dxo;gig!

So yeah, yesterday's outing was real fun. My gf, Ain msged me and then Khai called and blahs. So Ernie tag along too. We went to DXO for a gig and then we mosh like one hell. It's fun. With the kecoh gfs. SK, Suria, Blaze, Ain, Ernie and myself. Jennifer Deathwish performance was hell yeah. Their band was the second last I guess. I saw many people la yesterday. I saw Liyana, a frenster fren, Haikal, Kak Jun, Fatin, Haikal, Jiafa, Rahayu and more la sey. Haha. Then at around 7pm, the whole thing ends and we got drunk and laughing our ass out at Esplanande. Suria was seriously not herself. Slack by the bay with the rest and at around 945pm, we went home as the next day, me & ain are having religious class.

It was hell fun yesterday except for the scolding part and blahhh. I was so sleepy to go religious class but i was forced to. So my eyes were half close & i almost dozed off when we're having Ustaz's lesson. Man! His lessons the topic nice one la sial. Haha. Okeyhs, I guess I'm done for now. I need study for exams & get some rest. Bye folks.

&&&&&& good luck for MYE! (:

& to other bloggers;

please have your own sense of originality when blogging la.

grow up, COME ON!

update!

ive not been blogging that often nowadays. exams are drawing near. infact very very near. okay, so lets recap what ive done this past one week.

i didnt attend madrasah on sunday as ah ginn wont be coming too. so i skipped and sleep instead. ahhhh, shiok.

monday.

we came school late at 0730 due to the bus and adding on, i was caught by dm and was sent to see Ms Lee Ting Ruh for checking. the funny part was that he really thought i was a china girl and asked me, "Are you Singaporean or China?" & i was like, "Singaporean of course!". so after her blabber, proceed back to class for POA. had bio next followed by mt. maths was more on revision then 2 periods of art watching a painting skills video. after school, nini went to my crib then went to meet nazzy next to buy rara's gift and then went home at around 9pm.

tuesday.

was late again. ah ginn never come school. i think 76 is a cursed. board the same bus and was late again. this time it was 0740. luckily there were 50 late comers so those who came in late for the third time, which is me, was given a warning. was suppose to report to ms lee but we didnt. then had pe the frist lesson which we have our 2.4km. i did well i guess. not so bad. then had mt. yay. its super fun. then followed by english which we basically do revision for mye. then had ss followed by physics and poa. lessons were bore. *yawns* after school, went to meet ah ginn and at night. huahuak. they've talked! like finally but i dont know then.

wednesday.

we came in just in time. and bad luck, ms lee called our names after assembly and we need to report. yayaya. paisey okay, but still shes not satisfied with the length. then went back to class for maths then geog. geog super funny. reesha bought prickles with her and we ate, the four of us; hong yao, zul, me & reesha. then when lessons were going to end, hong yao came up with the idea of bringing cup noodles next time. ok i know its lame but it was funny can?! then had english next. mt like i said earlier. super fun but still revision still go on. then phy followed by a free period. i did my self revision in class. the bio/chem students went to have an extra chem lessons with ms munira, the half of bio/phy students went to have an extra phy lessons with ms ong. so the other half of bio/phy students had to stay in class with some of the E1 students. so yah. then after school went home straight i guess. i cant rmbr.

thursday.

the weather was so cold. it rains. so there's no assembly for that day and we manage to cabot form reporting to ms lee for our skirt. so i went art straight then had bio. guess what, i got 0/20 for my test. hahahaha! then after bio was eng, nazzy went home then. left me, nini, laavania & zul. then after recess was mt. and the topic we're talking about was super spicy la can?! hahhaha. nazzy too bad, wasnt there. what a waste! then after mt, was ss which we slack throughout. last period was maths. super fun la. i got nothing better to do and see. haha. me & zul was bore so that's why. heeehe.

notice something? its all green! hahaha.

so after school, rara & ah ginn had ss class so me & nini stayed back in the canteen to do our work but she left school to accompant laavania then yeah, im lay to elaborate here. the thing is thursday was just another badluck. and that ex bf of mine came to school. hah!

friday.

