's fren) met her up at AMK MRT.
Then in the train Khai(slick) msged. Met at Dhoby and off we go towning. As we walk, met Hakim and
he went to buy some stuffs with Fadz and Md Noh. So we went separate ways. Went to Lucky Plaza and
munch. Saw Ain, Nini and Rara. I didnt went to approach them as there's some stuff that shouldnt be written here.
Anw, at around 615, we went off and me and sis went to Woodlands, aunt house. She's treating us a dinner.

Munch at Al-Ameen. Near Marsiling there. Headed home at around 10+. Went slack at Mom's place till 11pm.

Anyway, dedication to Nini.
Happy Birthday, may all your dreams and wishes comes true. =)
Few minutes to 12pm. So I shall wish here instead.
Nites and enjoy your day.

<3DOLLLY.


FRIDAY
School was okay. Ended at 1240 and went to An's Block to pass him something and went home straight.
Did nothing much. Sleep and woke up at 6pm and got ready for little bro's mini concert at school.
He was so cute. And I met my Primary teachers and had some chit-chats. Pixels were taken but then I
cant upload due to the error occured. In fact, now Im asking STAR to help me post.

*pixels were taken but cant be upload. sorry for inconvenience.*


Your charming smile captivated me.
Your care and concern touches my heart.
As days went by, I fallen to you.
And I'm here, waiting for you to be all mine.
and I know it will never be.
HAHA.

SOCCER.

SHIT! SHIT!
I cant blog. Poor STAR had to help me update for me.
Sorry dearest. oh well, lets update.

WEDNESDAY
I didnt come school and also Netball Training. had diarrhoea early in the morning.
SHIT-ness. continue with my sleeping. Layed in the bed all day. Met STAR, RARA and NINI
at coffeeshop then went to MOM' S place. Planned to go to AMK Centrall but then cancel.
Kak Ika came. So we camwhore and then went to her house for a while and took somthing then headed home.
Get ready for school and then watch the SINGAPORE IDOL. Paul's dressing was so so HOT!
And that HADY really sings VERY GOOD. I began to like him. And I really hope that JoAKIM will be out.
SINGAPORE vote for POPULARITY and NOT CAPABILITY. STUPID-ness. And now, all the best singers are out. eg) MATHILDA.
She had a great and powerful voice and yet she's out. Haiya. Whatever, get over it Seri.

THURSADAY
Wooho! I came school today. Haha. Met Ginnie at 7.15am then met the rest at the usual place.
I seriously dont get it. We reach at 7.30+ and yet the assembly was not over yet. What kinda of school is this?
Haha. Whatever. had PE and followed by History. Had Test and it was average actually if I were to study thoroughly.
Geees. then had English after recess. Go through the Common Test Paper. Then bell rang and we had IT next. Came in about
15-20 mins late and that teacher didnt say or even ask nitink. COOL-ness. Science was next and we had our Test Results back.
I didnt really did that well, whatever. Try harder next time. =) Last period was Mathematics. We didnt had lesson for today due to
the so-call mini game. Against 2e4. Me and Siti were parners and we were against Johan and Zulhilmi. Fun though.
After school stayed in the canteen and had lunch. Dear Ika wanted to buy POCKY and i wanted to buy LOLLIPOP.
Oh, im so over it. Haha. Went back to school and assemble. Went to this Stadium to watch the C Boys Division played
for the finals against Ping Yi Sec. We won! 1-0. Thanks to Ser. he scored the goal during the first half and on the
second half, no one scores. Nice job boyS;

Hereby congartulating;
Md.Firdaus(captain)
Ser Md.Nur
Muhd.Ikhsan
Slyvester Mark
Karthigesan
They were the most hyper active ones. I mean the really played both half with full effort put in.
Well done boys. Although im not in good terms with him, oh well, whatever.
Headed back to school then slack with Ika and An under 135. Went home at 730pm. Reach home at 825.
Had bath and watch the RESULTS SHOW. SHIT larhs. NURUL IS OUT. OMG! JOAKIM should be the one out sey.
Nemind, at least JONATHAN and HADY is still IN. YAY-ness. So for now, that it.
=))

HAPPENINGS.

