slack.

I was awake by Ginnie's call & then I got changed. Meet Ginnie under Star's blok then mrted to Sembawang. Star went to make her new ez-link there. Few minutes later, Nini came. We had our lunch at Cavana & do some bitching. Mrted back to my house to slack. We planned to slack at Nini's hse but somehow there's change of plan. We had a great fun. Nini & her mouth. Keep giving comments on the teevee show and blah. & that Star says she's the 'princess'. Yada yada, whatever lah ehk. Then Ginnie enjoy herself disturbing me. Hmph. My ulcer getting bad to worse. & they keep teasing me on my style of speaking. & as for sure, pixels are taken. So, there it is. Have a good look. (:

I LOVE MY GINNIE.

I LOVE MY STAR.

I LOVE MY NINI.

(:

(each color indicates their favourite colour)

PS: he called me yesterday.

oh wee~

dollyJEPON` .

i'm bored.
i want to go out.
i want meet my cliques.
i want explore Singapore.
i want go shopping.
i want a new hp for Christmas.
i want my Starbucks.
i want my Famous Amos.
i want to watch Happy Feet.

this is what happpened when i'm BORED.
i'll blog nonsence. & public will read.
they'll think i'm crazy. who cares.
so people, CHAT with me.
i don't mind who you are.
my enemy, my ex
or whoever.
COME!!!!
add me at MSN:-
seri_15@hotmail.com
see you all there okeyh?
we talk & bitch,
haha!

:D

wee wee wednesday.

I WANT MY STARBUCKS &
FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES NOW !
ANYONE WILLING TO TREAT ME?
HAHA.

I can die of hunger. I am hungry. I ate fries & nachos for my breakfast and that's all. Well, not breakfast you see. I ate them at 6pm. So its considered as 'early dinner' la. I met my Ginnie & Star at the tall blk. & they went up while I sat downstairs. Then went to Star's place there to have my nachos. IT'S DELICIOUS! I want more. Okeyh, I can grow fat of eating all those junks. But at least I watch my diet. So, I WON'T LOOK FAT. Or whatever it is. I must maintain my eating habit. Then at around 6pm, the boys came. Yabedabedoo! They've grown up so fast that they're taller than me. Mimi turns out to be damn cute that I pinch his cheeks & he got irritated. & Fad turns to be a very berg guy. WOO. Then we slack till 7pm. In between Ginnie went back to her aunt house at around 6+. So that's it. Today there's nothing interesting to share with. I didn't do much stuffs today. So yeap, that's all. (:


i miss his voice.
i miss his jokes.
i miss his craps.
i miss his laughing.
i miss his giggle.

am i falling for him?
i hope not.

281106

I can't really remember what I did today. Woke up late as I had a very late sleep yesterday. All I do today is slack & rotting at home. Its sucha bore. I want explore Singapore. I walk go places where I never been before & know how big or small Singapore is. I was supposed to meet my sunshines today but Ginnie was sick. Get well soon yer. Sick but still want to puff sweet. Haiyo. & mom wanted to put the computer outside. && guess what? Now I don't have privacy. The computer is officially outside, at the hall. New position again. -sighs- My dearest Nini is out now with them. Guess she's enjoying herself now. If only I could tag along. Okeyh I'm done. Mom start her lecture class. I was suppose to help her but instead I'm blogging. Okeyhs. chiou korng. Bye. (:

PS: I'M IN LOVE WITH SANTA CLAUS.
MUMMY, WHAT'S MY PRESENT FOR CHRISTMAS??

ecp+vivo.