both nini & nazzy didnt went school so i was left alone in class with laavania throughout the whole day. the lessons were boring. last period had to rearrange the sitting arrangement for english paper on monday. gosh! so fast sial. after school, meet the two monkeys(heeeehee) then nazzy & rara went back while me, nini & ah ginn slack at my house. diasy, marigold, hl, anlene,, dutch lady! hahahahaha. craps. then at around 630pm, they went home & i slept till 11pm. & now im like so fresh and cant sleep. so here im blogging.

dooms day arrived! :@

wish me luck folks! (:

Firstly,

Happy Birthday to Rara & Ser. Live long & Prospour! (:

So many things happen during this week. I'm tied up with test & interhouse games.

On Thursday, lessons start with Art & I had to redo my artwork. Grr. Just because I painted the dots anyhow on that flower. After Art, we then headed for Bio when Mdm.Ratnam finally gave us some notes on each chapter. Then had English & we slack like usual. Mother Tongue we then had to share our baby photos & I swear we had a great time laughing our ass out. After MT had SS then Maths. Matrices can be quite tough & sometime complicating.

After school, went to have lunch then went back to school for Basketball Interhouse. So, I was in Burghley Team 2 & we played against 3 teams so 4 of them total & we merged in as 3rd. Overall, Burghley Team 1 won third, Paramount Team 1 won 2nd & champions were Lichfield Team 1. Congrats girls!

Yesterday had lessons per normal & after school, went straight home with my NESHQ & then met them again later on, exclude Rara.

I just love my NESHQ.

bf; take good care of yourself. we're fading away slowly. i dont know why. we need sort things out. my heart has reasons that reasons dont understand.

Monday was yet another day for school. Lessons were normal. We had POA for the first period & im kinda stuck & blur on the Profit, Loss & Trading A/C. Then had Bio Test which im so confident to fail for sure. I answer only like 5 out of 20. I dont understand. I learn more on the 3 biological molecules; Proteins, Carbohydrates & Lipids & test came out more on Enzymes. WTH! Bahs. Then had MT & then followed by recess. We had Maths next & Matrices can really get complicated at times. Gees. Then had 2 period of Art with relief teacher & for the first time, I completed an artwork in school. We had to draw a picture of a flower given by the teacher & coloured it with different tones of colour pencils. So yeah.
After school, NESHQ went back straight & then at around 6pm, I went to meet NEQ for our self-study at CC. So we mugged till around 8pm & that's all for Monday.

Tuesday however school was kinda bore. Had PE the first lesson & we had our 2.4km trial run. But we had to run only 3 rounds round the school & yeah, I did my best shot. Then we continue playing badminton as per normal. After that, had MT & we continue with the yesterday stuffs & was followed by English which I know I'll slack for sure. Then after recess we had SS which I slept throughout the whole period. Cmon, I didnt had enough sleep the day before due to my so hardworking attitude, studying Bio till 6am & nothing comes out AT ALL! Im so pissed! Argh! Then after SS, had Physics & we proceed to a new thing. It's getting complicated but I'm beginning to understand. After Physics we then POA which I have to sit for a test on Trial Balance. I bet you, I'll get low marks for sure.
After school, went for lunch then came back to school to accompany Nazzy&Nini meet Mdm.Ratnam for their studying tips & all & at 330pm, I then proceed for Netball Interhouse Competition. After the whole team had played, my team; Burghley Team 1 merged as Champions. We did some cheers & took photographs but sadly, they're with Ms.Chng. So yeah. Topaz 1 came in 2nd & Angsali 1 came in 3rd. Good game Girls! (:

Well today, I really love Wednesday. Everything went so fast in just a nick of time. Had Maths the first lesson followed by Geog & English. After recess had MT then Physics. Mdm.Tho is damn nice to us but some people just dont appreciate her kindness. Had Assembly & it was regarding Drugs. *yawning* Boring. So i hug my bag & had my nap. & that FIS really la. Made so much noise. Including that Karthig & Vickie. Grrr.
After school, went back home with Ah Ginn & then went to meet Nazzy&Nini for our self-study again at CC. This time, we end it early as we meet at 5pm instead. So yeah, I guess I'm done for now.