Well, sorry readers.
I cant update what's happening this week. I dontknow what's wrong with my computer.
Maybe STAR'S right, my computer IS stupid, hers cleverer. Haha.
Oh well, time to update!

TUESDAY
Ooo. Bored day. Lessons per normal.Tuesday is like so long sey. Had this Assembly.
It was bored to death. VIOLIN SONGS MAKE YOU GO ZZZ. =))
Suppose to have Maths Remedial but then I didnt go. Huahua.
Met An at Kipas Block and they fought. Haiyo. Both Ika and An went separate ways. Then me and Ika sat at Dewan.
We cry after listening to each other problems and while hearing those momento songs heard. Haish. =((
Then went to 147 coffeeshop and weewee. Gees. Cant tahan. Haha. Then headed under An's block and while they settle their prob,
me and An chit-chat. Haha. Funny lah him. Then went to meet their friends at 107 and went home. So, its kinda boring today. Hah.

MONDAY
Well, nothing much to say but after school something BIG happened.
Met An and Man under Man's block and headed to An's house. Just the four of us.
It was silent at a moment, When suddenly Man smile at me when we were sitting under An's block.
It was so so awkward la.Headed tohis house.
Me and Ika watch teevee while Man went to An's room to play PS. Boys.
An went to have his lunch in the kitchen. Then slack for a few hours and then Man came out.
He took a cup of water and took the cookies to the room. his hp he left it on the table, outside.
The living room I mean. Then it rang, An ask me to give him and so I went to the room and pass it to him.
We talk for a while and then a few minute later, An decided to go slack downstairs, and so off we went.
Man was already outta of the house sitting at the sofa, and I went out and told him that I want to sit
cos I wanted to wear my shoes. Some chit-chat and then Ika and An came out. We proceed to the Basketball Court,
Block kipas. And I realised, then we have been chit-chatting since just now. But then I cant help it looking at his face, it
makes me remind of the past memories. Hais. Sadness filled my heart. Around 6pm. me and Ika proceed home together with the
accompany from both of them.

Sadness filled my heart,
Those memories spent together,
are fresh in my mind.
If only I could turn back the time
and treasure you with al my heart.
Until today, I cant stop missing you
and worse still loving you.

This is just an illusion
We were not meant to be together.
My love for him is still there.
Whatever it is, past is past.
Now, I have to go on with my life.
Forget the past, start anew.

SUNDAY
OKeyhs, YAY-ness. HE was having a bad headache yesterday. Haha. Oh, well.
I didnt went to Religious Class as I woke up late and was too lazy to get my but outta bed.
Haha. Ain was lazy too and Ginnie had something going on. So all of us didnt turn up for today's lesson.
COOL-ness. Did nothing much at home. Was kinda bored and tired at home.

SATURDAY
Had to woke up early and headed to school due to the Netball Carnival. It sucks. It's like a suntaining day for me.
Won GuangYang and lost to Saint Nicholas, Tanglin, Outram, Jurong West, Geylang Methodists and mre. Cant remember.
After Carnival, took MRT and went to Serangoon. Ika wants to meet and An. So we had our breakfast at the coffeeshop at 147.
Headed home at 230pm as I had to meet the Jennifer Deathwish later. Went home and got changed. Met them at Dhoby and went towning.
It was fun not after eating at the foodcourt at Marina Square. HE was behaving so cold out of a sudden. Whatever then. Then
after dinner headed to Esplanade and slack till 10pm. HE was like in no mood at all. I dont know why. HEaded home and do some
housechores. Im tired so bye.

So thats all. And if I didnt update my blog for quite a few days, Im sorry for incovenience.
It's temporary not in service I guess. Haha.
Till then, byes.

theFRIDAY.

Had Literature the first lesson and Mrs.Tan didnt not come. Relief by that China teacher. Then had Geography. I sleep and woke up, its recess. She didnt do much except,
SHE: that girl there, can you put your head up?
ME: huh? and continue sleeping. HAH. cool-NESS.

Then recess time. Dont want say much here. They know what happened.
And so till there. Headed to Mom's Place and went home.
I hate today. It sucks. Misunderstandings again.
My fault? I dont know.
I dont want say too much. I rather keep it to myself then say it to public.

