long post.

So much things have happened this week & I have been blogging less now.

Monday.
First lesson was POA, boredom then followed by Bio which is double boring. Then MT was awesome. Afterr ecess had Maths then 2 periods of Art which we have proveed to Pen & Ink Drawing. I like. Much more easier. Then after school, the B Div Girls had a game against Whitley Sec & we won. 32-14. Well Done Girls.

Tuesday.
PE was fun. WE played rock climbing & did some team building games. Then had MT followed by English. After recess, had Social Studies & it was super boring. Physics was next & we learn a new chapter. After physics had POA, but me, nazzy & nini went to the 3rd floor Blok C toilet to slack. After school, went for MT Oral & it cocked up. My malay is horrible.

Wednesday.
Maths, Geog & English; nothing much to say. Then MT, Physics & Assembly. The Assembly was awesome. Famous Last Words by Metal Structure was superb. Then after school had match against Broadrick. A tough one. But we beat them up. The final score was then 18-15.


Thursday.
It was Nazzy's Birthday but we hack care. I mean not even one of us wished her & all. Not till after school. Me & Ginnie rushed back to my house & collect the stuffs. The cakes, flour, eggs, water was awesome. We played True or Dare & it was superb fun & the place was freaking untidy. Seriously. Then Ifah, Ikhsan & Rara went to Rara's Crib while Nazzy when back & Ginnie, Nini went to my crib. We slack for a while.
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Friday.
I was left all alone in class. W/O Nini & Nazzy. Nazzy was absent while Nini was late. Then I dont know what happened. My mind was not in peace. I dont know why la.


BYE.

Saturday&Sunday.

So yesterday I went out with NESHQ excluding Hadirah as she wasnt in good mood. The plan was to chill by Sentosa but somehow it was changed to East Coast Park instead. WE met at 3om & then 73ed to Serangoon Central to get some stuffs then 76ed to ECP. Went to Burger King to have our lunch. It was 5pm by then. So the main topic that day was letter 'G'.
We were eating when Ernie saw this two guy with a baby on a pram eating at a table. Then she says,"Hey, the two guys behind us, I think they're gay. See how they eat & talk. & with a baby beside them".
Before that, while we're still in Serangoon, wanting to take 76, Ernie lead us & we walked past the garbage site, when we're wearing sucha a nice clothes & nice smell.
Then after we had our foody, we then proceed to ECP straight. Sat at the same normal site we used to. The rocks by the beach. We camwhore, laugh, craps, play poker cards & lastly, we shed tears. We throw out all our problems that we were wanting to share with all this while. It's a good thing you see. Seeing the sunset, while crying & pouring out all our problems. Anyways, dont get so emo la Seri! So yeah.

At around 8pm, we then headed home. I swear with you the 76 is supppeeerrr ddduupppeeeerrrr slow la. Its like half an hour later, it'll arrive. Imagine? Then I walked home with Nazzy then met him & off to Kebun Baru MacDonald to meet Sis 7 her bf. End up, went home at around 11+. !2am, home sweet home. && yeah, pictures up. Happy viewing.

Today, went religious class as per normal & then went Bugis with Sis. I bought the skinny jeans & there's sale there la. HELL, tomorrow; S C H O O L. Shitttt. My 4 art assignments are still undone. I guess I better get going then. Till then. I wil blog when I feel like I want to. ((:





byeee.. im doneee. ((:

supppperrr long post.

im like finally get to rest my butt on the computer chair, fingers touching the keyboards. lets update!!! 5 days of schooling, & so many things have happened. here you go....

MONDAY
i didnt manage to have a good rest the previous night as i was busy on the phone with him. yeah, we did talk much & its fun talking to him. you cant stop when you talk with him. aaw.. okeyh, so i had POA for the first period when i keep yawning in class & boom! my head hit the table & i knock off. Bio was next. HELL. i didnt manage to finish up my holidays homework. darn it. but luckily, she told us to hand it the next lesson which is on thursday. so yeah, im lucky enough. then it was followed by mt; which was normal. not when i said, "ikan wail wail ape sek?" & the whole class laugh. we were talking about fishes & i dont get what fish he's referring to. hahaha. after recess had maths & we move on to a new chapter. the next two period was art. && i was given so so many assiggnments to do. argh!!
& after school we had to attend a workshop. a rocket workshop when we need to try & lauch a rocket made by two 1.5l of bottles. overall, the whole thing was fun & the rocket did shoot up. weee.


