MON-WED.

MONDAY.
Had POA the first lesson then followed by Bio then Mother Tongue. Nothing amazing anw, just that my NAZZY is irritating at times. She'll go, "Seri!" Then me, "what?". Nazzy,"nothing. heehe. =D". She'll do it repeatedly. Trust me. & end it with a wide smile. Then recess was Maths & followed by 2 periods of Art. Wee. I'm loving art. It's getting interesting day by day.
After school went straight to AMK pasar to eat with SUNSHINES. Then went mugging near Ginnie's blok but then she went home as she's not feeling well. Glad that things are back to its right place except for some other stuffs.

TUESDAY.
PE was fun. We're going to play Softball for 1 month & that's COOL! Then it was MT then English. We're suppose to do some group work but end up chatting with Nazzy, Nini & Zul. Haha! Then recess followed by SS, Phy, POA. Dearest Ginnie never come. She's sick. Get well soon.
C Div had match against... erm, im not sure. B Div was suppose to have training but it was cancelled. Then An called. So when to his crib & slack. Ika & Hilmy. Hilmy was sicked. So after taking his medication, he went to have nap. We 3 watch tv outside. Then I started to have flu. Ika started to cough. All went sick. As we were tired, so we layed around & then end up the four of us slept. Funny lei. An is like the father taking care of 3 children. Haha. He pat all our heads & then FUH! all went to sleep. Haha. Then I laugh, the rest laugh. A pic was taken when Hilmy slept. So cute la can. Then An got changed as he wanted to meet Shaz all at town. Hilmy & Ika took 147 home while me & an took 76ed back to AMK.

Today I didn't come school today. I'm down with flu&fever now. So, I want to have some rest now! BYE!

&& Singapore, GO!!!!

SATURDAY & SUNDAY.

Yesterday did nothing much except that when i woke up, my aunts & uncles were here to my suprised. I was suppose to go out with An to Esplanade to meet the Jennifer Deathwish & First Down Fall but somehow, it was cancelled cos my relatives were here. At around 5pm, I went to meet Sis at AMK Central. Accompany her to buy her stuffs & all. Dad found a N Series hp but he wouldn't want me to have it. Damn it. But, my favourite uncle gave me a MP3. Haha.

I'm having conflicts with friends, families, boyfriend. I don't know. Mood swings. I hate it. Things aren't its right place now. I wanna share with someone but who? My mind is not peace. I'm having terrible headaches & currently down with flu & fever yesterday.

Today, I skipped Madrasah. This fever has gone down but the flu is terrible. I just feel like plucking out this nose & replace it with a new one. Which I know it's impossible. Haha. I'm talking nonsence here.

Tomorrow is just another new day of the week. It's back to normal school day.

Okeyhs, I'm done!
I need to go mug mug mug!!!
((:

thursday&friday.

THURSDAY.
I was late to school today. & due to the bad weather, late comers are to be reported straight to the classroom. & there's a house meeting for all houses. I was in Burghley. Nini never came. So I sat with the upper sec. We did some cheers & then when the whole thing has ended, Rahimi was asked to perform during assembly as he did the Music Box thingy. I don't know what's the name. It's a kind of thing when you do all those type of sounds using your mouth. Mr Ho heard it so he was amazed by it. Then went for Bio class. Boredom. Then had English. Recess was per normal. MT was next. Hah, no more throwing of books. Then had Social Studies with Mrs Chatterji then Maths. It's getting tougher & tougher. I need to mug mug mug.

***

Well, I had a terrible diarheoa early in the morning & plus the menses. Gosh, damn damn leceh. Seriously. First period was POA. I was sleeping the first lesson. The weather was great la to sleep. Then had English followed by Geography. Reesha was not in school so I was sitting alone for the test. It's tricky. So I'm hoping for better results. Huakhuak. Recess like normal. I wasn't myself the whole day since POA. Then had Maths followed by PCCG. The class committee had to stay back for a short while. Banyak la her short while. We ended at around 230pm. Damn it. She puts me the Art Competition. & overall, I'm incharged for the whole NoticeBoard thingy. & then something happened that Mdm Ratnam held me back till about 3pm or later infact for conferencing when she saw what happened.

**
I cried after what happened. I don't want elaborate. She don't know anything yet she shoots me with all those harsh words. I guess I can't take it so that's why I shed tears infront of teacher upon reading the msg. So Mdm ask why & stuffs. Afterall, she's a nice person to share problems with. So she knows all about me & bf & all. I was ashamed. But then she's kind enough to understand everything I said. I went to meet An after that. Went to his crib then something happened over the conversation la. I don't know la. & before I left school, I called her, but then she never pick up. I don't know why. But when we were slacking, I received a msg. & I don't know what's my decision. Seriously. I know I was the one to be blame for not being together this week. But then that does not mean that I forget you all right? I seriously find this silly sey. Just 1 week I've not been with them, & this is what I get in returned. Cmon. & there's more I want to say, but I don't you to think that I'm what. This is what I've been wanting to share & tell you since that day. But I couldn't find the right time to tell you.