Bye.

that WEDNESDAY and THURSDAY.

Okay, time to update my blog here. I cant really remember what happened so I guess, I just have to recall and refresh my brains. Huahua.

WEDNESDAY
School was okay. Start with Geography. Sucks la. Had test. I can say its okay. Average. Followed by Literature. Had test also. This one is tough. Im not into Literature. So, dream on Seri, no Literature Class for yoo next year. Hah.
Was followed by recess then Mother Tongue. Oh yes, Mr.Hasreen didnt come. AGAIN.
But an INDIAN teacher came to relief us. She wore as if she wants to attend a wedding. With that sari. Haiyo. She look so untidy and old. So so burok. Had Maths and English after that.
After school, had Netball Training. Went out to have lunch with the Auroras and us. Then we went separate ways. THEY;Floorball Interhouse.

THURSDAY
I hate Thursday. So so long. But then my day starts with PE. Yeah. It's fun. We played vollleyball and that we had to get in groups to have a mini game. And Vimal was in ours. Hah. So so funny. He sang the song, "THE ANTHEM" sang by Paul on the previous Singapore Idol show yesterday night. Funny. After PE had History. Lecture-ing Lesson. I dont know why, I was nearly dozed off as she was talking. Haha. Recess then English. I thought Miss Gomes would come in but instead Mrs Tan. Nemind then. Then had IT, and so we went to the lab. Fun? Okay la. Lotsa laughing going on with me, ginnie and that Kuan Yew. With that Vimal. He crazy lah. Had Science then Maths. No Maths Lesson as we had to go to the AVA Room for the talk about Streaming next year. Blahs.
After school had Floorball Interhouse. It was okay but not when we were aginst Paramount. I totally hate that WATERMELON. She bang me and didnt say sorry. Shit her lah. I HATE YOU TO THE CORE OKAY? CAN? COS ONCE I HATE, I'LL HATE FOREVER.

monday+tuesday=BORING DAY.

Oh well, I came late today and yar, sorry friends for keeping yoo people waiting. Day start with dNt. Sucks la. Had a nice sleep till Ms Siti say,"Seri, bangon. Sleep only." Do test and continue my sleep. Heaven. Then recess and had MT. MT, no teacher. Shake legs, handphone outs. Haha. Then English class with Miss Gomes. She was HYPER BUBBLY. I so so LOVE it. I ENJOY disturbing her. With Jia Juan and Jay. So so GEREK. Then had Science. I begin to like Science. New teacher. She teach MUCH MUCH BETTER than that LOUISA. Haha. Had this Role Play thingy and blahs. And that STUPID SING WEE. Ms Chng ask to scissor paper stone with that Hung Khiang. Nad its thrice and that stupid she ask for once. Kalau menang tak pe jugak, ni tidak. Kalah then had to choose other topic. STUPID sak. Successful actually. Then had CME. And end. Suppose to have Maths Remedial but cabot. Went to meet both An at 147 Coffeeshop. Ate FishNchips. Yum. Yum. =) Then off to Netball. And home.

YESTERDAY.
Met Mom and Sis, standard shedule. and yarhs, ate Banquet and jalan-jalan and went home.
HE online. Oh yes! HEHE.

So long suckers.

The 7 Thingys.

Oh well, that rascal ask me to do that.
Hah, okies then.
Dearest NADYA

7 Random facts about me:-
*I'm SERI. LOL.
*very BLUR.
*very SLOW.
*very BELO.
*I can be LOUD.
*IRRITATING at times.
*I am a Netballer. =))

7 things that scares me:-
*ALLAH.
*dropping to ACAD Stream.
*lost of ANY family members. gees! choy!
*CATS.
*DOGS.
*CREEPY and EERIE INSECTS.
*cant get through that somebody. =/

7 Favourite Music at the moment:-
*Until the Day I Die-Story of the Year.
*Let You Go-Ashley Parker Angel.
*Where'd You Go-Fort Minor.
*Orang Yg Ku Sayang Sayang-Screen.
*Kenangan Terindah-Samsons.
*Andai Dapatku Undurkan Masa-AXL.
*Tokyo Drift-Teriyaki Boyz.

