Been busy with O levels this few days. Geography Paper was very manageable, effort really paid off and then the following day itself, sat for Maths Paper (1) which was err, okay okay I guess. Oh well, whatever it is, Paper 2 is a must hardcore to get better grades in order to get at least a pass for my Maths. *cross fingers* Like cmon, fail Maths, you can't go any Polytechnic.
After papers, head for Mac's breakfast with NESHQ and we really had a whole lot of fun and laughter. HAHA! Afterwhich, slack over at Mom's place and then headed home to lala land till 6pm. Sis got a call from her friend regarding the Pesta Raya opening. Bathed and stuffs and meet up her bf at AMK Station. Watch a few performance and then we walk over to Singapore Flyers. Somehow we board the Flyer FOC! Haha! Cool or what? Sis bf's friend was working there so he offered us a free ride. Serious fuck, the view from the top is like fucking nice. If only.... Ala, da enough. Snap snap and then over to Marina Square's Mac for late dinner and meet his friend up at City Hall and mrted back home.
And later at 8am, will be heading to school for extra Maths Lesson to prepare for Maths Paper 2. Oh and I saw Lissa while we were sitting outside Popeye. Girls will tend to scream each others names after a long time of not seeing each other. HHAAHA!
Girls ARE Girls, afterall. :D It's 3am now and I can't sleep. (slap face)
Few more papers and then ENJOOOYYY!
Thursday(16/10): Physics/Biology Practical
Monday(20/10): English 1 & 2
Thursday(23/10): Geography
Friday(24/10): Maths Paper 1
Wednesday(29/10): Art/Physics
Thursday(30/10): Maths Paper 2
Friday(31/10): POA/Biology
Monday(03/11): Social Studies
Wednesday(05/11): Mother Tongue
Monday(11/11): Physics/Biology MCQ
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Okay enough, goodnight people. Shall update again soon! Much love;
RANDOM, IGNORE ME.
This is random, so please ignore my post.
I have no one to share this with. I mean it's not that I don't have anyone to share with but I rather type it all out here. I don't know what's on my mind lately. Seriously. Currently I'm sitting for my O levels and so far I have sat for my Science Practicals and I know I didn't do well. And as for today, I sat for both my English Paper 1 and 2. Paper 1 was quite manageable but Paper 2 was somehow very tricky for me. Oh well, not to worry much. I'm just hoping that the other papers would be an easier one, provided that I also studied them thoroughly in order to pass all the other subjects.
Studies.
Talking about studying, the minute when I wanna open my notes or books to start studying, I get bored and distracted. I don't know why that I even placed a drawing block with big captions saying, "STAY FOCUS, PERSERVERE & POLYTECHNIC!" With a small notes saying, "endure till 11th Nov & ENJOY!". I placed it exactly infront of my study table so as not to give up easily. So far this method work for me for now. But sooner later, I'm not sure about it.
Polytechnic.
I'm currently still unsure of what course I should take but for now, I'm targetting for at least 20 points for my O levels. If I can hit lesser, then better still. I've done my target settings and currently I'm targetting English, Malay, Art & Science; C5, Humans, POA and Maths B4. I'm now currently retaking my MT O levels so I hope to score a better grade as I got Distinction for my Oral.
Family.
Sis and boyfriend now are doing fine I guess. I don't wish to interfere on her relationship. Mom currently hates him now and that's for sure. I know Sis know about it but she takes no notice to it. I don't know how my family situation would be few years down the road. I hope Sis read my blog and understand how Mom is feeling now. All her money now is gone to waste for Sis's abortion and yesterday, the electrical appliances was cut off due to the overdued amount payment. Mom's phone bill has also cut off. Alot of bills have not been paid yet. Sometimes I even planned to stop school after O levels and help Mom but I don't want to. I don't want to suffer when others are causing problems. If all this didn't happen, I doubt our family situation will be like this now. Sister, I just want you to think out of the box. A mother who has been looking after her own child is now deeply hurt after what you've done to her. She gives us freedom and fun but you misused it. I admit I AM worse than you but I have my limits though. I know what is right and what is wrong. Mom cried day and night thinking about your problem. Father is working but at the same time, his heart and mind is not at rest, thinking about your problem. Not only them but me too. Yes, ME! Your own sister, Kakak! Wake up for goodness sake! Don't you realised your major big mistakes?! I don't know what else to do now. What I know now is to made Mom and Father happy and see them smile again with my wonderful O levels results and to continue studying in Polytechnic. So please, do something for yourself now. Go for job hunting and please don't be fickle minded about jobs offered. I know you've been dying to find an Admin job but it takes time. Go on with other kinds of job for the time being. Hopefully one day you'll get a stable job and find someone better than him. He is better for you now but for Mom? Think Kakak. YOu want your marriage not to be fulfilled by both parents? I'm sure you wouldn't want kan. Who will you risk your life for? Your own blood mother or your dearest boyfriend? Think please.
Him.