Wish me luck for tomorrow B Div Basketball Girls. (:
I need rest for now, goodbye fellow bloggers. <3

NESHQ-group study.

So yesterday I went to meet up NESHQ excluding Rara & we had group study. Before that, Ah Ginn went to my crib & do her stuffs. Went to our usual spot & we did study hokay! Yah, although some are having mood swings, but at least, we did touch the books. Hahaha. Ah Ginn left earlier & then we had a good talk & I was relieved too. After much talking has been done, we then proceed to the coffee shop to have our ice kachangs and headed home at about 730pm.

Today, went for Religious Class, nothing much to elaborate except for there's two test within a day & thank God I manage to do it. :D Cheers!

Back to school tomorrow. ARGH! I've planned for this 3 upcomings weeks before Mid-Years, I'm gonna mug till there's no tomorrow like what Nazzy says. & NAZZY!!! I'll guide you in POA but in one condition, don't irritate me in class. Can? & next, my schedule. I've changed everything. At least a day with Mdm.Ratnam to coach me in Bio & a day with Mdm.Tho to go through with me Physics. & the other 3 days, self study. On Sat, group study with the bitches. & Sunday, get ready & rest. So yeah, wish me luck for Mid Years!

NESHQ; Be strong! Cast aside those problems. Exams first. Don't neglect your studies. ((:

Thursday&Friday.

Art is getting interesting now. We have moved on to colour pencils tactic now. I'm so so loving it. I prefer colour pencils & pen & ink tactic to pencil. I don't know why. Then had Bio which I know it'll be my sleeping time. So yah, she revised the old chapters & guess what, I forget all. English was next & we went to library to do some history reading & research regarding the WW1. History? OMG! Totally not my taste. I don't know why. MT was hell fun la cann. No laughing is totally so not MT for me. Craps. Social Studies there's nothing to elaborate anyway. Maths! Hahahahaha.I laugh all the way. It was damn funny la when Mr.Tee ends his teaching then he started to nag at us & blahs. When the bell rang, the KECOHS; me, Ernie, Nazzy, Reesha, Shirley, Laavanya(J) rush to the back door to have an early leave & end up being the last one to leave the classroom instead.
After school, I rush straight home to take my attire for the Netball Interhouse later on. I manage to reach school at 3pm then meet Raylene & got changed all. Burghley Team 1 was enough players but Team 2 were short of players & we have no choice but to drop two positions. Nevertheless, Team 1 won both games against Paramount Team 2 & Angsali Team 2. Sadly, Burghley Team 2 lose a game against Paramount Team 1. Anyway, to the players or opponents, if there's any injuries that was due to me, I'm sorry. In this kind of situtation, injuries do occur. It will heal, no worries. So yeah, that was on Thursday.

Friday lessons were short. We had to do self-study for a few minutes at the assembly ground so we missed POA. I mean a few minutes before bell ring, we then proceed to classroom. After POA was English but Mdm.Chua was absent form school again. So Miss Fiona took us & she's super bubbly la dey. Haha. I didn't do her work but I do POA instead. Then it was Geog & we had an open book test. & guess what, I did the wrong one. I mean I list down the causes of deforestation instead of solutions. Damn it! I didn't have enough time hokay! ARGH!!! Whatever, then had Maths after recess & we've moved on to Matrices. It's quite easy though. I think maybe this is just the starting. Mr Tee says it'll get tougher later on. I hope I can do well for Maths for Mid-Year. *crossed fingers*

Mid Years are just round the corner. I've planned ahead. I want score high marks for Art, Maths, Mother Tongue, POA, Physics & hopefully Geography & English. I know this are the subjects that I'm able to cope with & absorb all the important notes right in my head. The rest; Biology & Social Studies I'm not quite sure about it. I bet I'd failed Biology very very badly. But I'm trying my best to at least understand each chapter a little bit & read the important notes given.
So for now, I really need cast aside the problems I'm facing. I have to really proved Mdm Ratnam & my parents that I can do well for Mid Year & make sure I don't get called Mdm Ratnam for Meet-The-Parents' Session for this Term 2. Let's pray. :D

&&amp;&& this boyfriend of mine have gone missing for 2 days. He didn't even bother to reply my messages & return my calls since Wednesday. I tried contacting his friends but they themselves can't get through him. I don't know where he've been. Oh my.. Don't tell me it's repeating again. & worst still, we were suppose to meet on Friday but there's no calls or messages from him. ARGH!

So yesterday lessons were per normal. Nazzy didnt came & both me & Ernie escaped POA. Anw, the teacher was not in class too. Went over to meet Nazzy first then the other two came. Slack for awhile then meet Mom at AMK Hub & I saw Sokling. Weeha, I miss yoo too babe!

& the next thing I know, I help Mom carry all the goods home & to the doorstep. I was too tired that I slept at the sofa in my sch u & woke up at 10pm. Haha.

Wednesday, I cant quite remember what happened. I'm lazy to blog actually but I'm bored so that's why I blog.

Dooms Day is so so near && I totally never gonna look forward for it. Argh! *grins* Wish me luck! ((:

monday.

So exams are in 3 weeks time. I'll blog less or maybe during the weekends when I'm free. I need to start mugging now! Oh God, wish me luck for Mid-Year. Like Crystal says, who doesn't want to get A1 ?

determination & confidence.
never give up!

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Exams are in 3 weeks time & I never even touched a single subject or topic at all. I'm so gonna failed my Bio if I continue to be like this. I blame myself for taking that subject. I thought it was gonna be an interesting one but it turns out to be so boring & dull. Plus the teacher itself which is also my form teacher. I wont revealed names. Shh, to those who know or I'm dead.

Earlier on, I went for my religious class & we did the normal thing. After hearing what my bitch says, I think it really works. God really answer her prayers & I'm glad to hear that.

I really really need to start mugging. Tomorrow is hell. S C H O O L . *yawns*. Let's hope for a better tomorrow. & can anyone share some tips on understanding Bio? I seriously have no idea. 5 chapters for mid year & we're nearly 3/4 but I dont even understand a single topic. I only know the topic regarding cells organisation & the diffusin & osmosis thingy. The rest? Dont mention.

I think I'm done. So bye. (:

L O V E .

I just came back from meeting my Ah Ginn & then I finally realised something. After hearing her stories & sharing our problems together, I just feel like blogging it out & sharing out to my dear bloggers who are in love, hurt by love or any situation that are related to love.

Do you really know what's the meaning of love? Well, love can be a very sweet & romantic one only if you're think he/she is your Mr/Mrs Right. But do you ever think further? Like for example, "Can we last?" I'm speaking based from my experience.

For girls, first tip. Find a guy that loves you more. This is because, when you fall for guys you love more, you might end up getting hurt or dumped by him. The common reason is that either he wanted to play with your feelings or having revenge. I heard alot of common stories from girls that their ex bf dumped them because he still cant forget their ex gf. They will intend to give you many stupid reasons. & the next thing that will happen is that, you'll cry after hearing the truth. Yes, I know. The truth hurts. But dont beg love from guys. Seriously. A guy friend of mine told me once. When you broke up with your guy, dont ever beg or ask for a patch or whatever. Let bygones be bygones. I mean, the guy will go then labelled you as desperate. Some will think that she doesnt matters what they called her but please, you're making yourself feel so low. Trust me. & it's really true.

The next thing is girls, dont really put high hopes on his love towards you when both of you are getting to know each other. Why? Because he'll think that you really love him & the next thing he'll do is to a step forward by having relationship with you & then dumped you & make you suffer. Seriously.

This will then affect your studies, your mind, your everything. Due to him, you cant concentrate & feel like dying. I've experienced it. The best thing is to do is to cry as hard you can. Cause for me, crying is the best thing to do. Some says slits, committing suicide. But please, dont. Think twice. When you intend to do this, do you know what are the consequences? One; you're troubling your very own family. Cause, if you attempt suicide, your parents will be questioned & money is needed for the funeral & stuffs. Can they afford? Dont you pity them? Next, slitting. You might not know that you can slit your veins & thats it. & worst if teachers find out they will then questioned you & sent you to counseiling and then blah...