7 Things I like most:-
*be with him? INSYALLAH.
*my darling SISTAS.
*my BELOVEDfamily.
*ESPLANADE!
*Chocolates.
*NETBALL.
*my FAVOURITE CLOTHES.

7 LUCKY people to do this:-
*Ernie / Nini.
*Fat-X. gees!
*Kak Aisyah.
*Nazrina / Star.
*Niro.
*Quraishah / Ginnie.
*Wati / Nunu.

Hees. Pass on. Haha. =))

PROBLEMS.

When boredom strikes and when I've things to shared, I let my diary know everything what I'm going through. Thinking back the time, people did say I've changed. Bad to worse, innocent to wild, I don't know, you tell me. Well, whatever it is. I'm so so bored now. I miss everyone. My friends, beloved sisters who are always there when I need them most, my lepak friends(both Farhan, Azhar and more to mention)
Im taking this oppurtunity to show my gratitude to the people who had make my life wonderful.
First of all, my family. Well, I'll say that my Mom is the one who had helped me most. Love you. Although I dont even say this once to you face to face, now I am. She's the one who has been looking after me all this while. My Dad too but I just can't seems to communicate with him well. Its hard for a young teen like to me to communicate with a MONSTER-LIKE looking father. He seems not to be understanding and I dont like that. Go change to be a better person. How I wish you could. Pigs will fly then.
Followed by my friends[darling sisters]. I've known them for like 8 years and our friendship are still going on strong. Although there's ups and downs, we put it aside and start anew. Forgive we can, forget I cant. That's for sure. Thanks to you all for making my life wonderful and colorful.
New friends are found whenever we are. I met Ika, a girl in the same CCA as me. She's been there when I had some misunderstandings with my school stuffs and also help me solved my recent problem. She and her hubby, Farhan. Well, not only them but there's one more. Farhan. There's two Farhan. I realised that I've not been with you all lately. I know. I'm busy and so that's why. I'm sorry. And I wont forget you all. You all and your good deeds towards me. Thanks for helping me with my problem with Man. And Farhan, I wont forget you. Although now, I'm closer with your friends, but I wont forget you. Trust me. Sorry if I had been rude or stubborn towards you guys. I didnt mean it. Hope I'm forgivven.
Well, till here.

NOW.
The problem that are going on my mind.
STUDIES.
I had been enjoying my life too much and studies I hack care. I mean I did study and concentrate during lessons. It's just that when I wanted to start revising my work, I just cant seems to focus. I'm not me. Any solutions?
LIFE.
I hate this most. Ginnie said it's true. I'm falling in love again. But hey, I'm afraid too. I'm scared and afraid that history repeats itself. We are getting to know each other better and I have that 'abit' feelings toward him. But, I dont know if he does. I dont want to be vain. So let future decides it. I like his personality and can interact with anyone. Usually we never fails to chat or sms. But now, when his pp8 low, we cant get through each other.Neither through sms or chat. I started to miss him. Its a sudden feeling. I dont know. 2 days we have not been chatting. I've waited from 8pm till 12 midnight for the past 2 days but no sign of him. I wondered and waiting. And I really hoped today he would go online. I'm praying. and praying. Oh well, get over it lah Seri.
FREEDOM
I want freedom! I mean I want to have fun and enjoy my life. Maybe not now or the time has not come. I want to be the beloved ones that cares for me. I want more and more pocket money. I want to go shopping!! I want new stuffs and I want my wishes to come true. Is it possible? No idea.


I guess I've express everything here.
They say it's not good to bottle up so I through it all here.
And now, I'm confused.
=/

THEM.

MOM AND DAD.

ME AND MOM.

NAZRINA/STAR. my LISTENING EAR.

QURAISHAH/GINNIE. my LAUGHING PARTNER, GOSSIP CHIC.

ERNIE/NINI. my SHOPPING PARTNER. she and her JOKES.

HADIRAH/RARA. she and her MALAS-NESS. my LAUGHING PARTNER.

ATIKAH/IKA. my CCA PARTNER and KUTOK PARTNER.

BOREDOM STRIKES.

Well, actually planed with Nini and Star to watch CLICK today but then Mom didnt let me go. I mean she let me go out but no money. So sorry girls. =/ Woke up and do my bed. Sweep my room and do all those necessary stuffs.