Alohas readers. Haha. Okeyhs, yesterday was a blast. Had my Madrasah's Perjumpaan Raya & the performance went well. & my gf, AIN, keep swaying her ass to me. Pain you know! Blahs. Headed home & I accidentally went asleep. Was awake by their miss calls. Nini was nearly angry but luckily I manged to get changed in just a nick of time. Met my sunshines, Nini & Star then cabbed to Parkway Parade to have our breakfast. Ate Burger King & then Nini start to go carzy by wearing the crown. Cmon, its mend for kids. Are you kids? Hahas. There's a snap of it. Shall let you see later on. After we had our so called 'breakfast', we then headed to East Coast. Find a perfect spot & slack. The weather was awesome. Then a few minutes later, I decided to change place. So we went to another spot to chill. Took pixels while waiting for the boys to arrive. Sadly I need to meet my family at Vivo. So I made a move at around 7+. Sorry Mimi & Fad. However, I miss them though. It's been how many years since.853ed to Paya Lebar Station. Saw my 'myspace friend' then they alight at City Hall while I alight at Outram Park then took NEL to HarbourFront. Met my aunts & uncles there. Wanted to watch 'Happy Feet' but it was fulled. Then walked around there & yarhs, there were loads and loads of people. && i saw many many of my friends. Yippee yay yay. Ate at Banquet then went to Sky Garden as the little rascals wanted to play with the water. Woo. The scenery there was great! Seriously. SUNSHINES! We have to go there one of this days at night. It's awesome to camwhore there. People keep dusturbing me when I was walking as I was holding on to a Barney Balloon. Some sang the song some says, 'kiter pon nak boleh?'(can i have one?) Hahas. Best best. Headed home at around 1030. & i saw my belo part one. KAK AISYAH!!! & Ferry too. We were so kecoh in the train that everyone was looking at us. Hahas. Overall yesterday was fun! Pixels are taken as usual. Happy viewing. (:

REPLY TO TAGGERS .

bell : hahas. they just have got nothing better to do.
anw, see yar soon. (:
eugene : yes yes! they sucks like hell. no life! (:
syahmi : hahas, i didnt manage to step wisma ystd. nvm, some other time i guess. & yoor bar test, just do well for the next one then. && sorry for being too harsh in the phone call. i reallly thought that was one of my 'irritating yet fun' guy friend. so sorry. i feel so guilty using the vulgarities to you. sorry. :/
miza : hello wello! thanks for tagging. & yeap, yoo too enjoy yoor holidays & all the best for yoor soccer aite? take care. see you around. (:
(at East Coast with Sunshines.)

(at vivo with family)

cheerious! (=

Rehersal.

Today woke up at 9am & got changed for the madrasah thingy. Tomorrow we'll be having a performance for the Perjumpaan Hari Raya. Met Ginnie & Ain(my dearest fabulous beloved gf!) at AMK toilet to got changed. Why? Cos we borrowed a decent outfit from her. Cmon, going mosque in tee & jeans? Then you're not okeyh. We reach late at 10:10am instead of 10am. & there were only 6 of us. Irna, Aisyah, Hidayah & us. Later at 11am like that, Rasyid came. & yeap. He got bullied by us again. Nyahaha. Everything end at around 12pm. Then we decided to take a break for half an hour. So, the three of us lied down. Tired man. & somemore I didn't have enough sleep that night. While Hidayah join us. & Rasyid went back. & the other two went to meet Irna's mom. Banyak lah dier nyer mom. Padehal padehal. Slack till 1pm. Then went to the Multi-Storey Carpark and blahh. Headed MacDonald to eat with them. They went back while the three of us slack at park for awhile. It was raining cats & dogs & we were all wet when we reach home. Haha. && I'm gonna miss my AIN. Whatever it is, just wait for tomorrow. It's gonna be fun.

* Should i follow my sunshines go Wild Wild Wet or
should i follow my family go Jurong Swimming Complex
then watch 'Happy Feet' at Vivo?

am i falling for him?
no, i will not!
but what if love grows as day went by?
what should i do?
afterall, he's just a friend of mine.
& he's once my closest girlfriend's ex.
i don't want her to have the wrong impression.
-sighs-

Netball Carnival @ AJC.

Today I had to wake up as early as 6am for Netball Carnival held at Anderson Junior College. We were suppose to report at school foyer by 7am. I was the 5th person who came there. When everyone had reached, we proceed. We had match against Coral Secondary, Yio Chu Kang Secondary, Yishun Secondary & not forgetting our school. We came in 3rd while Yio Chu Kang came in 1st. Yishun Sec came in 2nd. & lastly Coral Sec. & the whole thing eded at around 12pm. It was sucha bore so me & juniors decided to snap pictures. There you go.