You two have been very close together this year. In the morning, you'll walk together with her from the blok to the bustop. I notice it. It's either she came to you & talk or something else. Then while walking from the bustop to school, I will be infront or alone or with the others & you two together. Not always la, but sometimes only. Then during recess, you two will sit together or get drinks together. During lessons when we are in the same class, you two will walk together to the next lesson or maybe go toilet first without waiting for me. I will be the one in the toilet after you two came in & you two will be the one leaving first. I know you're in the same class with her but I just feel that my friendship with you is drifting apart day by day. Where are all your promises you promised last year everytime we went out? The secrets you used to share & stuffs all. We used to have long chats but now? You joke aruond with her more than you do with me now. I'm jealous. Yes, I admit, I'm jealous. I'm not putting you in a spot to be blame. The word 'bangsat' you sent to me, I just can't accept it. Do you know what does that mean? I cried.
My eyes swollen. I don't know why. I'm blogging. Cos I know you'll read it. Anyway, I'm sorry guys. I guess if I'm nomore in there, there's someone to replace me. Someone you all know for quite long too. Take Care friends.

**
One month together. My love towards you is fading. I don't know why. Where were you when I need you most? You're busy, so am I. But spare sometime will you? I don't know how it's gonna be like now. After few weeks of not seeing you. I'm missing you badly but somehow I feel that we should end it here. I don't want to make you hurt. I don't want add more burden to you. I've had enough I guess. I need sort things out with you now. Can you??

Reply to taggers;
isyah.; thanks babe! ((:
krisstle.; thanks for tagging. how you know my url? I love you too la. ("V")
gladys.; hahaa! ey yoo! i remember. my art outing partner. heeehe. okeyhs, shall link yoo soon. link me too hokay?! (:

Afterall, what's over, is over.
I can't change back the time.

mon-wed.

Okeyhs, I'm back to blogging. I wanna make it alive. So the previous post was on the pixels taken on Saturday's outing. Well, let's reeecapp.

MONDAY.
74ed to school. & then day starts with POA. Had class test & then that's it. Next lesson was Bio. Nothing interesting. She'll go on talking without knowing what it is about. & sometimes, it doesn't has any connection to Bio. Seriously. Then had MT. As usual, much laughing. Recess was per normal. Had Maths afterwards then 2 periods of Art. But me & Shirley went for an early leave at 1pm. We had to rush to Netball North Zone Competition. Playing against Canberra at Singapore Sports School. We lost. 10-19. But the C Div made the school proud. They beat Ahmad Ibrahim; 12-11. Then went to 147 to meet An all. Slack for awhile.

TUESDAY.
PE was first lesson. We played softball & it was superb fun. Seriously. I miss playing softball during primary school times. Then had MT followed by English. Mdm Chua said that we're gonna change class & teachers too. Boohoo! Then it was recess like usual. Followed by Social Studies. The whole class burst when Mrs Chatterji shout ar us,"This is not in your book so you have to pay attention & you must understand. Understand?" We burst out. So is she. Hahaha. Then we had only 30 mins of Physics lessons. School ends at 1240 today. Met An all. Then slowly the rest went back so left me, Hilmy & An(emo) all the way till 730pm. We shared something crazy & I cried. Something happened. ='(


(taken during physics.)

I went school late today. & this fucking bus driver keep asking passengers to board the bus when it was freaking packed & there's not enough place to stand anymore. Gosh! Had Maths Test first lesson. It was easy so I hope I passed. Then had Geog. Did some note-takings then was followed by English whichwe had to do some compo writing. I was full of ideas so I complete it in class. Had recess followed by MT. Damn it. Was scolded by Mr.Hasreen as I left blanks. Seriously sey, I don't know how to do. Then he threw my book. The four of us was being punished. Me, Nini, Ikhsan & Johan. Then had Physics followed by Assembly. Assembly sucks la. I had a great time sleeping. Haha. Then meet An & Omar after school. Together with Hilmy. Then slack at his house. Haha, damn funny lah. 5pm left the house then 73ed back home with An & Omar as they'll be going to Yishun for awhile. That's it. I'm done.

Reply to taggers;
eugene; taggers nowadays have nothing better to do. what to do. poor thing.
nadiah; haha. tak baik kamu. if he reads, hah! yoo're dead ah.
huda; precisely! mepek la taggers ni seme.
kooty; no no abg! im nt with him okeyh! im attched ler. not with him. we're just quite close this days. anw, yarhs, i'll link yoo soon. stay happy & take care of yoor beloved ones! ((;

DONE!

Monday+ pixels.

The pictures as promised.



me&an. while waiting for the rest.







ekin&shazni. at esplanade.





shazni, an, omar, ekin & baby(sharim)





nini&shazni.





shazni&ekin. slacking behind esplanade.





kechik, ekin, nad, me, nini, shaz.



the kiyoot one. kechik & ekin.









me, nini & shaz.



candid shot on baby. hahaha!







we had a great laugh seeing them camwhoring. nad&ekin.



& finally, while otw back home. me&ekin.

Outing with JDW, FDF.

Okeyh, so well, yesterday was a blast. Went out at 1pm & went to An(emo)'s house. Then waited for Shazni & himself to get change. Gosh, they were so lazy. Seriously. His bro had to play some song & made noise then they woke up & changed. Meanwhile, Omar was getting himself ready. Then he told me to ask any of my friends to come along. So I asked Nini to come along. So Nini meet us under his blok at about 4pm then 74ed to AMK MRT Station. Mrted to Orchard. Made friends in the MRT. Thanks to Shaz & An. Cos Omar went back to Boon Keng to get changed. Then alight at Orchard & then went to FarEast to eat at Long John as we were starving. AS we were eating, we saw this two japanese girls in high heels. Seriously it high. Way too high. Then An was like; "Kan menyekser pakai kasot tu?! Bodoh sak." We were laughing like hell sak. Then 190ed to Esplanade. Met Kechik(FDF) at 7Eleven there. Then Baby, Nad, Su, Ekin came. Few minutes later, Fadzli, Aaron, MdNoh came too. Then headed to Esplanade. Wanted to sit by the bay. But it was wet. So went over to the back side of the Esplanade. So the whole gang was there. Then An(chai) came with Hidayu. We camwhore like hell there. So at about 8pm, went over to the bay there. Khai was there. & Sharizal too. Slack & crap the whole day. At about 930pm, me, Nini, Ekin went back together. Ekin alight at Khatib. Nini alight at Yishun.