Things to COMPLETE by TODAY.
1)History Homework
2)Revision
3)Do Assesment(for all subjects)
4)Iron Madrasah Uniform
5)Pack bag for both Madrasah and School.
6)Hafal Surah(together with the tafsir)
7)Rest and go online at 9pm.

So you see, I'm busy. After a few days straight of going out and enjoy, so for now, FOCUS on STUDIES. Come on Seri. GO!!

Till then.

My Absence.

Oh well, I didnt came school today due to lack of sleep. Cant get my butt out of the bed. Although school was a short day today, but then had Netball Trng after that. It was 6.30 am. I had to be ready by then. And guess what, I hug my pillow and continue with my sleep. Haha. Overslept. Was awake by Nini's call at 850am. She ask to meet her up after school. Me, she, star. To meet the Enam Jahanam. Haha. Kecoh. Reach home, Ika[Dollywanka] was at home. Oh well, had fun then sent her back and now, daydreaming and waiting for that somebody to online. Till then. Bye everyone. =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

First of all, I'll like to say.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE".
[i mean yesterday] haha.

Oh well, yesterday, it was an unplan outing. Due to the chat yesterday. Woke up and I realised that I had to confirm if I'm going or not. And so msged Mom and asked her. This is fun. At frist she deny it. Then when i insist, she suddeny reply,"Where you going and what time you going out?" Haha. See, she lost and so she had no let me go. Anyway, I told her that this will be my last outing. Heehe. Msged Khai and plan again. He ask sis to come along and so she did. Do housechores then bath and got ready. Out at 3pm and went to Mom's Shop. Sent her Mee Rebus and off we go. Alight at City Hall and guess what, we went to the wrong Long John booth. Haha. Make our way back and end up meeting them at City Hall MRT Station instead. Yay-ness. Out with the Jennifer Deathwish and it toally rawks! Saw Johan alone and "hi" at each other. Off to the CD Shop and while me, sis, Fadz and Khai was waiting for the rest, saw Fifi and the 2Ts student. I HECK CARE. Haha. Then off to Esplanade. Saw Reesha and Raylene. Then as we were walking the tunnel linked to the Esplanade, saw Tricia and Eugene. Chit-chatted and we went off separate ways. The Esplanade was not packed yet and so we took a stroll there. Saw Juffri and Zaki together with Zaki's girl. Waved at them and then slack at the wall near the Thai's Restaurant. Till around 8pm i guess. Khai accompany Sis to fetch her gf, SitiNuraini or well known as Hanie. Haha. Left me and the rest. Slowly, Fadilah[Didi] came. After fetching sis and her gf, went to Marina Square to have our dinner. Ate Long John, but it was packed. So, tapaw. Saw Fazly and Ida. I was on the phone and I saw them.[eew,haha]. Hakim, Along and Taufik bought our food and we bully the boys to carry it. Haha. Sorry Fadzli, Irfan, Hakim. They called me malas cos I didnt help them. haha. BE GENTLEMEN GUYS. Haha. Ate at the back of Marina Square building. It was funny with Shaz, Izat, Kecik and Sharim around. Haha. Too long to write the joke. Then we saw this Mina Tudong smooching with her bf. MY GOD! I shouted, "MAKSIAT MATA SIAL." And suddenly she stop. Haha. The rest also join along. Some went close to them and say,"Eeesh, eesh." haha. That Shahz. Funny lah.Headed back to Esplanade and slack there till 11pm. It was fun yesterday.

AND SO, THAT'S THE STORY OF THE 15 CRAZY PEOPLE.
haha.
Jennifer Deathwish and dont know who lah. Haha.

THE PIXEL.