me, shahedah & sabrina. (:

you've changed to a person i never knew before.
i once trust you & regard you as a dearest friend of mine,
but i was wrong.
you stabbed people from the back.
you give them names & such.
critising them badly.
& now, who are you with?
them. yes them.
you regard me as a special friend of yours,
but hey, you dont even bother to tell me that you've changed your no.
& when i ask you, you answered,
"oh, i've changed already, uh."
easy huh for you to say?
& when you saw me, you purposely pretend that i was not there.
walking away just like that,
with your chins up high to the sky.
who do you think you are?
& what do you think i am to you?
a 'come to me when you're bored' toy isit?
when you're in diffculties, you'll find me.
& when you're free like a bird out of a cage,
you ignore me.
hello?
WAKE UP.
you know what?
i regret to know you.
i regret to care about you.
i regret of helping you.
i never had a friend like this all my life.
'his' words are true.
you're a backstabber.
stabbing people from behind.
& when you had no friend, you'll find me.
i'm sad.
i'm dissapointed by your fucking attitude towards me.
i guess, from now onwards.
PLEASE don't bother to ask how am i doing,
how's life & how's everything.
& so on.
i declare you now as an 'unknown'
you with your friends, i'm with mine.

& thank god, for giving me the chance to have friends like this.
friends with different types of backgrounds & attitude.
however, i really appreciate my SUNSHINES.
they are what i call true friends.
i LOVE them.
we do fight,
we do quarrel,
we do bitch about ourselves,
but we know the limit.
& we're fine with it.
i love my precious ones.
8 years of friendships & still going on strong.
hold it on tight babes! (:

PS:if anyone of you think, i'm referring to you all,
sorry, JANGAN TERASE.

231106.

Today didn't went anywhere. Woke up late as yesterday had a long chit chat with sunshines from 1am till 6am. & it was fun. & standard, I've got bullied by the 3 of them. Boohoo. But I don't mind, afterall I know it's just a common thing they'll always do. Yada yada. Mom woke me up at 10am & passed me a new battery for my hp. & I realised that they're treating me nicely now. Haha. Thanks to Nenek! I told Dad to buy me a new battery as my previous battery was overcharged I guess. HAHA. Went back to sleep & was awake at 3pm. My breakfast Mom bought smell. So, met Ginnie & Star to have lunch downstairs instead. Then they went to have 'sweets' while I went to meet Mom & Lil'Bro. They were at the big field. Doing what? You guess. Lil'Bro wanted to play his new kite so much. So here it goes. (:

MY HP IS BACK FROM HOSPITAL.

SO, YABEDABEDOOO!

I'M NOW CONTACTABLE. :D

PS: I LOVE MY GINNIE, STAR, NINI.

& I MISS MY RARA. LOVE YOO. (:

runaway!

MONDAY.

Met my SUNSHINES. Went to Ramen Ten & had our breakfast. The food there was awesome. We go crazy after eating. Laughing like hell BUT not when we were on the way to park. Some misunderstandings going on which I don't wish to elaborate here. The thing is I fought with my sis & mom. Then slack at park while Ginnie help Nini pierced her lip. Nice one! Then few minutes later, Farhan called. He ask me along to play pool with AnCHAI & Luqman. Since I'm not in good terms with them, I decided to rush home & got changed, took my clothes & stuffs. Went over to Star hse for a while & waited for Farhan to call. Then met them at the bustop & off to Paradigm. I had fun with them. I won two games with Farhan, a game with An CHAI(he's good man!), and a game with Man. Then went to Plaza Singapura to take Man's MP3 back then slack at Serangoon. Went to Takraw Court & watch them play. Saw Syed. At about 10pm, I went home, while they went to slack. Mrt-ed back to Woodlands. Under Granny's void deck, there were a few guys slacking & playing guitar. Made friends with them. & around midnight, went downstairs & slack with them at the Dewan. Some was with their girlfriends. & yeap, there're super friendly. Headed home at around 2am.

Pictures taken with them at the park while slacking:-

me & sunshines.

me,an & man. at PS.

TUESDAY.

Didn't went training today. Anw, the training was cancelled as Coach was having a very bad stomachache. & my batt went flat this morning. & selenger me, never bring charger along. Haha. Didn't went anywhere. Just slack at my granny hse & on the phone chatting. They(budak woodlands) ask me down to slack but then i was lazy to go down. & its raining, it's best to sleep. HAHA!

& today, I'm back safely home. Granny nagged & scolded Mom & Sis. Cool huh? Haha. I have PEACE now. I guess. What about tomorrow? God knows..