tuesday
i totally forgot that im having mt today & there's homework to be done. so, nini never come. me & nazzy went to class, & i took my mt bk under my desk & rush to the toilet(the third floor one) & complete it. then quickly get changed for pe lesson. luckily, mr wee wasnt in the hall yet. 5 mins later, he's there. we played badminton till the bell rung. had mt next followed by english. then recess follwed by social studies that i slept halfway. dont ask why, lately ive been hanging on the phone till 6am & then got ready for school. thats like the basic for now. (: then had physics which was fun with mdm tho. went through the previous topic studies during the last lesson. then had poa next when me myself slack. i wasnt paying attention then.
after school, ifah had floorball game & she did it well as i manage to watch for a few minutes. then got ready for training. before that, went to coffeeshop nearby to have my lunch. ika was with us too. then after training, i went back straight. damn tired okeyh.

wednesday
maths was the first lesson. then followed by geo when i had a great laugh with neutron(reesha), hong yao & zul. suppperrrr funny can? the two china boys sat like one blur students as they took Lit instead of Geog. one was smiling away while reading a book, the other was busy playing his electronic dictionary game with a nice body posture. hahahaha. then had english followed by recess. mt was next. nothing special. except that mr hasreen is getting kinda mean this few days. then had phys mini-test which was quite easy to do. there was suppose to be assembly but was postpone somehow. so had PCCG instead. & she told me to sit next to her table. & with her talking, my head bang the table.. again! haha.
&& the B Girls lost to St Nicholas, 32-10.. i think so. i cant quite remember.

thursday
art was the first lesson & i was late for school that day. my hair was untied. & i wore the shorter skirt instead of the longer one. shit. im so so dead. luckily, im not dead la when i entered the room. ahahah! another assignment was given. so now, i have 4 assignments to complete during the weekends. so shitty la. then had bio & we did hand in out hols homework. i did it halfway, argh! hack care la. then english we had to do a mindmap on friendship essay thingy. mt was fun then. we chit chatted with mr hasreen & planned to have a trip to kampong to see how it feels. so best best. uwahahaha. then had social studies when i enter class 15mins later & was nearly fucked by her. maths was next. && i so so love it man. it so easy.

friday
today is the last day of the school week. hahaha. finally. had poa first lesson & we do some groupwork. fyi: groupwork=groupgossips. then had english when we had to do an essay about friendship. then had geo next. mrs jones was not in class, so yeah, we slack. then recess, my dear ginnie hit my head with full force. pain hokay! then had maths next & a talk on making money with an ang moh mc. hahaha.i dont quite get what he mean.
after school, went to slack with NESHQ together with Ikhsan&Ifah. Ikhsan proceed for soccer then the rest went back to AMK MacDonalds to eat. she went home so left NESHQ. i was insane at that moment then. i keep sticking myself to Q. i dont know why. i hug her here & there. sorry love. :D

&& sorry i didnt bring my hp to school. damn shitty! grrr.

i guess im done. i want go call my love one.. ((:
bye folks.
NESHQ, beep at 8pm aite?
till then. :D

Sentosa

FUCK! I post a long one on the yesterday outing & it suddenly been deleted while I was uploading the pixels. Argh!!!!!!

Well, I'll put it short.

Yesterday, momo wake me up at 830am to make my IC at the ICA Building & I saw Ikhsan aka Mr.Colgate. I was too sleepy cause I slept at 530at that night. Then after all was done, went to the cafeteria to have our breakfast and then mrted back home.

Reach home & waited for the rest to get ready. Cabbed to Sentosa. The plan cock up & it was so so shitty. Seriously. Instead of going to the Underwater World, we went round Sentosa instead in the moving tram. Get some water at Coffebean & then went to play pool there.

Cabbed to Vivo to have lunch/dinner. Then went home straight. I'm too sleepy. I only have 3 hours of sleep hokay! Imagine?

&&&&& today I didnt went to Madrasah as I slept at 630am. Holidays are the days when I loveeee to have long chats till dawn. Super duper fun la can! Okayh, I guess thats it. Pictures up! Happy viewing! :D







Done! :D

LOVE.

Many things are going through my mind now, I need someone to share to. Last time, we use to share problems together & now, he's with someone new in his life. I dont blame him but at least, he can have that iniative to call & ask how i am doing. Now that he's with her, I wish him all the best. I really do miss the old him although we often meet each other during the weekends by the bay.