Today, had Madrasah. As per normal. Second period we went dirty with the Ustazah. Haha. & there was a talk from this Ustaz whose gonna replace Ustaz Hamzah. Haha. I guess he gave up on us. Haha. I think Nadiah was right.

Pictures in later post.

Okeyh, sudah! ((:

190107

73ed to school as per normal. I had to carried all my Art Stuffs bought yesterday to school. Damn it. & the tool box is damn heavy la. So we had POA first. Damn, the teacher is so so lame. We're having a test for it & then we exchange paper to mark. & after all the markings are done, she told the class to give 1 mark each for those students who underline the answer, write out the date & register no. So it'll be 23/20 then. Lame right? Gosh, I never had this type of teacher who marks this way in my entire life of education. Seriously. Then we had English next. Mdm Chua gave us some work to do. So, me, Nazzy & Zul were group & we had to draw a picture of "My Hero". && then, Nazzy drew it & it looks like him sey. Haha. Then it was followed by Geography lesson when me, Reesha(Neutron), Hong Yao & Zul had a great time laughing while we're doing some group work. They say my laughter was funny & that it made them laugh too when there's nothing to laugh about. Really meh? & when I laugh, my nose will be moving if you were to be observant enough la. Hong Yao spot it & that made him laugh even more. Recess was per normal. Then had Maths after that. The test was on Expansion & it was a so-so test to me. I can manage to get the answers but I'm not sure if it's right. Haha. It was followed by PCCG/CME lesson. Well, we had to go to the hall instead as there's some talk regarding trip to Vietnam. So, at least, we, 3E3 don't have to see her face la. Haha!

Then after school, went to have lunch with SUNSHINES at AMK nearby hawker centre. But due to the unhygenic environment, we then decided to eat at KFC. & we saw our primary school friend; Hafiz & Dzul. Woo, Hafiz is damn cute & tall lei. Damn. Then after we had our lunch, I then proceed back to Serangoon to meet my cliques while the rest went SOMEWHERE. So, I went slacking with both An, Wak(Ain's bro), Din, Haikel, Omar & Hairul at 147's coffeeshop. Then Haikel, An(chai) went back. DIn & Wak wanted to go somewhere, so they left first. So we're left with the 4 of us. Me, An(emo), Omar & Hairul. Went to An(emo) house to slack. & something sad happened which I don't which to share here. It's kinda personal you see. I pity him & his family. Well bro, I won't forget your good deeds to me & all you've done for my good. Thanks. You're like a brother to me. You treat me well & you showered me with your care & concern. Thanks. Then An(emo) & Omar got changed & then An(chai) came a few minutes later. They got changed as they're going out too. So at about 630pm, we left his house & then 73ed back to AMK. They alight at AMK MRT Station while I alight a busstop after.

&& today is babystar's birthday la. Happy Birthday. & tomorrow is Md Noh's birthday. Will be meeting Jennifer Deathwish with An(emo) tomorrow. Yippee. I miss them giler rabak sey. So, see yoo guys soon. yeahhhh!

Art Excursion.

Well, Nazzy dearie was not in school today, so not that much of laughing going on. I was with Nini almost the whole subjects. Had Art for the first lesson, followed by Bio then English. It was recess then. Mother tongue was next. So, left the four of us as both Reesha(Neutron) & Nazzy never come. So, it's me, ginnie, Ser & Fir. We had a grat laugh when Hafiz was reading a text. Haha. His voice is like damn low lei. He'll go "hello" in a manly voice. Mr.Hasreen too tease him. Haha. Then had Social Studies, did some note takings then Maths was next. Damn it. It's getting tougher. I need go mugging this weekends. Eh, no no. Weekends, my schedule is tight. Saturday, I'm going to meet Jennifer Deathwish. An (emo) will be tagging along too. Woo, double the kecoh. Then on Sunday I have my Religious Class. & I need to complete my Art work by Monday. Oh ya, speaking about Art, we had an excursion to Bras Basah to buy all the Art Stuffs. So the 5 3NA Students tag along. I only know it was Gladys & Jessica. The rest, I'm not sure about the name la. && before we left, I saw EUGENE!!! Heehe. The IT boy. Eh nooo, later he'll get angry. The 6 pacs dude. Hokeyh? Heehe. Okeyh, so we left at 230pm. Then 55ed to Bishan. Mrted to City Hall & walked all the way to Bras Basah Complex. So we took some pixels too. & the four of us; me, Kris, Shirley & Zul were together all the way. After done with the shopping, the 3 of us then headed to MacDonalds to fill our empty stomach. Then went home at 630pm & I reach home at 7+pm. && tomorrow, I'll be having Maths & POA Test. Gosh, numbers numbers. I'm sick of it. Hokeyh, I'm done. Happy viewing the pictures.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to BABYSTAR!! ((:

long lived & enjoy yourself aite at MOS. woohoo.

the pictures...


a candid shot of Zul. hahas!

me & kris. shirley's finger extra la!




us on the way to City Hall. ((:

me & kris in the "crowns". Miss Rokia like this. haha.