PS: MY HANDPHONE IS NOT WORKING CURRENTLY.

CONTACT MY HOME IF THERE'S ANYTHING. (:

REPLY TO TAGGERS:-

QURAISHAH, ERNIE, AFRODISIFOODY, NAZRINA: thanks for the tagging. (:

ISYAH:haha. go have your hair cut like mine then. heehs. (:

EUGENE: thanks for the tagging. anw, just ignore that AIN FROM BBS. i myself don't know IF SHE DOES EXIST. thanks friend. i don't mind. i guess she has nothing better to do rather than tagging & giving comments.

&& to AIN, BBS. thanks loads for revealing your true identity. i dont know if there's really an AIN from BBS. so now, the game's over. have you had enough? so i guess, you should go & get a life now rather then doing all this stupid stuffs. it's not worth it. (:

tagger!

WELL, THIS A SPECIAL POST SPEACIALLY FROM ME TO YOU.
TAGGING MY TAGBOARD, GIVING COMMENTS,
OH WELL, MUCH APPRECIATED.
BUT WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE ME YOUR NAME.
& WE'LL SETTLE IT ONE TO ONE IF YOU ARE NOT SATISFIED.
I CANNOT GUESS WHO THE HELL ARE YOU, TAGGING ME WITH ALL THE NONSENCE NICKS.
COS YOU KNOW WHY?
I GOT MANY ENEMIES.
& I CANT DECIDE IF ITS EITHER ONE OF YOU OR WHOEVER.
I GUESS YOU GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO
RATHER THAN GIVING ME COMMENTS.
SO WHAT IF I LOOK FAT?
DOES IT BOTHER YOU?
WHAT ABOUT YOU, REFLECT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR OR IF YOU NEED MY HELP, I CAN 'SPONSOR' YOU A WEIGHING MACHINE & MEASURE YOUR WEIGHT. (:
ONLY CHILDISH PEOPLE DO CHILDISH PLAY.
& YOU ARE ONE OF THEM.
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO BOTHER IF I'M FAT OR WHAT?
AT LEAST, I'M NOT SEVERELY OVERWEIGHT OR SUFFERING FROM OBESITY.


SO BLOGGERS, BEWARE!
'lololololo' IS CHILDISH.
HE/SHE WILL GO AROUND & TAG YOU NONSENCE.
OR MAYBE GIVING COMMENTS ON YOUR APPERANCE.

DO SOMETHING ELSE THAT'S MORE WORTH IT & BRING GOOD DEED TO YOU RATHER THAN THIS LAH!

191106.

And yarhs, i had madrasah(religious class) just now. & it was fun.-as always. It's been 2 weeks I didn't attend due to lazyness. Haha. & just now was supposed to be 'Perjumpaan Hari Raya' but it was cancelled. & that girlfriend didn't attend for today's lesson. NADIAH!! I had to do 2 tests before I went for the break. & i cheated. Haha. Infact those who were supposed to do the test cheat! Cool huh? Answer were placed under the questions paper. Huak huak. Then a classmate of mine, drew her eyebrow.. FUHYOO. Like MACDONALD sak. Damn long. I don't know what's her intention infact. To attract guys? Hah, guys would rather make friends with Ronald MacDonald instead. After the break, there were no lessons going on. All of us were supposed to gather at the Auditorium Room to discuss about the 'Perjumpaan Raya' that will be held next week instead. Each class had to do a performance. Poor Rashid were bullied by the girls. Too bad as only 2 boys turned up. Another were the 'alim' sort. & that Ginnie sabo me to present something regarding a topic discuss with the 4 of us ; Rashid, Fadhil, Ginnie & myself. End up, Ustzh wants a gentlemen to perform & Rashid was the one. Haha. Me & Ginnie had a great laugh on him as he went to read the whole paragrpah written in the book when we ask him to read the keypoints return at the sides. Hahahaha. Did nothing much today, went to sleep for like 5 hours after Madrasah.

&& to taggers out there, PLEASE leave your name when tagged.
i repeat, PLEASE.
naming yourself with the unknowns names is not worth it.
&& spamming on people's blog is a childish thing to do.
this somebody appear to be 'lololololo' is so lame.
you know what, 'sooommeeoonnee' is my STALKER01.
& you shall be my STALKER02.
dont you have something better to do?
saying me fat? haha! my weight & height is acceptable, fool.

*just blog whatever you want about me, i DON'T CARE ANYMORE. (:

angerism!

HEY!!
STOP STARING AT THEM,
WHEN IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT.

went out with Nini again to look for job vacancy. headed to AMK's KFC and ate there. then 162ed to Far East to bought Nini's piercing stuffs. then mrtd back AMK. headed to the Pizza Hut for the job interview. let's pray. then went to my mom's work place & she was working too. oh fuck! ginnie followed us along then. after eating, ginnie went back & nini went up with me. slack till 9pm.

& guess what, yesterday, well not yesterday, early this morning, from 3am to like 630am(midnight) was on the phone with him. yippee yay yay. at last! we're like close buddies now. i mean his way of talking is damn rough. i guess because he's drunk. yada yada. i love just now. && talk with my best boyfriend. he's one hell joker la. i mean the way he imagine about his future & all. laughing is what i always do & he'll keep saying, 'Oi, jgn ketawer lah. tk klakar tau.' [wei, dnt laught, its not funny] haha. he with the 'R' karat. he adores bikes. haha. one freak la he. anw, yarh, that's all i guess. till then. (:

cherrious kawan!

fuck it.

FUCK YOU.

FUCK YOU. &&

FUCK BOTH OF YOU.

FUCK YOU. for acting so innocent infront of her. telling her that it's all my fault. hey, why dont you speak up in the first place? no mouth? wth! & cmon, its not my first time of coming back home damn late that the clock strikes nearly 1am. my life & your life is a total different you see. friends come & go, & i'm grateful to have many wonderful & adventereous friends surronding me. during your years, oh, i forgot, you were innocent i guess. or maybe you don't have friends of my type. so? what's the point of you scolding me & yelling at me. huh? & you shouted at me yesterday usng all the abbusive languages infront of her. & you know what? you were running out of words that you kept repeating the same thing again & again.

FUCK YOU. for believing everything she had. oh, she's trying to pin-point everything to me. like as if all of it was my fault. oh cmon. i just hate two faces people. thats it. i've had enough. & when i ask you in the morning whats my house chores to do & you replied, 'the whole house is yours' oh, wth! you think im a robot or what? just because of yesterday's thing, you blamed it ALL on me. it's so not unfair. you sat at listen to everything she said like as if its true. oops, maybe SOME. i guess.*

*i'm running away. & dont ever come & look for me. i hate both of you especially the one staying & sleeping with me in the same room for 14 years of my living. i want peace!

whatever it is. THIS IS MY BLOG.

MY BLOG, MY SAY!

Okeyhs, back to blogging. I'm seriously angry with that two person. Don't ask me who, find out yourself. Well, yesterday i went to cut my hair & then headed to Marina Square for job interview at Pizza Hut. & you know what? She's jealous because Dad let me work. You see? She get so jealous for what I have or get. JEALOUS FREAK! Then headed to Cavana & ate Roasted Chicken Noodle. YUMM. Then went browsing Long John, KFC, Burger King. Then proceed to Plaza Singapure at Dhoby to check out the Pizza Hut there. It was pack then clock strikes 7pm, it's still early & then we proceed to Esplanade. Sat by the Merlion then met Khai, Md.Noh & Iq. Then saw the ABC(Andreana, B & Cassie). Then met JDW for a while then sis & her friends, Kak Ika, Kak Aisyah & Ferry. Fun day yesterday BUT NOT TILL IT I REACH HOME.

pixels taken:-

*people who get jealous easily should not be entertain. seriously.

let's pray for the job vacancy,

oh my. oh my.

nonsence

~FUHOO!!
NEW SKIN PEOPLE.
COMMENTS PLEASE.
THANK YOO!

soommmeeoonnneee-is a STALKER.
people nowadays tag people's blog without leaving their name & called themselves as PASSERBY. HAH! some passerby care to owe up their true identity after being asked unlike this 'sommeeooonee'. this passerby says that he/she is 'ssooommeeoonnee'. well. i'll call you a STALKER for now. (:

-update later at night-
(: cheerious folks.

SNEAK OUT & FEVER!

Hello my dearest Readers. Well, I've got to admit that yesterday after clock strikes 12 midnight, when i was on the computer & sis was on her bed lying, we SNEAK OUT! i thought sis already asleep when i wanted to turned off the computer at 2am. Then she told me that she was hungry. HAHA! She was so tempted to it 'Nasi Pataya' at Haji Karim stall which closed at late nights. SO, me & sis decided to sneak out. & haha, the funny part was opening the door. My gate is kinda noisy. & i kept laughing & sis was like, "Oi, cepat lah, nanti Mama bangon. Kau ehk, ketawer jek". HAHA. At yeap! We DID manage to go out quietly & softly. I told sis to blanket her pillow so mom will thought that we're soundly asleep. & I did mine too. I lock mom's & our room door & i took the keys along. We then went down. Haha. We had a great laughter while going down. Run like one rebellious kids. Then saw Kak Nelly & her friend at Haji Karim.Sadly, the shop was going to closed & they've packed the utensils & stuffs. So, we left with no choice but to head to 7 Eleven. We bought so much of junk foods. Headed home & mom ws still asleep. COOL! Watched 'Saw' and 'Bujang Senang'. Had a great laugh. 4am & we're still not asleep yet. So, we watched another movie. 'Honey' & i slept half way when Dad came back. Fun fun!

& all thanks to :

&& today, woke up at 11am & headed to Pasat to Sarapan. Woo, lotsa of those ITEdudes. Hah! Then waited for Kak Ika to come & Sis fetched lil'bro from school. We then proceed to Mom's Shop & I had fries for myself. & I'm down with a bad fever now. & i realised it only when I woke up from nap in the evening just now at 7pm. -sighs-
seriously, i need a job now,

im getting bored sitting at home.
&&looking at the ceiling & computer.

i just have to wait for dad's reply.

=(

im AMAZED.

I was having my asthma early in the morning & so I didn't turned up for training today last minute. Ate my medication and went to sleep back. & for now, I'm feeling a little bit better. I slept late yesterday. I was bored & I had nothing better to do & so I check my phonebook. I msged him & guess what he replied. I was in total joyness. WEE~ I mean like it's been months we haven't been talking nor chatting. I msged him & he asked me to call him when I couldn't cos my oh-so-dearest Sister is using the phone with her yet-so-egoistic hubby. I totally hate him lah. & this sister still can go on with him. 'Org kalau dah bercinta, gini lah dier'. Yarh, yarh. No use of advising. It's not worth it. So I missed the chance. I hope he'll call tonight. Haha. Let's pray & see.Will he?

i miss your voice,
i miss your hugs,
i miss your kisses,
i miss YOU!
every moment we used to spent togehter shall never be forgotten.
i'll always remember you & the memories we shared.
can you be mine again?
oh, how i wished ..
o6o6o6- all left is memories ..

CONFESSION.

Guess what? Kak Aisyah came just now & yup! We had fun. Shower & went down to meet Ginnie & had our food. Ate at Mom's Place & then me & Ginnie left first to have our sweets. Then headed back home. Watched 'The Grudge', 'The Perfect Man' & 'Hitch'. All nice movies. I can say that this week I've been watching movies all the way. In total, I've watch 6 movies in a week straightly. Cool huh? HAHA. 5pm, Sis went work, Mom came back & then 8pm, Kak Aisyah went back. She & her blurness. I like it when she shouted 'WOO' while watching 'The Grudge'. So now I know the whole story. Haha. & now I miss eating the Famous Amos cookies & my Starbucks drink. Can someone treat me? Haha. So tomorrow I have to attend Training & I'll bet its gonna be very tiring. Under the sizzling hot sun. Fuh!

~kooty koon.
Yup, yup. I did smoke.
But I'm quitting. & I'm not heavy.
I just smoke when I had one.
& each time I smoke, I'll always take a few puffs only.
& trust me
I never ever finish up one stick all by myself.
& anyway, now I'm left with no more.
So I'm not buying it anymore nor my friends.
We VOW to quit.
I know you're gonna say
it's tak manis, & girls shouldn't smoke,
& smoke is bad for health
& blahs. so on.
Okeyhs, so for now I QUIT.
An scolded me & now I'm not going to smoke already.
As mention, I'm not heavy.
Anw, thanks for your concern.
You've been like my own brother to me now.
Thanks for your care.
Till then.

Somehow I find that the best place to release tension & problems I faced is at East Cast. Sitting at the rock, looking at the sea. Watching the sunset, feeling the wind blow passed you. It's a nice place indeed. Went East Coast with my precious & looking at couples is such an eyesore. I mean it'll make me get so jealous & worst still reminiscing the past. When I know I should just forget as 'what goes up, must come down'. Getting into a relationship is not an easy thing you see. I mean you need two hands to clap. In love, the basic thing is trust. Without trust, you won't be able to built a strong & everlasting one. Looking back, I can admit that I miss all my ex(s). It's not that I regret what I've done. That's so nooo for me. Seriously I'm like sounding so desperate here but then I somehow want someone to care for me. Friends, well, they're the most precious gifts I had. They're always been there whenever I need them. They bring me happiness and laughter to cover my sadness and sorrows. Although there's some ups and downs. No such thing as friendship or relationship runs on a smooth surface. At certain parts yeap, we did quarell & then we forgive each ither & then start anew. I appreciate that. But then, thinking twice, I'm afraid of having a partner in life. What I'm trying to elaborate here is that I'm scared that history will repeats itself. I've gone throught twice. & that's more than enough. It's like hell for me. If possible I'm now searching for an everlasting love. I can admit that i ever fool my love with one of my ex. & I'm totally sorry & I know its hurting. I've gone through it. & for now, I know how he'd felt. I know at this point of time. I shouldn't get into a relationship but somehow mood swings. I don't know. What I can do now is to just wait & pray for my Mr.Romeo to come & enlightened my heart. To bring back colours to my life. I miss hugging & cuddling someone & lay my lips to a special someone. Where are you!!!!!????

East Coast, here we go!

Hello people. Its 12 midnight now. & I'm here blogging. Just now i went out with my precious Star & Nini. We were supposed to go to Jeryl's Birthday Party with Ginnie but then the plan was cock up.(correct not the spelling?). Then we went to East Coast instead. I meet Ginnie & Star to have our sweets then Ginnie went home while me & Star 76ed to East Coast. Ate at Parkway Parade then meet Nini infront of the Fish & Co. Headed ECP. & slack till about 7+. Camwhoring like hell. 7+ went to Starbucks & had our chocolate & vanilla with the whipped cream on top. Then had our Famous Amos cookies. Yummy! & Star named her cookie-Eng Wah! Haha. She's nuts. Just because of the yesterday conversation over the phone with Ginnie. We know, public dont know. Right Star? 853ed back home at around 8+. Then 265ed back to meet Mom & now, safely at home. We did had fun but then I miss my bestie cos she cant tag along. & they bullied me! Boohoo! iMISSmy bestest girlfrend, GINNIE!!!! Well, here are some pixels taken. (:

BORED.

AKU BORING!!!!
today is hell for me. i was suppose to attend netball training today but i overslept. & yarhs, i msg her & she reply & some arguements started. blahs. then mom woke me up at 12pm and went to pasar to have our breakfast. its been a long time eversince i ate downstairs with mom. as today she worked in the afternoon shift, & sis worked in the morning shift, I NEED TO DO THE CHORES. grr! went pasar has been like so long eversince i've done it. & yarh, u doubt it. went to the fishmonger & they started saying, "wah, sudah besar hor dia, banyak cantik." & it goes on until mom is done with her stuffs. i got something for myself & then the rain began. hurried back home & help mom cook for lunch later on. & YAY, i cooked Kway Teow Goreng (the spicy one). nice nice. after the cooking done, helped mom carry, hang, fold & keep the clothes. end up, i slept on the sofa. haha! woke up & mom had left for work. sis came back & she went out to watch Step Up with Kak Nisha. looking back, this week i watched 3 movies straight. The Grudge 2, Step Up & John Tuker Must Die. all nice nice. i so so cant wait for tomorrow. me & my sunshines are gonna hit to costa sands to celebrate our dearest Jeryl birthday. i suddenly miss my 2E3. so i hoped tomorrow most of them will be there.

relationship.
i miss having someone to love me,
i mss having someone to shower me his love
i miss hugging a special someone.
i miss putting my lips together with a special one.
infact, i miss having a boyfriend.

talking about relationship makes me feel alone.
eversince i was dumped by HIM, i'm afraid of having one.
am i a toy for you to play with? am i?
i need someone right now.
seeing couples makes me feel so jealous and making my eyes sick.
why cant a guy be faithful to one.
i mean some yes, but some, na'ah.
oh well,

friendship.
friends are always there when i need them. but some, na'ah.
my friendship with my systahood has been a smooth journey so far.
& i really hope it will remain like this FOREVER.
but then i miss RARA somehow. wonder what she's doing.
we're so far FINE. no problems & nothing.
but somehow, i feel some of my friends had betray me.
cmon, where are all your promises you've promised to me?
we used to be damn close and now, we're drifting apart.
have you ever wonder who was the one who helped you most?
the one who always msg or call you & ask how you've been doing.
but now? you're dissappearing slowly in my eyes.
im kinda worried on my friendship with her.
i hope we could sort things out.
& for goodness sake, can you reply my msgs or pick up my calls?
i really need to talk to you now BADLY.

i guess im done for now.
(:

MOVIE MANIA.

*psst! my sister has a new blog.


(see what we have in common) gosh!!!

well well well, yesterday went out with my cuppycakes. dearest beloved people. ginnie, star, nini & yup me! we went to PS at 1230. book tickets for 'The Grudge 2' and then went to Burger King to have our lunch. 220, we have to be seated & the show was damn scary but fun. HAHA. enjoy not korng smlm? ahaha. after the show end, we decided to watch step up. haha. so we book the tickets & then went to Vivo. we had fun playing the water at the Sky Garden there. Met some if my friend & unwanted people too. pictures up, tada! enjoy. =)

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Today didnt went anywhere as I was tired due to the hectic training yesterday. Woke up late & went downstairs to meet Ginnie & Star. Slack for a while then met 'sweet buyer'. HAHA. I had a hair cut. I mean just my fringe. Anyway, her are the pictures taken on Monday Raya Outing. Not that much. && I cant wait to hit to Town tomorrow with my shopping partners. && Step Up, here we go! woohoo.



cherrious. done!

back to blogging.

edit*
I had been so busy this past few days with Raya Outing with friends & classmates.
I'll make it a straight forward post here.

SATURDAY
Went jalan raya with the godbro & SKSS Peeps. Abg Syed, Khair, Fiqri, Russady, Suraimi, Jufri, Kechik(liyana), Miza & yeap, ME. Haha. Met at Abg Syed's Hse & then proceed to the rest of the house. Reached home at 11pm & my house was the last house. They left at 1230midnight. That Syed if once he start talking, cannot stop. Haha. Sorry, no offence.

SUNDAY
Skipped Madrasah again. Lazy to wake up. Then around 6pm, went to AMK Ave 2, at Blok 269 there to watch Sis performing for the DeepaRaya Consert. It was bored in the first place but then when he came, HAHA. Blahs.

MONDAY
Went out with the Express Students. Was quite fun.Last house was Mr.Hasreen house. He damn kecoh lah. I left first as I need to rush to grandma's Hse. Cab there & it was a whole lot of fun.




TUESDAY
Had Netball Training. TIRED SIA! Then after that went AMK ate, then go HG Mall, then slack at Srgn Kipas Blok there.

now i want to sleep! im tired!!!!

HELLO!

Okeyhs, went to school just now to see my Streaming Results.
&& was promoted to 3E3 next year, with these combination of subjects.
SS&GEOG, PHY/BIO, ART & POA.
& then, went buy 'sweets' & 132ed back to AMK.
Ate at Banquet then Star went to have our 'sweets'. HAHA!
Then Star went back while Ginnie & Nini came over my house & slack.
Yeap, we do many things. I mean good things lerr.
Then 5pm, Ginnie went back while Nini stay till 10PM.
FUN FUN DAY.
& yarhs, I get bored with my old skin, so this a new one.
I dont know if it's nice.
=D

*RETROPHUCK,i'll confirm with you ASAP about the kurongs. (:

PICTURES.

ONLY PICTURES.
TAKEN DURING MONDAY RAYA OUTING.
[with Primaty Mates]












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TUESDAY OUTING.
[with both Farhan, Omar, Syed, Jufri, Nini& Ika]




& the baby there is so damn cute. Omar's friend's daughter.
That's all I guess. =D