Another thing that is running across my mind is the word LOVE. Why must we find love? Why not love find us? I dont know what im saying here. One minute you can fall for the person, the next minute you can hate that person like hell. Yesterday while i was on the conversation with my cliques, busy conferencing, my godbro called & ask me how im doing. & im so shock that he know my secrets that ive kept like for so long that only NESHQ & him knows. & now, this him went to tell him & im so so dead. I kept recalling the past when i know i shouldnt. I miss him. His kisses & hugs but i know i shouldnt cos he's not worth it. Thats what they says. & it is true though. I forget about him already but lately, he appear again with an archive msg sent to me. & we do have some chats & all. Yadaaa. I think, he's not worth it la, so why go on & yak about the past. Haiyo. *head shaking*

Friends are always there for me whenever im in need. But for me, NESHQ is my bestest friends of all. They've been there for me for 9 years & still counting. I dont wish anything to happen later in the future that made us break apart. I want us to last our friendship till the end. So many things have happen & we're still there for each other. Standing & been there all along for each other. I really do treasure them loads that even words cannot be describe. I dont want to lose them especially Siti Quraishah. We share together most of our problems & secrets. Even if there was time when I slap your face or vent my anger on you, I really do apologise. I didnt mean it. You know right the reason why I slap you & all. I dont want see you in that way. Cheer up, & remember, I'll always be right there when you're in need. & even if one day, when big fights occur, promise me, we'll forget about it & start anew? Will you? I really really dont want to lose you. For the rest, I dont want to lose you girls too. I love you people.

Boys, boyfriends, they're one hell jokers for me. They are those who'll entertain me whenever im feeling moody or down. They'll sure to crap & make me laugh out loud. That's for sure & you cant deny it. Sometimes, fyi; boys like to seek attention from we, girls. & some also LOVES to take advantage of girls. So to my fellow girl bloggers, BE CAREFUL. :D

&&&&& like finally. tomorrow i'll be going to have a family outing. erm, not really, excluding father but including granny. i think so. let's rock on people! im done. ((:

Tuesday-Friday.

It's been how many days eversince I've updated this blog. Well, nothing much too say here. Let's recall.

TUESDAY
I can't remember where I go & what I did. I only know that I meet my NQ later in the noon as she's back from holidays. && yippe yay! :D

WEDNESDAY
I didnt attend for training as I was vomitting since night to day. So, yeah. Then at about 5pm, Mom asked to tag along her played badminton nearby the house. Funny la she. There's a pic on it.


THURSDAY
Went for game against Chong Cheng High(main) & we lost. At least, we manage to thrash them to the core. Haha. Then meet my NESHQ excluding Hadirah. 73ed to Toa Payoh then 139ed to Bugis. Bought the MMC & mrted back home. So so funny in the train. I think that's all.


So today, did the normal stuffs & met NQ. Slack for awhile & nothing else. Holidays are boring. I cant go out & thats one thing. The other thing is that everyday I've been doing the same stuffs repeatedly. BooohOO!!

Monday Outing.

Well, early in the morning, I went for my training then headed to Serangoon Central with Ika to buy some stuffs. 73ed back home. She alight at different bus stop to meet some friends while I rush back to get changed & meet my SUNSHINES excluding Ginnie as she went for a holiday. So, meet at AMK MRT then saw Su again. Chit chat for a while then alight at Bugis while she alight at town to celebrate her birthday with some friends. So, today she's finally sixteen. Haha. Then went to grab a bite at Burger King. After we filled the stomach, we then proceed to Bugis Street to get Rara's skinny jeans & Nazzy's new school bag. Then off we went to meet Flinko at Bugis MRT Station. Proceed to Town then. Flinko wanted to eat at Far East & bought tops for himself. In the end, end up of not buying except for eating. Walk around town then took 132 back to AMK. It was already 8pm at that time. So, went to AMK MaCafe to have my Double Chocalate Frappe & Rara's Capuccino Coffee. Flinko had another meal AGAIN, while Nini & Nazzy get themselves flurry. So, we slack, crap & camwhore like hell then proceed home at 9pm as Rara had to attend Chemistry Remedial the next following day. I guess I'm done. Enjoy the pictures. ((:

me, ernie & flinko.

nini, nazzy & rara.

me & rara.

me & flinko.

my very own Double Chocalate Frappe.

&& thanks all. (((:

Saturday's Outing.

So yesterday was another outing with the cliques & Nini tag along too. Coincidentally me, anCHAI & nini were wearing green. So, haha. Super cool la. I meet anCHAi at Serangoon then meet Nini at Ang Mo Kio. Board the same train as Suhana. We alight at City Hall & meet Efa. Then Su went to meet Md Noh while the rest when to Marina Square's LJS to eat. Instead of eating there, we take away as there weren't enough space for us to sit. Then meet the whole bunch at Esplanade. Super duper fun la. I went home with Nini at around 10+. Pictures are taken, have a look at it.

&& to my Ginnie & Benny, Have A Safe Journey, Come&Go. Take Care. ((:


me&ernie in the train.

my best bf; farhan.


me&efa.



me.ernie.efa.an.


me.efa.an.nani.

me&ah tank(aaron)

me&hilmy.

me&md noh.

&& lastly,


im done. ((:

Last Day of Term !

Well, today was the last day of Term 1 & we're followed by the one week break. My schedule will be tight with self-revision at home, Netball Trainings & outings with my usual cliques. A day with Retrophuck, a day with JDW & FDF & a class chalet at Pasir Ris. Busy huh?

We go back our Progress Card & I must say I did quite badly that Mom nagged at me that made me feel so embarassed as she scolded me infront of some of my schoolmates. Damn it. I went back straight home then.

Ginnie, take it easy on what he says. Dont worry. I'll call & talk to him aite? I know its hard for you to go through but hey, be strong sweety! ((: lotsa love; dolly.

reply to taggers
quraishah: relink is done dear, cheer up! ((:
retrophuck: hey, yes, im back. && on 15th i have training on that day. i'll msg yoo what day im free. can? sorry dear.
hudda&ivy: linked! & take note. ((:

I guess I'm done. ((:

5th-7th March Camp

Well people, I'm finally back from camp. woohoo!!

Okayh, well Sunday I did much on Camp Shopping with SUNSHINES exclude Rara. & then the rest, was camp!!!

So..
5th March: Day 1
Went school with SUNSHINES & together with Asaad & Johan. Then it was still early, so they walk the long way while I meet Benny & Faris outside the school & follow them to the void deck. Then we went in together & meet my SUNSHINES outside the General Office. After the Assembly, we were brief again & 2 trainers followed us. Calvin & Xan. Our class were divided into 2 groups, RVD with Calvin & The Rock with Xan. In the bus, we were briefed & do some cheers. SGS oi, OI.

When we reach there, the trainers introduced themselves. The chief was Idam; He is so so gerek la can. The IC was Hub; She look so fierce la seriously. Then come all the other Instructors. Hazi, Aisyah, Hakim, Calvin, Xan, Johanna, Pras, Sonia, Ben, Xin Ru & much much more la. Expect me to remember their name isit?! But our group was Calvin. He was fun la. & furthermore, Grup 6 consist of the best classmates, so double the kecohness. Then after the briefing, we were assigned to the located dorm. & me, nini, nazzy & jay, shirley, krisstle & reesha. So, after we put our things in the dorm, we went for ice breaking. We were told to do a banner to identify our group. So, since majority of the students were the Art Students, we decorated it nicely with bright colours. & tada, it was done. Then we had our lunch after that.

After the lunch, Group 1-6 went for the Bukit Timah Hike which takes about 3 hours. We managed to make it through although some were wanting to give up but somehow, with the encouragement & support given by the team mates, we make it through the sumit. Then after the hiking was the Camp Preparation. We did some cheers & songs for the CampFire the next night. After the campfire preparation, we then get ready for Dinner.

When Dinner is done, we went for Song Session at the Fire Access Area. Shirley was damn noisy & funny that made me, reesha, yahaya & fir laugh like hell. & also not forgetting the cheers & songs we sang. After the song session, we went for our Night Hike & it was so dark. Shawn lead the group & I must say he's the man! He was the first person followed by me, nazzy, nini & the rest. We make it through the dark dark jungle by ourselves. We hold each other hands & make it all the way. Ooh yeah-yippee yippee yeah! (:

Then after the Night Hike, we went to have our shower. Finally! Me & gang went to Dorm 6 which is not in used & had our shower peacefully. There was no one except the 5 of us. Then after the shower, we had our supper & Calvin told us why some of the toilet was lock. We did some story telling & then off to bed. Some inconsiderate people were bullshitting like as if its their only room. Come on, can you be like a little bit considerate? But somehow, I still manage to get some sleep after talking with that Benny for like a few minutes only.

6th March: Day 2
700-800 was Rise & Shine. & the water was freaking cold man. Then after the breakfast we did a few ropes activities. First was the Rock Climbing. & guess what, I did it nearly to the sumit but halfway my muscle pain so I fall on. Then it was Team Building & weplayed some rope games. Then Abseiling was next. This is fear. It was so fraking high, but with the encouragement of my team mates who cheered for me, I did it. Thanks RVD! Then it was Outdoor Cooking. We had Maggie & hotdog for lunch. After that we had Problem Solving which was held at the Canteen. We are supposed to stand in one straight line on a 2 long bench & arranged ourselves from the shortest to the tallest. It was funny & we did it in the end. After PS, we went for Cross Rope Climbing. I did the one when we had to walk on just one rope with two ropes for us to hold on. Yeah. I was scared at first, but I did it at last. Then had GS, withing 3 minutes, we manage to bring all the team mates up on a wall. This activity involved Teamwork & that's for sure.

It was raining then off we went to the canteen to have out Dinner which was followed by Campfire. The moment that we were waiting for. So, we came up & give our shots. This was what my group does;
we did a songka song followed by WInd It Up then Smack That then I know I can then a mission of our class. 3e3, sine threatening ah! Yeah!
Then after the Camp Fire, we had Supper & Debrief. Sadly, Calvin leaving tomorrow. Then after shower, went to sleep. Before that had some talk with Benny.

7th March: Day 3.
Rise & Shine follwed by Morning Strecthes then had our Breakfast. After Breakfast, we went for Area Cleaning & our group was incharged of the Canteen. Then had our DeBrief & follwed by Prize Presentation. Suprisingly, our Group won the most improving team. It was so shocking la. Cos during the CampFire, we gave our shot. After that, we get ready to depart for school, I was crying endlessly not wanting to leave the campsite & the trainers. I hug Aisyah & off we went. In the bus I cried silently seeing the bus leaving the Dairy Farm.

I miss the trainers,
I miss the fun times,
I miss the team mates,
I miss the bond & friendship we built,
I miss the times we had our meals together,
I miss the Camp Fire times,
I miss the cheers we cheer together,
I miss the moments we shared &
on top of all, I miss Calvin,
He done so much for us that words cannot be described.
He sacrifice so much for the sake of us.
I really do miss him.
I wish, we could meet one some day. ;(

When we reach school, me & sunshines headed to KFC to have our Lunch then bus-ed home while nini cabbed home. & like finally, Home Sweet Home.
&& I didnt went to school today.

I just can't forget the camp. I'm missing so many things badly. I've been crying since night. :'(

I wake up super early today & do the house chores then had my shower. The water is super cold with the heather on. Then at around 3pm, I meet my SUNSHINES except Rara as she went to meet Ifah. I meet Nazzy & Ginnie first then Nini. Off went to shop then had a drink at McCafe. Then I went to buy myself an Adidas bottle that I actually dont plan to buy in the first place. Then all of them went to my crib as they wanted to take some stuffs. So luckly, when they've reach, the downpour began. Slack at my house for awhile & then they went home.


No regrets having them! ((:

Now now, Im confused on what to bring, what to wear & all that for the camp. Help me please someone!!! Argh!!!

POA was okeyh, we need to do a project work given. I didn't know that POA includes project work & stuffs. Then English was much on filing of papers. Then Geography some note takings & drawing mindmaps. Recess, we had no where to sit & some unwanted people has taken our seats. Then Maths, we're having test, I hope I pass. *cross fingers* PCCG/CME was boredom. I have to attend the Meet The Parents' Session. Mom for sure will nag at me.

Slack at 105 for awhile then proceed back home. I took 265 & this two dongs alight at the other bustops & went to do nonsence.

Seriously, whats wrong with you both? Just because he never call you, you start to feel like this? & when he calls or sms, you'll feel oh-im-heaven mood. when he nevers, you'll turn to be like a sour plum. cmon, dont give yourself false hope dearie. & when the another she msg saying that "we're on the verge on committing suicide. we're happy", I became panic. like suddenly. i thought they'll reach home fiest but actually im the one. she cant get over her past & then start getting all the wrong ideas & believe too much on her dreams she encountered.
you girls use to tell me to be strong last time when i was the one having this sickness of getting cheat by guys at that time. & i did though. but what about you girls?
cmon this point of time is too young for us to be in this state. im not lecturing you girls but im just sharing based on experience. when the boy loves you, he'll tend to say that he love you forever & wont leave you, & no matter what happens, he'll be just an arm away. hah! this are all STMF. believe me. i know. some are truthful, yes i know. but its hard to find one that can last & love you no matter what happens. well, i think i'll stop here before you people think that im nagging when im actually not. im just saying the facts.

anw, the camp is in 3 days time & the weather this few days is so cool. i bet i'll scream when im bathing. trust me. the water is gonna be sooooooooooo damn bloody cold i tell you first. is there any heather?

I didnt went to school cos I was sick. I had flu & fever early in the morning. && its totally yucked!! Went to the Doctor & ate my medicines. Had a rest then meet SUNSHINES for awhile. At about 5pm, went to get stuffs for my camp. I think I'm done. ((: