I've got alot of things to update right now. I have no mood for year 2008 seriously. Everything is changed for me. Be it family, friends or whatever it was. Oh ya, Hari Raya Haji, I received a msg or maybe call from that nurse. And Christmas, I got the greatest gift from Mom. How cool is it, tell me.

mom, i know you are the one supporting us all this while and give us everything we need for our daily needs rather then he does. he doesnt even bother to ask how we're doing and stuffs. and i just cant accept the fact that you hide all your sorrows and problems from me. you told sis but not me. i know eversince i start working, we dont have time to talk and share our secrets together. granny told me everything when i came back from camp. now then i know that dad's behaviour changed drastically from then. i guess i have to stop here. i think i can list everything all out here if i wish to but i dont want. lets just keep this things to myself now. readers if you read his, i dont want any tag asking what happen and such. okays? how cool, i'm having o's when this shits occur. FUCK! enough is enough.

"daughter, dad's leaving, take care of yourself when im not around. take good care of your mom k? i wont be coming back already."

what a life, fuck it la.

I know my blog is so so dead now. I got lots of stuffs and pictures to update but shittacks, I'm using my sis laptop and I cant upload the pictures here. So well, let's start now.

Sunday, 16th December.
I cant remember where I went except for the fact that I work morning shift, I guess. & then later at night after work, meet Sis at Dhoby Ghaut and had late supper at MacDonalds. Trained home.

Monday, 17th December.
I requested for off and went out with NESQ. Meet Nazzy & Ginto first and headed to school and accompany them to get their school books and blahh. Ernie then joined us. 315ed to Serangoon Central and then 147ed to Bugis. Lunched at the food court and then went to browse around as Ginto wanted to get her stuffs. && guess who I saw. I saw Idris! Yes, Ideso. The camp instructor. The sweet part is when he called my name first instead of me calling his name. Aaw, I miss camp. Later at around 5pm, trained to Changi Airport and settle down at Terminal 3. It was a great seeing and it's very peaceful but not when the not peaceful people come and make a huge nuisance of themselves. *winks* We get bored and then decided to take the Skytrain and then sat at Terminal 2 and took photos. Blahh. Mrted back to Tanah Merah at about 7pm and then 45ed home. I accompany Nazzy home and then went to meet ______. Blahblahblah. (Only I know the ending)

Tuesday, 18th December.
Working in the morning shift at 12 and then at 3pm went for my break till 6pm and then continue working till 11pm. Sighs, bused home and blahh. Not much to say except for the fact that I'm tired and happy. *winks*

Wednesday, 19th December.
BOOHOOO! Ahginn left already, come back fast babe. Have a safe trip come & go. I'm so pig. Sleeping like fuck that I didn't feel the vibration of her msg. I guess she left when I replied the msg. Bahhh! Okay at 3pm, went to meet Leleh and then we head down to Town as she wanted to get her stuffs and then lunched at Long John at Old MacDonald house. She crazy la, laugh and laugh like fuck. Start work at 6pm and blahh. End at 12am roughly and headed home like roughly around 2am. *HEEHS*! Thanks for the great sightseeing yesterday night. ILUS!




I cant believe it. All this while you were drunken when you contacted me and spitting all those sweet talks to me you big time fucker. I will always remember that. Let's just take it then we don't know each other at all la eh. It's better for me. You proceed with yours, I proceed with mine? Isn't that much more cooler?
Oh boy, I fuckinhg hate you alot now.



&& lastly, Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all. (:

Sorry for not been updating this blog of mine, I'm currently busy working now. So Saturday till Tuesday I was working and Monday I was change to be the server, a permanent one together with Khai and some new workers took up our positions. Oh what a small world again, Mary, the new busser is someone I used to slack with when I was once together with Luqman. Sighs. :(

Bah, so Monday and Tuesday attend classroom together with Khai from Mr Man & Lissa and then on Wednesday too was my off day but I had classroom again with Mr Karthig. Met my family except the monk (my father went to chop off his hair for i dont know why so i call him either a monk or the to pei kong). Head down to Cathay Cineleisure to catch Alvin and the Chipmunks. It was very cute movie, yes go catch! Before the movie start, we dine in at Burger King (and then memory between me & him flash back). After the movie at around 8plus, went to walk around town to see the lights.

&&&& Mango is having their sales now! Stacy (the girl who's working at Munchy Donuts beside Outback) was like going gugugaga over the sales when she told me that she bought a number of tops. Sadly both of us, die die wanna get the tops but die die waiting for $$$ to come. :D I'll just have to wait for $$ to come attack me. Im spending my money all for my cab fare like fuck kan. Sucha a waste sey. & now i heard the price will increase or something. $3.00 instead of $2.50 and then 25% for the afternoon charge and 50% for the midnight charge. Motherfarmer lahh.

&&& i missing neshq badly. Yes, yes we have to meet up very soon before Ahginn left. 1 month I havent heard her voice, eversince that day. Serious shit, we use to talk craps at night and then making stupid and funny jokes. Gosh girl, i miss you alot. & what you mean by the cartoon? the him isit? BITCHES, I MISS YOU ALOT AND LOVE YOU ALL AITE? MUACKS!

Okay, im working today at 5pm, so at least i have the chance to update my oh-so-dead blog. Beep me there's anything girls. & ohya, sooner later NESHQ are using prepaids.. HEH!

Loved!

Day 1.
Cabed to school as I wake up late and then bused to Changi Coast Adventure Centre and reach there roughly around 8am. Since we're the first one to arrived, had to wait for the rest to arrived. We're divided into different schools first for ice breaking games with the instructors. After that, the Malaysian students arrived and we did the groupings. So I was in 'Dedikasi' team together with Kar Hoe from Swiss Cottage, Jannah from Loyang Sec, Ismail and Ping Ying from Tampines Sec, Kim Peng, Hwee Chin and Sze Xin from Yishun Town Sec together with the Malaysian students, from different parts, Alif, Alimin, Adha, Fendi, Husnaa, Halimatun, Hoe Yen & Pei Qi with the instructor, Bob. After lunch at 1pm, we gather and set off to Kampong Glam.

Walk around at Kampong Glam and visited Masjid Sultan. Studied the custom & culture and played some tradisional game such as Gasing. We walk to Bugis then trained to Orchard at around 6plus and see the sight and sounds of Orchard Road. Each of us were given $6 to eat, so we dined in at Lucky Plaza's Asian Foodcourt. After dinner, we continue walking from Far East all the way till One Fullerton to see the Merlion. & guess who I saw, Krisstle and Chicken!! ohya, & also Baby & Kechik from FDF while we're eating our dinner. We reach One Fullerton at 9pm and chill by the bay till about 10pm and then back to campsite. Wash up, debrief and lights off.



Day 2.
Rise & Shine, had breakfast at 730am, then at 8am get ready for Improvised Rafting all the way till lunch time. We had to build a raft using 6 pipes and 4 barrels together with a few ropes. After the raft is build up, we were supposed to go for tryouts and then row our raft. Wash up at 12pm, had lunch and ready to set off for Amazing Race.

Bused to Chinatown and visited the Buddha Temple and then walk around the Chinatown Night Market. At the very last part, we're given to shop alone and meet up at the meeting place according to the given time. Since my buddy is a male, he wanted to roam around with his friends instead. So me & Bob(Instructor) walk over to MacDonalds and had dessert. He bought me a MacFlurry and himself a Hot Fudge Sundae. At 3pm, went to buy souveniers for the Malaysian students and then set off to Lau Pa Sat. Before arriving at Lau Pa Sat, we gather infront of Great Eastern and sat in circle. We played "Simon Says". It was hell funny that I laugh out really loud, trust me. Then at 4pm, went to buy and tapao early dinner at Far East Square Mall and then ate at the previous locationg we were. Sadly, before I had my meal, Bob told me to take good care of the group as he needs to leave urgently for some reasons. :(

At about 6pm, walk all the way to Lau Pa Sat and wait for the bus to Night Safari. My group were divided into 2 as there's isn't enough trainers to guide us. Went Night Safari and roam around. Went over to the theatre to see the show and Mr Helmi from Loyang Sec had to carry a big thick snake as a dare. VERY VERY FUNNY! He's afraid and the expression, hahahahaha. At 1030pm, bused home, wash up, debried and lights off.
















Day 3.
Breakfast at 730am and the weather sucks big time. It was raining cats & dogs and alot of activities will either cancelled or hold. However, my group managed to do the high elements. Only flying fox and rock climbing, abseiling was cancelled for us. After the ropes elements, had lunch and we played 'Simon Says' again in the dining hall while waiting for the rain to stop. At about 4pm, the rain was still heavy and then Ahmad(instructor) gave us a good news and bad news.

Ahmad: Ok, listen up. I got two news, bad and good. Which one you want me to tell you first?
All: BAD! (shouting)
Ahamad: No activities can be carried out now but...
All: But what.....(eagerly)
Ahmad: You guys can go sleep till 6pm from now and be here back for your campfire prep.
All: YEAHHHH! (shouting, yelling)

Tell me, isnt it sooooo cool?
After the short nap, had dinner then gather under dom and discuss our campfire prepration. Blahblahblah then at 10pm, had supper and lights off.

Day 4.
Breakfast at 730am and then get ready for Kayak Expedition. Khai(instructor) took us for an orientation first. At 1130pm, get ready for expedition. Kayak all the way from Changi to East Coast from 12pm to 130pm. Went for lunch at nearby hawker centre and then kayak back from 3pm to 430pm. Yeahh, it was a success. :D After kayaking, wash up and then had dinner and then campfire. Oh, this is a must have mann.

Campfire is hell fun, with all the 12 groups performing with their own stuffs. Fun, I cannot describe or say. But the part that I remember most was when Ahmad sabo Zac(nurse instructor). All instructor was blindfolded and then they dance. Slowly, the number decreased but throughtout the end part, Zac was fooled. He was dancing alone. & his dance movement was awesome lahh! Serious shit mann.

After campfire, debrief and we were given to light off at 2am as it was the last night. Sat with the instructors and chat till 2am. Took lots of pictures and talk about so many things under the sun. After they left, I was still in the canteen with the instructors as they notice that after Bob left, I wasn't that talkative and hyper at all in the group. Went to dom at 23oam after helping them out.








Day 5.
Woke up and had tree planting session and then area cleaning. at 830am, had our breakfast and then flag lowering. Sat down back in the canteen and had the closing ceremony. Photo taking from 10am all the way till 12pm and then the Malaysian students went home. Bid goodbye and left. :(

There're just some overdued pictures took at my workplace. Currently busy with work and stuffs. Lunch food there getting sucks each day so yesterday went to try out the food at Outbacks, pretend to be customers for a minute or few. We each get 50% discount so yeah. & my pay was out on the 30th Nov, I got $245 for myself for working from 14th Nov to 21th Nov. I'm waiting for my Dec's pay so I can go shopping! Weeee.

And I'm leaving for a 5 days camp together with the 10 nepalists and the student leaders. Oh yes, I'm so gonna enjoy myself and the dragon boating and the ropes. Yeahhhweeee.

NEHQ, let's meet up pretty soon but sadly it wont be a complete 5. Either I present, Irah absent or the other way round. Boohoo. Shittacks, I miss bitching and gossipping with you girls. Reading Ernie's blog made my tears rolling down slowly. Despite the fights and misunderstanding occur, we're still holding on strong to our friendship. And every new day of a new year marks our friendship. 2008's arriving, nearly 11years knowing each other huh? Gawwd, O's next year, lets do it babehh.

GUYS! Shoooooooooooo off my life for now. Why stick to one when the one doesnt stick to one right? Bitch, yes no I am the BITCH! I can be with whoever I want and whenever I don't need them, I'm gonna kick them far away. Or maybe spank their ass real hard. Oh jyeahhh! Sho sho for now.

Alright, miss me alot for now. I'm gonna do my packing now and head to school at 730am later. :D