THE PIXEL TAKEN ON TUESDAY AS PROMISED.
THERE. THANKS FOR VIEWING.=))

National Day Celebration

Well, I have not been blogging for a few days I gues. So, yar, briefly recall what happened.
On Monday.
Oh great. I didnt study for my Maths Test and Maths for the first period. Luckily, it was easy and I managed to answer the following sums. [sigh]. Had Art after that. WEE! I just LOVE Art. It's my only subject that I'm good in and that makes me scores well for CA. Haha. "Get creative with Art" . Woah. Speaking sey. After recess onwards was the boring subjects throughout. Science first followed by English and HISTORY! Science was fun. We're now proceeding a new chapter. CHAPTER 5! Haha. Minds get horny and think maturedly. Haha. Then English and History was like OH-SO-BORING. Sleeping time for me. But cant. Both teachers will surely yelled at me if Im dozing off. Thats for sure. U bet it! As usual routine after school, met mom and sis and AMK Central and then headed to TP. Both of us bought some stuffs there. I bought a black tee while she bought 2 long dresses,in turqoise-green and pink. Also some other small acessories. Proceed back to AMK. Mom went to the Mosque and fetched Lil'Bro while me and sis muggd at AMK's MacDonald. Went home straight.

tomorrow, school,half-day and ,YET Netball is still as per normal. Should I or should I not go? Mom didnt want me to go. So, no need go

**PS: Having conflict with freinds. Ugh, just hate that.


However, today was much-much better! We had National Day Celebrations. Students are to be reported as per normal. The celebration went on till 9.15pm. Then we proceed to our classroom to give out the souveniers. A file holder with the school name written. I got GREEN! WEE! Then went off to JS to meet our old teachers and friends. Miss them so much. But, this part I dont like, Ifah was with us and she bring along Siti and Fifi. Cmon! Im not in good terms with her, thats one thing. And wahliao! Her behavior, I cant stand it. i just have to close one eye then. =X JS was having Food Fair just now. Many things changed. New environment. I managed to talk and meet my P1 teacher! I just love her. She was like a mother in school to me. Had a long chit-chat with her. Studies, life, future. It was fun. The funny part is after talking to her, I dont know where my friend went. Haha. One thing she cant forget was pinching my cheeks. She love to do that. Haha. Then went off and meet up with all the boys. OMG! They've changed so much. All grown tall and their voices! Haha. Slack with them then proceed to my house. Slack till 4.30pm. Whole lot of fun. Somethign happened as I was walking. Those three GFS lah. Dont know what was their intention for. Keep slapping my utt and ONE, more then HIT. I dont know what she was up to then i squad out of sudden. And she was keeps on laughing. Haha, that Ginnie. Pixel was taken today. Upload them later. Happy viewing. =)) Till then.

iHATEmyGRANNY.

I HAD MY RELIGIOUS CLASS TODAY. SO AFTER MADRASAH, GOT CHANGED AND SLEEP. WOKE UP AT 2PM AND SISTER WAS SIAPING TO GO TAKA. TO BUY HER ART STUFFS. AND I WENT TO THE TOILET TO WASH MY FACE AND GET MY BAG DONE FOR TOMORROW SCHOOL. AND THEN I LAY ON MY BED AND STUDY. IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVENT TOUCH MY ACCESSMENT BK. NOT WRONG RIGHT? AND GUESS WHAT, AS I WAS JUST GOING TO WRITE MY FIRST LETTER, GRANNY YELLED,"NADIA, PERGI SAPU BILIK KAU TU. BERABOK. MAK KAU KEJE, TAK SEMPAT NAK ANU. PERGI CEPAT." I IGNORED. SHE YELLED AGAIN, " WAH, BUAT BODOH JEK. KAU TUNGGU KAU, AKU BLG MAK KAU. SMLM DAH ALIK LMBT, MENYUDALSMPAI KOL 12, NI SUROH SAPU SIKIT PON TKLE." SHE USE THE WORD MENYUDAL? HELLO? KAU CAKAP CUCU KAU SENDIRI MEYUDAL. I WAS SO PISSED OFF AND I SHOUT AT HER BACK. "EH, NENEK PANDAI2 KATER ORG MEYUDAL ASL? NENEK TK TAU ORG G ANER JGN ASL MEH HEMBOS AJER AH!(slam the door) SHE CALLED MY MOM. I HATE IT. SMALL THING EVERYTIME COMPLAIN. SHIT! GO BALIK WOODLANDS LAR! SHE AND HER NAGGY MOUTH. ARGH!! OKAY, THAT'S IT. I WANNA GO DOWN AND DO SELF STUDY ALONE. BUBYE!

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Fireworks At Esplanade.

Yesterday, I went out of the house at 2.30pm. Drop at Yishun and took 804. Meet Nini at her house then went to my aunt house to take a spare phone from her. Drop and Admiralty and took 913. Without hp, I cant survive. Argh. Then headed to Penisula. Time flies so fast. It was already 4.45 going 5pm. Woosh, enough. Alight at City Hall and off to Penisula. Wanted to buy the jeans but then didnt manage to find the shop. So headed to Marina Square and yum and Cavana. Call Fadz and meet them at Esplanade, infront of the Polar Express. Slack with them. Bring Nini along as she's meeting the 6 Jahanam. Hehe. Sorry Nini. =) Fun. And yarhs, they BEVER FAILS to IRRITATE ME. They tease me about the BAPOK THINGY. Ugh. Then we play TEKA-TEKI. I was so slow to catch the thing. Even Nini had to explain clearly with me. Haha. Then later she went off with Adam they all. Watch fireworks with them at 9pm. Slack at Marina till 1030 at at around 1045, Nini called and we went off together. It was a great fun yesterday. Sorry Nini if I left you behind or whatever. hope you enjoy ur day too. But we had a great laughter at Marina. Remember? [siallah, the hopping] hahahs. Sadly, didnt mange to take pixel. Sorry readers and blogggers. But had a few with them, using Shaz's dg. I cnt get thru him, so sorry peeps. No peeps for yesterday outing. Sorry, till then.

yesterday.

Yesterday, after school went to TP. Bought my stuff there and yum at Fork & Spoon. awesome day for us although rara couldnt join us. Next time maybe.

AND!!!!!

my HP IS NOT AVAILABLE at the moment.
stupid phone. it went white suddenly. and now, no phone for me.!
ugh!!

oh well, ive got to go now, meeting nini and JDW afterwards. till then.
pixel by tomorrow will be update.
bubyes.
much love;

Thursdaay.

Today, Nini and Star didnt come school, so left the three of us.
Damn quiet in the bus. Hairul board the same bus but whatever. We had our 2.4km run/walk retest just now for PE. And I pass! Wee! Today was sucha long day for me. But at 2pm, me and some other classmates dismissed early as we had a Social Etiquette Workshop to attend to. Rara was suppose to come, but instead she had the early dismissal and went home instead of attending. so left me and ginnie. The workshop was damn fun. Together with the speaker and her assistant, the workshop was awesome. We did learn new stuffs and its basically more about manners and grooming. Then at 530pm, it ends. Me and ginnie went to J8 as I wanted to buy something, but then, when we reach there, nothing captivated me. So we browse around there. Headed home at 630pm BUT!!
The bus came at 7.30pm. Left two bus due to many passsengers. In the bus, we had a great laughter at the people around us. Crap jokes here and there, and ginnie made me laugh till I want to weewee. Haha. Too long to write here but overall its so fun laughing with her today, we even cry when laughing. Too happy i guess. Haha. Well, till then readers. =)

today, yesterday.

YESTERDAY.
had trng as usual. before trng rush for remedial.. seriously speaking, i hate my tuitor. she so the lembek! wah, she teach me can sleep sak. her voice damn soft. i dun like. argh. i want ester instead. assembly was oh so funny. sang the national Day song. The sec 1s. like monkeys. i agree with ginnie. haiyo, they think its like a rock show sey. sempat mosh lagi. end up get scolded. muahaha. juniors!

TODAY.
had mt test. the paper was okeyh. then had oral after school, i was totally blank. gosh!failed that's was sure. then went to canteen and waited for trng to start. had trng at hall instead. 1/4 of the hall was ours. small right? so had to do shutter at the carpark. and the weather was oh so hot! im getting darker and darker. after trng walk with ika to an's block. went pass the court. intention was to see them. it's been quite a long time since ive not seen them then Man was there. saw An[Chai] then a few of the sec 4 acads guy. i was shocked cos Man suddenly smiled at me. haha. i gave a pathetic smile then say goodbye to them. took 73 at istiqamah there. till then. bubyes.

*i hate that someone. she just so ugh! itik.*
ginnie, shh!

bye.