So please, dear bloggers, dont have relationship at this young age. Why need a guy now? There's still a long way to go & there's still plenty of guys out there waiting. So why bother to find a guy now right? But if you really are having a relationship now, may you both last long.

I'm currently having one & I'm glad that he understands what i'm going through. Infact he even advice me & all. Thanks loads dear. I'm happy enough to find you.

I guess I'm done for now. I want to mug now. I don't even understand a single thing at all. So, bye for now. ((:

lotsa loves;
dolly .

Speech Day

School ends at 1110am today. Art was the first lesson & we continue the decoration for the Art Exhibit along the way for the VIPs later during Speech Day at noon. After Art, had Bio which I slept all the way. I'm sleepy so that's why. Then had English next & we did much of storytelling with Mdm Chua. She's the super great teacher la can. && the Speech Day was rated 50/50. The speech given made me sleep. But the concert & the academic was okay. It went smoothly. & the weather was fine so there's parade. Nothing much.

I'm glad that he's slowly realizing. Thank God. Now its time to reconcile THEM. I mean it. I'm sick & tired of it. I want the old them not the new him. Sorry, I have to do this instead. `apologies.

Rara is fine now. I know deep down, she still can't get over it but I hope she forgets about it asap. That jerk is not worth it. Now what? Running away is it? You totally have no guts. You get me? NO GUTS. at all.

&&&& i missing him badly.

He went JB for a day but I'm missing him already.

Come back soon Darl.. :(

Monday-Wednesday

So on Monday, was seriously a shocking day for me. NESHQ i mean. Lessons were like normal throughout the whole day. After the two period of Art, I stay back & do some painting for the Speech Day Art thingy when NESHQ went home I guess. I was given the task to paint this wheel thingy. I dont knw how to describe it. It's display at the General Office there. It's like a small hut with a small roof top. & we did some others things too, like bookmarkings, butterflies made in plastic & more.

& on Tuesday, our dear 3E's malay boys came all the way to AMK to visit her & skipped Speech Day Rehersal & dont mind having detention for 1 week. Thanks guys. So yeah, she doing fine now. I wish everything will be at its actual place asap. Lets pray that she'll get over it soon.

Bring me back her smile,
Bring me back her laughter,
Bring me back her oldself.
I miss the old her.
She's the sweetest one among all.
She's the only one who is so motivating.

I want to see her old self back. Seeing her like that is really hurting. PS: Girls, dont ever love the guy more than the guy loves you. Seriously. Go for a guy who loves you more than you love him. This is so true. Trust me. Lets all pray that hadirah is all fine when she's back to school. & to you MR.COWARD; you cant hide from us. you can run, but you cant hide!

Tomorrow is Speech Day & then Good Friday. So it'll be quite fast to Mid-Year Exams. Please, do take care of yourself & think first before you do anything that will cause your family a lot of trouble. Girls, be STRONG. Dont let guys hold you down. Til then. ((:

SAT&SUN.

So yesterday I was suppose to attend for this Art Lesson thingy. I was suppose to help out for some stuffs, but I didnt. Instead I went to Ginnie's Crib & slack then meet Nazzy. Took 73 to Serangoon Central then 315 to Serangoon to take some stuffs.

We did something crazy & we think way too far until at about 630pm, the truth was revealed. & at night later on, another truth. Its just so complicating. We need to talk. Seriously. Even HE says too. Talk & sort things out. Its all in a mess. What you hear is different from what I hear & what you think is different from what I think. I dont want mention names & I dont want share it all out to public.

Now, thanks to this MUS for making my life this. You go around spitting other stories & twisting it. Just who you want & what you want in life? Which one? You have to choose. Im attached. & HE knows what im going through. Im glad that he understands me. Seriously, if this matter is not rest yet & my name is being polluted by all the gossips heard, I seriously need do something.

&& thanks to yoo for making us like this.
fyi: i nearly attempt suicide because of this.
its way too much for me to cope.
i want a clear mind now. please....

Later im suppose to attend Religious Class, & now the sch u is still not ironed. Im lazy. Ive no mood at all. Whats the use of me going then? MUS; why must yoo do this? who helped yoo & accompany yoo all this while in the night time? tell me why... yoo ruined my life & im here stressing out.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!