I don't know what's with him now. You saw me online, you quickly change your status. Sometimes I think it's not worth thinking about you when I know that you don't even bother about me. I regret somehow knowing you. For now, I just hope that you're doing fine with your job and take good care of your family especially your dad with his condition like that. You may wish to avoid me or whatsoever. I don't wish to bother anymore. If you feel like contacting me, then by all means. If not, then I wouldn't care less. The choice is now up to you. Take care, Dearest.
Money.
I can't wait for enjoyment and celebration after O levels. I want earn more money and do more shopping for myself. I wanna have fun and enjoy my life to the fullest. Few months to come, I'll be soon turning 17. I need to set a target and aim for my future to come. Studies is a never ending journey in one's live. Trust me. I wanna help Mom and the household bills if possible. I need moral support now.
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Alright, enough. I think I feel better now. :(
English Paper 1 was quite manageable and Paper 2 was somehow very tricky. Oh well, let's just hope that the other papers would be a better one, please. Tomorrow will be heading school for extra Maths lesson to prepare for Maths Paper 1 on Friday and on Thursday will be sitting for Geography. Wish me luck people! :D 2 papers down, few more to go... ENDURE!
Yesterday's outing with 7-11 and Co was helluva fun though the plans somehow cock up and due to the short period of time. But nevertheless, I still do enjoy myself. Meet Iica up at Sembawang at 1050am then over to Woodlands and the rest was not there. Fuad was already upstairs waiting. Then slowly, Kecik and Apiz came and we mrted over to Marsiling to meet Yul, Hykel & Fiona up then board the next train with An and Has came at Yewtee, Zyra at Choa Chu Kang. Mrted over to Clementi and meet Lynn up.
Over to Lynn's house first, karaoke-ing, eat and stuffs then off to Fiona's house at Jurong. Watched Wing's concert and eat then bused over to Woodlands Interchange. Wanted to head Kecik's house but his mother wasn't at home so we bused over to An's house. Camwhores, eating and stuffs and head over to Apiz's house. Bryani and Mee Soto then cabed over to Fuad's house. Mee Goreng and kueh and stuffs then over to Yul's house. And that irritating cat of his made me cried. And Apiz(rascal) and bro can't stop laughing at me. The rest too also la.
From Yul's house was already 11pm, and we still left with 3 houses. End up, we parted. An, Yati, Fiona and Hykel went over to Hykel's house. While Iica, Fuad, Lynn, Zyra, An, Has, Yul, Apiz and myself went over to Iica's house. But somehow last minute, Lynn had to left as she has to be back by 12. At Iica's house, satay and soccer till 1230am. My house was cancelled and I cab home first while the rest mrted back to Woodlands, Yewtee and Choa Chu Kang. Pictures shall do the talking now.
Anyway, a little bit of sharing, something happened when we boarded the train while we're on the way to Iica hse. Zyra and myself was sitting beside an angmoh guy with his wife. The guys(An, Apiz, Has) was standing infront of us while Fuad, Iica & Yul was sitting opposite us.
angmohguy: Hey, you girls are going dancing huh in this costume?
me & zyra: Nope, we're going for Raya visitting.
angmohguy: I see.
me & zyra: :D
then suddenly he went to pretend to kick An's butt and we both laugh and I told An.
An turned around and smile and then he shook his hands with the angmoh guy and then..
an: Hello Sir, nice to meet you. I'm Chris and you? (cos his whole head was brown, so Chris Brown la.)
angmohguy: Hey hello, Chris, I'm Arnold. What about you? (asking Apiz)
apiz: Me? Well, my name is Pukimak. (the malays in the train was bursting)
angmohguy: Pukimak? Wow, nice name. How do you spell it?
apiz: Alamak, banyak songeh la. You know Phuket then you add ur Mak la sial.
angmohguy: (blur face and just laugh along and then ask Has) What about you?
has: Me? My name is Sundal.
angmohguy: Sundal? (in his own pronounciation) Cool. Singaporeans have sucha a unique name huh.
us: laughing like hell and alighted at Sembawang.
Okay da, see, I told you. They never fails to cheer me up. Hahaha!
at Lynn's hse
otw to Woodlands Interchange
the real 7-11
Fuad & Iica
Lynn & Zyra
Fuad & Has
Has, Yul, An, Fuad
at Farhan's hse
Fiona!
reflection(1)
reflection(2)
Lynn & myself
Fiona & Hykel
Fuad & Iica
An & Yati
Has & Zyra
Yul & Lynn
group photo
&&&&& now, I'm heading to meet NEQ for hardcore mugging session. Byeeee!
Goodluck to those whose taking Chem tomorrow! :D
Apiz, Fuad & Kecik
Iica
Apiz, Yul
Farhan!
Fuad!
Yul!
Hykel!
Fiona!
Loverbirds & Lazybum
The Girls
Iica & Fuad!
Hykel, Fiona!
Apiz & Bro who laughs at me when I cried