&& finally, Kris gone bonkers & she say this mask is nice.

&& i'm done. ((:

MON-WED.

Monday.
76ed to school. Lesson start with English. Then Maths. Gosh, it's getting tougher & tougher. Currently touching on algebra. So "x" all over. Then Social Studies. Not much learning but copying notes almost. Then had recess per normal & it was Mother Tongue then. Awesome la, Mr Hasreen. He's one big joker. Then the next 2 period(2 hours) was Art. We were to exhibit our artwork in the art class then Miss Rokia gave us an assignment. Fuhyoo. It's tough okeyh. Draw pictures according alphabetical order. a-z. 26 pictures. && we must hand in on the next lesson. & the picture must not be from imagination. She wants to see the shading of the shadow & all. Grr!
After school met both An, Haikel, Khalid, Benny, Azlan & Azhar. I went to have lunch with sunshines frist then meet An(chai) & Haikel. Then Khalid & An(emo) came. Proceed to Azhar & Azlan house. Benny was there. They were jamming. Awesome la all. I guess, they're practising for the competition. So good luck people. Then at 6+, went home. 74ed to AMK Central. Met Mom & Lil'Bro at KFC. Then went browsing there. Bro bought his GameBoy cable or whatever stuffs. You know, boys will always remain as boys. So, I told Mom to buy me a top at Giordano. It was a white long sleeve top with a V neck. Nice nice. I reach home at 9pm by then. It was tired okeyh. & I have to study for my test some more.

Tuesday.
73ed to school. Had Social Studies first followed by Accounts. Test was postpone to some other days. Lucky me. I had some other time to study then. I couldn't understand what's income & expenses. I have to go mug mug mug! Then followed by Mother Tongue. AS Mr. Hasreen was on a meeting, so a relief teacher went in. He was lenient I could say. So, 1 hour of chatting among ourselves. The funny part was when Fir threw Nazzy's pencil case with a whole lot of force. We had a great laugh on that. He's just too hyper active la. Rexess as per normal then had Geography. Wah sey! Siansation. I slept through out the whole lesson. Seriously. Then had Physics. I don't quite understand so I chatted with Ginnie. & I know Ain is irritated cos we keep laughing behind & making nuisance out of ourselves. Gosh! Then it was Maths. I can go bonkers with Algebra. I wonder how E2 can survive taking A Maths, E Maths & POA. Aren't they sick looking at numbers? But i really salute them for being so clever in Algebra. Care to teach me? Muahaha!
After school we had Netball Training. So, they were quite a number of new Sec One girls. Mostly were Malays. I hate it. Their behaviour like minah & their mindset aren't mature enough you see. This few girls were instructed by Coach to sit down & watch the B Div playing but INSTEAD, they went to the canteen & flirt with the Softball guys. Cmon la. Nak gatal pon tengok la tempat sak. Then when Coach asked to gather, they hack care & when I told them, they'll blinked eyes at me & making all those funny faces. Fuck it la. You're just a Sec One. & you're in Netball, so can you jollywell come in your shorts instead of your oh-so-short skirt? Kaki kalau cantik takpe jugak. Macam chopstick yerla. Gosh! Typically one future minah. I totally abhors them. Not one but three of them. So bare with it during training. I may just say it direct. (: Some of the ex-students came. So he was there. God damn it! After training, went home straight. They were at the Takraw Court outside the school. So I hack care & walk off COS the future minahs are there too. Get a life please.

& today, 74ed to school. New timetable. So day start with Maths. I beginning to like Maths now. Hahaha. Although it's complicated but it's challenging though. Then had Geography & we had to do some characteristics on the Magroove whatever thingy. Followed by English but there's no teacher so it's a free period for us. Did some camwhoring with my mates. Then Shirley make a teacher run out of words. Haha. Cool la you. Followed by recess then Mother Tongue. One favour please for this someone at MT. Could you please don't give me that look when I'm taking or asking you questions? Then had Physics in the lab. Do some practical then it was assembly regarding about CCA. Boring, so I had a good nap. Haha. Was release early. Went to Staff Room to see Ms Chan then headed off to AMK Banquet with SUNSHINES. Nazzy, are yoo okeyh? Share with me if you want to okeyh? I went home separately as I had to fetch Lil'bro. & now I'm here blogging. I need go get ready for Art tomorrow. We'll be having an Art Excursion to Bras basah tomorrow.

& ya, reply to Taggers.

missah- yoo linked darls. (:
eugene- hokay. im sorry. i was just shock la. ey ey, nevre promote yoor cooking again? haha!
revathi- yeah babe! see yoo in school then. (:
hudda- hello. ey ey, sent me yoor url. i want link yoo la. see ya.

WEE~ I'm done for now. & these are the pictures taken during the free period. Oh ya, I've changed a new skin. Will edit it during the weekends. Enjoy looking. ((:









& I'm done. Pictures were taken with Jay, Nazzy & Nini.
I love my 3E3 but I miss my 2E3. (: See ya!

bugis+town.

Well, yesterday I did nothing except rotting at home. Then suddenly at 5pm, Sis asked me to accompany her get her school stuffs as she's being promoted to go ITE Bishan. Oooh! Finally, she's back to school. Haha. So got changed & stuffs. Mrt-ed to Bugis at around 7pm. It was pack but somehow we manage to squeeze in. After she bought her bag, mrt-ed back to Somerset to get a watch for herself at City Chain. I thought of getting myself a new wallet at the Flash&Splash outlet, & by the time we were at the main entrance, they say, "Sorry, we're closing soon." Damn it! If we were to have reach earlier, I could have get my wallet. All thanks to one of this bossy customer at the City Chain. Haha, then at about 10pm, mrt-ed back.

While on the way back, make some new friends. Haha! They're effing friendly la dey. One turns out to be so blur, another so clumsy & kecoh. SO yes, mrt-ed back to AMK then went to Haji Karim to eat as both of us were damn hungry.

Today, woke up early & went for Religious Class. I'm missing my classmates but but, Nadiah never come sey. Ape la! 265-ed back straight & then Dad ask me to burn songs in a disc. Haha. At least I get upah from him. So I get kanchengs. $$$ !! *evil laughs*

Tomorrow is another week of school. Gosh, I've not completed my artwork which the due date is tomorrow. && I'm stucked with my Maths Hmwrk. I need help!! I guess, I'll stop here then. I need get ready for school stuffs yoo see. Till then people. ((:

Why must now then everyone looking for me?
Why now then they want to ask my where abouts?
Why is it so suddenly?
Tell me. Tell me.
=X

updated.

Well, i've not been updated my blog this past four days. Sorry people for waiting. & taggers too for the so late reply.
Replied to taggers ;
aisyah: haha. fun? not really. except for physics & mt lesson. the rest is sucha bore.
zekark: yoo very good & caring? haha. really uh? i no comments. xD
forsaken eliz: thanks sweet. yarhs, the outing. but hey, it's on wednesday la dey. monday she'll give us consent forms. haha. see yoo everyday then. ((:

So, let's recall....

On Tuesday, lessons were per normal. It started with Social Studies with Mrs Chatterji then followed by POA with Ms Kwok which I don't even understand a single thing. assets. liabilities. owner's equinty. What's that? I have to do some revision for now. Then after POA was MT. Haha. It was fun. Every MT lesson, Mr Hasreen won't fail to make the class laugh with his craps & the moves he made. You should see it. Haha. & I laugh till I cry. Seriously. & he was, "Huh! Tengok kawan awak ni, ketawer sampai nangis sekali."(Huh, see your friend here, she laugh till she cry). & the whole class stared at me. Then it was recess as usual. Geography was next. Nothing interesting. Reesha, Hong Yao & me was bored so we made all sorts of different sounds that the few students keep turning back & told us to shut up. & we'll just continue going on. That Reesha is the main cause of everything. Then had Physics lesson. It was fun. Mdm Tho is one hell bloody bubbly teacher. I like her teaching. It's easy & understandable. Seriously. Then had Maths. Mr Tee was not in as he was busy with the Sec One's Maths trail held at Sentosa for a few days.

2.10, bell rang. Went out & accompanied SUNSHINES for awhile & at 2.45pm, Shirley called me. I went in to the school. Got changed & then decide to complete the homework given while waiting for training to start. Training was like per normal. But then, before I went for warm-up, Ms Chan talk to me. Blahblahblah. It ended at 6pm then went to 147 to meet An all. So both An, Omar & Azhar was there. Damn kecoh & the most irritating part was that they took my phone & not only that AnCHAI & Azhar went to take a video on it. Damn it. & what's more, they put it at YouTube. Go check out.

Wednesday was normal. It start with Art. Yahoo! Eh, no! I didn't manage to complete my artpiece. But, luckily, Miss Rokiah told us to complete it during her 1hr lesson. So I'm lucky enough. She told us that on Wednesday next week, we're gonna be going to Bras Basah to buy our Art Stuffs. So I can't wait for the outing. Then it was MT. As usual lah. No need to elaborate here okeyh. Then POA. I'm trying to understand what she's teaching so, wish me luck for POA. I wanna pass the test not fail okeyh! Recess wasa next then Maths. Mr Tee was back & he thought us few topics on algebra. Woohoo, my mind now is full of numbers everywhere. Then had English with Mdm Chua followed by Assembly at the hall. We had a drama or maybe a small skit regarding 'Smoking' & stuffs.

Headed AMK straight. Sweet! Went pasar to have lunch with SUNSHINES except Rara. She went to take her uniform then went to slack at Ifah Hse. Blahs. Headed home after that. But then I went over to Mom's Shop & ate soup instead. Cos if Dad's at home, I won't want to go back. It's sucha bore! Sis went out so I will be at home alone in my room while Dad & Lil'Bro will go "huhuhahaha". Mom went back at 5pm then I was asleep. So, I did nothing much at home except for doing some revision on POA & Physics.

Thursday, I came late for school. I overslept. Had Biology with Mrs Ratnam first period. Wah, can sleep sey. Followed by POA. I'm beginning to like POA now. It's actually a simple subject that one should pass. Then had PE after that. We didn't have PE but instead stayed in the classroom while Mr Danial Wee intro us some of the equipment in the First Aid Box. Then Recess was next. Chit chatted with Hilmy & Khai while buying food. Well, kinda miss talking to them you see. We use to have long chats in the past as compared to now. Then Physics was next. FUN! Mdm Tho had problem pronouncing our names. & that's cute. Seriously. You should see it. Then MT was next. Mr Hasreen is a joker. People might think he's fierce & strict but nope. Wrong thoughts. He's one hell funny joker lah dey. & my classmates are fun to be with. After MT was English & we had to draw out pictures of criminals. & the pictures drew was terrible. It looks damn ugly & weird. Haha.

After school me, Shirley & Krisstle went out. Sent Kris to bustop & then accompanied Shirley to her house to get her stuffs for the game later on. We had a friendly match at Canberra Sec. Then went back to school & got changed & stuffs. Met the rest & board the bus. Since Coach have not reach yet, me & Atikah went down the bus & headed to the canteen to get some food & a drink for ourselves. That bloody guy went to shoot ice at our thighs. Uncivilised people tol. Grr. Then off went to Canberra. It was raining cats & dogs. So the match went on for just a quarter & we were losing by then. Don't mention about the score. Seriously. But while we're on the way back, it was kecoh. Shirley, Atikah, Alice, Ederlyn & me. Haha. All thanks to my laughter made. Seriously it was so horrible. (: Then when we reach school, it was still raining so we sat down in the canteen with the Sec One's as they were having their camp & it was Dinner at that time. We were so hungry that Azhar took a packet of rice for me & Ikah to share. Haha. Ate in the toilet. We share the food together. Went back home at around 7pm. Met Sis at Haji Karim as she wanted to eat. By the time I reach home it was already 9pm. I was tired. So I went to wash my uniforms & went to sleep.

Today, I went to school late again. First period was English, nothing interesting. Then had Maths followed by Geography. After that was recess. It was Biology after recess then followed by CME. So, 2 periods with Mrs Ratnam. Damn it. It was bore. School ended at 1240pm, was suppose to meet Darl but then I went to meet both An instead at Hougang Mall for luch at Long John then slack at Serangoon. Together with WakRul(Shahrul) together with his gf. Saw Haikal(Hairul's bro) & Sufi(ex sgs-ian). Went home at 6pm. && now, I'm having a bad flu & fever. I hate it when it rains. The only best thing is that the weather is shioook if you're catching some sleep. Seriously. That's all I can say.

*a change in her? i don't know. i want the old her. we use to be so happy together once but now eversince.... i don't know. i shouldn't have negative thoughts but jealousy suddenly arise. i know she doesn't know this feeling. i didn't show it but instead i hide it.. oh well.

i need someone to talk to & share my problems. im getting sick & tired of her. whats wrong with her. can't she bloody hell fuck off from my bloody fucking stress life?! damn it you!

hectic day.

Things are fine with him. I was suppose to meet him but due to the late dismissal, he had to go out with his friends. So the meeting were canceled.
Art was fun but then not when she caught my skirt & told me to unpick it. It's by Wednesday so I have one more day left.
I went for my dental check-up just, and Dentist said my teeth are good. Haha. LOL. Tomorrow will be another tiring day for me. I was so stress this few days that I broke down just now. Thanks Nazzy. Then I was down with fever & flu just now. My temperature went down so that's a good sign. I'll be going for my trainings back tomorrow. I hope everything's fine.
&& I bet I'll have cramps all over. (:
So, that's it. I'm tired. I need some rest now.
See ya folks.

STRESS!

Are we drifitng? Well, I hope not. We didn't have a good talk this few day. & I don't know why or what causes it. The picture I saw. Is it true what he said? Is it really someone in his past? I don't know. I'm afraid if I ask him again, he'll think that I don't trust him. What should I do? Here is the only place I could pour out all my feelings. Rather than doing stupid stuff, which I won't do cause I'm big enough to know that it's not worth it. He called yesterday but we didn't have a long talk. I've waited for his call yesterday till I fell asleep. School has start so I'm starting to have an early sleep this past few days. He called me at 3am & end up, I was talking alone & then he told me that he'll call in 5mins time. I waited & suddenly I went to sleep without my notice. I was awake at 5am. I check my hp; NO CALLS, NO MSGS, NOTHING! I waited till today. & finally he called at 6pm while I was with my Ginnie & Nazzy at my Mom's Place. Then he told me to call at 7pm. So I did. He wanted to meet me tomorrow but I'm not sure if I can make it. I guess this year I'm chasing time.

School ends at 2.10pm from Monday to Thursday & 1.10pm on Friday. I had to go for my prayers at 530pm. & I'm left with only few hours for homework, revision & rest. Can i cope it? & weekends, I'll be waking up pretty late due to 1 week of schooling. & I need to do all the housechores, looking after my lil'bro, settle all his school stuffs like checking his homework, iron both our uniforms. Not one set each but at least two or three sets each. You imagine? Hiring maid will need money. If my father businessman, tkpela. & both parents & my sister will be working. If only my lil'bro could listen to every single thing I said, that will be great. He's stubborn. Way to stubborn. & if I raised up my voice, he'll cry & then called my Mom & said that I'm scolding him. WTH! I can't cope it. & fyi, every Sundays I'll be having my Religious Class. It'll start next week onwards. I'm lack of rest.

Any free days for me? HAH! I don't think so. My schedule is damn very tight. I wish Mom would read it & understand my situation. Oh, & I'll be the happiest daughter in the world. Dream on lah dey! Sis would read it & I guess she'll only read half of it. She complains that my blog is full of words. She'll get dizzy reading it. Seriously. Okeyhs, enough. Let's put a fullstop to it.

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow. I don't want stress myself over this. && tomorrow I'll be having art lessons. WOOHOO! I can't wait. && Eliz is in Art too. WEEHU!

Met my Ginnie & Nazzy just now. Did nothing much. Settled for school & do some drawing. Preparing for Art tomorrow you see. (: Done! See you people tmrw. Bye!

FRIDAY, SATURDAY.

School was as per normal. I woke up late at 705am. God damn it. I was awake at 6am then suddenly I heard Mom calling my name & I realised it's 705am. I had to rush for school. With my fucking big blister had on my my ankle, I had to run like one cuckoo. Seriously. It's damn pain. 25ed to school & I reach there exactly 740am. I was relieved as there were quite a few students who came late. 30+ estimately.

Then walk over to my class. Level 4. I had to walk all the way up with the pain on my leg. Damn it. Then it was English, Mdm Chua told us to write a journal about our holidays spent. But instead, we told her that we can't really remember & had to refer through our blogs & she say okeyh. So, we do nothing except chit-chatting. The five of us ; me, nazzy, nini, reesha & shirley.

Next lesson was Maths but Mr Tee was away. He was with the Sec One students so he left us some work to do. Miss Tan went to take our class for relief but instead of doing our work, we continue chatting. Then in between, Ms Yvonne came in & we continue till it was Humanities Lesson. The Geography students had to transfer to 3E1 while the History students remains. So me & Reesha made our way to 3E1. Thank God it's on the same level. Save my energy on walking up & down the stairs.

After Geograpghy was Recess. We then headed to Canteen. My poor Ginnie had a great fall during PE Lesson that she had to walk slowly. Poor her, nvm, I'll keep you accompany. (: Then Reesha asked me to accompany her to the toilet while they headed to the Shower Room to get change & stuffs. Then when over to canteen to buy some food. Saw Hilmy & Khai & stop to chat with them. & Reesha was lost at that time. Then meet them at the Shower Room. Went back to canteen to buy drink then headed to Biology Lesson.

That Mdm Ratnam caught my hair & told to tied up all those unwanted hairs that's covering our faces. WTH! So I went to the toilet. Ginnie & Rara too. At least, she's satisfied with the hairdo I made. HAHA. After Bio was PCCG. & she was my Form Teacher so I had to faced her again. Got our Handbook. Then the Malay boys had their early leave at 1240 while the rest at 1.10pm. Like wth? The time was changed this year. Usually it's 1240pm for all. & now?

After school I was suppose to meet Darl but instead he wanted to go Town to buy stuffs he needed. & I can't tag along as I had to back home before 6pm to sent lil bro for his prayers(ngaji). Canceled & so went to Hougang Mall to have lunch with SUNSHINES instead at Long John. Then Mom msged & ask me to fetch Lil Bro from shop & bring SUNSHINES home to slack. So 132ed home & then they went to slack till 6pm.

Mom was supposed to OT, but last minute canceled. So I accompany Mom to sent Lil Bro. Walk over to 7eleven as Mom wanted to pay some bills. Yooohoo, my bills went down this month. Haha. Then fetch Lil Bro back home. I did nothing much. I realized that I seldom sleep till late night now & yesterday we had a tiff. Damn it.

I waited till today for his call & end up, I'm the one who called him. I assume he'll be very busy today. He had to OT last minute today & after work, he had to set table for some weddings nearby his house & attend Kompang practices during midnight with the rest. I pity him & he's having a fever currently. I hope he's taken his medication. Get well soon, darl. & I'm waiting for your call tonight. *crossed fingers*

Ginnie came over just now & we slack for a while. It was a last minute plan actually. Nazzy wanted to come over but it was canceled somehow. Ginnie reached at about 630pm & went home at 930pm. && thanks to her that I'm having fever & flu now. If only I didn't share the Bubble Tea she drank just now. ARGH! I can't stop sneezing since just now. I need my medication now but I hate pills. It makes me want to throw out. Seriously. Okeyhs, I guess I'm done for now.

Oh yarhs, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mr.Playboy. 18years of living. For god sake, change your attitude will you? Wonder when you'll stop.

**Dearest Fara, get well soon. I know you're a strong girl. Hope to see you soon. (:
I'll pray that you'll be fine. Miss you.

040107

Well, it was the second day of school just now & we were late. Due to my damn big blister had on my ankle. All thanks to the shoe. Actually it's not. I tied to tight & so.. Haha. We were in rush then. 76ed to school & it was drizzling. The parade square was wet so I think there's no assembly. No idea, I was late.

First lesson was Bio but then I had to report to Miss Li for the spot check. Accepted & then went to F0301 for Bio. Mdm Ratnam was my teacher. She's okay, but she talks to much. She arranged the sitting & I'm sitting alone right at the back. & when she talks, I nearly fall asleep. After Bio, went over to our home room;E0403 for POA lessons. Damn, the teacher speaks so damn soft & her "red" & "remedial" is like.. Nvm, undescribepable. Seriously. I wonder how I'm going to do for that subject. But afterall, Ms Kwak is friendly though. Then had PE & it was Mr Wee who took us. Went class for some slideshow on stuffs he wanted to mention then had our height & weight at the PE Room. It was recess after that. Nini did something crazy that made the whole table laugh out loud. "You know, I know, public no need to know." Haha. Went to E0412 for Physics & I got Mdm Tho. She's bubbly & I think I'm in love with Physics currently. After Physics was MT. Mr Hasreen was superb fun & 2 new people in the family. Hafiz & Brian. Well, one was from Acad Stream, another was from Indonesia. Haha. I get to sit with the fun people. Ser, Reesha. They made me laugh like hell together with Nazzy, Fir & Ginnie. Nini was in the other table & Rara didn't came. Then the last period was English with Mdm Chua. We did nothing much. She showed us some pixels taken & I find her a very open teacher. I mean she share everything with us. Cool huh? Hokay, then it was home sweet home.

Mom msg-ed & told me to fetch lil bro home & bring along SUNSHINES as mom had cook some food for them. Nazzy & Nini left at around 430pm while Ginnie left at 7pm. Mom went home at 5pm then sent lil bro for prayers. Then after the prayers, we fetch him. Met Rara at about 8pm then went to meet Ginnie under her blok for awhile. Wow! I'm missing Rara badly. && her hair nice lah dey. Curious? See tmrw in school. HAHA.(evil laugh)

Darl called & he change his mind of dye-ing his hair. He & his nonsence. I guess I'll be meeting him again tomorrow so SUNSHINES any plans not?? Hokay, I'm done. I need to have some sleep for now. Nighty night Readers. ((:

First Day of School.

(030107)
It was a blissful one when I met my sunshines early in the morning. & we were damn noisy. The smell of the fresh breeze, the cool wind blowing. It was shiok lah can. The four us were superb kecoh, trust me.

73ed to school at about 715am then reach there.. FUH! It was pack. Damn pack. New faces everywhere. & the funny part was looking at the boys wearing the long pants. Some were effing cute, some look nerdy. Hah, whatever it is. Me, Nazzy & Nini sat beside Ser. Then suddenly Yahaya came & Ser was like, "Eh, kau dah mcm metrosexual sak. "(Eh, you look like one metrosexual sak). I was laughing like hell. Then I saw the other malay boys sitting in the front row. Bell rang then sang the national anthem. We were laughing like hell. All thanks to us as we changed the lyrics of the school song.

After the Flag Raising, we upper sec, proceed to Hall for some spot check. DM told the form teachers to pull all the students out. & guess what, I was one of them. I was like, WTH! My hair was hokay, it's just the light that shines on it that makes it looks as if it's red. WTF. After all the other students were sent back to their class, we were told to call our parents. Then proceed to the Office for detention till 1.10pm. Cool huh? YOUR HEAD. My butt pain you know. But it was fun though. Took some pixels with Fadhillah. Me, Nazzy, Fadhillah, Dewi, Reesha & Tricia. Hokay best. Reesha can't stop singing & Fadhillah can't stop laughing.

i seriously have no idea what Azhar's intention is.

me&fadhillah. gosh, i look soo pale.

Then bell rang at 1.10pm, we were dismiss. SUNSHINES and me were parted. I went to meet Darling while they went to meet Rara for a while. Went over to his crib. Damn kecoh lah he. Bought some food then watch movie. At about 6pm, mrted back home. & it was raining. Poor him had to run under the heavy rain. && now, we're both having flu. Huakhuak.

eat & eat.

Hari Raya Haji was on Sunday. Plus the countdown to 2007. We went Nenek Hse at Woodlands & from there, slowly my aunts & uncles came. It was quite bored as there's nothing much happened. So there's nothing to elaborate here. What I know is that we reach at 2pm, & went home at 9pm. & my lil'cousin followed us back.

As promised on that day that on Monday we're gonna have lunch outside, we went Hans River at EastMall at around 1pm. We had a great fun there. Lotsa variety of food. && my saliva starts to drip. HAHA. Definitely no, hokay! Table was full of food & there were 13 of us. Imagine? It was damn kecoh lah. We had a great laugh when my lil cousin says she wanted Ice Kachang with Jagong(corn). & then someone say, "Oh, that's call, Ice Gonchang", The whole table burst out loud. Haha. They were quite a number of malay family eating there & they burst too.

After we had our lunch, Aunt went to Popular to bought some stuffs. Nenek was feeling dizzy so Uncle sent her back home & meet his wife & daughter later after that at EastMall while my family & my Aunt's family made our move to town. So we went separate ways from there. Car-ed there & alight at Orchard there.

Walk and went browsing to some shops. && I found this nice black cardigan at MANGO. I must must buy it by end of the month. Then headed to Paragon, Pacific Plaza, Far East, Lucky Plaza, Heeren & lastly Plaza Singapura. Was planning to get some stuffs at Kiddy Palace but the kids suddenly had second thoughts on it. So, we proceed to PS straight. && the Barbie's there were effing cute can. I want one, please? Haha! Mom & Aunt went to Times to bought for the kids some school stuff as school's gonna begin pretty soon. While me & sis went to Flash & Splash to check out if there's any interesting stuffs. I was planning to get a new wallet there but the design were not that attractive that we decide to go check out some other outlets on some other day. I seriously need a new wallet lah.

After Mom & Aunt had settled the kids stuffs, we went to Long John to eat. It was already 11pm at that time & the kids were damn irritating. PS: Never go shopping with small kids. They're superb irritating. Trust me. (: Then walked around for awhile & I really want to go shopping soon. The tops there were damn nice lah dey. I'm planning to go shopping this Sunday. Haha. Sis get her pay, & she needs someone to accompany her. Huakhuak.

& so, pictures were taken. have a look on it later on, by the end of my post.

So today, met with my SUNSHINES then I went to buy my lenses. The shop nearby was close so I had to go all the way to AMK Central. Then headed home at around 7pm. Ginnie left after awhile.

PEOPLE!!! Tomorrow school's gonna begin. SO YAY!!! Haha. I can't wait.
SUNSHINES ; Let's ring-ring tonight! (:

& oh ya, the PIXELS ;
(before leaving home)




(at EastMall)





(at the Kiddy Palace)







Okeyh, I'm done. Schoolmates ; SEE YA!!! (: